I loved this book. Of course, there were some stories that moved me more than others, but I can tell you, there was no story in this collection that I disliked.
Certain ones stood out to me more than others. Carter Sickels' "Saving" nearly brought me to tears. The protagonist's struggle to reconcile his new life with his old is one that many will relate to. Dean's journey back to his hometown forces him to try to figure out how he fits in to a familiar world that has become more unfamiliar post-transition. As he's trying to adapt to a world in which his only close relative is dying, he must also navigate his failing relationship with Jillian, who accompanies him. I appreciated the inclusion of Jillian using Dean as a subject of a film she is making, too. As a lesbian of color, I've encountered two kinds of annoying oppression: micro and macroaggressions, and then tokenism, where people are friends with me in order to check a box or to show how trendy they are. You can see these two types of discrimination play out in this story. I love how at the end of the story, Dean gets some kind of validation, a sense of being seen, by his grandmother, who tells him, "You're a good boy." Though the grandmother is suffering from a degenerative disease (I don't remember if it's mentioned, but it's either Alzheimer's or dementia), she's the only one who sees him for who and what he is: a good person with integrity.
I loved the two superhero stories, Mikki Whitworth's "Masks of a Superhero," and Susan Jane Bigelow's "Ramona's Demons." Though unique, they had interesting similarities; both take a break from superhero-ing while they transition, and both suffer from the misconception that, since they've transitioned, they can't continue their, for lack of a better term, community service. In both, they take breaks while transitioning to pay attention to themselves. In "Masks," Annie realizes that she can still do good work as a female version of Captain Macho. In "Ramona's Demons," Ramona discovers that her transphobic father is the reason she lost her powers. Whether fighting bullshit outside or in, both protagonists end up resuming the work they love, but as their full selves. Reclaiming their passions, the parts of their lives that make up their identity past gender, is a powerful act of agency and touched me deeply.
The last story that really caught my eye was Elliott Deline's "Dean and Teddy," the story of two people in a trans support group trying to tell their experiences in the face of annoyingly toxic positivity from the other group members. I have seen this kind of emotional assimilation and believe it comes from our obsession, our insistence, on beginning-middle-end narratives. Life is much more complicated than that, especially when you are a minority that has to deal with shades of gray every day. Coming out or transitioning is not a one-and-done journey. Neither is life. I loved Dean and Teddy as characters because they insist on telling their truths, even though members of their own community want to insist on a black and white, before and after narrative.
Great book.