Wow, sitting here having read this I’m not altogether sure where my thought process is at, so I’ll try to make this as simple as possible.
I was excited to read a book about F1, particularly a romance. Definitely a point of difference amongst the hockeys and footballs. Secondly, I’m usually ok with morally grey as a colour. Erotica can be ok as well. And as an ode to Jackie Collins, I could see glimpses of what the aim was here -
BUT
I think this was a long way off! For mind with Jackie Collins books there was something always tragic but likeable, redeeming but also a pivot point for her characters. The characters in this book were just toxic and offensive. The FMC wants to explore, be famous, whatever - get it girl! But in the quest for this she effectively ruins her primary female friendship, craps all over the people she’s worked hard with, and gone against her core values. She accepts so much less then what she wanted, and thinks she’s in love? With whom, a shitty human being masking all his arseholeness as trauma … so spoiled, entitled, and misogynistic.
This is not a romance, it’s not safe, and I believe there needs to be some trigger warnings. I’m not sure if it’s a series but there’s only one character I’d probably be interested reading about. There’s no responsibility for sexual safety and the issues of consent is a really fine line trodden here.
It’s not that I wanted fluffy romance - I wanted racey, glitz and glamour. It’s definitely there to a small degree but it’s deeply hidden and I wonder if I was just trying to find something, anything to be positive about with this book …. Because in the end I just felt yuk.
Thanks to the publisher for my copy. Sadly this wasn’t one for me.