I'm formally rating this book a four because I'd love to see more like it: wildlife conservation, a women's career in what's typically considered a man's field, a little known but important area of research for all of us to know about. Thanks to Diane K. Boyd for writing this book and those that urged her to do so. It's worth the read or listen.
In terms of reader experience, I'd rate it slightly lower. I felt like the chapters weren't in the order that best suited storytelling and that there were a few intimate pieces missing that would have better helped to ground the reader while still respecting the author's private life.
First, for me, the most interesting chapters and the ones I really was excited to read about were chapters 14-17 (out of 17). These were the more informative chapters on wolf genetics and history, wolf conservation, and regional politics. I understand that these chapters were grouped together because the story was designed chronologically in the author's life, but I felt like a full on nerdy two chapters about wolves would have anchored the book within the first five chapters.
Second, there's sometimes the issue with first-person stories that there isn't enough external context because the author is speaking from their own viewpoint and their lived experience is clear to them. I feel like an editor or early reader should have stepped in here and said: we need more of you as a person with a full emotional life. It reads like an action-based adventure story and although the author's passion is tangible, the reader would have benefitted from a more emotional connection with the author's motivation throughout her life. (And yes, I would have said this about a man too.)
Timing wasn't entirely clear. In the start, we were in the early career launch - great, that makes sense. Then, we heard the author was studying for her master's and doctorate degrees and working at the same time: these stories were invigorating. A few chapters afterward, she seemed to be further along as a career expert with travels in Italy, followed by the Trout Creek incident, in which she described herself as an older adult. I felt like I missed footing in the period between the university and early career stages and then later on. The stories were there, but I could have used a few more touchpoints to know what chronology we were in, and also what years on the calendar. When Nicolae Ceaușescu's demise was mentioned in the chapter about Romania, I did a double take because I didn't realize that we were already in the early 1990s in the story (the author describes it as about five years from his execution, I believe).
Separately, I have a pet peeve about how women describe themselves. I counted 11 times where the author described herself as "blonde" and tall. This was about 8 times too many. It also didn't tell me much about the lived experience in her body. Each accounting was about how others perceived her. This was relevant to the story as a woman living in sparsely populated country and in public spheres dominated by men face specific issues, but once it was established, the reader understood.
While many of the vignettes told about physical experiences in the north country, namely temperature (extreme cold), light (dark and night), and moisture (wet and cold), I felt like the story could have gone further with lived experience (again). The story about how the two women, the author and a colleague, took a freezing wolf into the cab of their truck, pumped the car's heat, and got into their sports bras to give the drugged wolf skin-to-fur contact and get her (the wolf's) body temperature up again was stunning. It was physical and graphic and palpable. But how did it feel? Did she think of that wolf again? Do she feel connections with individual wolves or wolf packs, or is the concern for wolf populations collectively?
This is my longest review on Goodreads because I'm grateful to have read this book and there's so much potential on such an incredible topic. I thank Diane K. Boyd for writing it and nothing here is meant to diminish her amazing life experiences, work, or their import, which I respect tremendously.
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