According to every self-eval I've taken (and I've taken several) I'm some kind of neurodivergent. And while I slog through the ungodly long amount of time it'll take to get a formal eval as an adult, I've often taken to reading books with neurodivergent protagonists. Most of the time it's both a joy and emotionally overwhelming to see a mind like mind in fiction.
But not every time.
Admittedly, I had little idea what this book was about when I received the review request. The synopsis has incredibly vague language, so I joked that the only thing I could discern was "queers on a boat." In truth, the story is about Wend, a 67 year old nonbinary person that's experienced strange astral projection dreams from a young age. They discover that other people born similar to their birth date have had similar experiences, so when they find an ocean photographer born a day after them, they find their boat and request to be the third member of the crew. Together, the trio heads to the Hawaiian islands where Wend has some unexpected reunions.
What I can say in this book's favor is that the author clearly has a dedication for eco-friendly technology and oceanic creatures. Unfortunately, this comes across in constant info dumps. Every conversation between the characters was always on the verge of turning into a discussion of squid genetics or the eco initiatives began in the 2010s. Even the astral projection dreams were invested in making sure the reader knew all the correct scientific terminology and facts. There were times I honestly wondered if the author would've rather been writing a nonfiction.
I've used the term "walking simulator" before to describe a story that focuses on the setting above the plot and it fits this book like a glove. As this story takes place in a more eco-friendly future, there's endless discussion on the technology used in this new low-carbon footprint world, the change in mindsets, and the general progress of society. Meanwhile, the "plot to silence the scientists" from the synopsis consists of some minor bureaucratic problems and one actual threat before the antagonists are quickly handled by someone else entirely. There's also a surprising amount of focus on insurance, contracts, and other bureaucratic paperwork as points of conflict. Mostly characters just walk around futuristic buildings with all-natural cooling systems.
As for the general vibe of the book, it was very... millennial. The way the characters speak about the millennial generation was nearly reverent. It seemed to almost uphold that generation as the true pioneers of gender ideology, ignoring previous generations work. And the characters had that knack of over explaining the morality of everything they do that often comes from authors reading bad faith takes online. I constantly forgot that half the cast, including Wend, was supposed to be nearly 70, as they universally read so much younger. And with all their constant talk of eco tech or ocean facts, they often sounded the same as each other.
As for the found family, it felt underdeveloped. Too many characters were introduced too quickly for all of them to stick. Only three of the polycule Wend meets on the island has a real impact on the story and everyone else was just a person in the room. And while I liked the vibe of "we feel drawn to each other in a way we can't describe," the concept of birthday clusters felt like a shortcut to skip ahead to the found family, rather than building the character dynamics on-page. They didn't even take much time to explain the mystery behind the connection. One hypothesis was brought up and everyone was like "yep, that's it, moving on" without investigating further.
Overall, the story has a great concept. Aquatic astral projections and "how are we connected" mysteries could have had a great impact. But they were crowded out by too much scientific info in too short a time frame. I read nearly 500 pages and I STILL didn't know why the plastic eating bacteria was bad... (or if it even was bad?) or why the battery/engine thing was so innovative. In the end, it was just a frustrating reading experience.