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To Have and To Hold #8

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赤ちゃんを守るため、愛されぬ妻は孤独に耐える。

その日リアとリースは判事の前で、手短に結婚の手続きをした。4カ月ほど前に亡くなったリースの妻は、リアの親友。妻の突然の死に、悲嘆と途方に暮れたリースは、遺された生後間もない赤ん坊のためだけに、リアに求婚したのだ。彼と親友が恋に落ちるずっと前から、リアがリースへの想いに苦しんでいたことなど知らず。たとえ愛されなくても、大切な彼と親友の子をそばで支えよう――自身の愛を押し殺す覚悟を決め、リアは彼の妻になった。だが始まった結婚生活は、想像以上につらいものだった……。
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176 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 1, 2003

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Susan Fox

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Susan grew up with her sister, Janet, and her brother, Steven, on an acreage near Des Moines, Iowa, where, besides a jillion stray cats and dogs, two horses, and a pony, her favorite pet and confidant was Rex, her brown-and-white pinto gelding.

Susan has raised two sons, Jeffrey and Patrick, and currently lives in a house that she laughingly refers to as the Landfill and Book Repository. She writes with the help and hindrance of five mischievous shorthaired felines: Gabby, a talkative tortoiseshell calico; Buster, a solid lion-yellow with white legs and facial markings; his sister, Pixie, a tri-color calico; Toonses, a plump black-and-white; and the cheerily diabolical, naughty black tiger Eddie, aka Eduardo de Lover.

Susan is a bookaholic and movie fan who loves cowboys, rodeos, and the American West, past and present. She has an intense interest in storytelling of all kinds and in politics, and she claims the two are often interchangeable.

Susan loves writing complex characters in emotionally intense situations, and hopes her readers enjoy her ranch stories and are uplifted by their happy endings.

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3,241 reviews650 followers
June 19, 2019
Heroine marries her bff’s husband and adopts their infant son after bff dies in an accident. Hero wanted the heroine to adopt his son to keep his in-laws from gaining custody if anything ever happened to him.

They married within a week of the accident, maintained separate bedrooms, and have barely interacted for the past eleven months. Heroine had had a crush on the hero since she was 17. Now she realizes he’s never going to care for her, so she offers the hero a divorce with shared custody. Hero is shocked and gruffly tells her he doesn’t want a divorce.

From that moment the hero changes his ways. This is all about the hero realizing that his grief is over and that he has to make a new life with the heroine. I thought the author did a great job showing how his indifference turned to ardent lover.

He starts to notice her hair and her eyes. He spends time with her and the baby. He puts away all the photos of his first wife. They buy new bedroom furniture and wedding rings. (He never wore a ring for his first wife, but he did for the heroine). The virgin heroine finally has sex and can’t put off telling the H her feelings. Hero reciprocates for an HEA.

The bff was barely present in the story – and her parents were horrible. I don’t know if the hero’s first marriage would have lasted based on how the bff was raised and how young she was to be tied down to a ranch. Hero had to admit that the bff had hired help and wasn’t interested in the house/cooking at all. Heroine had been a foster child and a secure home was the pinnacle of her dreams.

I just thought they were great together.

This is a very quiet book. No drama. No cruelty. No Ows. No judgey neighbors. So not a typical Susan Fox.
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2,751 reviews756 followers
June 10, 2020
A re-read

I don't whether it's the corona virus or this is such a sharp contrast to much of the unedited drivel on Kindle Unlimited, but I bought this slow, sweet romance this time around. Very s-l-o-w-b-u-r-n second chance romance.

The heroine has been in love with the gruff rancher who was married to her more lighthearted best friend, now dead. MOC to take care of the baby left behind.

The widowed H is rough, tough and gruff but wakes up to what a treasure his new wife is. The heroine is likable but dwells a little too much on her guilt over ... nothing really. Neither the hero nor her best friend had the slightest idea she was in love with him so unneeded conflict there.

StMargarets has a more comprehensive review.
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...

DNF.

If the town isn't shunning the heroine, the father twisting the knife, or the hero isn't peeling strips of her hide with the side of his tongue what's the point?
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5,319 reviews667 followers
December 4, 2020
"Contract Bride" is the story of Rachel and Reese.

The heroine has always loved the hero, even when he married her best friend and had a child with her. When the latter passes away during childbirth, they enter a marriage of convenience for the sake of his son, and the heroine adopts the boy. A year passes, in which they live like virtual strangers who share a child. When the heroine asks for a divorce, the hero finally wakes up and starts realizing that he needs to get over his dead ex wife and learn to care for the mother of his son. Minimal drama ensues, he finally mans up, they have sex and eventually the heroine confesses her buried feelings.

This has the plot of one of my favorite books "Sarah's Child", but the execution was average. OK one time read, minimal angst.

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3/5
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2,120 reviews131 followers
August 18, 2018
This one just broke my heart. I certainly believe in love the second time around, but the h is ALWAYS second best. I just didn't accept that the H was heartwhole or the h was anything accepting what was left of him.
343 reviews89 followers
January 21, 2021
Sweet and slow from Susan Fox, with a lovelorn heroine who has entered into an MoC with the man she's secretly been in love with since she was 17 after his wife, her best friend, dies. She's the loving mother to her adopted son and an ideal wife for a hard-working rancher, but after 11 months of a sexless and emotionless marriage, she decides she'll offer him a divorce--mainly because she's guilt stricken that she took advantage of him at a weak moment in marrying him and has come to believe that he will never feel anything for her. She has had the typical SF shitty past (abandonment, foster homes) and as much as her love for the hero, she is driven by an abiding wish for a home and family of her own. It's very angsty in a quiet way. He's the typical Susan Fox dominating, strong/silent type hero (but her heroes do a pretty good job of reining in their more chauvinistic bossy impulses and respecting the opinions and viewpoints of the heroines--they are pretty dommy in the sack though, which is all fade-to-black but still pretty hot).

At that point, the hero decides he will try to make his marriage work, and sets about putting the past behind him and getting to know his overlooked bride. SF does a good job of waking up both these Sleeping Beauties, and the heat and feelings grow between them slowly but surely. In many ways, it reminded me of Linda Howard's love-it-or-hate-it Sarah's Child, with a similar plot (secretly loving heroine marries grieving widower who was married to her best friend and has to continue to hide her love--second chance/second best story).

St Margarets has all the details. I like Susan Fox's angsty westerns, and this one was good --the mean-spirited townspeople and punishing hero so typical of SF's books are nowhere in sight but it has her signature character types (long-suffering deliciously angsty Mary Sue-ish heroine and tough-but-tender ranchers), angst, strong focus on the MCs, and good ramping up of the tension and the romance.
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1,777 reviews18 followers
September 19, 2014
Marriage of Convenience based on the tragic death of the hero's wife. He wants to protect his child from the grasping viper in-laws, while the heroine accepts the marriage because she has always loved him.

For me, this story just never came together as a romance. In fact, it was actually quite sad. The author failed to convince me that he truly loved her and the heroine was written with such poor self esteem that I felt she would always settle for second best.

Not recommended for lovers of romance.
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1,976 reviews128 followers
February 22, 2012
4 Stars! ~ When Reece Waverly’s wife died tragically leaving him with an infant son, his own mortality stared him in the face. It became urgent for him to protect his son from his in-laws, so he proposed to his wife’s best friend. Leah Gray had loved Reece from the time she was a shy and unloved seventeen year-old. Watching him fall in love and then marry her best friend had been almost unbearable. But it was her love for them both that allowed her to keep her feelings hidden. She’d jumped at Reece’s proposal, to be a part of him, to be a mother to his child, to finally belong to someone. Only after a tension filled year, she’d come to the conclusion that Reece would never be able to love her and that he probably regretted their hasty marriage. So when she offered Reece a divorce she was stunned when he refused and announced that they would have a real marriage.

You’ll need a hanky for this one. Leah is tormented with guilt; she’d betrayed her best friend by being in love with her husband. And she feels that her pain now for the lack of any personal caring from Reece is her just punishment. Reece realizes that the shy gentle woman, who has cared for his son and his home, has gotten absolutely nothing from their loveless marriage and he hopes it’s not too late to fix that. These are two tortured souls who finally reach out and take some happiness for themselves. This is an emotional story that will stay with me for some time.
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547 reviews
June 30, 2019
Loved it.
Marriage of convenience romance between a sweet and caring heroine and a widowed/single parent rancher.
His dead wife was the h's best friend - her death left everybody stunned with pain; marriage was set up in a hurry for the little baby's sake.
The story begins after more than one year of marriage: the h asks (more or less) for a divorce and from this request all the deepest emotions/fears of the protagonists start to reveal.
The plot is very simple and definitely nothing new: I will not waste time in describing the events.
What I appreciated the most is the ability to let us enter the protagonists' thoughts and feelings.
Heroine's insecurities and painful past, vulnerability/social awkwardness and unrequited love are depicted with emotion and good writing ability.
The same with the H: he is not perfect and seems to be living in constant regret for his lost wife but little by little he discovers his hidden feelings and passion and becomes an "everyday" man of my dreams.
There is no explicit sex but I really felt the sexual tension between the protagonists and their moments together were really heartwarming.
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1,455 reviews
August 23, 2013
Reading this made my heart hurt. Leah's, the h, love for her husband Reece (the H), and his feelings for her at the start dragged me right into the hopelessness of it so effectively that I could do nothing but continue to read this in one sitting.



This is a category romance that I'm sure I shall be re-visiting time and time again.
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2,800 reviews527 followers
March 15, 2025
I wish I'd written this review closer to when I finished the book. But I'll try to sum it up.
3.5 stars rounded up because I quite enjoyed it.

Leah is married to Reece who was her best friend's husband. The best friend Rachel died in a car accident. I didn't feel like the dead spouse was the 3rd main character as you do in some books about widowers.

I was convinced of Reece's love for Leah by the end, without vilifying the first wife Rachel. I agree with St. Margaret's take, that Rachel and Reece's marriage wasn't as good a fit. She was a shallower person and her parent's were vile.
In fact it was because of the vile in-laws that Reece felt compelled to marry Leah so soon after Rachel's death. To keep them out of Reece and Rachel's son's life.
Leah and Reece's wedding is the prologue and then the book opens to a year later when Leah asks Reece for a divorce.
I think Reece had already started to subconsciously come out of his grief and see Leah as a person. But her asking for a divorce is the real wake up call.

At this point, they have separate bedrooms and it's really only a paper marriage with the little boy, Bobby (who is now almost 2) being the glue between them. Leah is 24 and never even been kissed. She's had a hard life growing up in Foster homes and longs for a family.
The painful side of the story for me is that she had a crush on Reece before he ever met Rachel. But he never saw her that way. This doesn't come up till almost the end of the book and then I really liked that way the author chose to handle it.

This would have been a 4 star read easily for me, but the whole falling in love stuff was only a handful of days, even though they'd been living together for a year. If I didn't think about that, the romance felt real and deep.

Wish there had been an epilogue.

Safety is good.
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691 reviews115 followers
March 7, 2020
She is, without a doubt, second best. Yet somehow I still managed to enjoy the story.
I just have to shut my brain off when I start to feel sorry for her...
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840 reviews89 followers
February 9, 2022
We have a marriage of convenience story where it is once again very convenient for the hero but pure torture for the heroine, who has been secretly in love with the hero since she was 17.

Our heroine Leah is the typical SF heroine. Basically, it means that her life has and currently sucks! She was abandoned by her parents and raised in foster care(her foster care was decent so that is a switch) She is pretty but not the kind of pretty that strikes you in the face or makes you do a double take. Her dubious beginnings and the fact that she is “just a foster kid” makes it hard for her to fit in. Two people in her life have been kind, her best friend Rachel and the 7 year older hero Reece. She told Rachel once that she had a crush on the hero, but then she quickly squashed that and silently loved him from afar.

When Rachel is 20, she and the hero start a romantic relationship and get married. The h’s heart breaks, but she has forced herself to be happy for the two people she loves the most. As far as I can tell (based on ages), the hero and Bff could only have been married a couple of years. Shortly after they had their son Bobby she dies in an accident. Leaving the H widowed and fair game for the greedy, snobby in laws who want to get their hands on “Robby”. Therefore, he proposes a MOC to the h, who snaps up the opportunity as she loves Bobby and she still loves the H. She hopes he can see her in a different light. She legally adopts Bobby which means the greedy in-laws will have no hold on the son.

Our book opens 11 months after the courtroom wedding without rings. The h(24 year old virgin) and H are basically strangers. She does all the cooking, cleaning, and baby rearing. Even though the H is wealthy she doesn’t spend his money except as it pertains to the household. The h has decided to let the H go, by offering him a divorce. He may still have a chance to find love elsewhere, and since it doesn’t appear to be her, then she needs to get out now before he realizes that she loves him and he takes pity on her.
The H has been acting differently as well, so she knows he must be having 2nd thoughts. When she brings up the idea of divorce to the hero, he is stunned. He starts to take a closer look at the heroine, all the sacrifices she has made, her quiet beauty, and absolutely doesn’t want a divorce. He is further driven to make their marriage work when he catches her dancing and laughing with Hoyt, best friend, next door rancher, and world renowned womanizer. (Hoyt, is team Leah. He wants to light a fire under his friend’s butt and get him to see the woman he is married to. Hoyt, is great for a woman’s self esteem.) Hoyt is also frank with the H and tells him he better change things, or he is going to lose that woman.

So, the rest of the story is all about the H making necessary changes to secure the h. Within 48 hours of her divorce suggestion, he is boxing up his dead wife’s pictures and items, buying new bedroom furniture and moving the h into the master bedroom.

Now it is SF’s job to convince us that Leah can take over the bigger chunk of the H’s heart and relegate the Bff to the part reserved for fond memories. I do think she was able to pull this off especially when the H agreed to wear a wedding ring and his first wife could never convince him to. In my opinion, the H is probably going to be more happier with the h over time than he would have been for his first wife(maybe he will even come to that realization as well). Why do I think this?
*The first wife came from an uppity snobby family. They would have been a big part of Reece and Rachel’s married life. In fact, I am pretty sure there would have been lots of overstepping on their part. Now, I believe Rachel loved Reece, (most of us are those first couple of years) but would that love had stood the test of time being married to a rancher that really wasn’t much for socializing or material things? She was already a lady of leisure at the ranch. She had live in help to take care of all the household chores etc…Was she going to employ childcare as well? Would she have had more children? At one point would she let her mother’s venom infiltrate her marriage and cause problems. I realize this is all conjecture on my part, but I just think the Hero is a much better fit with the heroine.

Now, I will give the hero this. He jumped into the marriage with the h within months of his wife’s death. When our story opens it has been less than a year and 1/2 since she died. I would like to think that if you truly loved someone, and they were taken from you, that you wouldn’t be like…NEXT!!! He just needed to handle the situation with the h and better and talk to her more.

Lots of heart and angst in this one. Now I need to read Hoyt’s story and it doesn’t look like it will pack the same kind of punch!
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2,594 reviews537 followers
May 6, 2021
2.5 Stars
I like my Campbells Chicken Noodle Soup (CCNS) straight out of the can. Of course, I heat it up, but I don’t add the recommended can of water. My all male, following instructions to the letter, family thinks I’m crazy… but I just prefer the more flavorful option. Contract Bride is like the watered-down CCNS version of the dead ex/second best trope romance. (It’s a smidge similar to Unbreak My Heart with the dead ex being the BF, her loving him first, and h coming around to take care of the dead BF kid while the H wallows in grief.- without the drama)

In a nutshell, the ingredients have the potential for an angsty emotional read, but someone added the extra can of water, and now it’s just noodley water. (I like to make up words) We have a grief-stricken H, who marries the besotted h to adopt and ensure his nasty in-laws can’t ever get his son…BUT… We get a SLOW BURN romance, an absentee not cruel H, furniture shopping, lining shelves, laundry, country dancing, a super advanced baby, a lot of talk about hair, and virtually zero feels.

Bottom Line- This is neither soapy or smutty, and I just needed more. I’m rounding up because it is written well, just not for me. (but I recommend it for fans that like low drama slow burns) The progression of the relation felt authentic, but it all takes place during one week. One REALLY long week.
395 reviews
August 4, 2026
4.4 stars, rounded down to 4

Contract Bride was a pleasant surprise. I liked its heartfelt examination of a man gradually emerging from grief and finally seeing the devoted woman who has quietly sustained him for almost a year. Reece’s awakening, from barely noticing Leah to becoming intensely aware of her beauty and desiring her, was mapped convincingly. However, the book did not reach the emotional lows and heights its excellent setup promised, and the ending lacked the fear of loss and depth of romantic payoff I needed to round my rating up to five stars.

Leah is 24 and has loved rancher Reece since she was 17. She grew up unwanted and lonely in the foster-care system, without siblings or a stable, loving home. Reece worked on a neighbouring ranch and was kind to her when she was an awkward, isolated teenager. That small kindness meant everything to Leah, and her deep, powerful feelings remained hidden in her heart for years.

Unfortunately, Reece later met Leah’s best friend Rachel. Rachel was beautiful, confident and sensual, from a wealthy landowning family, and accustomed to getting what she wanted. She seemed exactly the sort of woman who would attract a handsome man like Reece.

Despite their different backgrounds, Rachel had been Leah’s loyal friend since they were 15. She included Leah in her life, cared for her and made things easier for a lonely outsider. Rachel’s snobbish parents disapproved of Leah, which may initially have encouraged Rachel to befriend her out of defiance, but their friendship became genuine.

Leah had mentioned liking Reece only once to Rachel, years before Rachel met him, and never spoke of it again. She kept her love secret. When Rachel and Reece quickly fell in love and married, Leah swallowed her pain, watched their happiness and tried to be pleased for them. Her feelings never faded.

Rachel gave birth to their son, Bobby, but died suddenly a few days later. Reece was devastated.

Four months after Rachel’s death, Reece and Leah agreed to marry. His main concern was that Rachel’s wealthy, snobbish parents would try to take Bobby from him and raise the child according to their own values. Rachel had never got along with them and would not have wanted them raising her son. If Leah married Reece and adopted Bobby, no judge would remove him from a stable home with both a father and mother. Plus, he needed the additional safeguard of knowing his son would stay with Leah (and not be taken by the grandparents) if anything happened to Reece.

Leah agreed because she loved Reece and, in a moment of weakness, could not resist the chance to marry him. They discussed the possibility that the arrangement might eventually become a real marriage and that they could have children together.

Eleven months later, Leah knows that will never happen. Thus is where the book starts.

Their marriage is emotionally dead. Reece remains consumed by grief, works all day, retreats into his office every evening and speaks to Leah only about Bobby. He is either remote or coolly polite but gives her nothing of himself.

Meanwhile, Leah has fulfilled every promise she made. She has become Bobby’s loving mother, made Reece’s house into a home and taken over its running after the housekeeper retired. She cooks, keeps everything efficient and makes Reece’s life immeasurably easier. She ensures that he sees Bobby before leaving for work and has time alone with him every evening.

Reece never thanks her. He does not acknowledge how well she cares for Bobby, notice the work she does around the house or appreciate the meals she prepares. He never takes her anywhere socially and barely speaks to her. Leah has become a convenient drudge who provides everything he and his son need while receiving nothing in return from Reece. The baby is her only solace.

At the beginning, Reece’s grief for Rachel is still vivid. Rachel remains, in his memory, beautiful, red-haired and sensual—the only woman he ever wanted and will ever want. He compares her milky perfection with Leah’s brown hair and darker, tanned skin and cannot imagine finding Leah attractive.

Despite having suggested that their marriage might become real, Reece has never desired her or tried to create a physical relationship. He cannot imagine loving her, bedding her or wanting children with her.

So now, Leah anxiously tells him that their marriage is not working and asks for a divorce.

The request shocks Reece because quiet, undemanding Leah has never forced him to confront anything. At first, his reaction is not desire or fear of losing her as a woman. He is merely jolted by the prospect of his comfortable life changing. And he sudden becomes aware of how badly he's treated her and feels guilty.

The reality becomes more threatening when Leah discusses sharing custody of Bobby. Reece angrily declares that his son will grow up on his ranch. Leah refuses to let him dictate terms. She is Bobby’s mother in every meaningful sense and his primary caregiver. Reece cannot expect to keep the baby while discarding the woman who has raised him. 

She fully expected him to agree to the divorce. It's a shock to her when he says no. That they must make their marriage work for Bobby's sake. She can only see worse heartache in her future.

Reece tries spending more time with Leah and enjoys it, but it's mainly family time with the baby. He starts noticing personal things about her, like how long and pretty her hair is, how likable she is, that he never even thought of before. But he still doesn't fancy her and doesn't know how to make what he feels is an empty marriage work.

Reece is further unsettled when he sees his best friend giving Leah dancing lessons in the sitting room. His friend deliberately holds her close because he wants to provoke jealousy and wake Reece up. Everyone can see that Reece has used Leah badly and given her nothing, although they have excused him because of his grief.

The story then follows Reece slowly returning to life. He begins looking at Leah for the first time rather than merely seeing the person who manages his home and cares for his son.

He notices the beauty in the brown hair he had always considered plain. Watching Leah play with Bobby, he begins to recognise that she has a beauty entirely her own. His friend’s remarks also help him understand how thoroughly he has neglected her and how little he knows about the woman he married.

Initially, Reece wants to preserve the marriage only for Bobby. He does not want his son to grow up believing that his father made no effort to save his marriage to the only mother Bobby has ever known. Reece really does regard Leah as Bobby’s mother and knows she is an excellent one.

He has no idea how to repair their relationship because he has never been curious about Leah. For almost a year, he has moved around the house like a ghost while she quietly provided everything he needed.

Gradually, however, Reece begins seeing her as a real person. He becomes possessive, then physically aware of her. His desire wakes, and the transformation from not seeing Leah at all to becoming hyper-aware of desiring her is one of the strongest parts of the book.

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I expected more anger from Leah. Reece’s neglect would have been deeply painful for anyone, but particularly for a woman who had secretly loved him for years. She has watched him love and marry her best friend, have a child with Rachel and then remain emotionally devoted to Rachel throughout nearly a year of marriage to Leah.

Leah has swallowed that pain repeatedly while giving him everything. Yet when she asks for a divorce, her anxiety and insecurity emerge rather than anger. The book never fully explores how much resentment she could reasonably feel.

I would not call Leah a doormat. Once she makes her decision, she remains firm and pushes back when Reece tries to overrule her. However, because she loves him, she gives way easily when he insists that they try to save the marriage, move into the same bedroom and develop a physical relationship.

Leah remains convinced that their attempt will fail because Reece will never love her. She knows that becoming physically involved will hurt when the marriage ends, but believes this may be all she will ever have of him: a few days or weeks during which they can pretend to share some happiness.

Rachel’s sudden death has taught her that life is short. Leah therefore chooses to take what little Reece is offering rather than refuse the only chance she may ever have to experience being wanted by him.

Their sexual relationship changes the marriage. The scenes fade to black, but the chemistry between them becomes convincing and alive. Reece moves from complete indifference to strong desire and physical possessiveness, and that transition is convincing.

There is not a great deal of external plot, and the book never reaches the peaks of anguish I expected from its premise. Nor does it quite provide the heights of romantic connection found in my favourite romances, because Reece does not recognise that he loves Leah until close to the ending.

His eventual declaration did not entirely satisfy me. Leah confesses that she has loved him for years, and Reece tells her that he loves her too, but his response feels more like a gentle acceptance of a new love than the overwhelming emotional recognition I wanted.

The book does not erase Reece and Rachel’s marriage or claim that their love was false. Instead, it presents the idea that a new, deeply rewarding love can grow after bereavement without making the previous one meaningless. Reece’s grief gradually recedes while Leah brings joy and life back to him.

That is realistic and emotionally mature, but it was not quite enough for me after everything Leah had endured.

Part of me wanted Reece to find that Leah was the woman he had always been meant for and that he loved her even more profoundly than he had loved Rachel. Leah had loved him first and for far longer. She suffered silently while watching him build a life with her best friend, then endured almost a year of emotional neglect while caring for him, his home and his child.

That must have devastated her, and I wanted the reward to match the pain. I wanted Leah to know that she had finally become the central love of Reece’s life, not merely the good woman whose love arrived after his great first romance ended.

The story also never develops the depth of Leah’s pining as fully as it could. Her love is continually present, but the anguish remains gentler than the setup suggested. Reece is not deliberately cruel beyond his neglect, and once Leah asks for a divorce, he flounders but makes a genuine effort to save the marriage.

However, his heart is not initially involved. He acts for Bobby’s sake, and his deeper emotions begin only after his lust and possessiveness awaken. That physical attraction leads him to see Leah differently, but I needed more proof that his emotional dependence was growing alongside it.

His declaration of love surprised me because I had not clearly seen him reach that point on the page. The book shows attraction, appreciation and a gradual softening, but not enough moments that demonstrate he has become unable to imagine life without her.

The greatest missing element was fear of loss on Reece's part.

I expected a final crisis that would force Reece to confront what Leah meant to him. Perhaps he would react badly upon learning that she had loved him before Rachel met him and felt that she had conspired to take advantage of his grief. Perhaps Leah would withdraw emotionally, or something else would make him believe he had finally destroyed their chance and lost her.

Because they share Bobby, Leah could not simply run away, but the book could still have created an emotional separation. Reece needed to face the possibility that Leah no longer trusted him or would never give him her heart again.

I wanted him to experience the terror of realising, I love this woman, and I may have lost her through my own neglect.

That never happens. Nothing forces him into a moment of emotional reckoning. Leah confesses first, and Reece responds that he loves her. His feelings arrive as a steady recognition rather than a revelation that changes everything.

Other readers may prefer this quieter ending without extreme conflict. It is warm, gentle and realistic. For my tastes, however, Reece needed to express much more clearly what Leah had done for him and what she had become in his life.

He thanks her, in effect, for bringing him back to life, but never fully says that he does not know how he and his son would have survived his grief without her. He does not tell her that she is the reason he endured, that her love and care saved both him and Bobby, or that he is profoundly grateful she remained beside him when he gave her nothing.

Those acknowledgements would have completed Leah’s emotional journey and rewarded the reader for everything she had suffered.

I feel the book stopped just short of the catharsis its premise deserved. Leah’s anger and anguish were not explored deeply enough, Reece’s love was not sufficiently visible before his declaration, and he never experienced the fear of losing her that would have made his emotional transformation completely convincing.

I originally considered rounding 4.4 stars up to five because so much of the book worked for me. After reflecting on the ending, I am rounding it down to 4 stars. It is a touching, thoughtful romance, but the final emotional payoff was too restrained to make it a five-star read for my tastes.
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168 reviews87 followers
May 17, 2015
This book was really hard to get in to. Starts off with Hero and Heroine getting married b/c the Hero's wife has died. He was in love with his wife and the h was her best friend. The h had seen the H first but never showed the H that she cared for him. So for many years she was in love w/ the H and never told him or her best friend.



Ok i am going to start off by saying?? what teenager does not confide in her best friend that she likes some one????? and if she had and her said best friend still went out and got married to the H then was she really the h's bff?? Any whoo that is my soap box on that.......

but over all the story is ok. Honestly certain chapters got boring for me so I skipped through them fairly fast. the ending came fast, I mean the last three or four pages was h confessing her love for him and he for her and that was it HEA! Very fast ending and very hard for me to believe in there HEA. I mean he has a built in nanny, maid, cook and ranch manager. and Sex on tap what more could a guy want??
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2,024 reviews322 followers
June 21, 2023
I don’t think I’ve read such a sad and depressing book lately.
If there’s a second best medal she won it.
The heroine has been in love with the hero since she was 17 and he was much older, sadly he never even saw her and as soon as he met her bff he fell madly in love with her and got married.
The idiot heroine stayed celibate for years and when her bff died after her son’s birth and left the hero bereft and alone with a child, she proposed a moc to raise her bff son.
One year later she decides that the hero might be unhappy with her since she’s basically his free nanny cum housekeeper and nothing else, and asks him if he wants a divorce.
He doesn’t. Too messy. So in a couple of days he decides that since he can’t have the hot piece and love of his life dead wife, the heroine could do.
After all he’s a young male with needs and she’s been soooo good at all the rest so of course sex will have to do.
And eventually she reveals her love to him, with some guilt too, but he reassures her he didn’t ever notice, her or her being in love, so no harm done.
Honestly. Why does this book have been written? It’s obvious that the hero never considered the heroine and his wife was his first choice.
And it’s obvious that he is making the best he can do with what he has now, a very good, fine, caring and hardworking woman who loves both him and his son.
But of course his wife is the love of his life.
And the heroine, an orphan without any real ability, she teaches on Sunday school, really, nor self respect, is the epitome of doormat. She hasn’t a thought for herself, she’s always thinking of him and his well-being. How sad, again.
And how sad she couldn’t stop salivating after her bff husband! Ow seems to have been a good woman, beautiful and sweet too, very lively and also loyal to the heroine since her parents didn’t want her to see the poor and destitute heroine, but she remained her bff all the same, so I can’t not mourn the poor woman and regret that she died leaving the hero and her child to the heroine…
No big revelation in the end, the hero never admits to I don’t know, maybe having a secret crush for the heroine or being in lust with her, or being less than satisfied with his perfect first wife so the heroine is only a filler for something he can’t have.
I want to cry now, or maybe drink. I only know that for me there’s no hea here.
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67 reviews
July 5, 2019
Description:

She was a convenient bride…

When Reece Waverly became a widower with an infant son to care for, he turned to Leah Gray. They had a strong friendship and he knew she’d make the perfect wife and mother. It was a convenient marriage—only Reece had no idea Leah had been secretly in love with him for years.…

Could she become a wife for real

Leah convinced herself she could live with this arrangement, for the baby’s sake. But after a year she’s forced to admit that she’d hoped to become Reece’s wife in more than name only. On the verge of leaving, Leah is stunned when Reece declares it’s time he claimed her as his bride for real!
123 reviews1 follower
January 8, 2026
Looking back after a second reading, 4 stars :)

The best character in this book is little Bobby: "No bash. No ni-night, mommy!" ❤️ I love him. I liked the story and I don't think that the h is a second choice as I have read in other reviews (I believe in the possibility of truly loving more people in the course of life), but Reece's passage to an inconsolable widower, who barely thinks of Leah as a woman, to husband in love, is actually too sudden for me. Within a few pages we see him thinking of her hair first as trivial and then as wonderful. I already knew that Reece is not a smart man, but here it almost seems that they gave him a blow on the head to wake up like a new man
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918 reviews
October 12, 2020
You get both the H and the h's perspective in alternate chapters. The story line is very maudlin with the H and h marrying within months of H becoming a widower. The h has always been in love with H even when he was married to her best friend. Despite how the story begins it does redeem itself in the way it was written.
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2,621 reviews19 followers
August 28, 2020
Grief-stricken pair marries for the sake of his son. She's his dead wife's best friend who has been hopelessly in love with him for years and this is the story of how she forces them both to choose to make a lasting marriage.
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1,341 reviews24 followers
March 5, 2025
A really endearing unrequited love story. Dead wife, heroine marries hero for the sake of his kid, she has crushed on him since before he married her best friend. Written in a rather soft, yet angsty way that pulled on your heartstrings. And really good POV from the hero.
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1,179 reviews9 followers
December 5, 2017
Good

This was a good story and a quick read. I was happy to see that all of the characters got a happy ending.
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233 reviews2 followers
January 23, 2019
Good. Would've liked a longer ending but know they have to keep it short in the allotted number of pages.
478 reviews5 followers
April 24, 2021
I think he had the right to mourn his first wife and a year is not such a long time so it was hard to sympathize with the heroine. She expected too much too soon. I like to read about an unrequited love that turns to a fairy tale. It’s less heartbreaking if the first wife was not a nice person. Here like in “Sarah’s child “ is not the case. The heroine needs to accept to be the second best until a miracle happens. She really seemed to be a decent person and I felt sorry for her. She got her HEA though. I expected more drama or twist in the end. At least some relapse of grief and guilt on his part but not hers.
The writing was good.
1 review
January 26, 2023
Contract Bride

I really love this book of a loyal best friend who loved this man that married her best friend and kept her feelings to herself.
That is a true friend.
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181 reviews
June 3, 2026
ok, this wasn't bad!! you have two manipulative red flags falling in love. 2.5 stars
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1,738 reviews2 followers
May 20, 2020
Her best friend has died, leaving a grieving husband & a baby behind. Leah agrees to marry Reece to provide the child with a mother, but doesn't dare reveal that she's in love with him.

I know some think that his change of opinion of her was too abrupt, but it was very logical to me. I did like that the reader was able to see what Reece was thinking as the process unfolds. I thought this was a very sweet, low-angst story .
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