A fascinating insight into the IRA and its mindset. Its very detailed and very honest - to the point of utter confusion three quarters of the way through because his thoughts were so confused.
His description of how the IRA operates and insights into some of its key figures - Gerry Adams, Brian Keenan, Martin Ferris, Kevin McKenna, it extremely interesting, as is his gradual disillusionment and the complexity of his double life, in which he has to not only stop many IRA operations, but also has to have a plausible alternative explanation for how it was twarted. I was really gripped by some passages - the killing of the Catholic Special Branch man and being blessed by a priest at the parochial house for doing so, the mortar bomb attack and his regrets afterwards, his tears after Kevin McKenna's appalling comments about a woman being killed.
Rarely has a book gripped me this much and I really couldn't put it down for the first three quarters of the story.
I find the confused passages about the Sean Corcoran killing plausible - he was in a very confused state at the time. The book really starts to lose me when he is released from prison after eight years - where is his partner, who begged him not to give himself up? How is their child? Where is his ex-wife and her baby? What do they think of what he did? It is never answered, instead we get a speaking tour and the Slab Murphy libel trial (fascinating) but so many questions left unresolved. Then he tags on some of his writings - some of which are word for word repeats of passages in the book, instead of addressing the emotional heart of the story. A very important book, very well written but its dry musings on the peace process towards the end could have been replaced with personal narrative.