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Lust for Tomorrow
Submission is freeing… Love is a trap.
Pacific Northwest Writers Association Finalist for Best Romance, 2023
I’ve never seen his face. But I ache to feel his body.
My fellow soldiers call him Alpha. It’s an insult, mocking his macho bravado, his aggressive arrogance. I’ve heard the snark, seen the rolled eyes. Alpha. It’s a joke. But when I hear him speak…
His rich, deep voice. His lush British accent… I guess the joke’s on me.
Since the zombies came, civilization fell, and new social structures arose, I’ve known that my independence relies on my disinterest in any particular man. The powers that be haven’t resorted to forced procreation… at least not yet; they still expect we’ll fall in love and walk into the trap willingly.
My resistance requires that I avoid emotional connections. My existence requires that I avoid distractions, that I stand and fight. But every time this man speaks, I want to fall to my knees, offer myself to him. However he’ll have me.
Lust is a distraction I can’t afford, but it’s not love. As long as I don’t fall in love, I’m safe. And who could possibly fall for Alpha?
Lust for Tomorrow is a dystopian sci-fi romance set in a near-future zombie apocalypse. See the author’s website for content notes. Expect an HEA and very high heat.
Pacific Northwest Writers Association Finalist for Best Romance, 2023
I’ve never seen his face. But I ache to feel his body.
My fellow soldiers call him Alpha. It’s an insult, mocking his macho bravado, his aggressive arrogance. I’ve heard the snark, seen the rolled eyes. Alpha. It’s a joke. But when I hear him speak…
His rich, deep voice. His lush British accent… I guess the joke’s on me.
Since the zombies came, civilization fell, and new social structures arose, I’ve known that my independence relies on my disinterest in any particular man. The powers that be haven’t resorted to forced procreation… at least not yet; they still expect we’ll fall in love and walk into the trap willingly.
My resistance requires that I avoid emotional connections. My existence requires that I avoid distractions, that I stand and fight. But every time this man speaks, I want to fall to my knees, offer myself to him. However he’ll have me.
Lust is a distraction I can’t afford, but it’s not love. As long as I don’t fall in love, I’m safe. And who could possibly fall for Alpha?
Lust for Tomorrow is a dystopian sci-fi romance set in a near-future zombie apocalypse. See the author’s website for content notes. Expect an HEA and very high heat.
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October 2024 Re-read Notes:
Dana's writing is so distinctive--both in content and expression. This novel is so much more than just the plot; I find myself hung up on the most unassuming sentences.
What I remembered about Lust for Tomorrow was its unique story and brilliant execution, its consuming sensuality and tender intimacy. Yet, re-reading, it's the language that captivates my attention.
This book is extraordinary on every level, and that all of this is accomplished in under two-hundred pages is truly impressive. No one else could incarnate this story like Dana does; it's one of a kind.
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I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS BOOK (it might take me a few days to pull together an adequate review). Overall: I loved it. I was obsessed by the end of chapter 2. I will probably buy a physical copy toforce on lend to friends.
Yes, it's a a super hot romance, but what I really want to talk about is the dystopia/themes.
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Full Review:
“Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”
The more I think about this book, the more connections details I notice, and the more I appreciate it. In this review, I really just want to point out some of the ingenuity of this COMPLEX AND BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED DYSTOPIAN SOCIAL COMMENTARY. In addition to the ridiculously hot sex. Consider this my “ Appropriately Unhinged” review.
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Summary:
The world has ended. In the not-so-distant future, lucky Pacific Northwest survivors of the zombie apocalypse take shelter in a fortified city known as the Stronghold. Those not fortunate enough to buy or be born into the Stronghold must earn their way in—either through skill or (indefinite) military service.
Nina, our protagonist, is one such person, earning her keep as a squad member in the Stronghold’s corps. She and her team participate in daily patrols to protect the Stronghold from zombies, Thrashers, and human outcasts. Patrols consist of a core squad and an alternating “Helmet”—special team members who wear high-tech helmets to analyze threats. An arrogant lot, they often even wear their helmets off duty.
The only way for corps members to end their military service and gain full citizenship is through injury, aging out, or—if female—marrying and (mandatorily) committing the rest of your life to breeding and motherhood. Though some couples opt for marriage, many are hesitant, having so recently lost everyone and everything they loved.
Sex is an integral part of barracks life—as long as its casual. This edict is how the Stronghold’s leadership pressures less eager couples to join its social structure and “ensure its prosperous future.” Relationships in the corps must be registered, are subject to additional regulations, and inevitably turn into marriages. Consequently, most soldiers stick to hookups. But Nina doesn’t do casual sex—she can’t keep her feelings out of it—so Nina just doesn’t have sex.
When a new Helmet joins the corps, Nina immediately develops a bizarre and consuming fascination with his voice. So overcome by lust, she literally throws herself at his feet and begs him to fuck her. The Helmet, derogatorily nicknamed “Alpha” (short for “Alpha Male Ego Trip”) is the epitome of over-the-top machismo—surely Nina can sleep with him and not get attached? After all, she’s never even seen his face.
Reading Experience:
Lust for Tomorrow is easy to get into even if you’re not a big sci-fi reader. The near-future setting makes the characters relatable even in a futuristic, post-apocalyptic world. I really enjoyed the experience of reading this book, its top tier romance, the unique setting, uncovering its different layers. The main characters are likeable; Nina is a very relatable narrator, and I think it would be hard not to love Tom/Alpha. Not to mention that there are So. Many. Good. Quotes.
Note: I’m going to use Tom/Alpha interchangeably throughout this review. They are the same person.
Smut (this doesn’t really fit in the themes section):
I have read so many bad and cringe D/s books; this one was so good ! Alpha was such a good Dom. I love a detached Dom mmc, but the way Tom was so sweet and caring—it’s underrated. The irony of so much sensitivity and vulnerability from this man who everyone else knows as Alpha. The mutual wanting. Ownership. Devotion. We love it all. Not to mention, this book manages to make enthusiastic consent both subtle and sexy—something many authors fail at. 20/10 smut.
Themes/Analysis:
The story has two main components—romance and dystopia.
Wordplay
Before the world ended, the Stronghold was a kind of super gated community for the ultra-wealthy. At that time, it was known by another the name—Illustris. In the novel, Nina comments on the wordplay, “Illustris for the illustrious,” and “lust” (my favorite part is where Nina talks about letters falling off the sign, so it reads “I LUST / LUST IS”).
But there’s another word that Illustris calls to mind—illusion. The illusion of utopia, equality, belonging. Furthermore, the word illusion ties into the theme of masks/facades.
Masks/Facades
Characters or entities hiding who or what they really are is a recurring theme throughout the book. Most notably, Nina’s lover wears a helmet; she doesn’t see his face until the second half of the book.
Tom wears a mask literally and figuratively. Prior to the apocalypse, to Nina’s gambit, Tom felt that he could not be accepted for his full self and, accordingly, segmented his personality into “Tom” and “Alpha.” It is only with Nina that Tom feels comfortable unmasking, and even then, it takes Nina a while to open her eyes to who Tom is behind the Alpha mask.
Returning to the idea that the Stronghold represents an illusion—though it was rebranded after “the end,” at its core, the Stronghold is still Illustris. Its original elite inhabitants remain privileged, comfortable and free, in comparison to the outsiders they allow in.
Belonging
Though it is within the Stronghold that Tom finally feels like he truly belongs, that is not the case for everyone. Not all survivors are permitted to join the Stronghold—they must pass a variety of tests and a lengthy quarantine period before they are permitted access.
Leadership is very cagey about reasons why someone’s entry might be rejected. Based on the way this society is structured, critical readers can presume that those rejected are people that Command feels do not serve their utopia’s utilitarian goals. Namely—people who are already marginalized; the aged, disabled, queer people, people with congenital disorders, etc.
A few times, Nina and her friends remark on the absence of openly gay people in the army. At one point, Nina observes two female civilians—maybe a couple—holding hands. This reinforces the idea that generational wealth and a caste system still exist in this post-apocalyptic, moneyless world. The privileged original Illustris citizens and their descendants are entitled to more rights than outsiders. Not everyone is equal in the Stronghold.
I liked the way that the book hinted at society’s more sinister aspects rather than naming them outright. At the end of the book, Nina finally opens her eyes to the harsh reality and the dangers the Stronghold’s utilitarianism may pose if left unchecked. But by that point she has something to live for, a future to defend. The book ends on a hopeful note, that Nina’s “lust for tomorrow” will motivate her fight for a better world/future.
Safety
“The Stronghold keeps us safe.” Nina repeats this phrase, sometimes sardonically or with resignation, sometimes as a justification. Life outside its walls is precarious; a guaranteed future is better than no future—no matter the cost.
Kara is presented as Nina’s foil. The pair arrived at the Stronghold in the same group, yet Kara was rejected where Nina was accepted. When Nina encounters her old friend while out on patrol, Kara tries to communicate the dire conditions on the outside. Kara intimates that an outcast group known as the Devil Runners are wreaking devastation, and that the Stronghold is in a position to help.
To her credit, Nina does her due diligence and brings her concerns following this encounter up to Command. But this is not an altruistic society, and when Nina is told there is nothing to be done, she accepts that answer without significant protest. After all, they can’t save everyone. And she wouldn’t want to jeopardize her own safety by rocking the boat.
When Nina continues to have concerns about Kara, or about missing comrades, she is often quick to dismiss them. Pitting her ethical responsibility vs. personal safety—it’s not much of a choice. She is one person against a system; and if she loses her safe, comfortable position in the Stronghold, her future is just as bleak, cast out to fend off zombies, Thrashers, and Devil Runners.
Thus, in a former luxury hotel repurposed as a barracks, Nina and Tom live comfortably while Nina’s friends suffer outside.
Blindfold
Nina’s blindfold further ties into the safety theme. Using the blindfold as a metaphor, Nina prioritizes her own safety. She keeps herself “safe” from developing feelings for Tom by refusing to look at him, to see him for Tom, not just Alpha. Beyond her encounters with Alpha, Nina wears a figurative blindfold; she closes her eyes to the Stronghold’s uglier aspects. It is not until her own bodily autonomy is violated that Nina truly comes to see the Stronghold’s rules as unacceptable.
Obedience and submission
Obedience and submission are key themes throughout this book. On the one hand, Nina obeys and submits to Alpha; on the other hand, the Stronghold requires its inhabitants’ conformity in exchange for offering sanctuary.
The rules about relationships in the corps reinforce obedience to the system (“no one person can be more important than the squad or the Stronghold”). When people develop emotional connections, they are less rational, less reliable, less “useful.” Accordingly, there are regulations in place to mitigate the risks relationships pose to the system.
Furthermore, the marriage/breeding protocol is not only designed to safeguard humanity’s future. It serves to subjugate the “lower class” citizens (the outsiders) who are assimilated into the community, keeping them occupied and invested in their children’s future well-being.
Despite occasional concerns about the Stronghold’s rules, more often than not, Nina submits to authority, relieved that the hard decisions are out of her hands. She continuously insists that she is not qualified to lead. However, for Tom, she knowingly goes against command. And, ultimately, her disobedience is her salvation.
Lust
As you might expect from the title, sex is an essential part of this book. There is a sex scene in nearly every chapter. Yet, it manages not to be gratuitous because 1) it’s (really) good sex, and 2) the book is not contrived as a vehicle to deliver sex. Sex is part of the story; the story does not exclusively serve as an excuse for sex scenes. Each scene contributes to Nina and Tom’s intimacy building, represents a new step in their relationship. The closer they get, the harder it is to separate (priorities, needs, wants).
Eden vs. Sodom and Gomorrah
I don’t think I really need to explain this. To some, the Stronghold is Eden, to others it represents Sodom and Gomorrah.
Lust for Tomorrow
Back to wordplay! The novel’s title can be read in so many different ways.
-succumbing to lust, resulting in procreation
-longing for the future, passion for what lies ahead, lust for life
-yearning for more time (a long future) with the people you love
-obviously the quote at the beginning of this review (“Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”)
I am sure there are more interpretations that I am missing.
Meaning of Life
What matters after the world ends? How do you find meaning after so much loss? Lust for Tomorrow is a story about two people finding a true home in each other—a reason not just to survive, but to live.
Final Note:
By the end of the book, I still had unanswered questions (Kara, Cooper, the Thrashers), but I think the ambiguity makes sense for the story. Readers are limited to Nina’s POV and Nina has limited information. We’re left to consider the possibilities.
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Sorry, something about this book brought out my dusty Russian lit degree. But I also feel like there is still more to be explored that I didn’t even touch on!
Have you read Lust for Tomorrow? What do you think, am I reading way too into everything? What’s the deal with the Thrashers? Please explain them to me.
Keep scrolling for some favorite quotes.
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Dana's writing is so distinctive--both in content and expression. This novel is so much more than just the plot; I find myself hung up on the most unassuming sentences.
What I remembered about Lust for Tomorrow was its unique story and brilliant execution, its consuming sensuality and tender intimacy. Yet, re-reading, it's the language that captivates my attention.
This book is extraordinary on every level, and that all of this is accomplished in under two-hundred pages is truly impressive. No one else could incarnate this story like Dana does; it's one of a kind.
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I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS BOOK (it might take me a few days to pull together an adequate review). Overall: I loved it. I was obsessed by the end of chapter 2. I will probably buy a physical copy to
Yes, it's a a super hot romance, but what I really want to talk about is the dystopia/themes.
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Full Review:
“Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”
The more I think about this book, the more connections details I notice, and the more I appreciate it. In this review, I really just want to point out some of the ingenuity of this COMPLEX AND BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED DYSTOPIAN SOCIAL COMMENTARY. In addition to the ridiculously hot sex. Consider this my “ Appropriately Unhinged” review.
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Summary:
The world has ended. In the not-so-distant future, lucky Pacific Northwest survivors of the zombie apocalypse take shelter in a fortified city known as the Stronghold. Those not fortunate enough to buy or be born into the Stronghold must earn their way in—either through skill or (indefinite) military service.
Nina, our protagonist, is one such person, earning her keep as a squad member in the Stronghold’s corps. She and her team participate in daily patrols to protect the Stronghold from zombies, Thrashers, and human outcasts. Patrols consist of a core squad and an alternating “Helmet”—special team members who wear high-tech helmets to analyze threats. An arrogant lot, they often even wear their helmets off duty.
The only way for corps members to end their military service and gain full citizenship is through injury, aging out, or—if female—marrying and (mandatorily) committing the rest of your life to breeding and motherhood. Though some couples opt for marriage, many are hesitant, having so recently lost everyone and everything they loved.
Sex is an integral part of barracks life—as long as its casual. This edict is how the Stronghold’s leadership pressures less eager couples to join its social structure and “ensure its prosperous future.” Relationships in the corps must be registered, are subject to additional regulations, and inevitably turn into marriages. Consequently, most soldiers stick to hookups. But Nina doesn’t do casual sex—she can’t keep her feelings out of it—so Nina just doesn’t have sex.
When a new Helmet joins the corps, Nina immediately develops a bizarre and consuming fascination with his voice. So overcome by lust, she literally throws herself at his feet and begs him to fuck her. The Helmet, derogatorily nicknamed “Alpha” (short for “Alpha Male Ego Trip”) is the epitome of over-the-top machismo—surely Nina can sleep with him and not get attached? After all, she’s never even seen his face.
Reading Experience:
Lust for Tomorrow is easy to get into even if you’re not a big sci-fi reader. The near-future setting makes the characters relatable even in a futuristic, post-apocalyptic world. I really enjoyed the experience of reading this book, its top tier romance, the unique setting, uncovering its different layers. The main characters are likeable; Nina is a very relatable narrator, and I think it would be hard not to love Tom/Alpha. Not to mention that there are So. Many. Good. Quotes.
Note: I’m going to use Tom/Alpha interchangeably throughout this review. They are the same person.
Smut (this doesn’t really fit in the themes section):
I have read so many bad and cringe D/s books; this one was so good ! Alpha was such a good Dom. I love a detached Dom mmc, but the way Tom was so sweet and caring—it’s underrated. The irony of so much sensitivity and vulnerability from this man who everyone else knows as Alpha. The mutual wanting. Ownership. Devotion. We love it all. Not to mention, this book manages to make enthusiastic consent both subtle and sexy—something many authors fail at. 20/10 smut.
Themes/Analysis:
The story has two main components—romance and dystopia.
Wordplay
Before the world ended, the Stronghold was a kind of super gated community for the ultra-wealthy. At that time, it was known by another the name—Illustris. In the novel, Nina comments on the wordplay, “Illustris for the illustrious,” and “lust” (my favorite part is where Nina talks about letters falling off the sign, so it reads “I LUST / LUST IS”).
But there’s another word that Illustris calls to mind—illusion. The illusion of utopia, equality, belonging. Furthermore, the word illusion ties into the theme of masks/facades.
Masks/Facades
Characters or entities hiding who or what they really are is a recurring theme throughout the book. Most notably, Nina’s lover wears a helmet; she doesn’t see his face until the second half of the book.
Tom wears a mask literally and figuratively. Prior to the apocalypse, to Nina’s gambit, Tom felt that he could not be accepted for his full self and, accordingly, segmented his personality into “Tom” and “Alpha.” It is only with Nina that Tom feels comfortable unmasking, and even then, it takes Nina a while to open her eyes to who Tom is behind the Alpha mask.
Returning to the idea that the Stronghold represents an illusion—though it was rebranded after “the end,” at its core, the Stronghold is still Illustris. Its original elite inhabitants remain privileged, comfortable and free, in comparison to the outsiders they allow in.
Belonging
Though it is within the Stronghold that Tom finally feels like he truly belongs, that is not the case for everyone. Not all survivors are permitted to join the Stronghold—they must pass a variety of tests and a lengthy quarantine period before they are permitted access.
Leadership is very cagey about reasons why someone’s entry might be rejected. Based on the way this society is structured, critical readers can presume that those rejected are people that Command feels do not serve their utopia’s utilitarian goals. Namely—people who are already marginalized; the aged, disabled, queer people, people with congenital disorders, etc.
A few times, Nina and her friends remark on the absence of openly gay people in the army. At one point, Nina observes two female civilians—maybe a couple—holding hands. This reinforces the idea that generational wealth and a caste system still exist in this post-apocalyptic, moneyless world. The privileged original Illustris citizens and their descendants are entitled to more rights than outsiders. Not everyone is equal in the Stronghold.
I liked the way that the book hinted at society’s more sinister aspects rather than naming them outright. At the end of the book, Nina finally opens her eyes to the harsh reality and the dangers the Stronghold’s utilitarianism may pose if left unchecked. But by that point she has something to live for, a future to defend. The book ends on a hopeful note, that Nina’s “lust for tomorrow” will motivate her fight for a better world/future.
Safety
“The Stronghold keeps us safe.” Nina repeats this phrase, sometimes sardonically or with resignation, sometimes as a justification. Life outside its walls is precarious; a guaranteed future is better than no future—no matter the cost.
Kara is presented as Nina’s foil. The pair arrived at the Stronghold in the same group, yet Kara was rejected where Nina was accepted. When Nina encounters her old friend while out on patrol, Kara tries to communicate the dire conditions on the outside. Kara intimates that an outcast group known as the Devil Runners are wreaking devastation, and that the Stronghold is in a position to help.
To her credit, Nina does her due diligence and brings her concerns following this encounter up to Command. But this is not an altruistic society, and when Nina is told there is nothing to be done, she accepts that answer without significant protest. After all, they can’t save everyone. And she wouldn’t want to jeopardize her own safety by rocking the boat.
When Nina continues to have concerns about Kara, or about missing comrades, she is often quick to dismiss them. Pitting her ethical responsibility vs. personal safety—it’s not much of a choice. She is one person against a system; and if she loses her safe, comfortable position in the Stronghold, her future is just as bleak, cast out to fend off zombies, Thrashers, and Devil Runners.
Thus, in a former luxury hotel repurposed as a barracks, Nina and Tom live comfortably while Nina’s friends suffer outside.
Blindfold
Nina’s blindfold further ties into the safety theme. Using the blindfold as a metaphor, Nina prioritizes her own safety. She keeps herself “safe” from developing feelings for Tom by refusing to look at him, to see him for Tom, not just Alpha. Beyond her encounters with Alpha, Nina wears a figurative blindfold; she closes her eyes to the Stronghold’s uglier aspects. It is not until her own bodily autonomy is violated that Nina truly comes to see the Stronghold’s rules as unacceptable.
Obedience and submission
Obedience and submission are key themes throughout this book. On the one hand, Nina obeys and submits to Alpha; on the other hand, the Stronghold requires its inhabitants’ conformity in exchange for offering sanctuary.
The rules about relationships in the corps reinforce obedience to the system (“no one person can be more important than the squad or the Stronghold”). When people develop emotional connections, they are less rational, less reliable, less “useful.” Accordingly, there are regulations in place to mitigate the risks relationships pose to the system.
Furthermore, the marriage/breeding protocol is not only designed to safeguard humanity’s future. It serves to subjugate the “lower class” citizens (the outsiders) who are assimilated into the community, keeping them occupied and invested in their children’s future well-being.
Despite occasional concerns about the Stronghold’s rules, more often than not, Nina submits to authority, relieved that the hard decisions are out of her hands. She continuously insists that she is not qualified to lead. However, for Tom, she knowingly goes against command. And, ultimately, her disobedience is her salvation.
Lust
As you might expect from the title, sex is an essential part of this book. There is a sex scene in nearly every chapter. Yet, it manages not to be gratuitous because 1) it’s (really) good sex, and 2) the book is not contrived as a vehicle to deliver sex. Sex is part of the story; the story does not exclusively serve as an excuse for sex scenes. Each scene contributes to Nina and Tom’s intimacy building, represents a new step in their relationship. The closer they get, the harder it is to separate (priorities, needs, wants).
Eden vs. Sodom and Gomorrah
I don’t think I really need to explain this. To some, the Stronghold is Eden, to others it represents Sodom and Gomorrah.
Lust for Tomorrow
Back to wordplay! The novel’s title can be read in so many different ways.
-succumbing to lust, resulting in procreation
-longing for the future, passion for what lies ahead, lust for life
-yearning for more time (a long future) with the people you love
-obviously the quote at the beginning of this review (“Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”)
I am sure there are more interpretations that I am missing.
Meaning of Life
What matters after the world ends? How do you find meaning after so much loss? Lust for Tomorrow is a story about two people finding a true home in each other—a reason not just to survive, but to live.
Final Note:
By the end of the book, I still had unanswered questions (Kara, Cooper, the Thrashers), but I think the ambiguity makes sense for the story. Readers are limited to Nina’s POV and Nina has limited information. We’re left to consider the possibilities.
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Sorry, something about this book brought out my dusty Russian lit degree. But I also feel like there is still more to be explored that I didn’t even touch on!
Have you read Lust for Tomorrow? What do you think, am I reading way too into everything? What’s the deal with the Thrashers? Please explain them to me.
Keep scrolling for some favorite quotes.
Quotes:
I need to deal with this lust before it literally kills me. It’s not a rom-com, it’s the damn apocalypse.
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“I don’t know you. Anything about you, the kind of person you are, even what you look like. I’ve seen your strength, heard your voice, the things you say in a fight—”
It’s not too late, just thank him for his service or something and walk away from this absurd behavior—
“and I would beg you to fuck me,”
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“Do you have any idea what you’re offering me?” he asks quietly, but it’s not a question, it’s the start of a definition. “Absolute control. Because if you want me, and I can see you do, I’ll settle for nothing less.”
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“I’m going to remove my helmet, for my comfort. But I will enjoy walking right past you anywhere within the Stronghold without your knowing. It will amuse me to see you wonder about every strange face. Unless I speak, you’ll have no idea if you’re near to me.”
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The way you surrendered to me… it’s such a beautiful gift. I intend to take full, relentless advantage. I won’t promise to be gentle—I don’t think you’d want me to. But I don’t intend to be cruel.
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It’s not like fighting for my life wasn’t sufficient motivation, but I do now feel like I’m fighting for something even bigger. What’s bigger than surviving?
Joy, apparently.
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“Nina, that’s the greatest story I’ve ever heard. Your desperate need for my cock was a literal matter of life and death,”
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"Don’t worry about life after quarantine until you’re stronger. And try to enjoy the feelings you’re having, because… life’s never been so short.”
Her eyes are wet, too, and I feel a twinge of guilt. She’s right. I’ve been mentally pummeling myself for the last few months over the idea that loving someone was a worst-case scenario. As if we all haven’t been through so much worse.
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It’s strange to be grateful for the end of the world.
November 2, 2024
You ever wonder what it'll be like to fuck Boba Fett and/or the Mandalorian with their helmets on?
Well, freaks, this is it.
Well, freaks, this is it.
December 3, 2023
Really unique and creative dystopian sci-fi romance! I especially liked the world-building and the FMC Nina. I thought she was so well-done and sympathetic. I couldn’t stop reading, either. I am looking forward to reading many more books set in the Stronghold!
April 28, 2024
Not me tapping the page, jaw dropped that it ended right where it started to get going! Loved the worldbuilding and wanted more of it without sacrificing the kinky games.
Alpha was pretty caring TBH. Wanted him to be more of an asshole 🙂↕️ I kept thinking the British accent would be used in some way for her to realize he is someone close to her but I was overthinking it.
I loved Nina’s POV. She made it entertaining to keep reading.
Was surprised the other shoe didn’t drop. I’m interested in reading more but I wonder if Demetri’s story will carry this storyline forward. I hope it does because what is going on in the Archives?
The most sinister thing: gender roles. Women civilians are expected to be mothers. However, the portrayal of this reality felt more of a nuisance for the heroine. We don’t get to see the limitations. We don’t see negative portrayals of mothers who feel burdened by their role. We actually only see civilians grateful to not be in the troop patrols. To have the perk of being married (live in bigger apartments).
The best parts of the story, aside from her obsession with Helmet Head Alpha lol was when she was out patrolling or her everyday life with her friends, wandering around.
Alpha was pretty caring TBH. Wanted him to be more of an asshole 🙂↕️ I kept thinking the British accent would be used in some way for her to realize he is someone close to her but I was overthinking it.
I loved Nina’s POV. She made it entertaining to keep reading.
Was surprised the other shoe didn’t drop. I’m interested in reading more but I wonder if Demetri’s story will carry this storyline forward. I hope it does because what is going on in the Archives?
The most sinister thing: gender roles. Women civilians are expected to be mothers. However, the portrayal of this reality felt more of a nuisance for the heroine. We don’t get to see the limitations. We don’t see negative portrayals of mothers who feel burdened by their role. We actually only see civilians grateful to not be in the troop patrols. To have the perk of being married (live in bigger apartments).
The best parts of the story, aside from her obsession with Helmet Head Alpha lol was when she was out patrolling or her everyday life with her friends, wandering around.
December 12, 2023
I am officially obsessed with this book and can't wait to read the rest in the series! It's a dystopian zombie book. The balance of plot and smut is just perfect. Nina (FMC) is such a strong person. She doesn't want to give up what freedoms she does have, she thinks critically and pushes back against authority. Our MMC - Tom (Alpha) - a serious dreamboat with a British accent. He is portrayed as an alphahole, but has a secret side to him only Nina sees.
But also, the spice was top notch 🥵
But also, the spice was top notch 🥵
June 19, 2024
Normally, I wouldn’t go for a post-apocalyptic sci-fi romance. But if I’d let that stop me from picking up Lust for Tomorrow by Dana Sweeney, I would still be living in a world where I hadn’t read it yet, and that would be a travesty.
I don’t even know where to start. This book was hot as hell, yes, but it was also a vulnerable romance alongside a social commentary of the world Sweeney created. Nina’s reluctance to allow herself to fall in love given what that means in The Stronghold makes all of the sense in the world. It’s truly complex and not an easy decision to make. I look forward to seeing how things in The Stronghold change in future books in the series.
And also the smut was top tier, imho. The Dom/sub relationship between Tom/Alpha and Nina was believable. And Tom’s care and attention to Nina made him one of my favorite MMCs from the books I’ve read recently.
I don’t even know where to start. This book was hot as hell, yes, but it was also a vulnerable romance alongside a social commentary of the world Sweeney created. Nina’s reluctance to allow herself to fall in love given what that means in The Stronghold makes all of the sense in the world. It’s truly complex and not an easy decision to make. I look forward to seeing how things in The Stronghold change in future books in the series.
And also the smut was top tier, imho. The Dom/sub relationship between Tom/Alpha and Nina was believable. And Tom’s care and attention to Nina made him one of my favorite MMCs from the books I’ve read recently.
June 9, 2024
The world as we know it is over. Danger is everywhere and the only safe place is The Stronghold.
“The Stronghold keeps us safe. keeps us alive”
First and foremost, this book was HOT. I’ve read my fare share of post apocalyptic, zombie sci-fi and this was far and away a great and sexy departure from the norm.
Due to the first person pov we really only get Nina’s perspective of things and the story is mostly based”inside the walls” so unlike most zombie stories this one is less about the threats from the outside and more about how the people inside are surviving and the toll it all takes on the ones tasked with protecting the citizenry.
Really enjoyed the world building this story accomplished, I would have liked to see a little more of what else was going on but as previously mentioned we are only privy to the things Nina experiences.
Alpha/Tom was a dark,dangerous, sexy cinnamon roll and I loved him. The sex between the characters was hot, and erotic and was not only well written but felt completely necessary to the building of the relationship between Nina and Tom. I liked that Tom was the one to sort of “fall first” and I truly liked that when Nina finally accepted how she felt for him and actually looked at his face the book didn’t go on about it. There was barely any mention of what he looked like under the helmet because at that point, to Nina it didn’t matter. It was more about her being vulnerable than it was about Tom.
I’m glad that it seems like there is more to come from the world of The Stronghold and I can’t wait to see what might happen next.
There was a certain insidiousness within the walls that I’d love to see more about. There was obviously also allusions to what like “after” was like for women versus men.
The world remains an inherent danger when you’re a woman, zombie apocalypse be damned.
Really liked it, highly recommend it.
Updated with further thoughts: (06/09/24)
I couldn’t help myself I have even more ✨THOUGHTS✨ cue fanfare trumpets.
Seriously I will tell anyone who’s willing to listen and even people that run fleeing from me while I shout out how much I LOVE. THIS. BOOK!!
One of my favourite books I’ve read this year and also one of my favourite dark romance/ post apocalyptic/ sexy/ smutty reads full stop.
I think about this book constantly, I am an ultimate zombie apocalypse fan. I’ve watched all the shows, played the games, have the merch and I’ve read any book even peripherally related. The twist in it in this book was so refreshing, it might be “mainly smut” but the edge of the end of the world is right outside the door. We follow one couple, but the threads are there to continue the series with other characters. Build the world and everything in it.
For a book based almost exclusively on two main characters, Dana Sweeney manages to make all of the supporting players feel three dimensional. When they leave a room you want to know what’s going on with them. (It’s why I’m so excited to continue this series).
In fanfiction land we have a well loved tag, “porn without plot” and it would be easy to lump this book in that category. There is a lot of “porn” but that is the plot, it furthers the plot, it keeps you turning the pages and the characters of Nina and Tom wouldn’t have grown the way they did without it. To write a scene so hot you need an ice bath after reading it and still further both plot and character development take a deft hand. Dana Sweeney perfectly threads that needle and what you’re left with as a reader is a really fun and sexy story that also has depth and heart, and more importantly makes you continue to think about it months after you’ve read it and wakes you up at 3 am and forces you to amend your review so you can go on and on about loving it.
Or maybe that’s just me.
I digress, this book is amazing, you should read it. I have, more than once, and probably will again. I cannot wait for the next instalment. I’m excited to see what else she has in store.
Infinite stars. ⭐️ though Goodreads does limit me to 5.
“The Stronghold keeps us safe. keeps us alive”
First and foremost, this book was HOT. I’ve read my fare share of post apocalyptic, zombie sci-fi and this was far and away a great and sexy departure from the norm.
Due to the first person pov we really only get Nina’s perspective of things and the story is mostly based”inside the walls” so unlike most zombie stories this one is less about the threats from the outside and more about how the people inside are surviving and the toll it all takes on the ones tasked with protecting the citizenry.
Really enjoyed the world building this story accomplished, I would have liked to see a little more of what else was going on but as previously mentioned we are only privy to the things Nina experiences.
Alpha/Tom was a dark,dangerous, sexy cinnamon roll and I loved him. The sex between the characters was hot, and erotic and was not only well written but felt completely necessary to the building of the relationship between Nina and Tom. I liked that Tom was the one to sort of “fall first” and I truly liked that when Nina finally accepted how she felt for him and actually looked at his face the book didn’t go on about it. There was barely any mention of what he looked like under the helmet because at that point, to Nina it didn’t matter. It was more about her being vulnerable than it was about Tom.
I’m glad that it seems like there is more to come from the world of The Stronghold and I can’t wait to see what might happen next.
There was a certain insidiousness within the walls that I’d love to see more about. There was obviously also allusions to what like “after” was like for women versus men.
The world remains an inherent danger when you’re a woman, zombie apocalypse be damned.
Really liked it, highly recommend it.
Updated with further thoughts: (06/09/24)
I couldn’t help myself I have even more ✨THOUGHTS✨ cue fanfare trumpets.
Seriously I will tell anyone who’s willing to listen and even people that run fleeing from me while I shout out how much I LOVE. THIS. BOOK!!
One of my favourite books I’ve read this year and also one of my favourite dark romance/ post apocalyptic/ sexy/ smutty reads full stop.
I think about this book constantly, I am an ultimate zombie apocalypse fan. I’ve watched all the shows, played the games, have the merch and I’ve read any book even peripherally related. The twist in it in this book was so refreshing, it might be “mainly smut” but the edge of the end of the world is right outside the door. We follow one couple, but the threads are there to continue the series with other characters. Build the world and everything in it.
For a book based almost exclusively on two main characters, Dana Sweeney manages to make all of the supporting players feel three dimensional. When they leave a room you want to know what’s going on with them. (It’s why I’m so excited to continue this series).
In fanfiction land we have a well loved tag, “porn without plot” and it would be easy to lump this book in that category. There is a lot of “porn” but that is the plot, it furthers the plot, it keeps you turning the pages and the characters of Nina and Tom wouldn’t have grown the way they did without it. To write a scene so hot you need an ice bath after reading it and still further both plot and character development take a deft hand. Dana Sweeney perfectly threads that needle and what you’re left with as a reader is a really fun and sexy story that also has depth and heart, and more importantly makes you continue to think about it months after you’ve read it and wakes you up at 3 am and forces you to amend your review so you can go on and on about loving it.
Or maybe that’s just me.
I digress, this book is amazing, you should read it. I have, more than once, and probably will again. I cannot wait for the next instalment. I’m excited to see what else she has in store.
Infinite stars. ⭐️ though Goodreads does limit me to 5.
February 8, 2025
My biggest grievance is the MMC’s name is Tom 💀
February 22, 2024
“And I never would have let myself respond to someone like Alpha… and Tom would have been a world away, lonely, angry, incomplete. The world had to fall away, with all its expectations, for me to be free to react honestly in the face of true desire. And for him to stop pretending the different facets of his personality couldn’t coexist. To finally express his inner brute so it could meld with his everyday self. To be desired, even loved, while presenting a side of himself he’d thought of as dark and unlovable.”
This book OMG! I now understand why the title is called Lust for tomorrow. If you are on a look out for masked seggs with lots of begging and sub/dom with a lil bit of apocalyptic action then this book is for you! It feels like something the video game version of resident evil mixed with starship troopers 👀
Sure it might have been seggs scenes every 2-3 pages but I devoured it cause I was so invested in this post apocalyptic story of how humans are trying to survive in the new world where there are zombies and other enemies outside the stronghold. This was sinfully delicious! It's a real page turner as you get used to the writing style which can be a lil confusing (in my case it was as english isn't my first language and although I read books, I tend to lean towards those books I can understand easily because the words used are not flowery nor deep) but this was such a fast paced, intriguing and steamy book. One scene even got me all swooning cause wow it was incredible! (For everyone's sake im not gonna say what it is but it has something to do with Thrashers and forest😉) *swoon*
The ending made me scream "wtf that's it?!" though! The cliffhanger! I need to know more, I need to read more. Everything is getting more intriguing and I wanna know what happens next. Im very excited for the next book which will be Demetri!
This book OMG! I now understand why the title is called Lust for tomorrow. If you are on a look out for masked seggs with lots of begging and sub/dom with a lil bit of apocalyptic action then this book is for you! It feels like something the video game version of resident evil mixed with starship troopers 👀
Sure it might have been seggs scenes every 2-3 pages but I devoured it cause I was so invested in this post apocalyptic story of how humans are trying to survive in the new world where there are zombies and other enemies outside the stronghold. This was sinfully delicious! It's a real page turner as you get used to the writing style which can be a lil confusing (in my case it was as english isn't my first language and although I read books, I tend to lean towards those books I can understand easily because the words used are not flowery nor deep) but this was such a fast paced, intriguing and steamy book. One scene even got me all swooning cause wow it was incredible! (For everyone's sake im not gonna say what it is but it has something to do with Thrashers and forest😉) *swoon*
The ending made me scream "wtf that's it?!" though! The cliffhanger! I need to know more, I need to read more. Everything is getting more intriguing and I wanna know what happens next. Im very excited for the next book which will be Demetri!
September 12, 2024
Perfect airplane read (minus having to hunch over screen cuz lots of spicy scenes) Some unexpected! Set up for a revolution in part ii and getting out of the relationship and more into the world happenings
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December 31, 2024DNF 36% | Extra smutty but rough and emotionally disconnected sex isn’t my jam. Neither are alphaholes tbh. She has been blindfolded for all of it so that he retains his anonymity while treating her like a sex doll. If that sounds your speed give this one a try. Unfortunately neither character has endeared themselves to me so I’m not in the mood to see if it gets better.
January 11, 2024
You can go to my profile and see pretty quickly that I don’t typically review books, but this one was too good to not talk about. Also coming to the page and seeing only a handful of reviews, I want to pump it up as much as possible so more people have the pleasure of experiencing this story.
The most beautiful thing about this romance is not just that it’s a rare gem among a romance genre saturated with the same story told 100 times over, or that the intimate scenes themselves will have you LITERALLY sweating from the heat, it’s Dana’s unbelievable writing.
For some reason, romance is one of those genres that gets away, a little too much, with lazy writing and poorly whipped up plot just for the sake of putting sex on the page. That’s is ABSOLUTELY not the case with this novel. If anything, each intimate scene was a catalyst to push the story along. Either learning something new about the characters or the underlying storyline going on in tandem.
I was enamored by the characters, and while yes, I wanted them to go at it like animals, I was also so thrilled with the intelligence behind the story, the fascinating world building crafted by Sweeney, and the tempting open door for what’s to come in a hopefully extremely successful series.
TLDR: if you want a steamy dystopian romance written by thoughtful, intelligent writer who puts purpose into every chapter and scene, this is for you.
The most beautiful thing about this romance is not just that it’s a rare gem among a romance genre saturated with the same story told 100 times over, or that the intimate scenes themselves will have you LITERALLY sweating from the heat, it’s Dana’s unbelievable writing.
For some reason, romance is one of those genres that gets away, a little too much, with lazy writing and poorly whipped up plot just for the sake of putting sex on the page. That’s is ABSOLUTELY not the case with this novel. If anything, each intimate scene was a catalyst to push the story along. Either learning something new about the characters or the underlying storyline going on in tandem.
I was enamored by the characters, and while yes, I wanted them to go at it like animals, I was also so thrilled with the intelligence behind the story, the fascinating world building crafted by Sweeney, and the tempting open door for what’s to come in a hopefully extremely successful series.
TLDR: if you want a steamy dystopian romance written by thoughtful, intelligent writer who puts purpose into every chapter and scene, this is for you.
February 11, 2024
This book came out of nowhere and shot straight to my top 5 romance books ever.
Lust for Tomorrow has the most accurate representation of healthy dom/sub dynamics I've ever seen. This book rights all the wrongs from 50 Shades of Shit.
On top of that, Tom and Nina are compelling characters. Their relationship is so warm, tender, and at moments heartbreaking. The world is rich and fascinating, even though we've only seen a small slice of it.
I'm addicted. I can't get enough. I'm on the edge of my seat to see where Dana takes us next on this fantastic journey.
Lust for Tomorrow has the most accurate representation of healthy dom/sub dynamics I've ever seen. This book rights all the wrongs from 50 Shades of Shit.
On top of that, Tom and Nina are compelling characters. Their relationship is so warm, tender, and at moments heartbreaking. The world is rich and fascinating, even though we've only seen a small slice of it.
I'm addicted. I can't get enough. I'm on the edge of my seat to see where Dana takes us next on this fantastic journey.
May 18, 2024
Absolutely Fantastic
I found this book because Dana had the balls to jump into my comments and recommend her book to me. It's easy to see where Nina gets her balls from.
This book made me feel feelings I'm not really done processing yet, but I loved it.
Dana Sweeney has gained a fan for life ♡
I found this book because Dana had the balls to jump into my comments and recommend her book to me. It's easy to see where Nina gets her balls from.
This book made me feel feelings I'm not really done processing yet, but I loved it.
Dana Sweeney has gained a fan for life ♡
September 4, 2024
HOT. Kinda kinky. And yet… sweet.
January 22, 2024
3.5 ⭐️
November 27, 2024
I wanted him to keep the helmet on.
December 18, 2023
I wasn't quite sure what I thought this was gonna be but the description from the author intrigued me so much - "a very, very spicy romance set in a dystopian society during the zombie apocalypse."
This was so so good and I think I read about 90% of it in pretty much in one sitting as I just couldn't put it down!
Both MMC/FMC are super likeable and really well written. I love their relationship - and the spicy scenes. The zombie apocalypse element was an interesting inclusion too and I've not read anything like this before!
Definitely recommend!
This was so so good and I think I read about 90% of it in pretty much in one sitting as I just couldn't put it down!
Both MMC/FMC are super likeable and really well written. I love their relationship - and the spicy scenes. The zombie apocalypse element was an interesting inclusion too and I've not read anything like this before!
Definitely recommend!
December 11, 2023
This book is sexy as hell, but there is nothing vulgar about it. The main characters are richly written, and you genuinely feel like you get to know them. I am putting no spoilers, but finding love in a dystopian society isn't what you expect. These two get to be what they weren't before the apocalypse, and for them, it's a new freedom. There is so much more about this world and the people that I want to know. I am thrilled that Dana is planning on more stories around it. Even if this isn't your typical genre, how these two find their HEA will resonate with you.
Wonderful read. 10/10 will recommend.
Wonderful read. 10/10 will recommend.
June 15, 2025
Author Poppy Fitzgerald named this book as one of her favourite reads for 2024. That was good enough for me so I dove in. A dystopian landscape with zombies, helmet heads and submission … hmm, okay Poppy, but I trust you so …
She was right of course. This story is so beautifully crafted with layer upon layer of meaning and breadcrumb hints about the broader dystopian world that can’t help but resonate with real world happenings. Dana’s writing style made my heart sing. Her turn of phrase, short sentences for repeat emphasis, the character’s inner voice and all the interactions all made for this reader’s bliss.
The scene: Stronghold.
Society has fallen after some sort of biological apocalypse and the main survivors are within Stronghold, a barricaded community that was established by the Illustri. There are zombies and Threshers outside (dealt with off-page) and splinter groups like the Arc Angels and Devil Runners. The Stronghold can withstand them, but for how long?
The Corps:
They protect Stronghold, and the crews are populated by outsiders who have been screened to see if they are useful enough to shelter. Men serve until they are injured or killed. Women serve until they enter into a steady relationship and then they’re put onto the breeding treadmill like good little battery chickens. There are worse ways to survive of course, but there’s a lot to be said for body autonomy. There are no gay men but lesbians are allowed so long as they agree to have children. The Illustri are literally feeding and breeding their workforce.
The Helmets:
Each crew has a rotating Helmet who joins them for a few shifts, wearing tech hardware that scans the area and allows communication with Command and their unit. Some have leaned into it hard, wearing the Helmet everywhere to stay anonymous which earns them the moniker Helmet Head. The exception is ridiculously good looking Demetri, who good-naturedly shows his face and shags his way through the female corps population, leaving no ill-will in his wake.
The FMC:
Nina is a former graphic designer who keeps her socialising to a minimum rather than run the risk of falling into a relationship and having to breed. To have even the illusion of choice taken away from her is a risk she isn’t prepared to take. Enter Alpha.
The MMC:
Alpha/Tom is a Helmet Head holds himself in reserve, and his introduction to Nina is a lush British accent declaring “You’re about to see what a real man can do”. His voice makes Nina falter for the first time. The crew don’t know what to make of his arrogance, but Demetri vouches for him and says he’s a good guy. Whatever his character, his voice wakes Nina up for the first time since she joined Stronghold.
The Dynamic:
Nina is so distracted by his voice that she gets reamed by Monica, her friend and team leader. A couple of close calls make Nina realise she needs to scratch the itch in order to survive.
The way his voice has been affecting me is just a prelude to what it feels like when his words are truly for me.
And then it’s ON. Nina might not have realised she’s a natural Submissive but Tom recognises her give and oh what a Dom he is. I’m not in the community but I can certainly appreciate when it is portrayed well, and Tom is a Consent King. He describes the parameters, makes Nina repeat them so that he knows she understands, checks in and communicates oh so clearly. He is the Dom only because she has given him that power, and he’s not about to her go. This is what they both need.
Don’t restrain yourself. Restraining you is my job. Keep bringing me all your need. I can handle it. Come to me hungry. I’ll fill you.
You’re mine. I protect what’s mine.
“And then a low note of vulnerability enters his voice. “Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”
And then he calls her Darling. I DIE.
The Bittersweet:
Another short, rueful laugh. “I was only meant to be here ten days. It was a work trip. A handful of us were sent from the London office.”
… “So I went bloody hiking. That’s how it happened that I was in the middle of nowhere when the world fell apart.”
Tom’s Alpha Helmet Head bravado is explained with heartbreaking sweetness that had me in tears. His father had given him some extraordinary advice from when he was a child to empathy and imagination to deal with bullies. Years later, he remembered and become King Peter of Narnia to survive. Hell I can’t revisit that scene without tearing up, it really is something.
The Scare
Almost certain death and they’re apart for a month. That sets the scene for an explosive reunion and truths are shared, their mutual vulnerabilities making them even stronger.
To have a woman throw herself on my mercy, sight unseen … my God, Nina. The power of that.”
The crew is aware of course. They all saw Tom react and didn’t fall for the ‘anyone would have done it’ for all he shrugged it off.
The Sweet
Nina still resists until Tom is provoked into action by Demetri and when he makes his case she realises that it makes so much sense that she is only denying herself what happiness there is to find in this strange new world.
One of these days,” I say, “I’m going to refuse an order from you. I’m sure of it.”
His face relaxes into a confident, tranquil smile as he says, “But not today.”
And then he says the word Rebellion.
The Undercurrent
HEA notwithstanding there are still mysterious machinations within Stronghold. She goes to see her Commander as part of her off-boarding process and is made aware of moves within moves going on. Maybe Nina hasn't finished fighting after all. If only I knew what was going to happen next! Oh wait, book two of the Stronghold series is Trust in Tomorrow, and I fell on that with a near sob of gratitude.
This book was quite a ride, and I'm so thankful I gave in to my curiosity because Dana is a stunning writer. Sure some could read this book and think it's a load of hyperbole, but I was so engaged and invested that the review deserved nothing less as far as I'm concerned. Is it for everyone? Maybe no, but it certainly was for me.
She was right of course. This story is so beautifully crafted with layer upon layer of meaning and breadcrumb hints about the broader dystopian world that can’t help but resonate with real world happenings. Dana’s writing style made my heart sing. Her turn of phrase, short sentences for repeat emphasis, the character’s inner voice and all the interactions all made for this reader’s bliss.
The scene: Stronghold.
Society has fallen after some sort of biological apocalypse and the main survivors are within Stronghold, a barricaded community that was established by the Illustri. There are zombies and Threshers outside (dealt with off-page) and splinter groups like the Arc Angels and Devil Runners. The Stronghold can withstand them, but for how long?
The Corps:
They protect Stronghold, and the crews are populated by outsiders who have been screened to see if they are useful enough to shelter. Men serve until they are injured or killed. Women serve until they enter into a steady relationship and then they’re put onto the breeding treadmill like good little battery chickens. There are worse ways to survive of course, but there’s a lot to be said for body autonomy. There are no gay men but lesbians are allowed so long as they agree to have children. The Illustri are literally feeding and breeding their workforce.
The Helmets:
Each crew has a rotating Helmet who joins them for a few shifts, wearing tech hardware that scans the area and allows communication with Command and their unit. Some have leaned into it hard, wearing the Helmet everywhere to stay anonymous which earns them the moniker Helmet Head. The exception is ridiculously good looking Demetri, who good-naturedly shows his face and shags his way through the female corps population, leaving no ill-will in his wake.
The FMC:
Nina is a former graphic designer who keeps her socialising to a minimum rather than run the risk of falling into a relationship and having to breed. To have even the illusion of choice taken away from her is a risk she isn’t prepared to take. Enter Alpha.
The MMC:
Alpha/Tom is a Helmet Head holds himself in reserve, and his introduction to Nina is a lush British accent declaring “You’re about to see what a real man can do”. His voice makes Nina falter for the first time. The crew don’t know what to make of his arrogance, but Demetri vouches for him and says he’s a good guy. Whatever his character, his voice wakes Nina up for the first time since she joined Stronghold.
The Dynamic:
Nina is so distracted by his voice that she gets reamed by Monica, her friend and team leader. A couple of close calls make Nina realise she needs to scratch the itch in order to survive.
The way his voice has been affecting me is just a prelude to what it feels like when his words are truly for me.
And then it’s ON. Nina might not have realised she’s a natural Submissive but Tom recognises her give and oh what a Dom he is. I’m not in the community but I can certainly appreciate when it is portrayed well, and Tom is a Consent King. He describes the parameters, makes Nina repeat them so that he knows she understands, checks in and communicates oh so clearly. He is the Dom only because she has given him that power, and he’s not about to her go. This is what they both need.
Don’t restrain yourself. Restraining you is my job. Keep bringing me all your need. I can handle it. Come to me hungry. I’ll fill you.
You’re mine. I protect what’s mine.
“And then a low note of vulnerability enters his voice. “Show me you want to belong to me tomorrow more than you want what I can do for you today.”
And then he calls her Darling. I DIE.
The Bittersweet:
Another short, rueful laugh. “I was only meant to be here ten days. It was a work trip. A handful of us were sent from the London office.”
… “So I went bloody hiking. That’s how it happened that I was in the middle of nowhere when the world fell apart.”
Tom’s Alpha Helmet Head bravado is explained with heartbreaking sweetness that had me in tears. His father had given him some extraordinary advice from when he was a child to empathy and imagination to deal with bullies. Years later, he remembered and become King Peter of Narnia to survive. Hell I can’t revisit that scene without tearing up, it really is something.
The Scare
Almost certain death and they’re apart for a month. That sets the scene for an explosive reunion and truths are shared, their mutual vulnerabilities making them even stronger.
To have a woman throw herself on my mercy, sight unseen … my God, Nina. The power of that.”
The crew is aware of course. They all saw Tom react and didn’t fall for the ‘anyone would have done it’ for all he shrugged it off.
The Sweet
Nina still resists until Tom is provoked into action by Demetri and when he makes his case she realises that it makes so much sense that she is only denying herself what happiness there is to find in this strange new world.
One of these days,” I say, “I’m going to refuse an order from you. I’m sure of it.”
His face relaxes into a confident, tranquil smile as he says, “But not today.”
And then he says the word Rebellion.
The Undercurrent
HEA notwithstanding there are still mysterious machinations within Stronghold. She goes to see her Commander as part of her off-boarding process and is made aware of moves within moves going on. Maybe Nina hasn't finished fighting after all. If only I knew what was going to happen next! Oh wait, book two of the Stronghold series is Trust in Tomorrow, and I fell on that with a near sob of gratitude.
This book was quite a ride, and I'm so thankful I gave in to my curiosity because Dana is a stunning writer. Sure some could read this book and think it's a load of hyperbole, but I was so engaged and invested that the review deserved nothing less as far as I'm concerned. Is it for everyone? Maybe no, but it certainly was for me.
January 5, 2024
Fun, charming, and brilliant!
This story is a sci-fi dystopia set after an apocalypse with plenty of spicy scenes. A delightful and deliciously fun read.
I loved the character arcs and development, world-building, and relationships. I want more stories about all of these characters.
Quality writing and storytelling here. If you haven’t read this book, and like the genre, drop what you’re doing and go read this.
This story is a sci-fi dystopia set after an apocalypse with plenty of spicy scenes. A delightful and deliciously fun read.
I loved the character arcs and development, world-building, and relationships. I want more stories about all of these characters.
Quality writing and storytelling here. If you haven’t read this book, and like the genre, drop what you’re doing and go read this.
October 14, 2024
Pretty interesting series.
While some elements of this story that I didn't like, mainly some of the spice. I didn't mind because the emotions behind it felt real. I loved Tom and his devotion to her. Nina did frustrate me at times but I did like her scenes with Tom. There wasn't a lot of world building and most of it what was there, I had to suspend reality. It is a mix of Last of Us and Fallout. Still, it was an interesting that had me hooked.
I am looking forward to reading the next in the series.
While some elements of this story that I didn't like, mainly some of the spice. I didn't mind because the emotions behind it felt real. I loved Tom and his devotion to her. Nina did frustrate me at times but I did like her scenes with Tom. There wasn't a lot of world building and most of it what was there, I had to suspend reality. It is a mix of Last of Us and Fallout. Still, it was an interesting that had me hooked.
I am looking forward to reading the next in the series.
February 19, 2024
Spicy, spicy, spicy! I'm eager to learn more about the Stronghold and the secrets it holds, because I just love a menacing government agency. A rich array of interesting main and side characters and excellent world building, gives you just enough without overdoing it!
February 24, 2024
whew 🥵
This is a gorgeous book. The chapters are long but there’s not a lot of them and the story progresses beautifully. And Alpha?? LORD HAVE MERCY! He’s the perfect dominant - hard and commanding but so soft and caring and gentle. And oh so kinky. I loved their story!
This is a gorgeous book. The chapters are long but there’s not a lot of them and the story progresses beautifully. And Alpha?? LORD HAVE MERCY! He’s the perfect dominant - hard and commanding but so soft and caring and gentle. And oh so kinky. I loved their story!
November 19, 2024
This book has the perfect amount of spice, mystery and interesting plot
The characters are amazing and the author wrote this so beautifully. It flowed so well. I can’t wait to read more by this author
The characters are amazing and the author wrote this so beautifully. It flowed so well. I can’t wait to read more by this author
March 31, 2024
Excellent read, I was pulled in from the 1st page, and the excitement and story just got better from there!
Highly recommend this book if you enjoy things like romance, spiciness mixed with apocalypse adventures with zombies & more!
Highly recommend this book if you enjoy things like romance, spiciness mixed with apocalypse adventures with zombies & more!
April 27, 2024
#Springo2024: debut.
October 11, 2024
This was amazing. Great world building, the author had a fitting atmospheric setting each scene, and then the spice… woah. Wow. Golly.
Highly recommend ❤️
Highly recommend ❤️
July 3, 2024
Whewwwww this one’s for the gals who love dystopian smut with actually good writing!
July 11, 2024
zombie apocalypse sci-fi military dystopia cult-y vibes + soft dom?!?!? 10/10
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