Where do I begin? Oh: I LOVE IT.
The main character Queenie was named after Queen Elizabeth because her mom used to be so taken with Princess Diana. She's also a Chinese-Filipino eldest daughter to parents who resent each other. She, little seventeen-year-old girl, is being put in the middle of their squabbles. She did not want this. She did not ask for this. But both parents whether they're aware of it or not are battling it out with her smack-dab in the middle of the crossfire.
In between the story's linear progress, we are given vignettes from Queenie's memories, all of them stitching the book together in a way that felt supple, satisfying. Not a single space in this novel is wasted. I think this is a mark of good storytelling.
In the vignettes, we understand the characters even further, and in its linear timeline, we are wrenched bodily alongside Queenie as she experiences her life as a young immigrant. She befriends new people, works as a caregiver, has crushes, has crisis after crisis after crisis. And what's even better: these characters she encounters have rich, full lives as well. None of them are perfect and all of them are portrayed exactly as messed up as they feel.
- Yan and his closed-off-ness, his selective honesty and vulnerability, his "sluttiness" as Queenie had pegged
- her Papa and his incendiary rage which is sparked by the gasoline of his traditionalist upbringing and all the skewed beliefs he'd carried with him throughout his life
- her Ma and her burning resentment towards Papa, and by extension towards Queenie as well for being the supposed curse-ender who just ended up being a curse
- Junior and the way he tries to hold on to his youth, the way he's learning that he needs to grow up as quickly as his Ate
- even the side characters Flor, Tita Cynthia, Lucia, Ms. B., Zeus, Masha--see, I can even name them all off the top of my head as if they were my neighbors. Even the characters whose lives Queenie recalled from her memories, the girl who slit her wrists after being left by a guy she slept with and the disturbing guy with a regression disorder.
They all feel real to me. That's another mark of good storytelling.
My amazement is not just bias--understand, you can give me a book about Filipinos that doesn't pander to foreign eyes and i am immediately in love--it's also plain FACT. This is a good novel through and through. Like the main character in this novel, I'm also a US immigrant, and an eldest daughter, and although the similarities stop there, I felt deeply immersed in this main character's story. My family and I waited more than ten years (TEN YEARS!!!) to legally immigrate in the US, and every bit of the process chipped away certain parts of myself that I'll never get back for better or worse, but I've heard of stories like this one in which people who clung to less legal ways to haul themselves out of their state of life in the countries they've left behind, and this is not just limited to those from the Philippines.
There's a long history of colonization and exploitation that comes with telling stories of my homeland, and I'm so so glad to see that sprinkled throughout the entire novel as well. The cultural landscape of the Philippines which extends to the cultural landscape we each bring with us as we move to other countries is teeming with a long hard-earned resilience (which is forced upon us). There's also that long line of generational trauma that each eldest daughter has to bear and later conquer. We all move forward regardless. That all shows in this book. I think that's another mark of good storytelling.
Massive thanks to Penguin Group Dutton and NetGalley for giving me advanced access to this title!! I'm SO excited for its official release.