Father Forgive Me: A Sinfully Erotic Extreme Horror Novella

by Jessa Riot

Forgive me father for I have sinned.....

A request for sadistic dominance in an online fetish forum by user FrForgiveMe piques the interest of Jezzi aka UnholyMistress. Throwing all caution to the wind, she unapologetically burns through his red flags and they strike a deal. Enlisting the help of her probable soulmate Parker, Jezzi sets out on an introspective journey to detangle the intricate, masochistic web that is FrForgiveMe. The duo separately makes their way down to St.Margaret Mary’s catholic church, deep in the bayous of Louisiana where the bewitching magic of the swamp hides the dirtiest secrets. Jezzi calls the shots as they navigate a landscape of pleasure, pain and the deep twisted roots of the catholic church. Worship takes on new meaning, morality is debatable, and all bets are off as she cranks up the music and the violence. Combining elements of extreme erotica, splatter punk and dark romance, Fr. Forgive Me is a reflective, depraved, descent into a deadly litany of the unholiest sins.

.......How long has it been since your last confession?

Genres: Horror

208 pages, Kindle Edition

Published December 3, 2023

About the author

Jessa has spent her life in the theatre studying the power of words. In response to the pandemic halting live performances, coupled with a devastating hurricane, she leaned into the unexpected change. Shifting into a less demanding phase of life, Jessa decided to explore one of the few interests she had always been too busy to pursue. Writing. As a former director and actor, manipulating language into a story and dialogue not intended to be performed, has created a welcome challenge. Always unapologetic and introspective, her art explores the dark, dirty, and depraved humanity lurking within us all.

Reviews

[alexleasins · Rating 1 out of 5]

what the fuckk

[Diane · Rating 5 out of 5]

I finished this vile, sick & twisted book late last night but I had to unfortunately wait to write my review due to having to go and clean my destroyed and broken soul in a bath full of Holy Water...then go to Holy Communion and say one thousand Hail Mary's on the way!!
I feel like I've sinned badly reading this gory, wild, messed up and grotesque novella.
This book doesn't hold back at all on anything and it pours out blood, brain matter and destruction in every chapter.
I asked myself on several occasions " What The Hell Am I Reading Here" but I never seemed to get an answer, but who cares?? All I know is...It was a bloody awesome read and I lapped up every drop of the gushing "Red Stuff" that was spat out at me!!

There are NO Trigger Warnings here before you take on this rollercoaster of a ride into hell and back...so be warned...it's not for the weak hearted or those who are easily shocked!

5 "Father Forgive Me For I Have Sinned Fucking Badly" 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟's ⛪💒

[The_5ft_reader · Rating 5 out of 5]

Omg I don't have words for this .... its vile and gorey and amazing! What a ride!

[Marley Ghostfern · Rating 4 out of 5]

Oof! Let me start this off with mentioning there's no trigger warnings in this book. I see you thinking: Marley, you?..Reading a book with no triggers? Yea...no...see this is the thing: If you have any triggers, Do not read this book.

Now that we've got that out of the way: I have read this book. And hotdamn was it messed up. It was depraved, twisted, dark af and there's some spice in there too. It's vile, it's gorey, it's unhinged. There's music for every chapter and I decided to listen to it during the book, it was great. It really set the vibe.

🖤Splatterpunk extreme hOrror
🖤Sacr!legious
🖤DomInatrix
🖤Female rage
🖤Unhinged
🖤Graphic gOre

⚠️Do not read this if you have triggers⚠️

[Simoné Wolmarans · Rating 4 out of 5]

Probably the most unhinged book I’ve ever read. It’s a wild, gore filled, absolutely messed up ride. READ YOUR TRIGGERS and you’d do well to heed the warning given.

[Emily (emilysdarkcorner) · Rating 3 out of 5]

This is my first book by this author

To be honest this book was something unlike anything else I have ever read before.

I don't even have the words to describe this book besides it is twisted and messed up

[Ally Combs · Rating 4 out of 5]

Holy shit

This is the most unhinged grotesque book I have ever read!! My biggest pet peeve is unnecessary songs in books but every song in this book is absolutely fitting. I didn't think there would be another book to top Skin but this just jumped to the top of the list and I'm fucking living for it!! Amazing amazing amazing! This is vile and binge worthy and if you think you can handle it then go for it.

[Christina (Bloodycrimsonreads) · Rating 3 out of 5]

I need to drown in holy water for what I have just read. What in the actual degredating, unhinged fuck? 😂 That was a wild ride. Our fmc, Unholy Mistress (or Jezzi), stumbles upon a post of FrForgiveMe searching for a femdom capable of making his ultimate fantasies come true: being utterly degraded in an actual church and being forced to confess his sins. She indulges into this and unleashes her inner monstrous, murderous Goddess. All the while, her actual sweet lover of a man watches everything and rejoices in what his Mistress can do. Jezzi and Parker realize that the situation they’re in might not be quite as it seems.

The level of rage is up the charts. That book was an experience in itself. Beware, it’s an erotic extreme horror novella, so it’s disgusting and graphic. I appreciated the storyline, although the fmc’s monologues were tedious to read sometimes because of how long they were. I was intrigued by Jezzi and Parker’s relation and I was glad the epilogue depicted a scene between the two of them.

If you decide to pick up this novella, be aware that it’s full of tw. Anyways, the author does a great job at warning the readers.

3.5⭐️
🌶️There are some spicy scenes, mingled with gore and lots of unidentified fluids.

✝️Sacrilegeous
✝️Dom1natrix
✝️Female rage
✝️Unhinged
✝️Disgusting and graphic

[Jena · Rating 1 out of 5]

No stars bc what the actual fuck did I just read……

[C.M. Guidroz · Rating 4 out of 5]

Has someone invented a silicone crucifix yet? Asking for a friend.

[Kayla P · Rating 2 out of 5]

This book made me embarsssed to be a type o negative fan. If I had to see someone refer to their vagina as a “mini goddess” one more time I was gunna lose it. This book was beyond boring, wordy, and drawn out. For a horror erotica there were maybe two scenes of horror and it was mostly just gross out factor. The internal dialogue was so unnecessary most of the book. Who the fuck thought of putting the lyrics AND all dialogue in italics??? I hardly knew what was happening in this disaster of a book.

[Eunice Hayward · Rating 5 out of 5]

Good Morning Darlings of Darkness,

First and foremost, a heartfelt thank you to Jessa Riot for penning this extraordinary book. Before diving into the details, it's crucial to note that there are no trigger warnings accompanying this read. Brace yourself, as this is a journey into the realm of HORROR EROTICA/SPLATTERPUNK. As your literary guide, I won't dictate your choices, but consider yourself forewarned.

This book is a turbulent ride through a spectrum of emotions and disturbing scenarios, and I express that with genuine affection. I revel in the twisted, the dark, and the depraved, and this narrative delivers in spades. Without giving away too much, the story revolves around Jezzi, a dominatrix coerced into engaging in degrading acts with a specific individual. However, it becomes clear that both characters are entangled in a web of deception, and justice is meted out in due course. Jezzi's ally, Parker, is a willing conspirator who idolizes her, ready to go to any lengths for her.

The plot hurtles forward with a breakneck pace, with events unfolding swiftly. Remarkably, this frenetic pace contributes to the overall allure of the narrative. The inclusion of a curated playlist for each chapter is a stroke of brilliance, enhancing the reading experience significantly. To truly immerse yourself, don't overlook the musical accompaniment for each chapter. The spice is well-seasoned, and the degradation is artfully depicted. The choice of setting in Louisiana serves as the perfect backdrop for the unfolding debauchery.

Special thanks to Justine for steering me towards this literary odyssey. I eagerly await more recommendations; please, keep them coming.

Whether you choose to delve into this tome or not, the reins of your actions remain firmly in your grasp.

E

[amour.edition · Rating 4 out of 5]

𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝕱𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝕸𝖊

𝕽𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌: 4/5

+Extreme Horror Erotic Novella
+Splatterpunk
+Religious setting
+Female Rage
+Sick & Twisted

Just an FYI, this isnt a dark romance book. Purely horror erotic, I knew this going into it so just bare in mind before if you decide to read it compared to my usual book reviews. There is some moments of 'spice' in the book but this focuses more on the FMC Jezzi. I loved how the author didn't include a TWs page, just a 'DO NOT READ THIS AS ITS DISGUSTING' warning!

𝔹𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕗 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕩𝕥
Jezzi comes across an ad online from FrForgiveMe who is a disgusting human being, and wants her to act on his fantasy of being basically degraded & abused. They form an agreement (well paid LOL) for her to go and meet him in a confession booth within a church to carry this all out. Her 'friend' Parker accompanies her. Let's just say things start to get FREAKY in that confession booth, Jesus would not approve of. Some holy items go in places they shouldn't. Things take a spiral and some eye opening truths come out.

Jezzi as a FMC is strong willed and takes no sh*t. She is the dom and controls the situation. I actually loved how she handled each situation. Towards the end she was embodying a crazy bish. Her moments with Parker were so hot, especially the bath tub moment. They truly so belong with each other.

The priest.. WELL I can't put into words how much he disgusted me. He got what he deserved and maybe a whole lot more LOL The level of detail that went into his 'session'... Vile & disgusting.

Overall I found this such an interesting read and enjoyed it. It's going to be memorable for awhile. I didn't mind the music references throughout the book as I listened to some of the songs while reading and they fit so perfect. I will definitely read more from this author.

[Ana Júlia · Rating 1 out of 5]

Faltando 50 páginas pra acabar o livro eu larguei essa bomba
Um livrinho desse não deveria se dignar a ter 200 páginas, no máximo 80. A autora deixamail avisos e disclaimers no início, mas ela não se ajuda falando que esse livro é independente e a estreia dela como autora, não que isso não fosse fácil de perceber, mas vc bater no peito e falar que esse lixo é sua obra de estreia??!! chega de autoestima
E por falar em autoestima, alguem tem que falar sobre o EXCESSO que a jezzi tem. Tudo quem que a gente odeia personagem coitada, mas se achar a última bolacha do pacote é loucura. Primeiro que vc começa a ler o livro jurando que ela ia ser engraçada e honesta e até meio dura mas não ela é uma soberba, nojenta, autocentrada e irritante. O Peter na verdade é bem legal, a apesar de ser simplesmente par romântico/capacho/funcionários digníssima. Sei lá como eles se conheceram, quem ele é, k que exatamente ele faz mas ele precisava parar de ficar mudando de música toda hora no livro.
E sobre essas musicas, vamos falar sobre elas. Gente, trilha sonora não é sobre as musicas que vc gosta é sobre como elas podem contribuir com o momento (e pra não dizer que sou uma bruxas eu gostei de uma da playlist) mas de resto me lembrava os góticos da minha escola que achavam melhores so pq ouviam pseudo satanistas gente vamos crescer, isso aí é uma chacota. Mas elas realmente mais atrapalham que ajudam na leitura, pq esta na mesma fonte das falas e é um caos pra entender.
Vamos falar do plot? podre, tudo aqui é literalmente podre. O nome do livro é Forgive father e o padre é um seboso???? é a mesma coisa de coisa de contar a história da branca de neve num filme chamado rainha má, não tem nada com nada, são páginas sem fim de Word vomitting e eu me nego a chegar no fim desse livro

[v0id_93 · Rating 2 out of 5]

The beginning of this book was great. I was super vibing with the FMC, she was so real and her inner monologue had me laughing with how relatable she was. Reminded me quite a bit of Nancy from The Craft. The first unaliving scene was what you can expect from extreme horror:

Gross. Vile. Descriptive.
All the good stuff.

But this was easily 50 pages too long to the point I ended up skimming some parts and the interruptive placing of music lyrics throughout was something I wasn’t a fan of. Also there’s also a plot twist reveal I’m not sure how I feel about and I don’t entirely understand the whole situation with Parker and Jezzi towards the end.

[Pitch Black J · Rating 5 out of 5]

Well the author essentially gives a warning in the title "A Sinfully Erotic Extreme Horror Novella". I can't even begin to describe just how extreme this book is. I struggled through this book but I also think it was well written and a good read. This book is vile in the most extreme ways and I can honestly state this is one of the most horrific books I have ever read in my life. The author did a great job creating the characters in this book as well. Jezzi was an extremely strong FMC and I loved her and what she did not tolerate. I loved that she also had Parker. He was a good support system for Jezzi in a way.

[daddysbabygirlreads · Rating 5 out of 5]

Dark, disgusting, depraved, vile. Not sure what I just read but wow. 🤯 please for the love of everything holy read the trigger warnings before starting this book. Won’t lie I considered dnfing this book bc it was a bit much, but I finished it. It’s well written but lacked the character development and an actual plot I’m used to. But if you need a palate cleanser that gory and extreme horror this is your book!

[Lau Loves · Rating 2 out of 5]

This book had a lot of promise but sadly, it wasn't executed very well. The plot was hard to follow and the 'aha!' moments weren't easy to pick up on. I found myself having to go back and read again to try to understand the progression of the plot. It was very hard to immerse in due to the poor grammar and the constant mention of which song is playing in the background gave me ff.net vibes.

It's a shame because if the story had been sharpened up and proof read, it could have been great.

[Chloe Boyce · Rating 1 out of 5]

DNF’d at 80%

Feel like the author focused on the shock factor and gore instead of an actual plot, which some erotic horror does well, but this one just had me bored, confused and very repulsed. If I had to read one more time about how “glorious and goddess like” her vagina was I was going to scream, so yeah don’t read it😐🤣

[Rachal Davis · Rating 4 out of 5]

This book had my teenage angst raging along with the main character, great story line, powerful and steamy🥵, I enjoyed the included playlist as it included several of my favorite artists. Only con is that it felt a bit repetitive

[Georgia Nicole · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book definitely lived up to the description of sinfully erotic extreme horror novella!!! Loved the story line and the details of what, when, where and how things were done was perfectly described and kept you enthralled!!!

[Amber Lawyer · Rating 4 out of 5]

wild

That was some of the most interestingly written horror that I’ve read. Messed up. Disgusting. And also beautifully written? The author weaves lyrics into the pages perfectly. Recommend if you’re into extreme horror.

[Jacqueline Espinoza · Rating 4 out of 5]

I'm not sure what I expected, but I loved this book! It was a mix of erotica, splatterpunk, and horror. The details of everything that she was doing to the Fr., was absolutely disgusting, but I loved every minute of it! Absolutely unhinged and worth the read!!

[nineinchnovels · Rating 3 out of 5]

Don’t eat while you read this and you better have a strong stomach.

[Joanne smith · Rating 4 out of 5]

It would be a 5⭐️ but I don’t really like the writing style but other than that it was a very twisted book and I loved it

[DG. · Rating 1 out of 5]

I’ve read some messed up shit, but this is vile. There was absolutely nothing good about this.

[SJ · Rating 5 out of 5]

its vile and gorey and amazing!!!🖤

[Sean Kidd · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow! This book led me down a dark alley filled with locked doors that weren’t meant to be opened. What a thrill, can’t wait to read more from this author.

[Cane (FeelinNoCane) · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was depraved, wild, wild and phenominal. I lovd every second, and I know this is nt for everyone.. This is a short book butI will Say che k your triggers.

[vampire]

Way too much music added and honestly too much swearing, the f bomb in every other sentence. Got to 20% and still wasn’t invested.