If this is your first m/m monster romance, please don't be discouraged - there are definitely better ones out there.
It's a full-on 1.75⭐ from me, I did like Nova and was completely rooting for him, so I'll round it up to 2⭐ but I definitely did not like his story.
This book is written with so little passion that I wonder why the author decided to publish it in the first place. It's clear this isn't their usual genre and they're not a monster lover. I should know, I've been one for years and you can immediately tell when an author loves their monsters.
The story wasn't interesting, the side characters were boring and the dialogues weren't that good either. The plot was trying to happen but it wasn't developed enough.
An interesting premise, but the book spectacularly failed to deliver the magic and the beauty of the monster involved. The story should've been unique and intriguing, but it was far from it.
🟣 Monster/human worlds collide
🟡 A doctor/monster
🔵 A monster made out of victims of a serial killer
🟢 Gay (was built for it, had no option to choose) / gay-awakening (the author says demisexual but I don't agree)
🟠 HFN
❗ Non con, sexual slavery, little time on-page until the owner of the monster is killed
🌶️ Quite good, could be so much more developed; t/b
This story did Nova, the patched up monster, very dirty. It didn't give him a happy ending, it gave no resolve on the issues he was facing and he still had to hide at the end of the book.
Considering the opening about how he came to be, I expected a darker, grittier story, especially since finding out it was Nova who killed his master for constantly raping him, cutting him up and sewing him back together.
Nova was in constant pain and lived a terrible life and even when he finally killed the guy, he was isolated, noone wanted him around and the idea of him being combined of many people - where one or the other comes to the surface occasionally - wasn't really developed further, it all apparently stopped with him killing his master.
There's a monster hook-up app that's a main topic in this series and apparently Nova goes on that app and starts talking to Franklin, the ginger doctor from the human world. They talk and decide to meet up and then start seeing each other.
Franklin was straight his whole life and then met Nova after talking to him for about a week. The story claims Franklin's demisexual, because he's had a connection to Nova prior to hooking up, but how can you form such a connection in one week and just by talking on the app?
Franklin's clearly stating he's had women but never really felt anything, was hardly ever aroused and when he meets Nova, he's really starting to come alive, he's hard, he wants sex, he wants it all. So for me this was Franklin's gay-awakening.
I expected hot monster sex and had to wait a long time to get it and even when I did, Nova's 2 dicks were not utilised. The second dick was mentioned again near 90% of the story and the DP Franklin got was at the end of the book. I'm glad they were cuddling and watching movies and listening to music, but damn, Nova is a monster and he's so interesting, so why is everything so uneventful? Or at least - where is the hot sex??
“You did so amazing, Franky. Just when I thought you couldn’t be more perfect, you are.”
“I’m far from perfect,” I rasped out.
“More like far past it.”
“Look at you, buttering me up even after coming inside me. It must be sincere.”
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The only good thing in this story was Nova being a top - when he was forced to bottom his whole life, completely against his will. Never enjoyed it. Nothing. He knew nothing but pain. So it's interesting how Nova's budding new relationship was packed into just some music and cuddles when his story ran so much deeper than that.
You'd expect a lot of things going on here, but the only drama was Nova being accused of bringing the poisonous flowers to the human world - and that was it! And even that got a quick solution - he somehow made a magic portal a voilà, he was suddenly in Franklin's closet! Almost the end of plot, nothing drastic, nothing life-changing, overall - nothing.
What kind of conclusion did the story bring of Nova not being able to go to Franklin's world? He was abused, yet noone found that out. He was denied going to college and having an apartment, basically at the end of the book he was still hiding with Franklin. He was still waiting for his visa to be approved. What kind of ending is that??
I don't think I've ever found a monster world that was this boring, this confusing and the monster that should've been handled with great care and love, who was still left out to fend for themselves without putting their old life finally to rest and have a clean, joyful new beginning.
It's not a new beginning to me if Nova still has to hide. If you create a monster, and you give them such an awful past - please delicately bring them to safety, to love, resolve their pressing issues and grant them that bloody happy ending.
Not good. Not good at all.