✰ 3.5 stars ✰
“Don’t ever let someone else’s insecurities stop you from following your heart.”
Shaun David Hutchinson's middle grade debut was much, much better than my first attempt with his work. It probably is no fault of his that his writing didn't quite work for me the first time around, but this was a very engaging, if not well-intended read that shows a unique take on being invisible - for almost the wrong reasons. 😞 For when twelve-year-old sixth grader Hector Griggs realizes he can suddenly turn invisible, he realizes that there seems to be a lot more mysterious if not dangerous schemes afoot at St. Lawrence’s Catholic School for Boys. That while he's not trying to stave off the cold demeanor of bullying torment from his once-best friend Blake, he meets another invisible boy, Orson, who shows him that under the guise of good intentions, there once norma school could actual be a The School for Invisible Boys.
“If I’m not invisible, then what am I?”
“Lost,” Orson said. “You’re where lost things go.”
It is a nice balance of paranormal activities and character development that has me invested in seeing what will happen next. With strange occurrences already afoot at his school, Hector's reaction to turning invisible was genuine, if not heartfelt, in the way he amused himself with the thrills of entertaining himself at others' expense, only to discover that he really isn't alone - in this mess. 😔 It is that prevailing mystery of what is the secret behind Orson being invisible as well, why no one seems to know who he is or this deadly creature that is terrorizing the school hallways that had me curious to see how it would all play out. With the assistance of another mysterious character, Sam, who seems to know a lot more than she's letting on, it becomes a fight for not only their lives - but to protect the safety of their schools and to prevent any other students from falling prey to the invisibility curse. 🤝🏻
“A smart boy like you could surely find a way to send a message to your tormentors that you aren’t to be trifled with.”
Hector is that character who made one blunder and it cost him his friendship. Hector is that young son who has a stepfather not too entirely fond of him. Hector is that lost soul who doesn't know what his place is in the world, if he's forever going to be tormented for being queer - every laugh and jeer that cuts deep within his heart. It is these little details that build up and make him an easy target - for wanting to stay in the shadows. And I think that is what really appealed to me. The dichotomy of what it means to be invisible - of being out of the spotlight is to avoid any unnecessary altercation or attract unwarranted attention - and that by staying invisible - is also a cause for attraction. 😣 That by being lost and forgotten can also make him a convenient prey for a monster that grows powerful by feeding off one's individual pain. It was a really unique approach and made me appreciate how cleverly it was done. 👏🏻
“I wished I could hate Blake, but I also wished I could have my best friend back. It was confusing to love someone so much and despise them at the same time.”
Even though the ending was a cross of Ghostbusters and Goosebumps united action front, I really enjoyed the friendships depicted. As cold as Blake was to Hector, it hurt, as well as moved me at how Hector never gave up on him. How he didn't shy away from being openly honest - if not vulnerable with the friend he's cared about for the longest time. That one foolish, if not ill-timed mistake on his part - which, honestly, wasn't, but that it could generate such a hurtful response - that inadvertently spiraled into - well, all of this... I felt for him. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 For how candid he was - about how sensitive he was to other's feelings, how openly willing and considerate and desperate it was to help Orson. 'Because this wasn’t just about winning. It was about surviving.' Orson - it is sad to think what happened to him - there was such a trace of sadness and loneliness to the other side - it hurt knowing that he was depending on Hector so much so, but couldn't pressure him. I liked seeing them work together with Sam. Their interactions fit their age, and I liked seeing them try to figure out how to break the so-called invisibility cloak so that they could finally demolish the danger threatening their school. 😥
“I didn’t believe that before, but I believe it now. The way we talk about ourselves matters, because words can be weapons, but they can also be shields.”
I have seen before how well Hutchinson illustrates how harmful bullying can be, and he depicts that as pivotally here. It is in the subtle words and jabs that can be vindictive and painful without meaning that really gets under your skin. It's shown in the way Hector feels the raw hurt and painful humiliation that his once best friend, Blake can spew so easily from his mouth. But, as hurtful it is to hear, so too is that beacon of hope that a friendship as strong as theirs can somehow be salvaged and restored. 'Be proud of who you are, Hector Griggs, and one day the rest of the world will catch up.' 🥺 It is a strong message that prevails throughout - that words are truly only skin deep. That no matter how cruel they may be, true strength and courage rests in rising above it and not allowing it to cut through. Hector fought back - he didn't stay the helpless victim he was at the start; that understanding made him have the courage to face his demons - both the literal and in the figurative sense. 🙏🏻
As I neared the end, it slowly dawned on me that a lot more reveals were happening, rather than wrapping up. And at the conclusion, it became clear that there was in fact going to be a sequel, with this being the start of a new series. For with certain lingering questions left unanswered, and the possibility of more development to new relationships forged, I will be looking forward to whenever Hector makes his return in the Kairos Files. 🌟