This novella by Stephanie Shea ended up being one of my favorite reads of the year. Camila Morales and Sutton Davies have been married for five years, and have a seemingly perfect life. Cami is a successful divorce attorney, but despite dealing with couples breaking up constantly, she is a hopeless romantic at heart. Her parents have been married for thirty years and have been a constant for Cami–and her goal for what every relationship should look like. When they announce their divorce, her world is shaken to its core. Sutton is a successful director at her company, but still maintains a constant need for perfection. She has been achieving her whole life, and it’s still not good enough for her father. With Cami and Sutton hitting a rough patch in their marriage, both wonder if the other is starting to slip away.
Let me first say that I absolutely adored this novella. It’s a rarity that we meet a couple that is already a couple, and I have to say it was refreshing. I love watching people fall in love, but there is something to be said for meeting a couple that has been together five years. Because those relationships have different hurdles, and it’s always fun to see what comes after happily ever after. If you’re wondering if you miss anything coming into an established relationship, the answer is no. At least for me. Stephanie did an amazing job of sprinkling in parts of Cami and Sutton’s past so we do feel like we know their story and we know what drew one to the other. I think that’s hard to do, and she absolutely nailed it. Because not once did I feel taken out of the present story as we learned about their past. She wove it in in an incredibly natural way.
In the legal field, writing a shorter contract is often harder than writing a longer one. Every word is at a premium, and there can be none that are wasted. I feel like that’s what Stephanie accomplished with this novella. She didn’t waste a word, or a page. She gave us a full story in a novella, and had me invested in Cami and Sutton, and their families, despite not being a “full length” novel. (Though, if Stephanie ever wanted to write a full length novel for them, I don’t think I would be the only one that would jump at the chance to read more about them!) I think it is no easy task to create such a rich story in that shorter format, but she did.
What comes across in this story is that these two people absolutely love and adore each other. But, as in any relationship, things come up–life, family, work, insecurities–and it can be easy to lose sight of each other and the marriage. It takes work to maintain that, and it’s no fault of either of them that it slips a little. What matters is that both Cami and Sutton want this marriage to succeed, and they are willing to put in the effort. It can be a scary thing when you feel like something has been lost, so you understand that Cami is nervous and begins questioning certain things.
Sutton is a perfectionist, and that can often be exhausting. Especially when you have a father that thinks anything other than being a doctor is a waste. There is a constant need to prove herself, and that focus can become singular. Sutton, though, is self aware enough to know that. It’s clear she loves Cami, but she also knows that in order to love her even more fully, she has to work on herself. That’s not an easy realization, so I understood why Sutton kept her therapy sessions a secret at first. It’s one thing to admit to yourself you may need help, but it’s hard to admit to your wife that you’re not totally OK. Especially when you don’t want her to see you as not having it all together. We know Cami wouldn’t judge, but for Sutton I saw why she was scared. And in the end, it had nothing to do with Cami.
This novella was heartfelt, and Stephanie captured the chemistry between Cami and Sutton so well in this story. I was rooting for them the whole way. Each had their own journey, and that journey led them down an even better path as a couple. I think it's an important message that you do not have to be the people that came before you. And that your own path can be forged, while still honoring what is important to you. Cami’s family adds chaos and charm, and I loved every second. Even though this is a Christmas novella, I think it could be read any time you needed to re-affirm your belief that love continues after that happily ever after begins, if you’re willing to work for it. This was my first work by Stephanie Shea, but it won’t be my last. I highly recommend this novella!