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304 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 3, 2012
Is it possible that love means always feeling like you've done something wrong?
I went into this expecting a fluffy rom-com chick-lit sort of quick read. And boy, I was wrong. (Though to be fair I still finished it in one sitting.) This book was a really good, (scarily) convincing picture of a toxic relationship, and the insidious increase of controlling behaviour such as stalking, gaslighting, implicit hostility was so well-written I felt like vomiting with how angry I got at Connor, and how sad I was that Hildy didn't see what was happening until it was almost too late.
I feel like I'm a weathervane and the wind keeps changing every minute. North. South. East. West. Flip flop. Flip flop. You hear all this stuff about love and how wonderful it is, but I must've missed the part about how it makes you crazy. Not like crazy in love, just plain crazy. Am I crazy? I'm starting to worry that I am.Hildy, bless her, is very naïve, but a lovely girl with a good heart, and I relate a lot to her. (Which made her descent into toxicity and anxiety all the more unsettling.)
Is it possible that love means always feeling like you've done something wrong?Hildy's characterisation is excellent. Actually, the characterisation of everyone is excellent. I. Stan. Nomi. She is a goddess and we all need a friend like her. I never mixed up any of the secondary characters, which says something, because there were a fair few. And did I mention that this book is hilarious?? Like proper, face-in-your-book, spit-out-your-drink laughing.
Highly recommend, especially to teens. Great read.