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Second Chances in New Port Stephen
A trans man returns to his Florida hometown for Christmas after his career goes up in flames, only to cross paths with his high school ex in this charming rom-com about family and second chances from the author of the “delectable” (Time) Chef’s Kiss.
Eli Ward hasn’t been back to his suffocating hometown of New Port Stephen, Florida, in ages. Post-transition and sober, he’s a completely different person from the one who left years ago. But when a scandal threatens his career as a TV writer and comedian, he has no choice but to return home for the holidays. He can only hope he’ll survive his boisterous, loving, but often misguided family and hide the fact that his dream of comedy success has become a nightmare.
Just when he thinks this trip couldn’t get any worse, Eli bumps into his high school ex, Nick Wu, who’s somehow hotter than ever. Divorced and in his forties, Nick’s world revolves around his father, his daughter, and his job. But even a busy life can’t keep him from being intrigued by the reappearance of Eli.
Against the backdrop of one weird Floridian Christmas, the two must decide whether to leave the past in the past…or move on together.
Eli Ward hasn’t been back to his suffocating hometown of New Port Stephen, Florida, in ages. Post-transition and sober, he’s a completely different person from the one who left years ago. But when a scandal threatens his career as a TV writer and comedian, he has no choice but to return home for the holidays. He can only hope he’ll survive his boisterous, loving, but often misguided family and hide the fact that his dream of comedy success has become a nightmare.
Just when he thinks this trip couldn’t get any worse, Eli bumps into his high school ex, Nick Wu, who’s somehow hotter than ever. Divorced and in his forties, Nick’s world revolves around his father, his daughter, and his job. But even a busy life can’t keep him from being intrigued by the reappearance of Eli.
Against the backdrop of one weird Floridian Christmas, the two must decide whether to leave the past in the past…or move on together.
333 pages, Hardcover
First published December 5, 2023
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T.J. Alexander
6 books872 followersTJ Alexander is an amateur baker and author who writes about queer love. Originally from Florida, they received their MA in writing and publishing from Emerson College in Boston. They live in New York City with their wife and various houseplants.
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December 30, 2023
At 10% in the book I was sure this would be a 5 stars read. Unfortunately with every Eli antics and tantrum the story was losing half a star. I loved EVERYTHING about this book, I loved the writing, I loved Eli’s parents, Nick and his father, Laurie and Zoe, Margo and Max, I loved that it had a transgender character and an Asian character, I loved their history together, their relationship as high-school sweethearts, I loved Eli’s relationship with Zoe, I hurt for Eli’s past and his alcoholism and I was so happy he managed so well to stay sober. The only thing that ruined the book for me was,unfortunately Eli himself. I don’t understand what Nick saw in him because, damn, he was a whiny, bratty and a total “woe is me” self-centered drama queen. And on top of that he was the proud owner of A PORNSTACHE!!🥴🤣Not a fan,to be honest.
Joke aside, for a guy who was supposed to know what intolerance was he was pretty rude and intolerant to his parents, he was shitty with Nick and he was also a bad friend (when Nick needed him he was having one if his usual tantrums and he ignored his messages.He mad me so angry). He doesn’t take Nick’s sexuality seriously ,but he’s constantly advocating for himself to the point of being intolerant with his parents who though ignorant, they were trying. He couldn’t stand anybody and he rolled his eyes at everybody although everybody was kind to him. He was also supposed to be funny because he was a stand up comedian yet the book didn’t get a single snort out of me and Eli didn’t even have a sense of humor, he was always bored and in a bad mood, in a constant self-inflicted tragedy. Nick deserved better.
I’m glad that at least they didn’t stay in Florida because *shudders , that state has become all kinds of awful.
I also have to mention that the guys read way way younger than 40 years old. Especially Eli- he was so immature..
It’s still a light Christmassy book (not too Christmassy though) and if you like kids in your books Zoe here was an absolute delight.
2.5 ⭐️ rounded up for Nick who was amazing and for all the other side characters and also for the trans representation.
Joke aside, for a guy who was supposed to know what intolerance was he was pretty rude and intolerant to his parents, he was shitty with Nick and he was also a bad friend (when Nick needed him he was having one if his usual tantrums and he ignored his messages.He mad me so angry). He doesn’t take Nick’s sexuality seriously ,but he’s constantly advocating for himself to the point of being intolerant with his parents who though ignorant, they were trying. He couldn’t stand anybody and he rolled his eyes at everybody although everybody was kind to him. He was also supposed to be funny because he was a stand up comedian yet the book didn’t get a single snort out of me and Eli didn’t even have a sense of humor, he was always bored and in a bad mood, in a constant self-inflicted tragedy. Nick deserved better.
I’m glad that at least they didn’t stay in Florida because *shudders , that state has become all kinds of awful.
I also have to mention that the guys read way way younger than 40 years old. Especially Eli- he was so immature..
It’s still a light Christmassy book (not too Christmassy though) and if you like kids in your books Zoe here was an absolute delight.
2.5 ⭐️ rounded up for Nick who was amazing and for all the other side characters and also for the trans representation.
March 31, 2025
While I didn't love CHEF'S CHOICE as much as its premise, I knew I just hadn't found the right TJ book for me. Until now.
Eli is a trans man that works in New York as a writer. Or rather, he did, until someone very high up on the show got flamed for harassing the women on the crew. He flies home to Florida for Christmas, a place he hates, that has people he loves. This, I felt in my soul.
His ex, Nick Wu, semi-recently divorced, with major DILF vibes, comes flying back into the picture. You know how I said I hate second chance romance? With a fiery passion? Guess I just hate it for straight people. I loved this. Come for me.
So with the backdrop of the South, not that this can't happen anywhere else (because it 100% can), we've got family members that deadname Eli, a little casual racism from Nick's former mother-in-law, and other little microaggressions to boot. Obviously, this won't be for everyone, but the same people that come to hate this will be the same people that hate the BRIDGERTON changes in race and sexuality.
📱 Thank you to NetGalley and Atria/Emily Bestler Books
Eli is a trans man that works in New York as a writer. Or rather, he did, until someone very high up on the show got flamed for harassing the women on the crew. He flies home to Florida for Christmas, a place he hates, that has people he loves. This, I felt in my soul.
His ex, Nick Wu, semi-recently divorced, with major DILF vibes, comes flying back into the picture. You know how I said I hate second chance romance? With a fiery passion? Guess I just hate it for straight people. I loved this. Come for me.
So with the backdrop of the South, not that this can't happen anywhere else (because it 100% can), we've got family members that deadname Eli, a little casual racism from Nick's former mother-in-law, and other little microaggressions to boot. Obviously, this won't be for everyone, but the same people that come to hate this will be the same people that hate the BRIDGERTON changes in race and sexuality.
📱 Thank you to NetGalley and Atria/Emily Bestler Books
October 27, 2023
This book is like the cover, colorful and joyful! A Christmas story readable all year long. But I’m sorry, Eli. I love John Lennon’s version of So This Is Christmas far more than Celine’s. I like you nonetheless. And of course Nick too!
A second chances romance. Two almost forty-year-old men, one of them trans. Superb side characters. And if I had a daughter, I would love her to be like Zoe. She’s so cute and funny!
When I started reading this story, I thought it would be darker. According to the author’s note Second Chances in New Port Haven is a funny book with a happy ending. The author also says it contains heavy topics like alcoholism, the loss of a parent, the rise of hateful transphobic legislation, and more. Yes, all those subjects are touched upon but not very profoundly. At times I wanted to shake Eli for the choices he made, and my heart ached when Nick and Laurie had their talk about Zoe. But overall, Second Chances at New Port Stephen is a rather light story with lots of swooning and longing and, therefore, one for everyone who needs a comfort read! What isn’t in the author’s note is that there’s also demi rep, and I loved how Nick didn’t know what demisexuality was at first and was never scared to have feelings for a trans man suddenly. He just searched the internet for more information.
This was the first book I read by T.J. Alexander, and I’m definitely going to check out their other books too!
I received an ARC from Atria Books and
NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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A second chances romance. Two almost forty-year-old men, one of them trans. Superb side characters. And if I had a daughter, I would love her to be like Zoe. She’s so cute and funny!
When I started reading this story, I thought it would be darker. According to the author’s note Second Chances in New Port Haven is a funny book with a happy ending. The author also says it contains heavy topics like alcoholism, the loss of a parent, the rise of hateful transphobic legislation, and more. Yes, all those subjects are touched upon but not very profoundly. At times I wanted to shake Eli for the choices he made, and my heart ached when Nick and Laurie had their talk about Zoe. But overall, Second Chances at New Port Stephen is a rather light story with lots of swooning and longing and, therefore, one for everyone who needs a comfort read! What isn’t in the author’s note is that there’s also demi rep, and I loved how Nick didn’t know what demisexuality was at first and was never scared to have feelings for a trans man suddenly. He just searched the internet for more information.
This was the first book I read by T.J. Alexander, and I’m definitely going to check out their other books too!
I received an ARC from Atria Books and
NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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December 16, 2023
If you have, by chance, missed out on T.J. Alexander’s rom coms, what are you waiting for? It all started with Chef’s Kiss, which knocked it out of the park, and Chef’s Choice, the follow-up, was just as endearing. The author is an amateur baker, and both books involve baking and tons of other fun antics with the sweetest love stories.
In Second Chances, a standalone story, Eli is post-transition, newly sober, and returning home for the holidays, though he is not eager to return to the stifling environment. He bumps into Nick, his high school ex, and there’s chemistry.
Alexander consistently nails writing adorable, feel-good stories that also feel authentic and true to important issues with solid representation of diverse characters. The chemistry with this one is spicy, and I absolutely loved every moment I spent with Eli and Nick and the rest of the characters.
I received a gifted copy.
Many of my reviews can also be found on my blog: www.jennifertarheelreader.com and instagram: www.instagram.com/tarheelreaader
In Second Chances, a standalone story, Eli is post-transition, newly sober, and returning home for the holidays, though he is not eager to return to the stifling environment. He bumps into Nick, his high school ex, and there’s chemistry.
Alexander consistently nails writing adorable, feel-good stories that also feel authentic and true to important issues with solid representation of diverse characters. The chemistry with this one is spicy, and I absolutely loved every moment I spent with Eli and Nick and the rest of the characters.
I received a gifted copy.
Many of my reviews can also be found on my blog: www.jennifertarheelreader.com and instagram: www.instagram.com/tarheelreaader
January 11, 2024
Small town, second chance romance, set during the holiday season. Had me in a chokehold.
Eli Ward is back in his hometown, and staying with his parents for the holidays. Although it might not be just for the holidays as his career in NYC is a bit rocky at the moment. He's struggling with a feeling of failure and doesn't know how to tell his parents that he might have to move home.
On a drink run for his parent's party, Eli runs into his first boyfriend Nick Wu. Nick's now divorced and has a daughter. They haven't seen each other in years and it's the first time since Eli transitioned so Nick doesn't recognise him at first, but that connection is still there and they catch up.
I loved Eli and Nick's romance. They have a lot of history and it was fun getting to see that while also getting to see them reconnect and make new ones.
Nick's daughter Zoe is absolutely adorable, and seeing the three of them interact was the cutest!
Eli Ward is back in his hometown, and staying with his parents for the holidays. Although it might not be just for the holidays as his career in NYC is a bit rocky at the moment. He's struggling with a feeling of failure and doesn't know how to tell his parents that he might have to move home.
On a drink run for his parent's party, Eli runs into his first boyfriend Nick Wu. Nick's now divorced and has a daughter. They haven't seen each other in years and it's the first time since Eli transitioned so Nick doesn't recognise him at first, but that connection is still there and they catch up.
I loved Eli and Nick's romance. They have a lot of history and it was fun getting to see that while also getting to see them reconnect and make new ones.
Nick's daughter Zoe is absolutely adorable, and seeing the three of them interact was the cutest!
December 27, 2024
I wanted to love this book and in many ways I did, but down the stretch Eli and the conflict really grated on my nerves.
What I loved:
I really appreciated the trans rep. Though I’m not trans, the rep seemed good to me. Of note, Alexander identifies as trans nonbinary.
I loved how easily Nick and his father acclimated to and supported Eli’s ‘new’ self while also recognizing that Eli had always been male, they just hadn’t realized it when he was younger. I suspect some people won’t get this, and maybe some trans people don’t feel this way, but this is how I feel about my trans friends and family and how they feel about themselves. For me it resonated that Alexander represented it this way.
The nuanced way Alexander portrayed Eli’s frustration with his parent’s obliviousness to little things that made him deeply uncomfortable felt relatable. For example, they kept Eli’s childhood photos all over the house. For them, they always loved Eli and these pictures are still him and are reminders of fun times and events even if they were from before any of them realized Eli was a boy. For Eli, they’re an uncomfortable reminder of how his appearance at the time didn’t represent his actual gender identity. The thing is, Eli’s parents didn’t know how upsetting the pics were to him until he told them. From my experience, this is a really important conversation to have. I have some trans friends who are comfortable keeping old photos around and others that feel like Eli, deeply uncomfortable with it. If you’re not sure and they don’t tell you, asking is probably a good way to make sure those old photos aren’t making them feel some kind of way.
Related to the previous point is Eli’s frustration with his parents despite them trying. His parents were super supportive, but they didn’t always get it right. It was natural and valid for Eli to feel hurt, anger and frustration with his parents when they did things that made him uncomfortable or hurt despite their efforts. When he bravely, if snippily, confronted them, it was uncomfortable and caused everyone to feel hurt, at least initially, but allowed them all to grow and heal. This also deeply resonated with my experience as the 100% supportive parent of a (grown) trans kid.* Trust me on this one, no matter how hard we try to unconditionally love and support members of marginalized communities, sometimes we get it wrong or are oblivious, ignorant or obtuse. Just because our intentions are good, doesn’t mean the impact isn’t hurtful. I have always striven my hardest to educate myself so they don’t have to do the emotional labor of educating me, so I don’t unintentionally do or say ignorant, hurtful things, so they don’t have to push back or call me out, but if, despite my efforts, I say or do something hurtful, I would much rather my kids confront me with it than ache in silence and if, in the moment, they snap at me, it simply means their hurt is deep and their frustration overwhelming so I sure as hell am not going to tone police them on top of it. What courage it takes to say to a friend, family member or parent, “Hey, I know you love me, but this thing you’re doing hurts me.” For all these reasons I really appreciated the way Alexander portrayed Eli’s built up frustration and hurt which resulted in him finally snapping at his parents as well as their initial defensiveness and hurt but quick-to-make-amends attitude.
The easy acceptance and support of Nick questioning his sexual orientation, particularly the possibility of him being demisexual, was awesome.
I loved Nick’s relationships with his ex and his daughter. My ex is still my best friend so it’s always great for me to see that relationship dynamic where exes still get along well and hang out together with or without their kids.
As horrifying as the anti LGBTQ+ rhetoric and legislation in Florida is, I really appreciated how Alexander incorporated it into the story itself as well as mention it in the acknowledgements:
Lastly: the acknowledgments should be a place to acknowledge things, like what’s going on in Florida as I write this. In the time it took to finish this book, the situation has worsened. Huge swaths of the population are being terrorized: teachers of Black history, queer and trans people, people who demand abortion rights, librarians, scientists, college students, people doing anti-racist work, environmental stewards, people who fight for accessibility and health protections, artists and writers, literal children. These hateful policies express a terrible fear of so many of us, it’s kind of pathetic. And as my high school cohort used to say: they can’t give us all detention.
(Well, they can, I guess. Fascism loves paperwork. But my point is, there are more of us than they want to admit. Don’t let them forget it.)
Personally, I take comfort in the fact that our struggles, though distinct, are all connected. I couldn’t articulate it when I was first writing this book, but Nick and Eli’s story is about that connection at its core.
Now on to the things I disliked:
The conflict. I didn’t really buy it. Worse, I actively disliked it. The conflict was due to both Eli and Nick making assumptions about the other’s motivations, rather than actually asking the other what their intentions were. It could have easily been resolved had either of them just said they weren’t interested in a casual fling. I never like this kind of conflict that can easily be solved with a quick chat or checkin but in this case it detracted more from the story than usual. For one, Nick wonders if he’s demisexual. Though he never had that conversation with Eli, to me, if Alexander was going to even briefly throw it out there that Nick might demisexual, Eli assuming over and over and over that all Nick wanted was a fling or to ‘experiment’ with him felt counterintuitive and wrong. Beyond that, for two characters that have known each other so well and since childhood, it didn’t feel believable that they wouldn’t have just talked about it, particularly because neither of their characters felt like casual sex with friends would be something they were into. Furthermore, it seemed insulting for Eli to keep thinking Nick, who was such a sweetheart and kind soul, just wanted to experiment with him. It made me mad on Nick’s behalf that Eli would think so little of him, would think Nick just wanted to use him. And I didn’t believe Eli would think that anyway.
Due to the aforementioned assumptions that Eli kept making about Nick, I began to loathe Eli. Not only did he make unfair and unjustified assumptions about Nick intentions, he openly heckled him several times for being new to queer sex and not having it all figured out. Not only did Nick research gay sex, he asked thoughtful, sensitive, consent type of questions and was incredibly affirming of the changes in Eli’s body, finding it beautiful and sexy. That Eli made fun of him for being new to gay sex was a breaking point for me, past 70% I just wanted to be done. I found it hard to pick up the book for more than 5 or 10 minutes at a time and would recoil when thinking about continuing. Even after the conflict was resolved, I couldn’t enjoy the story and finally skimmed to the end.
There’s a big part of me that wants to give Second Chances at New Port Stephen 3 stars. The conflict and failure to communicate cast a shadow over the story. That said, up until at least 60%, I was planning to give it 5 stars and had the conflict been resolved earlier and with realistic, adult conversation, I’m fairly confident I would have. Finding the right balance between what I loved and what I loathed is a challenge. After much deliberation, I’m landing on 3.25 stars but rounding up because I loved the trans rep and the story aside from the dumb communication conflict.
Initially I borrow Second Chances at New Port Stephen from the library but despite the parts that I disliked, I ended up buying it in a Kindle Rewards double points day.
*I follow a bunch of trans people on social media. Several of them are absolutely adamant that parents of trans kids should never share on SM that their kids are trans, even if they’re grown and out. I have talked with my daughter multiple times about this POV and while we both get the intent, not only is my daughter comfortable with me sharing parts of our stories, like the things I've referenced here, she’s appreciative that our stories can increase awareness and understanding of trans issues. I add this footnote, not just to let you know my daughter is aware that I’m sharing here, but to let you know that some LGBTQ+ people would not be ok if you share their stories on SM, even if you’re their parent and parts of their stories are your stories too. Checking with them is the best way to honor their preferences.
December 26, 2023
in the future, when you guys see me add a christmas romance to my tbr, STOP ME
read as part of 202-Queer 🌈✨
read as part of 202-Queer 🌈✨
January 28, 2024
4.5 rounded up
This book was SO FUNNY.
A trans man and his childhood boyfriend reconnect at 40 and fall back in love.
He’s an out of work comedian.
He’s a restauranteur and a single dad to the world’s funniest 4 year old.
Both of their parents are so sweet and wholesome.
This book was SO FUNNY.
A trans man and his childhood boyfriend reconnect at 40 and fall back in love.
He’s an out of work comedian.
He’s a restauranteur and a single dad to the world’s funniest 4 year old.
Both of their parents are so sweet and wholesome.
February 2, 2025
2.5 ⭐️
I honestly just didn’t really enjoy the romance between Eli and Nick. They felt like strangers, not two characters with a lot of history. Because of that, their changing relationship didn’t feel entirely organic.
I honestly just didn’t really enjoy the romance between Eli and Nick. They felt like strangers, not two characters with a lot of history. Because of that, their changing relationship didn’t feel entirely organic.
May 9, 2024
Second Chances in New Port Stephen is an LGBTQ romance (yes, a second chance romance!) built around the Christmas season in Florida.
Eli Ward has returned to his childhood home after losing his job as a TV comedy writer. But Eli was very different as a child; he’s now a man, having transitioned. He’s 40, unemployed, sober, and at loose ends. He hasn’t been home in many years and doesn’t really want to be there now. He bumps into his old high school boyfriend, Nick Wu, while out shopping for a Christmas gift, and thus begins to rekindle a friendship with Nick, which will turn into something more. Their journey of discovery, self-discovery, rediscovery is charming. I loved Eli’s funny boomer parents, who were accepting of him but also very clueless in many ways. Nick’s dad is great and his younger daughter Zoe is a cute little hoot. We don’t get to know Eli’s good friend and colleague Margo very much; I would have liked more scenes with her.
Having a son in the TV writing field made Eli’s precarious career situation feel very real. I also grinned at references to Florida’s governor and grumbled at the references to Florida’s extremist legislation. Florida is currently not a particularly comfortable place to be anything other than cisgender and heterosexual, unfortunately.
Content warning include: transphobia (mainly references to Florida legistlation), references to alcoholism (in the past), death of a parent (also in the past), racism, and a few rather spicy scenes.
I read this as part of the 2024 Trans Rights Readathon, but it had been sitting on my (virtual) shelf for a while, so I took the opportunity to finally read it, and I’m glad I did. I bounced between the ebook and the published audiobook. The narrators, Aden Hakimi and Feodor Chin, did a great job with the various voices and accents.
Thank you to NetGalley and Atria/Emily Bestler Books for the opportunity to read a review copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
Eli Ward has returned to his childhood home after losing his job as a TV comedy writer. But Eli was very different as a child; he’s now a man, having transitioned. He’s 40, unemployed, sober, and at loose ends. He hasn’t been home in many years and doesn’t really want to be there now. He bumps into his old high school boyfriend, Nick Wu, while out shopping for a Christmas gift, and thus begins to rekindle a friendship with Nick, which will turn into something more. Their journey of discovery, self-discovery, rediscovery is charming. I loved Eli’s funny boomer parents, who were accepting of him but also very clueless in many ways. Nick’s dad is great and his younger daughter Zoe is a cute little hoot. We don’t get to know Eli’s good friend and colleague Margo very much; I would have liked more scenes with her.
Having a son in the TV writing field made Eli’s precarious career situation feel very real. I also grinned at references to Florida’s governor and grumbled at the references to Florida’s extremist legislation. Florida is currently not a particularly comfortable place to be anything other than cisgender and heterosexual, unfortunately.
Content warning include: transphobia (mainly references to Florida legistlation), references to alcoholism (in the past), death of a parent (also in the past), racism, and a few rather spicy scenes.
I read this as part of the 2024 Trans Rights Readathon, but it had been sitting on my (virtual) shelf for a while, so I took the opportunity to finally read it, and I’m glad I did. I bounced between the ebook and the published audiobook. The narrators, Aden Hakimi and Feodor Chin, did a great job with the various voices and accents.
Thank you to NetGalley and Atria/Emily Bestler Books for the opportunity to read a review copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
April 18, 2024
I think I hated Eli
November 27, 2023
I sat down intending to just read a chapter or two to get a feeling for the story, then all of a sudden I’d read 50%. Second Chances in New Port Stephen sucked me in immediately, I absolutely flew through the book. I really appreciate it when authors can take a trope that isn’t my favorite (second chance romance) and still have me completely fall for the book and the couple.
Eli and Nick were best friends as kids and dated as teens. But that was before Eli moved away and transitioned. When he’s back in their small town for the holidays he runs into Nick and they strike up a new friendship that starts evolving back into a romance. It was so nice watching Nick and Eli reconnect. They’re both in their late 30s, and I especially appreciated the storyline of Nick learning new things about his sexuality at a later age. I also liked how the steamy scenes explored Nick learning things about queer sex and what things he might like to try in the future.
Outside of the romance I really enjoyed the individual stories that both Eli and Nick had with their families and personal lives. Eli hasn’t been having much success with his career and coming home to his family (and the state of Florida) can be awkward or painful at times. Nick has a daughter from a previous marriage. And while he had a very mature and amicable split with his ex-wife, his mother in law causes issues that they have to work through together.
For the most part this is a pretty lighthearted romance. There are mentions of serious topics like alcoholism and transphobia, but the story doesn’t dwell in those areas for too long. The conflict and drama that occurs in the book felt very realistic and not like some random thing just thrown in to force a breakup. I can’t wait to read T.J. Alexander’s next book! Definitely check this out if you’re in the market for a queer/trans romance. It’ll make a great read for the holiday season since that’s when it’s set, but it’s not such a big part of the book that it would feel weird to read it in the summer.
Thank you to the publisher for providing an advance copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Eli and Nick were best friends as kids and dated as teens. But that was before Eli moved away and transitioned. When he’s back in their small town for the holidays he runs into Nick and they strike up a new friendship that starts evolving back into a romance. It was so nice watching Nick and Eli reconnect. They’re both in their late 30s, and I especially appreciated the storyline of Nick learning new things about his sexuality at a later age. I also liked how the steamy scenes explored Nick learning things about queer sex and what things he might like to try in the future.
Outside of the romance I really enjoyed the individual stories that both Eli and Nick had with their families and personal lives. Eli hasn’t been having much success with his career and coming home to his family (and the state of Florida) can be awkward or painful at times. Nick has a daughter from a previous marriage. And while he had a very mature and amicable split with his ex-wife, his mother in law causes issues that they have to work through together.
For the most part this is a pretty lighthearted romance. There are mentions of serious topics like alcoholism and transphobia, but the story doesn’t dwell in those areas for too long. The conflict and drama that occurs in the book felt very realistic and not like some random thing just thrown in to force a breakup. I can’t wait to read T.J. Alexander’s next book! Definitely check this out if you’re in the market for a queer/trans romance. It’ll make a great read for the holiday season since that’s when it’s set, but it’s not such a big part of the book that it would feel weird to read it in the summer.
Thank you to the publisher for providing an advance copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
August 27, 2023
✰4 stars✰
This is a very cute and clever second chance romance! It does take place around the holidays so you could certainly read this as a holiday romance but because it takes place in Florida, it does give off perfect beach or poolside read vibes as well.
Our main character Eli is a comedian so this entire book I’d riddled with witty humor.
Eli is back in his hometown for the holidays, which is a far cry from New York where he has been living. New Port Stevens is certainly not his favorite place in the world, especially with the negative memories and current political climate of Florida. Eli is trans and being back home is a reminder of a lot of things he left behind.
His parents accept him and are certainly trying but they do miss the mark a few times and it does end up being a story of growth between them too.
Nick is a single father living in New Port Stephens, and incidentally, Eli’s high school ex-boyfriend. They run into each-other at the store and reconnect. They hangout and catch up as friends, and it’s clear that Nick has a soft spot for Eli still. He might not realize it’s attraction at first but their connection is definitely noticeable.
Most of this story is them clearly being in love with the other and hiding it because they think the other doesn’t want anything serious. It comes off frustratingly endearing because you want them to admit it to each other already!!
This story is a very lighthearted read with little to no angst. You definitely feel for the characters but you won’t be taken through the wringer of emotions and left out to dry.
It’s funny and feel good with a well deserved happily ever after, which I think is perfect for the story of these characters.
Highly recommend if you’re looking for a sweet ending and some good laughs!
I received an eARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
This is a very cute and clever second chance romance! It does take place around the holidays so you could certainly read this as a holiday romance but because it takes place in Florida, it does give off perfect beach or poolside read vibes as well.
Our main character Eli is a comedian so this entire book I’d riddled with witty humor.
Eli is back in his hometown for the holidays, which is a far cry from New York where he has been living. New Port Stevens is certainly not his favorite place in the world, especially with the negative memories and current political climate of Florida. Eli is trans and being back home is a reminder of a lot of things he left behind.
His parents accept him and are certainly trying but they do miss the mark a few times and it does end up being a story of growth between them too.
Nick is a single father living in New Port Stephens, and incidentally, Eli’s high school ex-boyfriend. They run into each-other at the store and reconnect. They hangout and catch up as friends, and it’s clear that Nick has a soft spot for Eli still. He might not realize it’s attraction at first but their connection is definitely noticeable.
Most of this story is them clearly being in love with the other and hiding it because they think the other doesn’t want anything serious. It comes off frustratingly endearing because you want them to admit it to each other already!!
This story is a very lighthearted read with little to no angst. You definitely feel for the characters but you won’t be taken through the wringer of emotions and left out to dry.
It’s funny and feel good with a well deserved happily ever after, which I think is perfect for the story of these characters.
Highly recommend if you’re looking for a sweet ending and some good laughs!
I received an eARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
November 30, 2023
I have previously read and enjoyed books by this author before, so I was really pleased to have a chance to read this one! This story follows Eli, a trans guy who has recently had a big upset at his job, visiting his parents in Florida for the first time in years over Christmas. There we meet (and Eli re-meets after 20 years) Nick, Eli's high school boyfriend and first love that has stayed in their hometown and now has a young daughter.
I'm not generally big on Christmas, second-chance romances, or books with kids, but I did like this one! The Christmas isn't too intense, which was perfect for me, but those looking for a super Christmassy read might be disappoint (but hey, it is Florida). I also like Zoe, Nick's daughter. She wasn't the main focus of the book, but I found her charming and realistic.
I hate to say it, but the book kind of loses me with Eli. I was excited to read about an older (Eli and Nick are almost 40) trans guy, especially a romance! But he just annoyed the hell out of me. At one point in the book he jokes that being 40 is like a gay 26, and he certainly acts juvenile with all of his interactions. He's rude to his parents, his friend Margo, and treats Nick terribly. I get that he's going through it, but he really lashes out in a way that just frustrated me. I wasn't really sure what Nick saw in him, really. I'll also just fully own up to being a hater of stand-up comedy, so having a main character that works in comedy was just like....hmm.
This is a nice enough book to spend an evening with, especially if you do like second-chance romances! I don't know if I would really call if a holiday romance though. Christmas is just kind of happening. Again, I liked that, but might disappoint some looking for a holiday romance.
Thanks to the publisher for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.
I'm not generally big on Christmas, second-chance romances, or books with kids, but I did like this one! The Christmas isn't too intense, which was perfect for me, but those looking for a super Christmassy read might be disappoint (but hey, it is Florida). I also like Zoe, Nick's daughter. She wasn't the main focus of the book, but I found her charming and realistic.
I hate to say it, but the book kind of loses me with Eli. I was excited to read about an older (Eli and Nick are almost 40) trans guy, especially a romance! But he just annoyed the hell out of me. At one point in the book he jokes that being 40 is like a gay 26, and he certainly acts juvenile with all of his interactions. He's rude to his parents, his friend Margo, and treats Nick terribly. I get that he's going through it, but he really lashes out in a way that just frustrated me. I wasn't really sure what Nick saw in him, really. I'll also just fully own up to being a hater of stand-up comedy, so having a main character that works in comedy was just like....hmm.
This is a nice enough book to spend an evening with, especially if you do like second-chance romances! I don't know if I would really call if a holiday romance though. Christmas is just kind of happening. Again, I liked that, but might disappoint some looking for a holiday romance.
Thanks to the publisher for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.
September 19, 2023
Disclaimer: I received a review copy for via NetGalley, and am voluntarily and happily sharing my honest thoughts. Many thanks to the publisher, Atria Books, for the opportunity!
3.5 rounded up. I really enjoyed the setup of this one, and loved the way that TJ approached the situation overall. There were some great moments with both sides of the MC's families here, and I adored Eli's parents for trying their best. The relationship that Nick had with his ex-wife and daughter was also an interesting one, and it was nice to see healthy divorced family dynamics. Nick's dad was also a great addition, and I felt so much for Laurie as the small dose of unhealthy familial ties with Kay was well-depicted (and I'm glad it was just a pinch because I could not handle more right now 😂).
The chemistry and feelings between Nick and Eli were great, and it was really fun to see things from both POVs, and the mix of a bit of uncertainy, confusion, but attraction and love from both past and present really shined through. And I felt that there was a fine balance in this later in life romance where Nick and Eli were still also trying to navigate through life because it made them feel a bit more relatable, and it was nice to see them help each other in a comforting way. I also liked that there was some discourse on growing up in Florida, and how it touched a little bit on the difference between community and generalization, as well as the bit of Christmas cheer as well. The themes of parenthood was great too, with examples from both MCs' parents as well as Nick and Laurie wanting to do their best for Zoe.
The only thing that was frustrating to me was the miscommunication that was sprinkled throughout. Obviously it's confusing times as it's a second chance romance with totally different circumstances, but I feel like Eli was a little insensitive with a lot of his assumptions (to which I'm glad Nick stood up for himself), and the lack of communication in some parts, especially with the texts/phone calls when there were Major Things happening did upset me a bit. Minor third act spoiler: But I guess that's pretty realistic too, and in a way, it was nice to see both Eli and Nick get their own moments of clarity before coming together as a team.
I would totally read another book from TJ!
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3.5 rounded up. Great moments, but some super frustrating miscommunication. Loved Nick as a MC, but Eli had his ups and downs for me because of the way he handled some things with Nick. Most side charas were great except for the obvious one that was supposed to be horrible and succeeded in being horrible. 😂 Full RTC.
3.5 rounded up. I really enjoyed the setup of this one, and loved the way that TJ approached the situation overall. There were some great moments with both sides of the MC's families here, and I adored Eli's parents for trying their best. The relationship that Nick had with his ex-wife and daughter was also an interesting one, and it was nice to see healthy divorced family dynamics. Nick's dad was also a great addition, and I felt so much for Laurie as the small dose of unhealthy familial ties with Kay was well-depicted (and I'm glad it was just a pinch because I could not handle more right now 😂).
The chemistry and feelings between Nick and Eli were great, and it was really fun to see things from both POVs, and the mix of a bit of uncertainy, confusion, but attraction and love from both past and present really shined through. And I felt that there was a fine balance in this later in life romance where Nick and Eli were still also trying to navigate through life because it made them feel a bit more relatable, and it was nice to see them help each other in a comforting way. I also liked that there was some discourse on growing up in Florida, and how it touched a little bit on the difference between community and generalization, as well as the bit of Christmas cheer as well. The themes of parenthood was great too, with examples from both MCs' parents as well as Nick and Laurie wanting to do their best for Zoe.
The only thing that was frustrating to me was the miscommunication that was sprinkled throughout. Obviously it's confusing times as it's a second chance romance with totally different circumstances, but I feel like Eli was a little insensitive with a lot of his assumptions (to which I'm glad Nick stood up for himself), and the lack of communication in some parts, especially with the texts/phone calls when there were Major Things happening did upset me a bit. Minor third act spoiler: But I guess that's pretty realistic too, and in a way, it was nice to see both Eli and Nick get their own moments of clarity before coming together as a team.
I would totally read another book from TJ!
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3.5 rounded up. Great moments, but some super frustrating miscommunication. Loved Nick as a MC, but Eli had his ups and downs for me because of the way he handled some things with Nick. Most side charas were great except for the obvious one that was supposed to be horrible and succeeded in being horrible. 😂 Full RTC.
January 19, 2025
3.5 rounded. I will always give something written by TJ Alexander a chance. I liked having a transmasc MC, and the range of interesting characters. There was a bit too much focus on sex for my taste. The discussions about Florida's governor making it an uneasy space for queers were on point.
July 24, 2023
This is the first book I've read by TJ Alexander, and it definitely won't be my last. I loved this book!!! I loved the overarching theme of how it's never too late to discover who you are and how we are all learning and growing.
In this book we follow Eli, a trans man, coming home for the holidays who runs into his highschool ex and their journey of re-meeting and getting to know each other again.
Maybe it's the millennial in me, but this book was SO relatable on so many levels. The boomer parents, the fucked up things we said and did as kids, the awe of younger generations and how we can learn so much from them. There's something really special when the main characters are in their late 30s, but have known eachother since they were kids. I personally cringe all the time when I think of how I acted/my beliefs when I was in my teens, and TJ really captures that sort of growth/mortification.
I loved all the supporting characters (except Kay). I don't normally love kid characters, but ZOE??? SO cute and funny.
TJ also did a really good job of handling a wide range of topics thoughtfully, and all of the political issues mentioned are present IRL (unfortunately). I loved this, it was so refreshing to read a book that doesn't shy away from a lot of the fucked up realities that make up living in the USA as any sort of minority.
The spice!!!! It was really good, and never felt repetitive (which is how I feel about spice a lot of the time).
Also all the Florida man references made me laugh and the Florida references were perfect.
One thing I didn't love was the cover, but that's just a personal preference.
Thanks to Netgalley and Atria for the ARC!
In this book we follow Eli, a trans man, coming home for the holidays who runs into his highschool ex and their journey of re-meeting and getting to know each other again.
Maybe it's the millennial in me, but this book was SO relatable on so many levels. The boomer parents, the fucked up things we said and did as kids, the awe of younger generations and how we can learn so much from them. There's something really special when the main characters are in their late 30s, but have known eachother since they were kids. I personally cringe all the time when I think of how I acted/my beliefs when I was in my teens, and TJ really captures that sort of growth/mortification.
I loved all the supporting characters (except Kay). I don't normally love kid characters, but ZOE??? SO cute and funny.
TJ also did a really good job of handling a wide range of topics thoughtfully, and all of the political issues mentioned are present IRL (unfortunately). I loved this, it was so refreshing to read a book that doesn't shy away from a lot of the fucked up realities that make up living in the USA as any sort of minority.
The spice!!!! It was really good, and never felt repetitive (which is how I feel about spice a lot of the time).
Also all the Florida man references made me laugh and the Florida references were perfect.
One thing I didn't love was the cover, but that's just a personal preference.
Thanks to Netgalley and Atria for the ARC!
December 11, 2023
I honestly wasn't sure if this would work for me, but I LOVED it. It's one of those books where I felt grumpy when I had to put it down for a while, because all I wanted was to continue reading. I just felt completely immersed.
March 7, 2025
full review on my BookTube channel, ProblemsOfABookNerd!
such a sweet book, I think I grinned all the way through this 😭Loooooove love love you, T.J. Alexander
such a sweet book, I think I grinned all the way through this 😭Loooooove love love you, T.J. Alexander
June 26, 2024
For the most part, I liked this. The representation was great and the family dynamics were interesting. The relationship between Nick and Eli fell flat for me, though. It felt like the entire foundation of their relationship was based on how they felt about each other 20 years ago, and we don’t really watch them fall back in love. They just kind of become friends, make out a few times, then decide to be together after a lot of unnecessary and frustrating miscommunication. Nick exploring his sexuality felt underdeveloped, as well. We’re told he does a lot googling, but we’re not shown much about how he feels, particularly with respect to being demi along with being queer.
December 27, 2023
I'm frustrated because for the first 3 quarters of this book, I just absolutely loved it. The characters, the banter, the developments... but the last quarter just really annoyed me for some reason. And I can tell because it took me about 1.5 weeks to finish the last part (the first 3/4 was fast!).
April 5, 2025
4.5 - I could’ve sworn I read a TJ Alexander book before but I haven’t so this will be my first (& not my last)!
THIS BOOK IS SO DELIGHTFUL!! I was sucked into the storyline of Eli returning back to Florida after years of being in New York and running into his former best friend & HS boyfriend. But what makes their reunion different is that this is after Eli transitioned. This is the 2nd book recently where friends have reconnected and I just love it so much!!
Nick is such a sweetheart! He always loved Eli since they were young and seeing him now, it just brought back all those old feelings again. Eli was unsure how he felt only because he did not think Nick was anything other than straight. I absolutely loved Nick’s relationship with the mother of his child. They had some meaningful conversations and it just seemed so healthy especially for Zoey (daughter).
I did the audio for this one. I was not familiar with the narrators Aden Hakimi and Feodor Chin but thought they were distinct enough to tell the difference when it was their POV. Between TJ’s writing and their narration, the book went super quick and made it really enjoyable to listen!
I look forward to reading more from TJ especially A Gentlemen’s Gentlemen!
THIS BOOK IS SO DELIGHTFUL!! I was sucked into the storyline of Eli returning back to Florida after years of being in New York and running into his former best friend & HS boyfriend. But what makes their reunion different is that this is after Eli transitioned. This is the 2nd book recently where friends have reconnected and I just love it so much!!
Nick is such a sweetheart! He always loved Eli since they were young and seeing him now, it just brought back all those old feelings again. Eli was unsure how he felt only because he did not think Nick was anything other than straight. I absolutely loved Nick’s relationship with the mother of his child. They had some meaningful conversations and it just seemed so healthy especially for Zoey (daughter).
I did the audio for this one. I was not familiar with the narrators Aden Hakimi and Feodor Chin but thought they were distinct enough to tell the difference when it was their POV. Between TJ’s writing and their narration, the book went super quick and made it really enjoyable to listen!
I look forward to reading more from TJ especially A Gentlemen’s Gentlemen!
November 19, 2023
I was given an Advanced Readers Copy by Netgalley. Thank you for the opportunity to review!
This is my first experience with a romance book featuring a trans protagonist and I approached it with a lot of curiosity. As an outsider to this experience, I was careful to read it with objectivity.
First, the positives. I thought the second half and especially the romantic conclusion were very sweet and modern, and with a second chance romance, the relationship is built on a lot of history and knowing each other. In that way, it was very satisfying. I especially enjoyed Nick's character and his journey to self-discovery. I loved this beautiful man and his beautiful heart! It's so nice to see an Asian American man as an assertive romantic partner. In my opinion, Nick, his love for Eli and his relationships with his family were the most thoughtful and meaningful in the book.
However, his depiction is not without flaws. Most of my issues with this book is the writing and unfortunately, T. J. Alexander gives him one of the most cringey lines of dialogue--"Guess I'm not most guys." Please don't do this to my poor Nick. He deserves better. This leads me to my next issue with the book, which is all the preachiness and villainous conservative family members. Another trope I hate is when the author uses parent/child dialogue to teach the audience and Nick's daughter is used this way. I started highlighting in two different colors: yellow for preachy, cringy passages and pink for creative, sensitive, or intriguing parts. Here's an example of a yellow passage: Maybe it's just my relationship with the writing style, but I think Nick's inner monologue deserves better. Here is a pink passage: This line is said by Eli to Nick and while they're similar sentiments, one is so much more personal and emotional.
That brings me to my biggest quibble with the book, which is the character of Eli. I was ready to love Eli, but as a comedian, he's not very funny and treated Nick's identity like it was nothing, while constantly advocating for himself. I don't expect protagonists to be perfect, but Eli never apologizes for assuming things about Nick's sexuality or blowing up at his parents, who were trying their best. There's no redemption arc for Eli, but his life works out in all the ways he wants but lacks character growth. And his humor? here's a joke: "A virgin sangria is just fruit salad!" ok, he says this when he's angry. Here's another, where the author says he's cracking a joke with a friend: “Wow, you’re already a Californian. Soon you’ll be putting flax on everything and telling me how shitty the four-oh-five is.”
There are some serious high points in this story, particularly the intimate scenes between Eli and Nick and the romantic journey. There were far more pink passages than yellow. I would read this author again.
This is my first experience with a romance book featuring a trans protagonist and I approached it with a lot of curiosity. As an outsider to this experience, I was careful to read it with objectivity.
First, the positives. I thought the second half and especially the romantic conclusion were very sweet and modern, and with a second chance romance, the relationship is built on a lot of history and knowing each other. In that way, it was very satisfying. I especially enjoyed Nick's character and his journey to self-discovery. I loved this beautiful man and his beautiful heart! It's so nice to see an Asian American man as an assertive romantic partner. In my opinion, Nick, his love for Eli and his relationships with his family were the most thoughtful and meaningful in the book.
However, his depiction is not without flaws. Most of my issues with this book is the writing and unfortunately, T. J. Alexander gives him one of the most cringey lines of dialogue--"Guess I'm not most guys." Please don't do this to my poor Nick. He deserves better. This leads me to my next issue with the book, which is all the preachiness and villainous conservative family members. Another trope I hate is when the author uses parent/child dialogue to teach the audience and Nick's daughter is used this way. I started highlighting in two different colors: yellow for preachy, cringy passages and pink for creative, sensitive, or intriguing parts. Here's an example of a yellow passage: Maybe it's just my relationship with the writing style, but I think Nick's inner monologue deserves better. Here is a pink passage: This line is said by Eli to Nick and while they're similar sentiments, one is so much more personal and emotional.
That brings me to my biggest quibble with the book, which is the character of Eli. I was ready to love Eli, but as a comedian, he's not very funny and treated Nick's identity like it was nothing, while constantly advocating for himself. I don't expect protagonists to be perfect, but Eli never apologizes for assuming things about Nick's sexuality or blowing up at his parents, who were trying their best. There's no redemption arc for Eli, but his life works out in all the ways he wants but lacks character growth. And his humor? here's a joke: "A virgin sangria is just fruit salad!" ok, he says this when he's angry. Here's another, where the author says he's cracking a joke with a friend: “Wow, you’re already a Californian. Soon you’ll be putting flax on everything and telling me how shitty the four-oh-five is.”
There are some serious high points in this story, particularly the intimate scenes between Eli and Nick and the romantic journey. There were far more pink passages than yellow. I would read this author again.
December 12, 2023
Thank you Atria Books for my copy! All thoughts are my own.
When I interviewed TJ earlier this year, I had just found out about their December release, Second Chances in New Port Stephen, and I was utterly thrilled. I loved TJ’s books so much. Their writing and the characters they create are so real. I think this might be my favorite book so far, not only because I fell in love with Nick and Eli, but because I think they kept things “real” with what they deal with in the everyday (we have trans and queer characters in Florida, enough said), while still finding a realistic HEA for romance readers that doesn’t feel forced. . It’s a hard balance to strike and knowing TJ, I’m not surprised. I LOVED this book.
Synopsis:
“Eli Ward hasn’t been back to his suffocating hometown of New Port Stephen, Florida, in ages. Post-transition and sober, he’s a completely different person from the one who left years ago. But when a scandal threatens his career as a TV writer and comedian, he has no choice but to return home for the holidays. He can only hope he’ll survive his boisterous, loving, but often misguided family and hide the fact that his dream of comedy success has become a nightmare.Just when he thinks this trip couldn’t get any worse, Eli bumps into his high school ex, Nick Wu, who’s somehow hotter than ever. Divorced and in his forties, Nick’s world revolves around his father, his daughter, and his job. But even a busy life can’t keep him from being intrigued by the reappearance of Eli.Against the backdrop of one weird Floridian Christmas, the two must decide whether to leave the past in the past…or move on together.” —NetGalley
What I Liked:
The Dialogue—TJ Alexander is masterful at making their reading laugh and cry on the same page. The dialogue is quick and bright while also punching you in the gut when it matters.
The Vibes: While I love holiday books, I love a specific kind of holiday book—a contemporary romance set at Christmas/December, not a Christmas romance if that makes sense. This book is perfectly the kind of holiday book I love.
The Characters—Nick and Eli have my heart forever and so does Zoe! It’s HARD to write kids in romance books and TJ knocked this character out of the park. Loved them all.
What Didn’t Work For Me:
This is knocking a star off, but omg Kay was the most infuriating character. So real, there’s always that kind of person at family holidays but wow she made me angry. I loved seeing how Nick and Lori dealt with her though because I think it can be relatable for a lot of people.
Character Authenticity: 5/5 Spice Rating: 1.5/5 Overall Rating: 5/5
When I interviewed TJ earlier this year, I had just found out about their December release, Second Chances in New Port Stephen, and I was utterly thrilled. I loved TJ’s books so much. Their writing and the characters they create are so real. I think this might be my favorite book so far, not only because I fell in love with Nick and Eli, but because I think they kept things “real” with what they deal with in the everyday (we have trans and queer characters in Florida, enough said), while still finding a realistic HEA for romance readers that doesn’t feel forced. . It’s a hard balance to strike and knowing TJ, I’m not surprised. I LOVED this book.
Synopsis:
“Eli Ward hasn’t been back to his suffocating hometown of New Port Stephen, Florida, in ages. Post-transition and sober, he’s a completely different person from the one who left years ago. But when a scandal threatens his career as a TV writer and comedian, he has no choice but to return home for the holidays. He can only hope he’ll survive his boisterous, loving, but often misguided family and hide the fact that his dream of comedy success has become a nightmare.Just when he thinks this trip couldn’t get any worse, Eli bumps into his high school ex, Nick Wu, who’s somehow hotter than ever. Divorced and in his forties, Nick’s world revolves around his father, his daughter, and his job. But even a busy life can’t keep him from being intrigued by the reappearance of Eli.Against the backdrop of one weird Floridian Christmas, the two must decide whether to leave the past in the past…or move on together.” —NetGalley
What I Liked:
The Dialogue—TJ Alexander is masterful at making their reading laugh and cry on the same page. The dialogue is quick and bright while also punching you in the gut when it matters.
The Vibes: While I love holiday books, I love a specific kind of holiday book—a contemporary romance set at Christmas/December, not a Christmas romance if that makes sense. This book is perfectly the kind of holiday book I love.
The Characters—Nick and Eli have my heart forever and so does Zoe! It’s HARD to write kids in romance books and TJ knocked this character out of the park. Loved them all.
What Didn’t Work For Me:
This is knocking a star off, but omg Kay was the most infuriating character. So real, there’s always that kind of person at family holidays but wow she made me angry. I loved seeing how Nick and Lori dealt with her though because I think it can be relatable for a lot of people.
Character Authenticity: 5/5 Spice Rating: 1.5/5 Overall Rating: 5/5
December 20, 2023
I wanted to love this one but I just couldn’t get into Nick and Eli’s relationship. They lacked chemistry and I really wanted way more pining. The lack of chemistry left me so bored. I also didn’t like the narrators and one you can tell was in an echo-y room. It totally pulled me from the book.
December 6, 2023
Oh my god I love them so much I LOVE THEM. I LOVE READING ABOUT QUEER JOY!!!
Ok I got myself together and wrote an actual review.
I am so unbelievably happy after reading this book. I adored these characters and I love reading about queer joy and celebrating it through these angels.
Every single event in this story is significant. It adds so much depth to the characters and describes another step in not only their queer journeys, but their emotional journeys too. So many big, healthy discussions happen in this book, involving queerness, self discovery and politics. The author emphasizes the threat that is living in Florida while being trans, how at a moment's notice Eli's healthcare could be taken away from him. It's heartbreaking but absolutely necessary to highlight such a heavy topic.
Eli and Nick are pure sunshine together. The laughter and uninhibited joy that they bring to each other's lives is so special. I could read about these two and their lives together forever. I loved these characters, I loved the enthusiastic support of every single side character, I loved how this story was written. The dialogue was flirty and witty and sarcastic and lovely. Most importantly, it was so real. I absolutely need to read more of this author's work because I loved every second of this book. Not only is it an amazing second chance romance, it's filled with exceptional character development too.
Thank you so much to Simon & Schuster and Netgalley for an eARC in exchange for an honest review. I can't wait for more people to read Eli and Nick's story.
Ok I got myself together and wrote an actual review.
I am so unbelievably happy after reading this book. I adored these characters and I love reading about queer joy and celebrating it through these angels.
Every single event in this story is significant. It adds so much depth to the characters and describes another step in not only their queer journeys, but their emotional journeys too. So many big, healthy discussions happen in this book, involving queerness, self discovery and politics. The author emphasizes the threat that is living in Florida while being trans, how at a moment's notice Eli's healthcare could be taken away from him. It's heartbreaking but absolutely necessary to highlight such a heavy topic.
Eli and Nick are pure sunshine together. The laughter and uninhibited joy that they bring to each other's lives is so special. I could read about these two and their lives together forever. I loved these characters, I loved the enthusiastic support of every single side character, I loved how this story was written. The dialogue was flirty and witty and sarcastic and lovely. Most importantly, it was so real. I absolutely need to read more of this author's work because I loved every second of this book. Not only is it an amazing second chance romance, it's filled with exceptional character development too.
Thank you so much to Simon & Schuster and Netgalley for an eARC in exchange for an honest review. I can't wait for more people to read Eli and Nick's story.
August 22, 2024
The first half of the book was very cute and giddy I smiled all the time, but the second half felt a bit boring. It managed to hold my attention, but nothing really make me feel touched by the story.
Both are good characters, but aren’t memorable ones. They claimed they are 40 years old, but imo they sound like they’re in their 20s loll. It’s a light hearted transgender second chance love story. Nothing memorable though.
Both are good characters, but aren’t memorable ones. They claimed they are 40 years old, but imo they sound like they’re in their 20s loll. It’s a light hearted transgender second chance love story. Nothing memorable though.
December 15, 2024
3.5
I really enjoyed this especially Nick and his relationship with his daughter and father. Also just him being so accepting. Eli did get on my nerves, I just felt like everything was poor him and he just made stupid decisions. I loved his family though. The relationship was cute. I also don’t love how it ended, I get it’s real life, but it just made me sad that Nick was losing so much of his daughter in my opinion. Also so not Christmasy enough.
I really enjoyed this especially Nick and his relationship with his daughter and father. Also just him being so accepting. Eli did get on my nerves, I just felt like everything was poor him and he just made stupid decisions. I loved his family though. The relationship was cute. I also don’t love how it ended, I get it’s real life, but it just made me sad that Nick was losing so much of his daughter in my opinion. Also so not Christmasy enough.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 1, 2025
Do you have any idea how rare it is to find a novel about a trans guy who came out in his mid-thirties??? And that book includes a scene where he tops?????? 5 stars for that alone. Fantastic.
September 29, 2023
I received a physical early copy of this book via Goodreads Giveaway so as always,many thanks.
Looking for a “second chance” romance? How about one with LBGTQIA+ representation and DILFs?
Ok so first off, I would say this isn’t the type of book I normally read. with that being said, I couldn’t put this book down. The story had me wanting more. Being from Florida myself I thought it felt very authentic.
This book is well written. Characters are great, setting is… Florida. It’s kinda a Christmas book but not one that would feel out of place to read during any season.
I’m not in love with the cover, but that’s alright. It’s all about what’s on the inside that counts. I’ll definitely have to check out other books by this author in the future.
Looking for a “second chance” romance? How about one with LBGTQIA+ representation and DILFs?
Ok so first off, I would say this isn’t the type of book I normally read. with that being said, I couldn’t put this book down. The story had me wanting more. Being from Florida myself I thought it felt very authentic.
This book is well written. Characters are great, setting is… Florida. It’s kinda a Christmas book but not one that would feel out of place to read during any season.
I’m not in love with the cover, but that’s alright. It’s all about what’s on the inside that counts. I’ll definitely have to check out other books by this author in the future.
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