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Rylan
I've spent my entire hockey career hiding who I really am. Between trying to lead my struggling team, dealing with an alcoholic father, and the weight of my brother's legacy on my shoulders, I barely know who I am anymore. Then Jamie Pirelli joins the team—young, talented, and openly queer. He sees right through my walls. And then one hot night changes everything.
Jamie
After a disastrous start to my NHL career in Florida, Seattle is my last shot to prove I'm more than just the first openly bisexual player in the League. I cannot afford any more scandals, but the chemistry between me and my deep-in-the-closet team captain is impossible to ignore.
A steamy hockey romance between the team captain with loads of baggage and the sunshiny superstar struggling to be taken seriously. An opposites-attract, hurt-comfort, secret relationship featuring a wounded control freak with a tragic backstory and a free spirit with a tarnished reputation.
Seattle Sasquatch Hockey Book One.
I've spent my entire hockey career hiding who I really am. Between trying to lead my struggling team, dealing with an alcoholic father, and the weight of my brother's legacy on my shoulders, I barely know who I am anymore. Then Jamie Pirelli joins the team—young, talented, and openly queer. He sees right through my walls. And then one hot night changes everything.
Jamie
After a disastrous start to my NHL career in Florida, Seattle is my last shot to prove I'm more than just the first openly bisexual player in the League. I cannot afford any more scandals, but the chemistry between me and my deep-in-the-closet team captain is impossible to ignore.
A steamy hockey romance between the team captain with loads of baggage and the sunshiny superstar struggling to be taken seriously. An opposites-attract, hurt-comfort, secret relationship featuring a wounded control freak with a tragic backstory and a free spirit with a tarnished reputation.
Seattle Sasquatch Hockey Book One.
394 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 26, 2024
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Harper Robson
13 books73 followersHarper Robson grew up dreaming of being a writer, but that didn’t work out until she was in her forties. Along the way, she worked in oil & gas marketing, software development, and spent more than a decade as a stay-home mom.
A true Pacific Northwesterner, Harper loves the rain, and when her family decided to make a big move to Southern California in 2023, she was sure she’d miss the cozy gray winters of Seattle and Vancouver. However, it turns out that a daily dose of sunshine and palm trees isn’t hard to get used to, and San Diego feels more like home all the time.
She’s mom to two teen boys and an adorable but naughty Yellow Lab. Her husband works in the tech industry, and he makes her laugh every single day.
Harper’s favorite things include getaways with her besties, the Seattle Kraken, her dogs and drinking champagne for no reason at all.
A true Pacific Northwesterner, Harper loves the rain, and when her family decided to make a big move to Southern California in 2023, she was sure she’d miss the cozy gray winters of Seattle and Vancouver. However, it turns out that a daily dose of sunshine and palm trees isn’t hard to get used to, and San Diego feels more like home all the time.
She’s mom to two teen boys and an adorable but naughty Yellow Lab. Her husband works in the tech industry, and he makes her laugh every single day.
Harper’s favorite things include getaways with her besties, the Seattle Kraken, her dogs and drinking champagne for no reason at all.
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January 8, 2025
I enjoyed the overall feel of this book and the writing style, but it felt like the story was stretched too thin in important areas and was too dense in subplots and side characters at others. There were also some really questionable plot points and the love declaration came from nowhere...
The relationship with Rylan and Jamie felt like it had only really just started by the time the book ended, so that was disappointing because there was so much potential but the book is all about the build up to them becoming a couple, not so much them actually being a couple. They also seemed to do a lot of their getting to know each other off the page (or it didn't happen at all) and the timeline was hard to follow because there were a lot of time jumps, yet nothing in the story really seemed to progress in these periods so it was as though the character's didn't even exist in these time gaps?
When they were together it felt very natural and they were both really caring about each other, but they spent more time not together than together so I was a little confused as to how they fell in love. They barely had any conversations either. This was why I questioned if they got to know each other off page in the weird time jumps, but something tells me they didn't and that the pacing was just strange.
*** SPOILER ALERT ***
I also found the whole coming out part of the story really weird. Like literally they go to a bar and are seen by a bitter former teammate who tries to sell a story about Rylan and Jamie being together. He has no evidence because literally nothing even happened when he said it did, yet the journalists all took it seriously and ran with it? It was a rumour and nothing more and I found it hard to believe any credible journalist would even listen, plus they name their source to Rylan?? The very next day they have a press conference where Rylan brutally denies anything is going on between them, and then what seems to be the following day he's coming out to his dad (who always knew...), his team and he was doing a live interview because he felt guilty about hurting Jamie's feelings??? It just felt so weird and unbelievable!!
END OF SPOILER
I really liked the two main side characters Louis and Austin and their friendship with Rylan, and I also liked the teammate Charlie. What confused me though was the inclusion of a couple called Aleks and Ben. They didn't add anything to the story and I assume it was just a link to a previous book? It felt like too many characters - Rylan could have easily been with their other teammates? It just felt like an odd choice, but I haven't read that other book so maybe it does make sense...
I did like that both characters families were involved in the story but there was so much repetition and content on Rylan's brother Nick that it did start to detract from the relationship story. The grief Rylan has experienced just started to overshadow the story and the balance between the romance and everything else just never felt quite right.
That said, I would be interested to read the next book because the overall feel when reading was good, but hopefully the plot makes more sense!
*****
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review
The relationship with Rylan and Jamie felt like it had only really just started by the time the book ended, so that was disappointing because there was so much potential but the book is all about the build up to them becoming a couple, not so much them actually being a couple. They also seemed to do a lot of their getting to know each other off the page (or it didn't happen at all) and the timeline was hard to follow because there were a lot of time jumps, yet nothing in the story really seemed to progress in these periods so it was as though the character's didn't even exist in these time gaps?
When they were together it felt very natural and they were both really caring about each other, but they spent more time not together than together so I was a little confused as to how they fell in love. They barely had any conversations either. This was why I questioned if they got to know each other off page in the weird time jumps, but something tells me they didn't and that the pacing was just strange.
*** SPOILER ALERT ***
I also found the whole coming out part of the story really weird. Like literally they go to a bar and are seen by a bitter former teammate who tries to sell a story about Rylan and Jamie being together. He has no evidence because literally nothing even happened when he said it did, yet the journalists all took it seriously and ran with it? It was a rumour and nothing more and I found it hard to believe any credible journalist would even listen, plus they name their source to Rylan?? The very next day they have a press conference where Rylan brutally denies anything is going on between them, and then what seems to be the following day he's coming out to his dad (who always knew...), his team and he was doing a live interview because he felt guilty about hurting Jamie's feelings??? It just felt so weird and unbelievable!!
END OF SPOILER
I really liked the two main side characters Louis and Austin and their friendship with Rylan, and I also liked the teammate Charlie. What confused me though was the inclusion of a couple called Aleks and Ben. They didn't add anything to the story and I assume it was just a link to a previous book? It felt like too many characters - Rylan could have easily been with their other teammates? It just felt like an odd choice, but I haven't read that other book so maybe it does make sense...
I did like that both characters families were involved in the story but there was so much repetition and content on Rylan's brother Nick that it did start to detract from the relationship story. The grief Rylan has experienced just started to overshadow the story and the balance between the romance and everything else just never felt quite right.
That said, I would be interested to read the next book because the overall feel when reading was good, but hopefully the plot makes more sense!
*****
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review
December 30, 2024
I liked the overall story but the pacing of the two MCs developing romantic feelings seemed a little rushed.
It's hard not to think of it as instalove when Jamie has ONE deep conversation with Rylan(which is half sharing about grief and half them getting off) and a few days later he's asking himself when he started falling in love.
Like, yes, Jamie. Tell us. When DID you start falling in love? Because we've been here and you lowkey have no reason to be feeling that way.
Ditto Rylan. Sure, Jamie's extra attentive to him but it's a bit over the top to say he 'sees Rylan' because he offered comfort immediately the one time he saw Rylan break down.
Like, my good man, you're known for your iron control, of course a decent person is going to offer comfort if they overhear your dad saying something Despicable™ to you and you start hyperventilating almost immediately after? In a room that only the two of you are sharing. Sure, he 'sees you' but also, how could he not have?
I don't know. It felt like they were attaching deeper meaning to things way too fast.
If you can get past the pacing for them catching feelings, the rest of the story is okay. The entire time I thought this was a debut novel and I was thinking 'okay, this is above average for a debut.', and then I finished and realized the author has other books. So it colored my view of the book in hindsight.
So. Two players on the same team catch feelings, one in the closet, one out. McHide-y says reckless things to preserve the structural integrity of his reinforced concrete closet, Out-y gets hurt. McHide-y gets head out of ass in miracle change of heart, Out-y forgives, they ride off into the sunset.
Basic. 2.5 rounded up.
Slight ick:
It made me a little uncomfortable whenever Rylan would say Jamie reminded him of his dead brother.
To be fair, the first time it's mentioned, I believe it's in relation to how Jamie looks on the ice. Carefree. In the zone. Natural. I don't know why it gave me the creepy crawlies. Okay, I do. The phrasing.
It went something like.... 'he looked so much like Nick.' or thereabouts. I eventually caught the meaning(style of play), but not before the ick.
I had a favorite quote from it, though.
"The funny thing about living your life for other people? They're usually too busy living their own lives to notice your sacrifice."
A bar.
I got an ARC of this via GRR.
It's hard not to think of it as instalove when Jamie has ONE deep conversation with Rylan(which is half sharing about grief and half them getting off) and a few days later he's asking himself when he started falling in love.
Like, yes, Jamie. Tell us. When DID you start falling in love? Because we've been here and you lowkey have no reason to be feeling that way.
Ditto Rylan. Sure, Jamie's extra attentive to him but it's a bit over the top to say he 'sees Rylan' because he offered comfort immediately the one time he saw Rylan break down.
Like, my good man, you're known for your iron control, of course a decent person is going to offer comfort if they overhear your dad saying something Despicable™ to you and you start hyperventilating almost immediately after? In a room that only the two of you are sharing. Sure, he 'sees you' but also, how could he not have?
I don't know. It felt like they were attaching deeper meaning to things way too fast.
If you can get past the pacing for them catching feelings, the rest of the story is okay. The entire time I thought this was a debut novel and I was thinking 'okay, this is above average for a debut.', and then I finished and realized the author has other books. So it colored my view of the book in hindsight.
So. Two players on the same team catch feelings, one in the closet, one out. McHide-y says reckless things to preserve the structural integrity of his reinforced concrete closet, Out-y gets hurt. McHide-y gets head out of ass in miracle change of heart, Out-y forgives, they ride off into the sunset.
Basic. 2.5 rounded up.
Slight ick:
It made me a little uncomfortable whenever Rylan would say Jamie reminded him of his dead brother.
To be fair, the first time it's mentioned, I believe it's in relation to how Jamie looks on the ice. Carefree. In the zone. Natural. I don't know why it gave me the creepy crawlies. Okay, I do. The phrasing.
It went something like.... 'he looked so much like Nick.' or thereabouts. I eventually caught the meaning(style of play), but not before the ick.
I had a favorite quote from it, though.
"The funny thing about living your life for other people? They're usually too busy living their own lives to notice your sacrifice."
A bar.
I got an ARC of this via GRR.
January 6, 2025
I was not a huge fan of this authors other series, but this was cute as shit
January 12, 2025
Sweet with potential. 🥰
I agree with a lot of the critiques of this book that have already been raised: pacing, introduction of side characters, plot thinning in places where it should feel more… more, and rushed ending after a pretty slow build-up.
All that said, there is some potential here. I’m invested enough in the setting, some of the potential spinoff stories, and the overall feel to see what happens from here if the author can address the challenges with Book 1.
✅ THINGS IT GETS GOOD
1. Characters 🏒
Both MCs and most all side characters have unique voices, fleshed out backstories, and reasons to root for them. Even secondary and tertiary characters shine through with their own personalities without overtaking the story. There is the odd introduction of one-off characters (Aleks and Ben) that’s confusing, but the regular line-up is solid. Anyone one of them could have a spin-off and I’d read it.
2. Found Family Vibes 🌈
I love broken boys who find a fam to love them, and this is a good one. The friendships feel real and authentic.
3. Real Family Vibes 💕
Both MCs have their own unique relationships with their families and it comes through without overshadowing the overall story. Rylan’s dad struggles with alcohol addiction, and he needs a lot of attention early on, but then he gets in rehab and fades a bit into the background, and we can focus on the developing relationship between Rylan and Jamie.
4. Tender Feels💘
This is definitely a hurt/comfort book, and Jamie is the comforter. He’s really good at it too. I wanted him to hug me and love on me the way he did for Rylan every time Rylan curled up in his arms.
🚫 GRIPES
1. Fade to black 👀
Need I say more? Probably not, but I will. If you’re gonna make me work for it, if I gotta read all about the hoops they jump through to get to the point where they’re FINALLY gonna DO IT. Gimme my reward.
2. Repetition 😵💫
I felt like there were a lot of repetitive narratives, especially in the beginning. Rylan told us probably 15 times in different ways that is a control freak so that he can keep his carefully constructed image intact. Jamie thought over and over and over about how Rylan “came apart underneath me,” and how it’s “so hard to see him revert back to being a control freak.” Got it. Use this air time to delve into other aspects of the relationship, maybe.
Anywhos…
Like I said, there’s promise overall. If the next book spreads the pacing out a bit (think about it as icing on a cake, it’s a little thick in some spots and thin in others), it’ll be pretty good. If the spice ratchets up a notch or 5 it’ll be 🤌🏼
I agree with a lot of the critiques of this book that have already been raised: pacing, introduction of side characters, plot thinning in places where it should feel more… more, and rushed ending after a pretty slow build-up.
All that said, there is some potential here. I’m invested enough in the setting, some of the potential spinoff stories, and the overall feel to see what happens from here if the author can address the challenges with Book 1.
✅ THINGS IT GETS GOOD
1. Characters 🏒
Both MCs and most all side characters have unique voices, fleshed out backstories, and reasons to root for them. Even secondary and tertiary characters shine through with their own personalities without overtaking the story. There is the odd introduction of one-off characters (Aleks and Ben) that’s confusing, but the regular line-up is solid. Anyone one of them could have a spin-off and I’d read it.
2. Found Family Vibes 🌈
I love broken boys who find a fam to love them, and this is a good one. The friendships feel real and authentic.
3. Real Family Vibes 💕
Both MCs have their own unique relationships with their families and it comes through without overshadowing the overall story. Rylan’s dad struggles with alcohol addiction, and he needs a lot of attention early on, but then he gets in rehab and fades a bit into the background, and we can focus on the developing relationship between Rylan and Jamie.
4. Tender Feels💘
This is definitely a hurt/comfort book, and Jamie is the comforter. He’s really good at it too. I wanted him to hug me and love on me the way he did for Rylan every time Rylan curled up in his arms.
🚫 GRIPES
1. Fade to black 👀
Need I say more? Probably not, but I will. If you’re gonna make me work for it, if I gotta read all about the hoops they jump through to get to the point where they’re FINALLY gonna DO IT. Gimme my reward.
2. Repetition 😵💫
I felt like there were a lot of repetitive narratives, especially in the beginning. Rylan told us probably 15 times in different ways that is a control freak so that he can keep his carefully constructed image intact. Jamie thought over and over and over about how Rylan “came apart underneath me,” and how it’s “so hard to see him revert back to being a control freak.” Got it. Use this air time to delve into other aspects of the relationship, maybe.
Anywhos…
Like I said, there’s promise overall. If the next book spreads the pacing out a bit (think about it as icing on a cake, it’s a little thick in some spots and thin in others), it’ll be pretty good. If the spice ratchets up a notch or 5 it’ll be 🤌🏼
January 8, 2025
I received an ARC edition of this book from Gay Romance Reviews in exchange for an honest review after the book had been published in 2024, (January 2025). You can get your copy today currently as an E-book on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited!
https://www.amzn.com/B0CQQ6K47J
This medium paced 250-page MM Hockey Romance, was endearing with a fearful edge, which was emotionally pleasant to read. Written simply and clear to the point, in an alternating/split chapter Duel POV, this Grumpy/Sunshine, Forced Proximity story is about how to lose control in your environment while keeping yourself safe with the protection of others around you.
**Trigger Warnings: (Mild Non-Descriptive Homophobia, Off-Page Deaths)
--The control is only an illusion--
The hockey season begins for Rylan with a triple whammy that Trades were conducted, Hotel Room Sharing is mandatory, and if this season doesn’t swing around after the 2 previous fails, consequences will occur out of the GM Carson Wells hands. Skating in, no other than the openly Bisexual player, Jamie, who has a bad reputation from his previous team that wasn’t fully his fault due to poor inclusive ethics from the Players & Management. What no one expects is the chemistry Ry and Jamie have on the ice. It’s like Jamie can read what Rylan is going to do before he even thinks it himself. The reason was a surprise! And then Rylan was slapped with having to share a room with him bringing out all his gay closeted fears that he had been secluding all his life.
--“There’s a difference between living your life and going through the motions…..sometimes we spend so much time being who everyone needs us to be, we forget to figure out who we actually are.”--
Rylan and Jamie get to know each other pretty fast. Rylan learning that Jamie has a controlled chaos sense around him and isn’t who his reputation made him out to be. He is actually a role model to kids for being Bisexual. All the while, Jamie figures out Ry's OCD & Control issues, which after a late night confession, stem from losing family members and having a cruel alcoholic father. His trauma broke my heart, where I just wanted to cocoon him in a safety nest. Jamie’s integration into the team and creating those relationships happened on the ice during games, which they jumped right to the action. The games were written with good descriptions that were entertaining and educated with new details about the sport to me.
--The walls I’ve built….they don’t feel like protection anymore. They feel like prison bars.--
What really helped the plot to humanize Rylan was his father’s plot point. This conflict created a dramatic edge that helped push the characters and story in many directions. It was multifaceted, either solving or creating additional issues. It pulled at the reader's heart, hoping everyone comes thru to the other side more emotionally stable & unscathed. Jamie, having a supportive & loving family that helps anchor them in the storm they are bobbing in helped lighten the plot. Those quick, light scenes really counterbalanced the dark very well.
--"I love you. All of you. Even the parts you’ve been afraid to show me.”--
The spice was a bit weird for me. 1/5🌶. This hesitant slow-burn had little build-up or dialogue for tension or plot. There also wasn’t a whole lot of detail of the acts themselves, which threw off the feeling of the scenes even more. Proper steps were either disregarded or skimmed over like the author was afraid to include or waste time describing each movement or physical appearance and thought.
The ensemble was good. Family in each of their personal lives added either the drama or happiness the plot needed. Also, a hand full of teammates, the GM and Head Coach added to the plot well. This was the first book in the Seattle Sasquatch hockey series, so it’s always fun trying to pinpoint who else will be the main characters in their own books. One I figured out early on without confirmation, and then a 2nd character was fully given to the reader near the end of the novel. All future characters are confirmed in the after credits of the book.
--The path everyone expects you to take isn’t always the right one.--
I did really enjoy the story and universe Harper Robson has created. Even though her descriptive detail could improve, the OCD inclusion was a great plot point. It is a unique trait that added a layer to the main character that separated him from everyone else. Harper’s creativity has improved from her first series, and I can't wait to see what else she fearlessly has up her sleeve.
Happy Reading!
https://www.amzn.com/B0CQQ6K47J
This medium paced 250-page MM Hockey Romance, was endearing with a fearful edge, which was emotionally pleasant to read. Written simply and clear to the point, in an alternating/split chapter Duel POV, this Grumpy/Sunshine, Forced Proximity story is about how to lose control in your environment while keeping yourself safe with the protection of others around you.
**Trigger Warnings: (Mild Non-Descriptive Homophobia, Off-Page Deaths)
--The control is only an illusion--
The hockey season begins for Rylan with a triple whammy that Trades were conducted, Hotel Room Sharing is mandatory, and if this season doesn’t swing around after the 2 previous fails, consequences will occur out of the GM Carson Wells hands. Skating in, no other than the openly Bisexual player, Jamie, who has a bad reputation from his previous team that wasn’t fully his fault due to poor inclusive ethics from the Players & Management. What no one expects is the chemistry Ry and Jamie have on the ice. It’s like Jamie can read what Rylan is going to do before he even thinks it himself. The reason was a surprise! And then Rylan was slapped with having to share a room with him bringing out all his gay closeted fears that he had been secluding all his life.
--“There’s a difference between living your life and going through the motions…..sometimes we spend so much time being who everyone needs us to be, we forget to figure out who we actually are.”--
Rylan and Jamie get to know each other pretty fast. Rylan learning that Jamie has a controlled chaos sense around him and isn’t who his reputation made him out to be. He is actually a role model to kids for being Bisexual. All the while, Jamie figures out Ry's OCD & Control issues, which after a late night confession, stem from losing family members and having a cruel alcoholic father. His trauma broke my heart, where I just wanted to cocoon him in a safety nest. Jamie’s integration into the team and creating those relationships happened on the ice during games, which they jumped right to the action. The games were written with good descriptions that were entertaining and educated with new details about the sport to me.
--The walls I’ve built….they don’t feel like protection anymore. They feel like prison bars.--
What really helped the plot to humanize Rylan was his father’s plot point. This conflict created a dramatic edge that helped push the characters and story in many directions. It was multifaceted, either solving or creating additional issues. It pulled at the reader's heart, hoping everyone comes thru to the other side more emotionally stable & unscathed. Jamie, having a supportive & loving family that helps anchor them in the storm they are bobbing in helped lighten the plot. Those quick, light scenes really counterbalanced the dark very well.
--"I love you. All of you. Even the parts you’ve been afraid to show me.”--
The spice was a bit weird for me. 1/5🌶. This hesitant slow-burn had little build-up or dialogue for tension or plot. There also wasn’t a whole lot of detail of the acts themselves, which threw off the feeling of the scenes even more. Proper steps were either disregarded or skimmed over like the author was afraid to include or waste time describing each movement or physical appearance and thought.
The ensemble was good. Family in each of their personal lives added either the drama or happiness the plot needed. Also, a hand full of teammates, the GM and Head Coach added to the plot well. This was the first book in the Seattle Sasquatch hockey series, so it’s always fun trying to pinpoint who else will be the main characters in their own books. One I figured out early on without confirmation, and then a 2nd character was fully given to the reader near the end of the novel. All future characters are confirmed in the after credits of the book.
--The path everyone expects you to take isn’t always the right one.--
I did really enjoy the story and universe Harper Robson has created. Even though her descriptive detail could improve, the OCD inclusion was a great plot point. It is a unique trait that added a layer to the main character that separated him from everyone else. Harper’s creativity has improved from her first series, and I can't wait to see what else she fearlessly has up her sleeve.
Happy Reading!
January 8, 2025
The romance between Rylan and Jamie felt a little uneven in this. Rylan kept making huge leaps forward in embracing his sexuality and then retreating back to almost where he began (which...actually...maybe that's pretty realistic? lol). That meant that when they did finally end up together with Rylan outting himself to the press, it felt like he was only moments away from pulling away again, so their HEA didn't feel quite like a sure thing. I loved seeing Rylan's dad finally turn a new leaf and get addiction counselling for his alcoholism and the tiny seed of hope that gave Rylan. Where this book really shines is in the team interactions though. Robson has created a family of hockey players that are supportive and in solidarity with each other and that I am definitely invested in seeing get their own HEAs. I just wished everyone coming to terms with their sexuality had such a safe place to land! I want that to be real!
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I was provided with an ARC from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review.
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I was provided with an ARC from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review.
January 2, 2026
3.5 stars, rounding up. Audiobook narration was adequate but not exceptional. An out bisexual hockey player gets traded to a new team where his new captain (Rylan) happens to be a closeted gay man. Rylan also has some pretty huge grief in his life to deal with in addition to wrestling with coming out.
Part of me finds it frustrating the way problems seem to get resolved so neatly and unrealistically in this story, particularly the way they handled Rylan’s father’s alcoholism, but at the same time, I don’t want high angst so maybe it’s ok for the happy ever after to be more than just the romance.
There are definitely a few other members of the team with stories to tell and this book was good at getting me to want to read their stories if and when the opportunity arises.
Part of me finds it frustrating the way problems seem to get resolved so neatly and unrealistically in this story, particularly the way they handled Rylan’s father’s alcoholism, but at the same time, I don’t want high angst so maybe it’s ok for the happy ever after to be more than just the romance.
There are definitely a few other members of the team with stories to tell and this book was good at getting me to want to read their stories if and when the opportunity arises.
January 7, 2025
3.5/5
Cute read. One thing I really loved was the team dynamics. They were so accepting and loving.
Some things that bothered me
Rylan. Rylan in general just irked me. His whole back and forth really bothered me.
The pacing. Pacing was a bit fast for me and parts felt extremely rushed.
The whole 3rd act thing, could see it from a mile away playing out that way but ummmm how did he go from being closeted, to denying everything on TV, to coming to this whole big realization coming out to everyone and then going on live TV and coming out to the world. All within a day. Didn't make much sense to me.
Cute read. One thing I really loved was the team dynamics. They were so accepting and loving.
Some things that bothered me
Rylan. Rylan in general just irked me. His whole back and forth really bothered me.
The pacing. Pacing was a bit fast for me and parts felt extremely rushed.
The whole 3rd act thing, could see it from a mile away playing out that way but ummmm how did he go from being closeted, to denying everything on TV, to coming to this whole big realization coming out to everyone and then going on live TV and coming out to the world. All within a day. Didn't make much sense to me.
January 25, 2025
Rylan and Jamie ❤️
4 Stars ⭐️
Loved it!!! This is very sweet and so damn sexy! From the moment these two lock eyes the attraction is immediate, one little problem... one man is out and proud and the other is so far in the closet the relationship development was a perfect pace, both characters were extremely likable and well written. My heart hurt for Rylan and I loved that he found his strength through Jamie and the love he felt for him. Jamie and Rylan were perfect together ❤️. I recommend this book and I'm excited for what's next in this series.
* I received an ARC from GRR, this is my open and honest review *
4 Stars ⭐️
Loved it!!! This is very sweet and so damn sexy! From the moment these two lock eyes the attraction is immediate, one little problem... one man is out and proud and the other is so far in the closet the relationship development was a perfect pace, both characters were extremely likable and well written. My heart hurt for Rylan and I loved that he found his strength through Jamie and the love he felt for him. Jamie and Rylan were perfect together ❤️. I recommend this book and I'm excited for what's next in this series.
* I received an ARC from GRR, this is my open and honest review *
January 6, 2025
Wow this book made me tear up. I felt so bad for Rylan and what he has been through. Jamie just wanted to find somewhere he fits in. This story was sooooo good and I’m glad I found it. Can’t wait for Louis book.
January 7, 2025
Thank you grr for the arc!
This was a quick, sweet read and I enjoyed the story for the most part.
My only nitpicks are that the story gets a bit repetitive and there are some skips in the story that throw off the pace.
I liked the two MMCs, but it definitely felt like it was more Ryan's story than Jamie's.
This was a quick, sweet read and I enjoyed the story for the most part.
My only nitpicks are that the story gets a bit repetitive and there are some skips in the story that throw off the pace.
I liked the two MMCs, but it definitely felt like it was more Ryan's story than Jamie's.
October 4, 2025
2.75⭐️ 1.5🌶️ 3.5🎧
Not terrible, but not memorable either. Very standard storyline with a closeted athlete and openly bi player. Definitely telling more than showing, just didn’t feel the chemistry, nor was there any true character development; only shallow backstories. It was nice to see issues between Rylan and his father start to mend, it was still all to easy.
Not terrible, but not memorable either. Very standard storyline with a closeted athlete and openly bi player. Definitely telling more than showing, just didn’t feel the chemistry, nor was there any true character development; only shallow backstories. It was nice to see issues between Rylan and his father start to mend, it was still all to easy.
March 6, 2025
So good!
What a great story, really good writing. As some others have said, the editing could use another sweep, but it doesn’t take away from the story. Don't DNF based on it because you'll miss a really special love and coming out story! I hope the next book in the series gives us updates in Ry and Jamie!
What a great story, really good writing. As some others have said, the editing could use another sweep, but it doesn’t take away from the story. Don't DNF based on it because you'll miss a really special love and coming out story! I hope the next book in the series gives us updates in Ry and Jamie!
January 2, 2025
If I could give this story more than five stars, I absolutely would. It grabbed me From the beginning, and I didn’t let go. The journey of Jamie, a young NHL player who has been out since 19, is powerful. His team in Florida doesn’t support him being bisexual, but Jamie refuses to let that stop him from being true to himself. His bravery and resilience are inspiring, and it’s clear that he’s fighting for acceptance in the league and the freedom to be who he is, regardless of what others think. Then he gets traded to the Seattle Sasquatch.
Then there’s Rylan, the team captain, carrying a heavy burden. He’s grieving the loss of his mother and brother, dealing with an absent father, and hiding the secret of being gay. Rylan has built walls around himself, feeling the pressure to be perfect and in control. His journey of self-discovery and emotional growth is just as compelling as Jamie’s, as he learns to relinquish the power he’s clung to and open up to the people who care about him.
The chemistry between Jamie and Rylan is undeniable from the start, both on and off the ice. Rylan tries to keep his walls up, but ignoring the pull between them is impossible. The tension is palpable, and while there’s back and forth in their relationship, I kept rooting for them every step of the way. Their dynamic is like fire and ice—intense yet complementary.
There’s a powerful theme of learning to ask for help, especially when Rylan faces a family emergency. It’s a pivotal moment in the story, showing that vulnerability and accepting support are not signs of weakness but strength. The emotional journey is full of ups and downs, from fear and bravery to love and acceptance, and it’s impossible not to get caught up in it. There were moments when I teared up and others when my heart raced from the tension between the characters.
Ultimately, the trials and tribulations Jamie and Rylan face are all worth it, leading to a heartfelt, hard-earned HEA. This book is an emotional rollercoaster, but the payoff is gratifying. This one is a must-read if you’re a fan of stories about love, identity, and personal growth.
I received this ARC from Gay Romance Review and leaving an honest review.
Monica
Then there’s Rylan, the team captain, carrying a heavy burden. He’s grieving the loss of his mother and brother, dealing with an absent father, and hiding the secret of being gay. Rylan has built walls around himself, feeling the pressure to be perfect and in control. His journey of self-discovery and emotional growth is just as compelling as Jamie’s, as he learns to relinquish the power he’s clung to and open up to the people who care about him.
The chemistry between Jamie and Rylan is undeniable from the start, both on and off the ice. Rylan tries to keep his walls up, but ignoring the pull between them is impossible. The tension is palpable, and while there’s back and forth in their relationship, I kept rooting for them every step of the way. Their dynamic is like fire and ice—intense yet complementary.
There’s a powerful theme of learning to ask for help, especially when Rylan faces a family emergency. It’s a pivotal moment in the story, showing that vulnerability and accepting support are not signs of weakness but strength. The emotional journey is full of ups and downs, from fear and bravery to love and acceptance, and it’s impossible not to get caught up in it. There were moments when I teared up and others when my heart raced from the tension between the characters.
Ultimately, the trials and tribulations Jamie and Rylan face are all worth it, leading to a heartfelt, hard-earned HEA. This book is an emotional rollercoaster, but the payoff is gratifying. This one is a must-read if you’re a fan of stories about love, identity, and personal growth.
I received this ARC from Gay Romance Review and leaving an honest review.
Monica
December 30, 2024
Rylan by Harper Robson is the first book in her Seattle Sasquatch Hockey series. It is the story of two NHL hockey players that have faced adversity in their lives and are able to find what they need in each other. Rylan Collings is the captain of the Seattle Sasquatch NHL hockey team. The team has only been in existence for 3 years and the won the cup the first year but had dismal seasons since then. In fact, if it wasn’t for their general manager, Carson Wells, the team would have been disbanded to start fresh. But he talked the owners into making a few roster changes that he hoped would give them a much better team. This was an extra burden on Rylan’s shoulders as his life hadn’t been easy for the last 10 years. Two of his close family members had died which made his father spiral into alcoholism. He had no one to offer help to him so he took it all on his shoulders. To top it off he held the secret of liking men deep inside him because of the damage it could do to everything in his life so he kept building the walls higher so no one could see in to who he really was. One of the new players the team took on was Jamie Pirelli, who came as a trade from the Florida Jaguars. He was also the first out bi hockey player. Because of this the Jaguars had not been nice to him which caused drama, fights with teammates, and clashes with coaches. He was happy to leave but also knew that he had to be great with the Sasquatch or he may never get another chance to play professional hockey. He had to prove himself and was ready to do just that. He met the coaches and other players and did well at practice, especially with Rylan, who he seems to have an innate hockey sense with as they make great plays together. Then the coaches announce that in order to be a better team they were all going to room together on road trips and, of course, Jamie and Rylan are put together. This makes Rylan a little scared because he feels an attraction to Jamie but because of his secret he can’t do anything about it. When they are away for the first time Rylan opens up about what happened with his family and Jamie holds and comforts him and then Rylan kisses him which opens a big can of worms. But he then tells Jamie it can’t happen again. Jamie, however, has seen some cracks in the walls he has put up and knows it is all about control and wants to see more of the real Rylan. On the next trip something happens with Rylan’s father and he has to leave to go to him. Jamie helps all he can and tells him about his family and how they might be able to help him. He also knows that he is starting to fall for Rylan. He accepts the help and discovers how good it feels to have someone on his side. The two off them try not to be obvious about what is happening between them but Rylan’s best friend and goalie figures it out and tells him not to push Jamie away. He helps his father and they are on the road to recovery. With more road trips they get closer and finally have some hot love scenes. Rylan isn’t ready to come out but he does want to have a relationship with Jamie but they can’t let anyone know about it. After a divisive game with the Jaguars one of their players wants to get back at Jamie so he tries to go to the press and tells them he is in a relationship with Rylan, which he denies. But then realizes he needs to live his authentic life, and that is with Jamie in it. So he takes action that leads to them being together and declaring their love. I enjoyed this book. Both men had some problems in their background they needed to fix and with each other’s help they were able to do just that. Rylan had built the walls around his heart up so high that he didn’t think they could ever be taken down. Jamie was the first person to see past them and make them crumble. It was a hard-fought battle but both men knew it was worth it. The Sasquatch team and their friends as well as their families were a big part of the story, both with hockey and with giving advice. It was also nice to see Rylan’s father finally seek help for his addiction and how it helped Rylan with their relationship and with being with Jamie. I recommend this book, especially if you like angsty stories about 2 hockey players who have to overcome obstacles in order to be together and find the love they deserve.
January 14, 2025
I enjoyed this book about Rylan and Jamie, the chemistry between the main characters was easy to feel from their first meeting, their times on the ice, their off ice interactions, and their alone time away from prying eyes. Totally in control on the ice and off, team captain Rylan’s sexual self control has not been tested until a newly traded young player, openly out as bi, arrives on the scene. From the instant they met, the chemistry is there, making it difficult for closeted Rylan to ignore the pull he feels toward Jamie. He is mostly successful until the first road trip when the two are slated to be roomies for the season. When Jamie observes Rylan in a private situation that taxes his control, he is there with quiet support, “seeing” Rylan and being there for him, offering a safe place to let his barriers down. But the morning after, Rylan has his barriers firmly in place again, going back to the status quo, a pattern Jamie learns is Rylan’s protection when his control is threatened. On the ice, the chemistry is undeniable as the two instinctively know where the other one is, helping to drive the team to a respectable number of wins. Jamie is in the background, supporting and following Rylan’s lead, even though it is hard for him to do. When a family situation arises for Rylan, Jamie is again the support and safe place he needs. The romance between the two is slow developing, and hot and cold based on Rylan’s ability to let go at times, but still hidden as Rylan struggles with the image of who and what he wants to be.
The story has great world building in the sport of hockey, showcasing the importance of acceptance of all teammates in building a successful, cohesive team. The secondary characters are interesting and important in the development of Rylan and Jamie’s relationship, protective but also accepting of Jamie within their dynamic. Death, loss and the ongoing effects of grief are themes in the book, as is alcoholism and treatment, so be aware if those are triggers for anyone considering this book. Rylan and Jamie do eventually reach that place of acceptance of self and the importance of being true to yourself and what you want in life, and they do get their (implied) HEA. Even though there were tough topics at times, I did get caught up in the story and had a satisfied feeling at the end. (I’m also learning more about hockey than I ever thought I would know, and I appreciated it being set in Seattle, just down the road from me.) I am anxious to read the next book, but am sad it looks like another year before it is planned. I can’t wait to see who Louis’s love interest will be.
I received an advance copy of the book and this is my voluntary review.
The story has great world building in the sport of hockey, showcasing the importance of acceptance of all teammates in building a successful, cohesive team. The secondary characters are interesting and important in the development of Rylan and Jamie’s relationship, protective but also accepting of Jamie within their dynamic. Death, loss and the ongoing effects of grief are themes in the book, as is alcoholism and treatment, so be aware if those are triggers for anyone considering this book. Rylan and Jamie do eventually reach that place of acceptance of self and the importance of being true to yourself and what you want in life, and they do get their (implied) HEA. Even though there were tough topics at times, I did get caught up in the story and had a satisfied feeling at the end. (I’m also learning more about hockey than I ever thought I would know, and I appreciated it being set in Seattle, just down the road from me.) I am anxious to read the next book, but am sad it looks like another year before it is planned. I can’t wait to see who Louis’s love interest will be.
I received an advance copy of the book and this is my voluntary review.
December 29, 2024
Rylan was a fun and emotionally deep story to read. Jamie, one of the MCs suffered terrible abuse for coming out as bisexual on his previous team that was difficult to read and makes you want to crawl into the book to protect him. It was really amazing to see that even though they tried to break him, Jamie stood strong and still showed up everyday to play the game he loved and to live as his authentic self even though everyone turned their backs on him.
You also really felt for the main character Rylan as he tried to keep everything in his world together and organized. He tried to live up to his big brother’s hockey shadow after he passed away when they were younger. He tried to look after his father when he became an alcoholic after his oldest son and wife died a year apart. He tries to be the captain that his team needs and to improve upon their last horrible season and underneath it all, he is trying to force himself to live a lie and deny the part of himself that is gay.
His control begins to crack when Jamie, who is the first openly bisexual player in the NHL, joins Rylan’s team and his line. Their chemistry is undeniable from the moment they first meet. Jamie is quiet but very determined in his attraction to Rylan and just wants to be able to support him and help share his burdens. He wants Rylan to realize that it is ok to rely on him and that he does not have to try and do everything alone. Rylan is very resistant to his attraction to Jamie and spends a lot of time pushing him away in some extremely hurtful and public ways that made me cringe and my heart hurt for Jamie, he really did deserve better than that.
I LOVED the Sasquatch team, what a great group of men and I loved to see that management was not only openminded but supportive towards their queer players and wanting them to live as their authentic selves, instead of just “tolerating” them. The family dynamic that this team created was so loving and reading it made me really happy. These two eventually got their hard won HEA and I am really glad that Rylan pulled his head out of his ass in time to treat Jamie the way that he deserved before it was too late, and he lost out on an amazing man.
This book is filled with a team who loves each other and protects each other no matter what, great management, and wonderful family dynamics. It focuses on love, healing, forgiveness, courage, and fighting to be yourself. I definitely recommend it as a lighter read and will be continuing with the series when the next one is released.
I received a free copy of this book from the author and am voluntarily leaving my honest review.
You also really felt for the main character Rylan as he tried to keep everything in his world together and organized. He tried to live up to his big brother’s hockey shadow after he passed away when they were younger. He tried to look after his father when he became an alcoholic after his oldest son and wife died a year apart. He tries to be the captain that his team needs and to improve upon their last horrible season and underneath it all, he is trying to force himself to live a lie and deny the part of himself that is gay.
His control begins to crack when Jamie, who is the first openly bisexual player in the NHL, joins Rylan’s team and his line. Their chemistry is undeniable from the moment they first meet. Jamie is quiet but very determined in his attraction to Rylan and just wants to be able to support him and help share his burdens. He wants Rylan to realize that it is ok to rely on him and that he does not have to try and do everything alone. Rylan is very resistant to his attraction to Jamie and spends a lot of time pushing him away in some extremely hurtful and public ways that made me cringe and my heart hurt for Jamie, he really did deserve better than that.
I LOVED the Sasquatch team, what a great group of men and I loved to see that management was not only openminded but supportive towards their queer players and wanting them to live as their authentic selves, instead of just “tolerating” them. The family dynamic that this team created was so loving and reading it made me really happy. These two eventually got their hard won HEA and I am really glad that Rylan pulled his head out of his ass in time to treat Jamie the way that he deserved before it was too late, and he lost out on an amazing man.
This book is filled with a team who loves each other and protects each other no matter what, great management, and wonderful family dynamics. It focuses on love, healing, forgiveness, courage, and fighting to be yourself. I definitely recommend it as a lighter read and will be continuing with the series when the next one is released.
I received a free copy of this book from the author and am voluntarily leaving my honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 8, 2025
[I received an advanced copy of this book. All reviews and ratings are my own.]
The first book in a new series, Rylan tackles themes of identity, self-acceptance, and substance abuse, making it more than just another hockey romance.
Rylan Collings is 13 years into his NHL career, and feeling the weight of his family's legacy and trauma more and more every day. He is stoic at best and obsessive-compulsive and controlling at worst (to start), but there is more to him than just the team captain of the latest expansion team in the league. His internal battle with both his identity is relatable and heart-wrenching at times, which makes his journey feel authentic.
Jamie Pirelli spent the first three years of his career with a team that, quite honestly, bullied him for having the nerve to be openly bisexual. When he is traded to Seattle, he knows this is his chance to rewrite the narrative. He just has to get the team to see that he isn't what the media made him out to be. For all of his struggles, though, Jamie is bright and seemingly fearless, with an unapologetic confidence that threatens to destroy Rylan's carefully constructed fortress, adding a spark that lights up every page.
By the end of the book, the chemistry between the two men is undeniable, but how they got there was ... strange? Unbelievable? Rushed? I can't put my finger on it.
Rylan is all control and building walls, but one bad phone conversation with his father in front of Jamie leads to them hooking up? And Rylan feels like Jamie truly sees who he is. But they've barely talked, really. And Jamie wonders when he started falling in love with Rylan but the pacing of the book makes it feel like it's really only been a few weeks since they met. I'm not sure - there was just something rushed about it all.
It's a 245 page book, and yet it felt rushed and a little too short to truly capture the full story. I feel like the author skipped over some fundamental story building just to get the book out, and I would love to see it added to. It's a good story; it's just incomplete for me. That said, I'm still giving it four stars because it is a good story, I enjoyed reading it, and I'm looking forward to reading the rest of the series.
The first book in a new series, Rylan tackles themes of identity, self-acceptance, and substance abuse, making it more than just another hockey romance.
Rylan Collings is 13 years into his NHL career, and feeling the weight of his family's legacy and trauma more and more every day. He is stoic at best and obsessive-compulsive and controlling at worst (to start), but there is more to him than just the team captain of the latest expansion team in the league. His internal battle with both his identity is relatable and heart-wrenching at times, which makes his journey feel authentic.
Jamie Pirelli spent the first three years of his career with a team that, quite honestly, bullied him for having the nerve to be openly bisexual. When he is traded to Seattle, he knows this is his chance to rewrite the narrative. He just has to get the team to see that he isn't what the media made him out to be. For all of his struggles, though, Jamie is bright and seemingly fearless, with an unapologetic confidence that threatens to destroy Rylan's carefully constructed fortress, adding a spark that lights up every page.
By the end of the book, the chemistry between the two men is undeniable, but how they got there was ... strange? Unbelievable? Rushed? I can't put my finger on it.
Rylan is all control and building walls, but one bad phone conversation with his father in front of Jamie leads to them hooking up? And Rylan feels like Jamie truly sees who he is. But they've barely talked, really. And Jamie wonders when he started falling in love with Rylan but the pacing of the book makes it feel like it's really only been a few weeks since they met. I'm not sure - there was just something rushed about it all.
It's a 245 page book, and yet it felt rushed and a little too short to truly capture the full story. I feel like the author skipped over some fundamental story building just to get the book out, and I would love to see it added to. It's a good story; it's just incomplete for me. That said, I'm still giving it four stars because it is a good story, I enjoyed reading it, and I'm looking forward to reading the rest of the series.
January 9, 2025
Jamie is traded to his new hockey team because of his bad attitude, but really, that’s due his team’s bullying and lack of support from management of him being the first out bisexual player in the NHL.
The captain, Rylan, isn’t sure how he feels about Jamie at first because he’s got a secret of his own. He’s wound tight, super organized, squeaky clean, all to make sure no one sees he’s hiding being gay and his Dad’s drinking problem.
They’re assigned to be roommates when they’re at away games, leading them to open up about their fears, and Rylan finds both care and understanding in Jamie. He shares the loss of his brother and his Mom, and talks about feelings he’s never shared.
Jamie also shows his vulnerability because he’s so different from his genius family, and about not fitting in with his old team either. Their chemistry is incredible on the ice, and it’s there off the ice as well.
Ry doesn’t know what to do with his feelings, so shuts Jamie out after a night together, but time and again, Jamie’s there for him when things fall apart, culminating in him leaving to go help his Dad after a bad drinking binge and an injury his Dad sustains.
Rylan’s Dad finally comes around and gets help and Jamie brings Ry into his amazing family, who support him. They fall in love, leading to Rylan coming out, but only after denying their relationship publicly when there’s gossip and hurting Jamie in the process.
I liked the main characters and friends like Lou and Charlie. The way falling in love was described seemed a bit abrupt, and one chapter ends in what seems like the middle of things, but otherwise, it’s a good start to the series.
I received this ARC for free and am glad to give it my honest review with appreciation.
The captain, Rylan, isn’t sure how he feels about Jamie at first because he’s got a secret of his own. He’s wound tight, super organized, squeaky clean, all to make sure no one sees he’s hiding being gay and his Dad’s drinking problem.
They’re assigned to be roommates when they’re at away games, leading them to open up about their fears, and Rylan finds both care and understanding in Jamie. He shares the loss of his brother and his Mom, and talks about feelings he’s never shared.
Jamie also shows his vulnerability because he’s so different from his genius family, and about not fitting in with his old team either. Their chemistry is incredible on the ice, and it’s there off the ice as well.
Ry doesn’t know what to do with his feelings, so shuts Jamie out after a night together, but time and again, Jamie’s there for him when things fall apart, culminating in him leaving to go help his Dad after a bad drinking binge and an injury his Dad sustains.
Rylan’s Dad finally comes around and gets help and Jamie brings Ry into his amazing family, who support him. They fall in love, leading to Rylan coming out, but only after denying their relationship publicly when there’s gossip and hurting Jamie in the process.
I liked the main characters and friends like Lou and Charlie. The way falling in love was described seemed a bit abrupt, and one chapter ends in what seems like the middle of things, but otherwise, it’s a good start to the series.
I received this ARC for free and am glad to give it my honest review with appreciation.
January 11, 2025
First read by author. And despite feeling 3 stars about this book, I’m still interested in reading the other story, if only just to figure out what is going on with the team.
I enjoyed the story, I love the plot of the story an in the closet captain with his sad backstory, and a free spirited transfer to a new team and a start over on his rookie year. The team needs a refreshed team, and the free spirit needs an inclusive team. The captain and the transfer end up rooming together and share intimate moments where walls are let down.
The spice was not as spicy as other MM romance i’ve read, it’s a lot of alluding to certain acts and not really just come right out and saying it, which is fine. No points deducted for that. I don’t need the spice to be smutty, just to fit in with the story line.
I loved James’ family, and I also love the reconnection Rylan had with his dad.
Ok, so even though I’m meh about this book, there is something that drew me in and kept reading the book. This book seemed to have been edited for content a lot, and like a lot happened off page without explanation. A couple walks in with Rylan, and I don’t even remember if they were ever mentioned before and the husband just happened to be a brain surgeon who knows the siblings… like what are the odds.
Also I’m not an actual hockey fan, so all the hockey I know I learned from MM romance books, so when an author starts using new hockey phrases to me, and doesn’t explain it, I’m just like wondering if they are making up phrases… prob not, but sometimes I think there’s a fine line between using hockey phrases to describe the game and leaving it plain for us not actual hockey fan.
* I read an arc copy from GRR.
I enjoyed the story, I love the plot of the story an in the closet captain with his sad backstory, and a free spirited transfer to a new team and a start over on his rookie year. The team needs a refreshed team, and the free spirit needs an inclusive team. The captain and the transfer end up rooming together and share intimate moments where walls are let down.
The spice was not as spicy as other MM romance i’ve read, it’s a lot of alluding to certain acts and not really just come right out and saying it, which is fine. No points deducted for that. I don’t need the spice to be smutty, just to fit in with the story line.
I loved James’ family, and I also love the reconnection Rylan had with his dad.
Ok, so even though I’m meh about this book, there is something that drew me in and kept reading the book. This book seemed to have been edited for content a lot, and like a lot happened off page without explanation. A couple walks in with Rylan, and I don’t even remember if they were ever mentioned before and the husband just happened to be a brain surgeon who knows the siblings… like what are the odds.
Also I’m not an actual hockey fan, so all the hockey I know I learned from MM romance books, so when an author starts using new hockey phrases to me, and doesn’t explain it, I’m just like wondering if they are making up phrases… prob not, but sometimes I think there’s a fine line between using hockey phrases to describe the game and leaving it plain for us not actual hockey fan.
* I read an arc copy from GRR.
January 1, 2025
****1/2 stars
Harper Robson kicks off a new hockey series with Rylan: Seattle Sasquatch Book One.
Veteran and team captain Rylan Collings is a superstar. But behind his tightly controlled persona of perfection, he’s a bit of a mess. He’s had years of hiding who he is, along with a serious case of imposter syndrome. Plus he’s still grieving the loss of half his family and dealing with his father’s spiraling alcoholism. So when a last-minute trade has out bisexual Jamie Pirelli joining his team, it leaves Rylan distinctly unsettled.
Jamie loves hockey and is considered a generational talent, but the toxic environment and overt homophobia of his last team left him with the bad reputation. He’s hoping to make a new start in Seattle.
There’s a strong attraction between these two men. And one night in San Diego after a brutal phone call with his father, Rylan and Jamie find comfort in each other.
Rylan has hidden his true self for so long he can’t help sending poor Jaimie mixed signals. You understand his actions, but Jamie is so patient and open and kind. And Rylan works through his issues and decides to finally be brave enough to share the real him. The hurt/comfort vibes are strong and really well done.
Other highlights for me: the Sasquatch team showing up for Jamie and protecting him when they face his old team. It’s a powerful moment.
And I liked seeing Ben and Aleks from The Night Before join Jamie’s boisterous family of overachievers for dinner.
A good series starter, and you’ll be rooting for this stoic perfectionist and free-spirited sweetheart to find their HEA.
Harper Robson kicks off a new hockey series with Rylan: Seattle Sasquatch Book One.
Veteran and team captain Rylan Collings is a superstar. But behind his tightly controlled persona of perfection, he’s a bit of a mess. He’s had years of hiding who he is, along with a serious case of imposter syndrome. Plus he’s still grieving the loss of half his family and dealing with his father’s spiraling alcoholism. So when a last-minute trade has out bisexual Jamie Pirelli joining his team, it leaves Rylan distinctly unsettled.
Jamie loves hockey and is considered a generational talent, but the toxic environment and overt homophobia of his last team left him with the bad reputation. He’s hoping to make a new start in Seattle.
There’s a strong attraction between these two men. And one night in San Diego after a brutal phone call with his father, Rylan and Jamie find comfort in each other.
Rylan has hidden his true self for so long he can’t help sending poor Jaimie mixed signals. You understand his actions, but Jamie is so patient and open and kind. And Rylan works through his issues and decides to finally be brave enough to share the real him. The hurt/comfort vibes are strong and really well done.
Other highlights for me: the Sasquatch team showing up for Jamie and protecting him when they face his old team. It’s a powerful moment.
And I liked seeing Ben and Aleks from The Night Before join Jamie’s boisterous family of overachievers for dinner.
A good series starter, and you’ll be rooting for this stoic perfectionist and free-spirited sweetheart to find their HEA.
January 1, 2025
Rylan follows Rylan, Captain of the Seattle Sasquatch team and closeted gay man, and Jamie, the first openly bi player who is traded to Seattle.
Off the bat, reviewing hockey romances has definitely gotten weird since I wrote my own. Especially since my first book has some similarities in concept (which tbh is hard to avoid in sports romance in general) I kept thinking about whether points of criticism are things I would say about my own upcoming book too, which might be something that influenced my opinion.
What worked for me:
-Rylan's backstory and family were sensitively handled and very cathartic to read
-I liked that both characters had something from their past weighing them down that they had to overcome
-I'm interested to see where the series goes with the set-up on other characters
What worked less for me:
-Rylan and Jamie's relationship read like it was supposed to be a slow burn both emotionally and physically but the narrated time felt too short for that to me, there wasn't that much on-page pining and UST, which is something I prefer personally. It made their relationship progression a bit too fast for me
-There were a few spelling/grammar errors that will hopefully be rectified after the ARC stage
-I would have liked to see Rylan interact with the team a little more
-Jamie is bi and has a reputation as a playboy on his previous team, but as a characterization element this didn't really go anywhere even when he discovered Rylan's relative inexperience.
I received an ARC from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review
Off the bat, reviewing hockey romances has definitely gotten weird since I wrote my own. Especially since my first book has some similarities in concept (which tbh is hard to avoid in sports romance in general) I kept thinking about whether points of criticism are things I would say about my own upcoming book too, which might be something that influenced my opinion.
What worked for me:
-Rylan's backstory and family were sensitively handled and very cathartic to read
-I liked that both characters had something from their past weighing them down that they had to overcome
-I'm interested to see where the series goes with the set-up on other characters
What worked less for me:
-Rylan and Jamie's relationship read like it was supposed to be a slow burn both emotionally and physically but the narrated time felt too short for that to me, there wasn't that much on-page pining and UST, which is something I prefer personally. It made their relationship progression a bit too fast for me
-There were a few spelling/grammar errors that will hopefully be rectified after the ARC stage
-I would have liked to see Rylan interact with the team a little more
-Jamie is bi and has a reputation as a playboy on his previous team, but as a characterization element this didn't really go anywhere even when he discovered Rylan's relative inexperience.
I received an ARC from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest review
January 13, 2025
Loved all the characters but needed more show rather than tell
I have read and enjoyed all Harper's previous books but have occasionally found that things happen off page and any conflict is solved very much more easily than the situation warrants.
I loved the premise of the story but the pacing was off and the time jumps were confusing. It felt simultaneously that all the important parts happened off page while also that nothing important actually happened off page. I expected more connecting, more emotion, more falling for each other but it was all just suggestions of what was happening, implications that it had obviously happened off page so just keep up, okay?
I really liked how different Rylan and Jamie were. Where Rylan is all buttoned-up with his inflexible routines and the highest of impregnable walls, Jamie is sunshine and openness. I wanted them to be happy and was glad Rylan finally let himself live again.
I also loved their teammates and their families. They were all distinct characters who enriched Rylan and Jamie's story, and I'm looking forward to Louis and Austin and Carson getting their own books.
As an aside, I was confused for a second before I remembered where I'd seen Ben and Aleks before when they randomly appeared with Rylan. There book is The Night Before, which is related to the Seattle Sasquatch Hockey series. Aleks works for the Sasquath's farm team, Ben is a doctor who's working with the Sasquatch and Declan, the reporter who appears in Rylan, is Ben's friend.
I have read and enjoyed all Harper's previous books but have occasionally found that things happen off page and any conflict is solved very much more easily than the situation warrants.
I loved the premise of the story but the pacing was off and the time jumps were confusing. It felt simultaneously that all the important parts happened off page while also that nothing important actually happened off page. I expected more connecting, more emotion, more falling for each other but it was all just suggestions of what was happening, implications that it had obviously happened off page so just keep up, okay?
I really liked how different Rylan and Jamie were. Where Rylan is all buttoned-up with his inflexible routines and the highest of impregnable walls, Jamie is sunshine and openness. I wanted them to be happy and was glad Rylan finally let himself live again.
I also loved their teammates and their families. They were all distinct characters who enriched Rylan and Jamie's story, and I'm looking forward to Louis and Austin and Carson getting their own books.
As an aside, I was confused for a second before I remembered where I'd seen Ben and Aleks before when they randomly appeared with Rylan. There book is The Night Before, which is related to the Seattle Sasquatch Hockey series. Aleks works for the Sasquath's farm team, Ben is a doctor who's working with the Sasquatch and Declan, the reporter who appears in Rylan, is Ben's friend.
January 2, 2025
3.25 stars from me. Had a few issues, but still a light hockey read.
This book kicks off with a good setup: Rylan, the buttoned-up team captain who’s deeply in the closet, has to deal with Jamie, the openly queer new hotshot traded to his team. Jamie is confident, out, and everything Rylan’s been hiding from, so you know things are going to get interesting. Both characters are likable, and there are some sweet moments between them that made me smile. Plus, I loved that the setting gave major Seattle Kraken vibes—perfect for this PNW girl and hockey fan!
That said, the story felt rushed at times. Jamie claiming to be falling in love after barely interacting with Rylan didn’t quite work for me (it was still pre-season, you just arrived dude), and some of the plot points felt too easy, like Rylan’s dad suddenly deciding to get help after one big moment. There were also a few editing hiccups and little plot holes that pulled me out of the story, like the inconsistencies during an intimate scene. And while I get what the author was going for with the “Type A sock organization” joke, it started to feel overdone.
Even with these issues, it’s a light, enjoyable read and an easy start to 2025. It’s not cracking my top list of MM hockey romances, but I’ll probably give the next book a go when it comes out. The series has potential, and I’d like to see where the author takes it from here.
This book kicks off with a good setup: Rylan, the buttoned-up team captain who’s deeply in the closet, has to deal with Jamie, the openly queer new hotshot traded to his team. Jamie is confident, out, and everything Rylan’s been hiding from, so you know things are going to get interesting. Both characters are likable, and there are some sweet moments between them that made me smile. Plus, I loved that the setting gave major Seattle Kraken vibes—perfect for this PNW girl and hockey fan!
That said, the story felt rushed at times. Jamie claiming to be falling in love after barely interacting with Rylan didn’t quite work for me (it was still pre-season, you just arrived dude), and some of the plot points felt too easy, like Rylan’s dad suddenly deciding to get help after one big moment. There were also a few editing hiccups and little plot holes that pulled me out of the story, like the inconsistencies during an intimate scene. And while I get what the author was going for with the “Type A sock organization” joke, it started to feel overdone.
Even with these issues, it’s a light, enjoyable read and an easy start to 2025. It’s not cracking my top list of MM hockey romances, but I’ll probably give the next book a go when it comes out. The series has potential, and I’d like to see where the author takes it from here.
January 8, 2025
Rylan by Harper Robson kicks off the Seattle Sasquatch Hockey series with an emotional and angsty love story between two NHL players, Rylan Collings and Jamie Pirelli. Rylan, the captain of the Seattle Sasquatch, carries the weight of his team's struggles and a decade of personal loss, including his father’s descent into alcoholism and the burden of hiding his sexuality. Meanwhile, Jamie, the first openly bi player in the league, joins the team after enduring hostility from his former teammates. Determined to prove himself, Jamie quickly forms an undeniable connection with Rylan on the ice.
When the two are paired as roommates on road trips, their bond deepens, with Jamie becoming the first person to break through Rylan’s walls. Despite his initial fear, Rylan begins to open up, sharing his pain and eventually his feelings for Jamie. As their relationship evolves, they navigate family struggles, team dynamics, and the fear of exposure in a competitive sports world. Jamie's unwavering support and Rylan’s journey toward self-acceptance lead to a hard-won, heartfelt love.
This book beautifully balances romance, personal growth, and the camaraderie of a hockey team. The supporting characters, including Rylan’s father’s recovery journey and the team's role in both men’s lives, add depth to the story. Fans of angsty sports romances will enjoy this emotionally charged tale of overcoming obstacles to find love and authenticity. Highly recommended!
December 29, 2024
This was book one of the Seattle Sasquatch Hockey series and it was an awesome read!
Team captain, Rylan Collings, had to maintain the hard won control he’d fought so hard for, no matter what the cost. Being gay in a sport such as hockey, manned, as it is, with big, hulking men, if it got out, he would lose the sport he loved, same as he had lost his mother and older brother. As it was, hockey and his father were the only things he had left and his father had numbed himself with alcohol for the past twenty years, avoiding any meaningful relationship with his only remaining son. When Jaimie Pirelli, an openly bisexual player gets traded to the Sasquatch, Rylan is terrified that all the sacrifices he’s made, never being with another man, was for nothing…especially when the immediate attraction he feels for Jaimie appears to be mutual.
This was such a good book!!! Both men were extremely good guys, caring, considerate—Rylan was a little uptight, yeah, but with everything he felt he had to lose, it was understandable—there was no one you wanted to see win over the other, you couldn’t help but want the best for both of them. If I haven’t said it already, I loved this book! Ms. Robson is one of my (grabby hands) authors and this book is a prime example of why. I already can’t wait until Lou’s book comes out!!! 5 stars!!!
Team captain, Rylan Collings, had to maintain the hard won control he’d fought so hard for, no matter what the cost. Being gay in a sport such as hockey, manned, as it is, with big, hulking men, if it got out, he would lose the sport he loved, same as he had lost his mother and older brother. As it was, hockey and his father were the only things he had left and his father had numbed himself with alcohol for the past twenty years, avoiding any meaningful relationship with his only remaining son. When Jaimie Pirelli, an openly bisexual player gets traded to the Sasquatch, Rylan is terrified that all the sacrifices he’s made, never being with another man, was for nothing…especially when the immediate attraction he feels for Jaimie appears to be mutual.
This was such a good book!!! Both men were extremely good guys, caring, considerate—Rylan was a little uptight, yeah, but with everything he felt he had to lose, it was understandable—there was no one you wanted to see win over the other, you couldn’t help but want the best for both of them. If I haven’t said it already, I loved this book! Ms. Robson is one of my (grabby hands) authors and this book is a prime example of why. I already can’t wait until Lou’s book comes out!!! 5 stars!!!
January 5, 2025
This book took me completely by surprise for a number of reasons. I'm a big fan of mm sport romances, especially hockey ones and I thought Jamie was such a fantastic character. He had good chemistry with Rylan on and off the ice and I liked that he was so caring and supportive of Rylan, even at those moments where Rylan was actually quite self-absorbed with his own need to hide away. I was surprised by how emotional I found Rylan's family situation; I read the trigger warnings and usually I'd be fine but the emotion was just so strong with all the chapters involving his dad that it took me aback and I had to have a little break. What was more surprising though was that there's something about the writing that meant I couldn't stay away and had to keep reading. I couldn't jump bits, I couldn't skim, I had to absorb every word because it was so well-written and the world building was brilliant. I loved the secondary characters and it made me so excited to read about some of the other players. I'm glad Louis is getting his book next! Overall, this is a really great mm romance with a sweet HEA for the pair. Everyone should have a real-life Jamie to make them smile and keep them going!
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
January 8, 2025
I would like to thank GRR for the opportunity to read and review this ARC.
This had some cute and spicy moments, but overall it was your typical closeted, type a hockey player falling for the new guy, traded because of homophobic ex-teammates. You know the drill.
Rylan's story was built on some challenging family tragedy that was pretty sad to read at times. And the pressure that was on his shoulders to captain a 180 turn around for his team, as well as his troubles with his Dad was a very heavy burden to carry. So while i completely understand how being so tightly would up can make a fella run hot and cold, it still made me cringe the few times Rylan pulled away harshly from Jamie after succumbing to his true feelings. It all worked out for the best in the end though, with a tidy HEA that wrapped up the usual 3rd act mess with a message of hope and acceptance, and for the love of the game no matter who you love!
this was a super light and easy read, with some drama, awesome teammates and ofc hockey chemistry that sizzled on and off the ice! There's lots more steamy fun to come for Seattle Sasquatch Hockey, with books for Louis and I think Coach as well so that should be a good time! Can't wait!
This had some cute and spicy moments, but overall it was your typical closeted, type a hockey player falling for the new guy, traded because of homophobic ex-teammates. You know the drill.
Rylan's story was built on some challenging family tragedy that was pretty sad to read at times. And the pressure that was on his shoulders to captain a 180 turn around for his team, as well as his troubles with his Dad was a very heavy burden to carry. So while i completely understand how being so tightly would up can make a fella run hot and cold, it still made me cringe the few times Rylan pulled away harshly from Jamie after succumbing to his true feelings. It all worked out for the best in the end though, with a tidy HEA that wrapped up the usual 3rd act mess with a message of hope and acceptance, and for the love of the game no matter who you love!
this was a super light and easy read, with some drama, awesome teammates and ofc hockey chemistry that sizzled on and off the ice! There's lots more steamy fun to come for Seattle Sasquatch Hockey, with books for Louis and I think Coach as well so that should be a good time! Can't wait!
January 12, 2025
This is a good start to a new series. I really like the story and had moments where I just wanted to wrap Rylan in cotton wool and hug him.
He gives being tense a whole new definition, it feels very much like one thing happens and he will snap. Being in the closet, his dad, his thrive for perfection and the feel he has to take the team's performance over the last two years personally. All this is just too much.
Jamie is the solution Rylan doesn't know he needs. Someone who is open, who knows what it means to work through issues but still believes in going forward and finding his place.
Jamie's family also give Rylan a sense of belonging.
I love how Rylan does open to Jamie when sh*t hits the fan. There is a lot to unpack and I think in some points, it's a bit too much for the story.
There is definitely chemistry between these two from the get-go, there is plenty of heat but what is a slight issue is the speed Jamie falls for Rylan, insta-lust turns to inst-love very fast, the story only covers around 3 months. I would have loved a more graduate set-up, more depthness between the two characters while they learn to be a couple.
There is a good world bulding, plenty of secondary characters I want to know more about, especially Louis and Austin.
He gives being tense a whole new definition, it feels very much like one thing happens and he will snap. Being in the closet, his dad, his thrive for perfection and the feel he has to take the team's performance over the last two years personally. All this is just too much.
Jamie is the solution Rylan doesn't know he needs. Someone who is open, who knows what it means to work through issues but still believes in going forward and finding his place.
Jamie's family also give Rylan a sense of belonging.
I love how Rylan does open to Jamie when sh*t hits the fan. There is a lot to unpack and I think in some points, it's a bit too much for the story.
There is definitely chemistry between these two from the get-go, there is plenty of heat but what is a slight issue is the speed Jamie falls for Rylan, insta-lust turns to inst-love very fast, the story only covers around 3 months. I would have loved a more graduate set-up, more depthness between the two characters while they learn to be a couple.
There is a good world bulding, plenty of secondary characters I want to know more about, especially Louis and Austin.
January 14, 2025
Each for his own reasons, Rylan and Jamie are in rebuild as this story begins. Jamie has left a toxic team situation to take a second chance at trying to make it in the pros. He is openly bisexual and trying to get his footing this time around. He is trying to avoid the drama as he works to keep his career. Rylan is the captain of a relatively new team that has not had the best run of late. In addition to his personal issues, he has family issues, and Jamie joining the team adds to his struggles as he has to face some aspects of his identity that he has long kept contained. These two meet at a time when both are needing to work on some things and although neither needs a relationship that once discovered will bring pressure with it, attraction and love has a way of asserting itself when it wants to. It was good to see them grapple with the gift of finding one another. Even better that they found one another while working on themselves and come through this story as more complete individuals while also finding their someone.
I am looking forward to further stories in this season.
I received an ARC from GRR and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I am looking forward to further stories in this season.
I received an ARC from GRR and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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