Dude, 15 years is a LOOOONG time to not know/be separated from your child! Victoria is a “C U Next Tuesday”, if you catch my drift. And I’m not talking European, where the word is common, I’m talking about American, where the word is much more insulting.
This story really shows the dark side of being a big money making celebrity; the blackmail, betrayal, lies, the horrendous media, thriving from exploiting every decision you could possibly make. I felt for Hawk, and anyone he decides to care about.
Told in past/present chapters, with both Hawk and Wren’s pov, we get the story of how a small town girl’s life has gone from bad to worse from the chance of a lifetime. The only positive in sight being Cooper, her daughter born from her one night stand with her favorite rock star.
Hawk is the lead singer from Black Kite. The peak of his career has plateaued, he’s older, lonely, been around the block a few times to not be as enamored with fame as he was when he was 17. After what I’m sure was an epic house party, he finds himself alone, left to burn in the sun, and the responsibility for the mess. Wondering into his attic, he finds boxes of fan mail that went unanswered. While going through it, he finds letters from Wren- written years ago.
Wren is just a girl from a small town writing letters to her favorite band. She keeps it up for a few years before she’s gifted tickets to the Black Kite show. There, she gets lucky; backstage passes to meet, and party with, the band.
Wren is real. She’s not a groupie, a fan deliriously obsessed with the band, or even a woman looking for how the situation can benefit her. She’s a fan of the band, yes, but she also critical of their music when she knows they can do better. Wren is more interested in the music they create, Hawks presence on stage, and the lyrics to their songs. And she catches Hawks attention, over all the other groupies, not by asking him to sign her naked chest but by asking him about his guitar.
A brief time together leads to her pregnancy. Wren writes Hawk to let him know, but is unable to get in touch with him. Then, Victoria comes to town with an NDA and legal documents giving up Hawks parental rights, as well as a check for $5,000 for the trouble. Wren is absolutely heartbroken, not just for her naive fairytale but, more importantly, her child.
Hawk is completely unaware.
See, the monsters hiding in fame! Victoria is the daughter of the record label owner, Cornelius, I probably should’ve led with that lol. And Cornelius is just as evil as his C U Next Tuesday (American) daughter, blackmailing Hawk into marrying her (Victoria).
While reading this story, I felt sadness for celebrities that are undeserving of such deceit. I mean, let’s face it, narcissists and sociopaths are amongst them, manipulating, lying and cheating to get the fame, and I hold no feelings of sadness for those people. But Hawk is generally a good dude. His bandmates are too, well, except for Lewis. It must be really tough to live at the top of the world, not knowing who you can trust. And Wren,having an intimate relationship with someone she really respects, then being left with the responsibility of raising child, alone, in a small minded town. Our poor Wren got to see Hawk’s marriage announcement, him and Victoria on the covers of every magazine. That has to be mindblowingly (it’s a word….) difficult to withstand.
Anyway, I’ll let you read about the rest, just saying that Victoria deserved what she got and more- my voraciousness for dark romance probably making me a bit too invested when it comes to revenge. That aside, I enjoyed this story. At 600+ pages I was happy that my interests didn’t stray from the story. I’ve never read this author before, but I look forward to reading more of her work in this world!
4⭐️ Bay-bay!!