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142 pages, Paperback
First published January 16, 2014
A week before you leave, you decide to keep a trash diary: a constellation of sense, thought, memory, observation, fast fact scraps.
A Polish saying: One German a beer, two Germans an organization, three Germans a war
Berlin feels disorienting because it is disorienting
In German, the noun gift means poison.
It shares the same Proto-Indo-European root as the English word gift--ghabh, meaning to receive--but German employs the origin meaning as a dark gesture: Gib ihm das Gift. Give him the poison.
The verb for to poison in German used to be vergeben, a word that now means to forgive.
I've been practicing my German for three months--ever since I received the news--in an attempt to bring it back to a semblance of life after more than 30 years in the mnemonic deepfreeze.
The block bearded graduate student with the wire-rimmed glasses who could read and speak sentences I can no longer even tangentially understand:
Who was that guy?
To walk is to lack a place, Michel de Certeau felt. It is the indefinite process of being absent
Traveling, I want to say, is like clicking a link on a website: a surge of disorientation followed almost immediately by a surge of reorientation.
Only in three dimensions.
Over and over again.
Traveling is a condition enabling recognition of the limits of human knowledge and mystery, inviting us to orient and re-orient our selves to an existence that will always exceed our grasp
It wasn't until decades later the reason for that atomic commotion hit me: in addition to the obvious, that perfect novella is an allegory about continuous change, which is to say an allegory about travel.
(He didn't know it would be his 9/11 novel. He'd been writing what he believed was a different book entirely when he looked up that glistening morning and saw the first plane explode into the World Trade Center.)
(The very next sentence he composed reconceived what he was doing and why.)
(His novel changed course in a breath of white space.)
a construction that goes nowhere, teaches zip, embodies the purest form of Freud's unheimlich: a term that contains within itself heim (home), unheim (not home), and heimlich (hidden, secret).
The unheimlich signifies what we know, yet has been made unfamiliar, a forever being-at-home that is also a never-being-at-home.
Being-at-home, Heidegger says, is not the primordial phenomenon. Not-being-at-home is more fundamental. To be not-at-home may mean to be AT HOTEL
The first definition of the word experimental is of a witness: having actual or personal experience of anything.
No wonder we cannot appreciate the really central Kafka joke, David Foster Wallace advanced: that the horrific struggle to establish a human self results in a self whose humanity is inseparable from the horrific struggle.
Our endless and impossible journey toward home is in fact our home.
How the aim of Wittgenstein's work is to show us--by making us aware of the bottle's presence, and thus its inherent limitations into which we are forever bumping our foreheads--the means by which to get out, no matter what we do, because the top is sealed, because we can't think beyond language's glass grammars, because our perceptions are meditated by what we imagine verbs, nouns, and the rest do.
How one gets out (by not getting out), not through applying a single philosophical method to all the linguistic knottinesses but by moving from topic to topic every which way in an ongoing calisthenics of inquisitiveness and alertness.
[[That is here (or there).]]
[Rousseau] dreamed of the simple exteriority of death to life, evil to good, representation to presence, signifier to signified, representer to represented, mask to face, writing to speech. But all oppositions are irreducibly rooted in that metaphysics[...].
But what does that mean? The opposition of dream to wakefulness, is not that a representation of metaphysics as well? [...] At the bottom of a page of Emile, after having once more cautioned us against books, writing, signs [...] Rousseau adds a note: "...the dreams of a bad night are given to us as philosophy. You will say too I am a dreamer; I admit it, but I do what others fail to do, I give my dreams as dreams, and leave the reader to discover whether there is anything in them which may prove useful to those who are awake."
On 4 July 1945, less than a month after entering Berlin, US Forces requisitioned Arnhold's villa as an Officer's Club.
Forty-nine years later, as the last American troops departed the city, German ambassador Richard Holbrooke proposed the establishment of a research and cultural institution designed to foster a greater understanding and dialogue between the people of the United States and Germany.
[...]
In 1998 the first class of fellows walked through the Academy's doors.
Since then, more than 300 writers, artists, musicians, and academics in literature, humanities, politics, economic, law and philosophy have worked here: a dozen each spring, a dozen each fall.
Look: there [[I]] am.
This is why critics write criticism, why philosophers write philosophy, why theorists write theory: every critical monograph, theoretical essay, philosophical tome is ultimately no more than no less than an act of spiritual autobiography.