I actually read the paperback version, but that doesn't seem to appear on Goodreads (yet). But wow, it is amazing that I could enjoy a book so much while also really not enjoying it and suffering from reading it at the same time.
Having been brutally bullied myself when I was at school, especially when I was in year 9 and at age 14, the exact same age the MC Eden is in this story, seeing Eden get so brutally bullied was too painfully close to home to me. I actually felt really unsettled last night after reading all the scenes where Eden gets brutally bullied, both in person and online, because it of course triggered my PTSD, having had very similar experiences when I was at school, at that same age, of both brutal in-person and cyberbullying. Eden's bullying seemed so incredibly brutal and severe though that it was probably just as bad if not worse than mine, and having everyone turn against her so viciously as well, because bullies have just that much power, was also too painfully close to home for me, and made me feel very unsettled indeed.
However, that is what made it such a powerful and compelling story, to actually have that much of an emotional impact on me. Oh and god my heart really sank at that twist part-I should have seen that coming really! Was so devastating after it was her only source of happiness and refuge during all the adversity she was going through.
All the bullies in this were utter low-life scumbags for what they did to Eden and all the hell they put her through, especially Mikki, Autumn and the boys Kieran and Ethan, though the girls who just joined in with their bullying to get on their good side were just depicted as being weak, spineless followers rather than horrible people and did actually show remorse in the end, I still think they were disgusting for what they did when following the Glossies' orders, as even if they were just following orders, attacking someone with doughnuts and then filming them and uploading it online for everyone to laugh at is just beyond cruel and disgusting, same with the changing room and lunch incident. Not to mention the hate group against Eden, that is just the lowest of the low, no, well beneath the lowest of the low, and were just horrible, toxic people.
Sorry, rant over, it all just made me so angry because of how painfully close to home it all was for me, seeing just how brutal and severe the bullying was, which was a lot more than I expected, and it's obvious that this is a YA book rather than middle-grade, which Rebecca Westcott's previous other books have been, and is thus a lot darker and edgier, not to mention brutal.
As painfully close to home as this book was for me though, my praise goes out to the author for really capturing the reality of the toxic environment that is secondary school for teenagers, with the concepts of bullying (including cyberbullying on social media), group think/herd mentality, conforming and jumping on the bandwagon and toxic friendships being very relevant and relatable for teenagers indeed. It's scary that people like the Glossies actually exist in real life- I know because I've experienced them first hand. I really admire that a lot of research went into this book, with the author having carried out research into the experiences of teenagers to help for the premise and theme of this book, making it as realistic as possible.
I hated this book for how much empathetic, close to home pain it brought me, but I loved it for how relevant and true to reality it was. It's because I could empathise so much that it was a sign of a strong story.