I was never able to get involved with what’s happening in this book because of its writing which didn’t make me feel anything at all. Too much telling and very little showing! It’s written in the 3rd person point of view and up until the half of the book, its writing is based on the summaries of events that happen and the dialogues start later, when it is too late for me to show any interest in what they are talking about.
The way their relationship started involved very little talking so I never felt their chemistry, passion or attraction towards each other. But more than that, it started in one of the worst ways possible – a dubious consent!
First we learn that she doesn’t feel attracted to the hero, who is her boss, until he suddenly kisses her! She pushes him away but she feels something after the kiss.
Then, after a few weeks, when they are in Rome sealing a deal, he suggests they celebrate their new deal with a dinner. They drink too much during the dinner.
(Up until here almost no talking, no dialogues, nope ... only summaries of the writer as to what’s happening.)
Then, he takes her to his room seeing how drunk she is. He is way too drunk, as well. They have their first sex that night. No talking, no asking for permission, no words of love or anything like that (except for a few Russian words that she cannot understand) and she is way too drunk to care, question or make a decision. It felt as if it was dubious consent to me.
In the morning he sees that her body is full of blue/black marks (bruises) and there is blood in the bed. He believes he was way too wild with her and hurt her in his drunken stupor. In fact, she has a skin that bruises easily and the blood is because she was a virgin. He doesn’t think about the possibility of her being a virgin at all. His father was a cruel man and he believes he is turning into “him”. He just leaves her there and goes back to the States.
When her holiday time in Rome is over and comes back to work, he uses a woman he dates casually to push her away. Her feelings are hurt (I guess she must have had feelings and they were hurt though I can never be sure because of the unsuccessful writing). She leaves him and her job soon after that and they see that she has just vanished of the face of the earth. He feels terrible and starts to look for her. It all seems like a dead end for a long while.
And then the most stupid thing happens that always gets on my nerves. She finds out that she got pregnant from the night they had sex, because, of course, they did it unprotected!!! Yaaayyyy. My favorite pet peeve…
Then, he begins to solve the mystery about her. She has been using fake IDs and she has been running away from someone. He finds the one who protects her to reach her. When he finally finds her, he talks very little and explains very little about their first sex and why he behaved the way he did. His apology for pushing her away and making her feel like “she has been used” comes very weak. When they become lovers again, there was still no emotion in it. I didn’t feel anything. It was as if they were going through robotic motions.
It was much later when he explained how he felt about her in their first morning together and why he pushed her away later. Then she explained why she ran away… Yeap, talking starts in the second half of the book after they had a lot of sex (nope, not hot at all - don't bother) and while they were expecting a child. I would say, “Oh so romantic” with a sarcasm if the romance came while they were expecting a child but it still didn’t come at all! No romance! Just a confession of their past secrets and building up of some trust. (Maybe they will talk about feelings and emotions later, I don't know.)
Then the mystery/thriller part starts, where I can smell the scent of a very annoying plot twist of the kidnapping of a pregnant woman.
- I assumed they would first be stupid enough to let her be kidnapped,
- then I assumed she would be tortured by her kidnapper a bit
- and then I assumed the hero would save her.
And I assume I am right in my predictions 😊So no need for me to continue reading and torturing myself with this “emotionless writing style”. I call it “quits”.
DNF at 66%
Note to self:
Not trying anything else from this writer again would be best.