3.5 stars.
"Honey" by Isabel Banta will make any 90s/early aughts kid reminisce and bask in the nostalgia of a bygone era of TRL, Y2K, 9/11, pop culture frenzies... or it will make you frustrated that it doesn't quite go far enough. It will remind you of the continual media circus Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson, the Backstreet Boys, Usher, and *NSYNC went through as many things that happen in this book are dramatized versions of real-life events that happened during my youth. It is all about first loves, coming-of-age, popularity, the limelight, insecurities, fiction versus reality, friendship, attraction, bodily autonomy, and music. It feels all too real to the experiences myself and many young girls went through during the late nineties and early 2000s when a size four was considered "plus size" and when men gleefully made countdown websites dedicated to young stars who would be turning eighteen. This book shines a spotlight on these dark times in a compelling way. Amber has always wanted to be a star, to get the attention she so desperately craves but does not get from her mother. The beginning of the story is quite enticing and gripped me thoroughly, but it all peters out towards the middle-end of the book. I particularly loved the conversation about having kids, the reasons women feel like they have to have them even if they know in their soul they don't want them. There is also an interesting bit about how mothers hate Amber because she is seen as a role model, which she never asked for, and how the media manipulates everything to sell more magazines/newspapers/get more clicks online. Amber struggles to remain herself, to keep her bodily autonomy, to reclaim who she is and how she looks, when everything else is against her. Honestly, Banta could have set this in 2024 and the result would be the same because very little has changed since the 90s. I also liked the radio/magazine interviews, TV clips, and music performances sprinkles throughout the book. It helps break up the monotony of Amber continually making and performing music, the drama between her and Wes, and her friendship with Gwen. There is a lot to like about this book, though it can feel a little repetitive at times. Definitely worth checking out for those of us who remember this timeframe. Finally, I loved Brittany Pressley's narration. She is one of my favorite audiobook narrators, and she perfectly encapsulates the 2000s-era pop stars depicted in this book.
Thank you to NetGalley, Isabel Banta, Celadon Books, and Macmillan Audio for the complimentary ARC/ALC of this book. All opinions are my own. I was not compensated for this review.