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419 pages, Paperback
First published June 30, 2024



"Yes. I accidentally bit him yesterday."
"Your Majesty, you..."
"I truly don't like him. You don't have to look at me like that..."
In the fifth year of Hongxiu' s servitude to the emperor, she suddenly discovered His Majesty's small habit of refusing to express his actual thoughts.

"Yan Heqing, you're the only one in this entire world who knows that I'm not the emperor. Only you treat me as a normal person. Why are you still so formal? Either I sleep one the table, or we sleep on the same bed together. You pick."
Yan Heqing lifted his head and met Xiao Yu'an's gaze with his own. After a long moment, Yan Heqing got up slowly and walked over to the bed. Lowering his head to look at Xiao Yu'an, he asked, "Are you sure?"
"Come up here." Xiao Yu'an huddled inwards on the bed, making space for Yan Heqing.
The guard surveyed him from head to toe. "Who do you think you are?"
"One should not conceal his real identity in any situation. My official name is Xiao Yu'an. Others have bestowed upon me the nickname 'CEO', so you can call me CEO Xiao."
Yan Heqing pressed a hand to his forehead, speechless.
The guard unsheathed his blade and upbraided Xiao Yu'an, "Where did this lunatic come from? Hurry and move aside. My blade will not show any mercy."
As the blade approached Xiao Yu'an, Yan Heqing stepped forward, shielding Xiao Yu'an behind him. Applying pressure on the guard's hilt, he said coldly, "Inform your prince that His Majesty is here."


Xiao Yuan toyed with the flute that he had spent great money to acquire and thought, I don't know what's going to happen in the future anyway, so I should just follow my heart and enjoy the present.
So Xiao Yu'an turned around and handed the flute to Yan Heqing. "Here, for you."

His smile, radiant and full of optimism, reached deep into Yan Heqing's gaze. That look was as clear as the sky after cleaning rain, and his gentle smile was as bright as a galaxy of stars in a dream. [...]
"Why are you zooning out?" Xiao Yu'an pressed the flute into Yan Heqing's hands.
Yan Heqing held the flute tightly, looking down as he stammered, "I... I don't have anything to give you in return. I'll give you this as thanks."
Putting his hands up, Xiao Yu'an was about to refuse when he suddenly saw what Yan Heqing was holding, and it shocked him into taking a step back immediately.
Yan Heqing had his palm out, where a jade hairpin lay quietly in his hand. It was the hairpin that belonged to Yan Heqing's mother, the empress, and also the token of love that Yan Heqing had given Princess Yongning in the novel.

Lifting his eyes, Xiao Yu'an met Yan Heqing's gaze, where his eyes shimmered as if reflecting numerous lights and glittering stars. Yan Heqing murmured, "Thank you."
Xiao Yu'an's frustration vanished in a heartbeat.

[...] Yan Heqing heard the whisper of fate in his ear.
"You have fallen in love with him."
Illuminated by the faint light from the corner under the tower's roof, Yan Heqing's embrace around Xiao Yu'an's waist tightened. In the spur of the moment, he bent over and kissed Xiao Yu'an on the lips. The fragrance of the lingering liquor filled the air, and the bustling world faded away.
Xiao Yu'an was kissed to the brink of breathlessness.

"Xiao Yu’an," Yan Heqing called out to him.
Xiao Yu’an slowly turned to face him again, those warm and gentle dark eyes meeting Yan Heqing’s.
With a start, Yan Heqing realiased where this unease stemmed from.
Xiao Yu’an had not once smiled at him since rebellion and death.
"Yan Heqing" Xiao Yu’an opened his mouth slowly as if trying to make some sort of desicion.
Looking at the bottle, Yan Heqing held onto it, caressing its surface. He rasped, "What's this? Are you going to..."
Are you going to kill me?
Xiao Yu'an did not answer.
Yan Heqing inhaled deeply, "Xiao Yu..."
Xiao Yu'an corrected him immediately, his tone resolute and brooking no argument, "Call me Your Majesty."
"Xiao. Yu. An" Yan Heqing delibertely enunciated Xiao Yu'an's name word by word. His eyes trained on Xiao Yu'an as though he wanted to devour him. He gripped the bottle tightly, his knuckles going white and his fingers turning blue. "Xiao Yu'an, do you want me to drink this?"
For a moment, something was stuck in Xiao Yu'an's throat. His eyes clouded as he nodded, the movement slow and hesitant.
"Alright, then I'll drink it."

"Xiao Yu'an, why did you have to be reborn as the emperor of the Northern Empire? Why..."
[...] Yan Heqing's consciousness started to scatter. He heard Xiao Yu'an's voice, seemingly from far away as so surreal. "I don't know... maybe... it was all so I could meet you..."


Then, he was caugt around the waist, and warmth immediately spread from the point of contact.
Yan Heqing emraced Xiao Yu'an tightly with one hand, and with his other hand, he applied pressure on Xiao Yu'an's wounds in an attempt to staunch the blood flow. His hands shook, his lips pale, as if he was the one inflicted with the frightening cuts instead.

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It's a lighthearted novel with hilarious and sad moments. Sometimes the MC has funny comments on the people and the events. The story is interesting, there wasn't a boring moment when I wanted to put down the book. However, some plot elements are quite cliché, e.g. Xiao Yu'An falling into the pond instead of the female lead. It's a typical turn of events in transmigration stories so it was extremely predictable.
The writing style is entertaining even if the reader can be sure that despite all the hardships the characters go through everything will turn out for the best. Since this is a lighthearted story meant to entertain and relax while reading a good story, so it's not meant to be unique but interesting enough to read. And the author achieved that objective quite well. There're some abrupt scene changes within the chapters but it's still easy to follow the plot, it's not confusing. The fight scenes are not really detailed and some even feel unreal because I can't get immersed in them since they're too unbelievable, too beginner-level writing. But then again, this is a lighthearted story for entertainment, not a war epic so it can be forgiven. Not that I wouldn't have appreciated a better-written fight since because I would've.
Sadly, the characters are a bit one-dimensional but they're still likeable, and those who aren't... They weren't meant to be liked in the first place that's why they're the antagonists.
I really liked the background story of Xiao Fengyue and Yang Liuan. Their past is so touching and sad. They're a side couple I'm definitely rooting for. They're such good people, they deserve happiness. As opposed to Qin Yu, whose story is just as devastating since he was an Imperial Guard on his way to become an Official, when he caught the eyes of the Emperor, who chose him to become one of his concubines, so his dreams of becoming an Official were shattered completely. He spent several years living as a concubine before the MC transmigrates to this story. This would make anyone bitter and vengeful but still, the methods he used to change his fate are just unacceptable since he tries to hurt even the innocent without a second thought to reach his goals. Xiao Fengyue's past is actually a great contrast to Qin Yu's since they had a similar fate but with vastly different outcomes. The other side couple, Princess Yongning and Xiao Pingyang is also a cute, albeit one-dimensional couple.
Despite this story being simple and the characters one-dimensional, their feelings are portrayed really well. When they're happy, we can easily laugh with them and share their joy. But when they're sad... It's simply devastating. For example, Li Wuding's reason for joining the army so he wouldn't starve to death like his parents and siblings did because only the army got grains due to the famine during the war was heartbreaking to read. And I was just as sad when Hong Xiu died as Xiao Yu'An himself. I could easily picture myself in that situation and feel how he must have felt when he saw her dying. I even got tears in my eyes when reading that. But actually, this wasn't the saddest part. The saddest part was when Xiao Yu'An couldn't be sure about Yan Heqing's betrayal and he told Yan Heqing that:
"You should call me 'Your Majesty' from now on."
It was a simple statement but considering their relationship and how he never called him like that we can feel the distance he is putting between them. Either because he thinks Yan Heqing betrayed him or because he doesn't but thinks he can protect him if they stay away from each other.
The relationship development between the MC and the ML is depicted quite well. All those little details showing the growing trust between the main characters feel natural, e.g. when Yan Heqing gets poisoned since he ate the poisoned porridge because he was told that Xiao Yu'An had sent it to him. But paradoxically, their relationship develops a bit too fast, at least on Yan Heqing's side, thus his deep love for the Emperor feels a bit sudden because it wasn't elaborated on that much. But we still get some sweet moments between them like listening to the birds chirping in the early morning or eating and drinking at night. But perhaps the sweetest, and at the same time saddest moment was when Yan Heqing asked Xiao Yu'An why he had to be reborn as the Emperor to which Xiao Yu'An replied with:
"I don't know, maybe... It was so I could meet you..."
Who wouldn't want to hear something like that? Anyway, this novel is worth reading. It may have some flaws but it's still better than many other novels.