To be honest with you, I don't exactly know how to write reviews. So, bear with me while I freestyle my way through this according to the book's chronology.
First impression:
I feel like I could recognise the author's writing style immediately, which is a good thing IMO. The author has a quick and snappy kind of writing style, if that makes sense? If it doesn't, it very well could be owed to me having had long text conversations with him haha. What's better though - as we get to learn more about Nugget, as well as with the way he speaks to the reader, the writing style quickly became Nugget's writing style in my mind. Which is to say, the writing was very immersive.
Immediately, Nugget is an interesting character in that he portrays a commonly found but usually not given enough time to be understood character in our society - the ones who had an unfortunate upbringing and have been down on their luck so much so that they cannot but hold the world against themselves. We then find comfort in rebelling against the customs of this world in whatever small way we can. However, because of this very tendency, we can often miss out on the good opportunities that life also brings up to us. Until we realise this fact, we slowly and subconsciously become more and more of what we believe to be wrong in the world.
The realisation can come in many ways, but a failed love interest is the catalyst found most often. In this way, Nugget's story closely follows the story of the acclaimed conceptual album American Idiot by Green Day, and I was shocked to not find it in any of the music recommendations listed at the end. All of this makes the fact that it represents this sort of character just as well as American Idiot very impressive.
Throughout the story:
Nugget is very upfront about his world view, his mental process and his actions. There is no sugarcoating of his words or his self destructive tendencies in his writing. This alongside the complete lack of self awareness in the beginning, is the reason why I feel like the author really did do the character justice. In fact, so much so that it genuinely felt painful to read sometimes - it felt like i was endlessly scrolling through incel posts on 4chan at times. However, I held the belief in the author's writing capabilities, that he'd make it pay off at the end, and boy, I can firmly say that it was worth it.
Now, while I'm describing this story as a comprehensive character study, I hope no one gets the impression that the story is a straight line from point A to point B. Frankly, I can only describe the story as a rollercoaster of progress and relapses, with often beautifully mundane, or often very dramatic story beats holding up the structure. Just as you would expect from a person trying to be better in real life. Even though Melody is the catalyst for the whole story, Nugget's growth was only made possible through the efforts of Nugget himself and the platonic relationships he has, and his writings reflect that beautifully.
It's the fact that this story shows the journey of a troubled individual so accurately all around is why I love it. Even though Nugget is an asshole at times, his lows genuinely reminded me of myself sometimes and I found myself crying my eyes out on a midnight train whilst reading his lowest point, because it just hit that right emotional spot for me where it coincided with my personal troubles in life and I just had to let it out. And his highs, they dont feel cheap. They feel deserved and earned, and after this long journey with Nugget, you cannot but smile at his highs.
That's why, the ending to this story is one of the best I've read. You managed to land the plane perfectly after such a tumultuous flight - one where I wasn't sure where exactly Nugget would land up until the very end.
Nugget's story is one that we can all learn a little something from.