Today I'm writing an essay LoL
First of all, I rather enjoyed it (always a given if I'm honest). I felt two main moods going on throughout the story; one quite happy with a few couples getting what they wished (some for a long time) and another more sombre with Hazel and Annie (mostly Hazel) having to get it together.
So after all was said and done, it felt like the gang officially crossed the line into being full fledged adults in my head. And even though I was not amused by some behaviour in the more gloomy part, it was lovely to see how Hazel and Annie's bond grew stronger and what they accomplished by themselves and with a nudge of their safety net. Then you add Tina/Carol and Róisín/Rachel bit et voilà, I'm chuffed to bits for them all.
I think I said this before, but that's the beauty of following established characters, to be able to see their growth, how they deal with life's obstacles and woes and that in different timelines. Because let's face it, life won't stop throwing curves after people get their HEA and Hazel and Annie weren't an exception, so this was their time to show up. So the best part is always the choices they'll make and the next steps. I'm glad ultimately they got it, they are stronger for that.
But my goodness, Hazel took me for ride. I was so worried at first, thinking she'd go a certain path, which is not unheard of among artists, even if previously she went through a bigger hell and never followed this path, but we never know what will trigger people. Yet, because that wasn't her "excuse", for a while there, she wasn't my favourite person. I mean, I felt for her and totally get what she was going through, it's a wonder it didn't happen earlier with her frantic life. But like, considering how strong her love for Annie have been since forever, she behaved very poorly. So I was having a hard time reconciling understanding and crossness. Annie was a real troop here, gave real meaning to "till death do us part".
Okay, if I really give it some thought I know part of the reason I was not having it with her is because I was just a bit like that in my 20s (hahaha), pretending nothing is happening and just avoiding the world, but to watch her acting this way towards the most sweet and devoted person, it was miffing. But I can see she's just a young woman and should have her slack cut a bit. Like, who have their act together at 26? Doesn't mean it hurt less to see things happening the way they did. Gladly, all was well by the end and like always, I'm excited for what's next.