Sydney is trying to get out of the mental institution. Arcane wants to keep her in. The only possibility for her release is to hand over her prize possession-her journal, but can she trust him with her secrets?
In the dead of winter, Sydney Hayes finds herself in an internet chat room in hopes of expelling her loneliness. Enchanted by a stranger, she soon finds herself caught up in an affair that spills over into her everyday life. Within a short period of time, the stranger captures her mind, her body and eventually her heart, but excitement turns to terror and Sydney must abandon the life she built in Chicago and assume a new identity.
A fragile woman in a new city, Sydney tries to put it all behind her as she makes a fresh start in Seattle, but her troubles follow her and she is running out of time. Feeling as though she has no other choice, Sydney is determined to destroy him before he destroys her-unaware that her journal holds the key.
Will she discover the secret before it's too late?
YOU'RE MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS!!! Please read and pay close attention to the trigger warnings at the beginning of this book. There is some content and scenes in this book that are not suitable for all readers and could be triggering for others. Always remember that your mental health comes first at all times
Tropes: Mental Health Rep, Journal, Secrets, Internet Chat Room, Loneliness, Affair, Hidden Identity, Fresh Start, Murder, Tragic Relationship, Trials, Tribulations, Stalker, Tragedy,
Net Switch by Denise Bear.
I have really enjoyed the books by Denise Bear that I have read so far and Net Switch by far is one of her best, I can honestly say that I have lost sleep over this book and IMO that’s one of the best compliments an author can ever receive. There is this ambiguous nature of reality that fills this psychological suspense novel with multiple mental twists and turns that invites the reader to sit front and center next to one very tormented soul.
This is a psychological thriller that follows Chicagoan Sydney Hayes who at first appears to be a normal working-class woman whose loneliness drives her to a chat room conversation and a tragic and toxic relationship that will follow her across the country. Sydney’s trials and tribulations will include a mental institution, murder, a stalker, and oh so much more. There will be plot twists and tragedies abound and readers are going to be left guessing what’s going to happen next.
Sydney finds herself trying to lighten her suffering, and as such she finds herself in multiple risky situations, and sadly they are mostly of her own making. Sydney is lonely and she goes looking for attention online in chat rooms. It’s when she admits that she’s a “Newbie,” one certain gentleman who has appropriately taken the name Arcane moves in to claim his prey.
Really Sydney makes every single mistake the one can make when it comes to meeting people online. And I really wasn’t surprised that the relationship that sprang up from such stealth resulted in so much pain, suffering and frustration for Sydney in the end.
I found that the way Denise wrote this book to be very different and unique. It’s written as a series of journal entries, but we don’t only get journal entries from just Sydney’s POV, we also have another narrator named Caitlyn. And while Caitlyn’s entries do become few and farther between, they are still present. We also find that the setting of Net Switch is in a Mental Institution, we find that the two distinct voices are soon morphing into two sides of what will become such a very sad story.
The story itself it told in this close first-person POV. I loved the way that Denise used Italics to show Sydney’s inner-monologue’s. And Denise manages to use what would be normally suffocating perspective throughout the novel, successfully and this is not an easy writing achievement. With the limitations of the story voice that is provided the novel’s engrossing appeal is utterly shocking and yet it’s not at the same time.
There is a connection between Sydney and Caitlyn’s voice’s that we see in the journal entries that I think Denise was trying to use as a bridge to help with outside transitions between the two, perhaps after another character has been shown to have been reading the journal entries in order to help provide context.
A small issue I have is with the sexually expendable videos that are found on YouTube and the evidently inept police officers that we see in the story. And yet, considering how fragile and skewed the mind of both Sydney and Caitlyn are, we the reader actually find ourselves questioning our own conceptualisations of the text and what we have read, what we are reading and what we will be reading.
We watch Sydney move to Seattle for a fresh new start, but sadly all that happens is rather than finding the new start and happiness she had been searching for, all that happens is she ends up falling apart all over again. I found myself questioning how Sydney was able to afford such a big more, but I’ll admit that that was part of the fun in reading this book. By the end of it, you the reader are going to be questioning everything and anything and you’re going to have to spend some time putting your own head back on straight.
The language, the sex, it all flows so beautifully and naturally as part of this story and even the overly graphic scenes you find yourself not really dwelling that much on. But I can also see how this book wouldn’t be to every reader’s taste.
Denise did an interesting job with her character development of Sydney. Denise created this flawed insecure character and she was successful with this. I found myself emotionally angry and astounded by Sydney and all the decisions that she makes. I had a hard time to really connect to her at first, but as I read, I realized that Denise had intended it to be this way. Sydney is the kind of character who creates feeling of both empathy and apathy at the same time; she is the perfect walking oxymoron. This perfectly displays the dynamics and the complexities of Sydney’s character and she deserves all the attention.
While there are a lot of strengths in the character developments, there are concerns at the same time. There is the description of the policemen throughout the novel and it’s really very unnerving and it throws up more than a few red flags. We see the majority of the officers managing to ignore, ridicule, or inspire fear for Sydney. I will promise you that this negative portrayal is not going to inspire any confidence in the reader about law enforcement, but at the same time you have to note that in a lot of professions there are those that under and overachieve. I think that Denise intended to warn all readers about the pitfalls of having the blind faith in any institution that the public relies on.
One of the great things that literature does is strives to capture all walks of life, and I can promise you that Net Switch does exactly that.