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Freak
If I couldn’t have Rafael Amada’s gorgeous head on a platter, then I would have the next best thing, him on his knees.
High school was a living hell, and now, I was back, ten years later at the reunion, bidding on my high school bully for a date night out, only this time, it was me who was in charge, and now, I’d never been more willing to show him how right he was, to call me a freak.
High school was a living hell, and now, I was back, ten years later at the reunion, bidding on my high school bully for a date night out, only this time, it was me who was in charge, and now, I’d never been more willing to show him how right he was, to call me a freak.
136 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 4, 2023
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About the author
Vivian Mae
7 books306 followersVivian Mae is a Latina indie author who writes contemporary romance with spice, angst, and emotionally complicated love stories with happily ever afters. She enjoys creating steamy stories on the complicated and angsty side, because the more emotional the better the payout, right?
She lives in Arizona with her husband/best friend/apple of her eye. They are living their own second chance/friends to lovers romance trope.
When she isn’t writing, you can find her laughing alongside her husband, binging trashy T.V., sneaking chocolates, reading her favorite naughty novels, rewatching her favorite horror films, scrolling through Netflix for waaaay too long, and dreaming about pizza and wine.
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She lives in Arizona with her husband/best friend/apple of her eye. They are living their own second chance/friends to lovers romance trope.
When she isn’t writing, you can find her laughing alongside her husband, binging trashy T.V., sneaking chocolates, reading her favorite naughty novels, rewatching her favorite horror films, scrolling through Netflix for waaaay too long, and dreaming about pizza and wine.
You can find Vivian on the following platforms:
Instagram - @vivianmaewrites
TikTok - @vivianmaewrites , @vivianmaeauthor (backup)
Pinterest - Vivian Mae Writes
Facebook - Vivian Mae
Bookbub - https://www.bookbub.com/authors/vivia...
Verve - https://ververomance.com/app/vivianma...
Website: https://www.vivianmae.com
Newsletter sign up: https://www.vivianmae.com/newsletter
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April 10, 2025
Vivian Mae knows what she’s doing, and writing short, hot novellas are definitely one of the things she does best!
The intensity of emotions switched so quickly, and it’s done in such a good way. You go from feeling crippling anxiety from bullying one second, to a sense of bad ass b*tch the next. Summer takes back control of her life in such a hot way, and Rafael is ready to wipe the floor in front of her as she walks. It’s hot. Fun. And sweet. If one can call it that!!
“I loved every perfection you thought was imperfect, but I loved how you’d look at me the most, like I was the only person in the world who deserved you, when in reality, I deserved nothing at all.”
Thank you so much for an ARC Vivian Mae, I had so much fun reading it!
4.5 🌟
The intensity of emotions switched so quickly, and it’s done in such a good way. You go from feeling crippling anxiety from bullying one second, to a sense of bad ass b*tch the next. Summer takes back control of her life in such a hot way, and Rafael is ready to wipe the floor in front of her as she walks. It’s hot. Fun. And sweet. If one can call it that!!
“I loved every perfection you thought was imperfect, but I loved how you’d look at me the most, like I was the only person in the world who deserved you, when in reality, I deserved nothing at all.”
Thank you so much for an ARC Vivian Mae, I had so much fun reading it!
4.5 🌟
May 15, 2025
A quick spicy novella where Summer gets her revenge on Rafael at their high school reunion. Freshman year, Summer and Rafael are friends but he's on the football team and wants to fit in. They tease Summer and he ends up joining in. At their reunion, she buys him in an auction and plans on getting her revenge. He goes willing and wants to make it up. He realizes how dumb he was and wants her.
Two years later, they are at a party looking for a third and find Ivanna, a celebrity assistant. They have one incredible night together.
Two years later, they are at a party looking for a third and find Ivanna, a celebrity assistant. They have one incredible night together.
April 9, 2025
Do not read this book if you’re not 18+ !!!!
[ I did receive an arc copy but this is my honest review]
Freak is a
Revenge on bully
Enemies to lovers
Light bdsm
He falls first short story which a whole bunch of smut. This is the second short and steamy story I’ve read by the author and they are great quick reads. Now the epilogues is what get a lot of people’s interest and it do continue on into another book.
[ I did receive an arc copy but this is my honest review]
Freak is a
Revenge on bully
Enemies to lovers
Light bdsm
He falls first short story which a whole bunch of smut. This is the second short and steamy story I’ve read by the author and they are great quick reads. Now the epilogues is what get a lot of people’s interest and it do continue on into another book.
May 13, 2025
Freak is short but spicyyyy…he called her a freak in high school. At their high school reunion, she has a plan to bid on a date with him and get her revenge by showing him just how freaky she can be and what he’s missed out on all these years
April 15, 2025
I absolutely devoured this in one sitting!!! This short and steamy read will have you salivating for more!! This is my second book that I've read by Vivian Mae and she's fast becoming one of my new favourite authors.
If you love...
Enemies to lovers
Revenge Plot
Light BDSM then you'll love this.
Freak is a second chance love story told from multiple POVs. Summer has had a glow up from the girl she was in high school.....she got bullied but the guy she thought was her best friend tuned out to be one of those horrible bullies!!! But he only does it to seem cool to his other "so called friends" Fast forward years later Rafael, he's now a hot surgeon who not only hated what he did to Summer but was also in love with her back then. But Summer is out for revenge....!! She wants to make him her pet, she was called a Freak by those that bullied her....she now wants to show just how freaky she can be!!!
This revenge turned love story is one that I'll definitely go back and read again. The book gets steamy after they introduce Ivanna into the mix OMG!!! wow 🥵 that bedroom scene is one that will stay with me for a while, I love a good FFM scene and this one didn't disappoint!! I'm now obsessed with this author!!!
If you love...
Enemies to lovers
Revenge Plot
Light BDSM then you'll love this.
Freak is a second chance love story told from multiple POVs. Summer has had a glow up from the girl she was in high school.....she got bullied but the guy she thought was her best friend tuned out to be one of those horrible bullies!!! But he only does it to seem cool to his other "so called friends" Fast forward years later Rafael, he's now a hot surgeon who not only hated what he did to Summer but was also in love with her back then. But Summer is out for revenge....!! She wants to make him her pet, she was called a Freak by those that bullied her....she now wants to show just how freaky she can be!!!
This revenge turned love story is one that I'll definitely go back and read again. The book gets steamy after they introduce Ivanna into the mix OMG!!! wow 🥵 that bedroom scene is one that will stay with me for a while, I love a good FFM scene and this one didn't disappoint!! I'm now obsessed with this author!!!
May 14, 2025
This is a quick short read about Summer and Rafael. It starts when both are in high-school and provides the back story to the book.
14 years later Summer was back in the last place she wants to ever be. The only difference was this time Summer was in charge and the person of everyone's interest. Rafael was hoping he'd see Summer but didn't know if he actually would. When Summer bid a large amount on Rafael she had every intention of making sure he followed her lead and did as he was told.
Summer was set to make Rafael pay for what he did to her 14 years ago. Making sure he experienced even a shred of what she did. When Rafael was more remorseful than she anticipated she lost the nerve to finish what she set out to do. The moment turned to one full of honesty and trust between them.
Summer and Rafael have quite the chemistry together. Summer was quite successful in her career and so was Rafael. Rafael was in another city but got a transfer and moved to be closer to Summer. Their story was a very spicy one.
The story took another spicy turn when Summer and Rafael met Ivanna. While their new friendship might not be forever it leads me to think there might be more to Summer and Rafael's story still to come!
I loved this read by Vivian Mae!
14 years later Summer was back in the last place she wants to ever be. The only difference was this time Summer was in charge and the person of everyone's interest. Rafael was hoping he'd see Summer but didn't know if he actually would. When Summer bid a large amount on Rafael she had every intention of making sure he followed her lead and did as he was told.
Summer was set to make Rafael pay for what he did to her 14 years ago. Making sure he experienced even a shred of what she did. When Rafael was more remorseful than she anticipated she lost the nerve to finish what she set out to do. The moment turned to one full of honesty and trust between them.
Summer and Rafael have quite the chemistry together. Summer was quite successful in her career and so was Rafael. Rafael was in another city but got a transfer and moved to be closer to Summer. Their story was a very spicy one.
The story took another spicy turn when Summer and Rafael met Ivanna. While their new friendship might not be forever it leads me to think there might be more to Summer and Rafael's story still to come!
I loved this read by Vivian Mae!
May 15, 2025
Freak by Vivian Mae
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫
You called me a freak.
You made me small.
And now?
You’re the one on your knees—
and I’m the one holding the leash.
Ten years later.
Same town.
Same eyes.
But the girl you broke?
She doesn’t break anymore.
Vivian Mae didn’t just write a bully romance.
She wrote a reckoning.
A power shift.
A slow burn, scorched-earth,
can’t-look-away, enemies-to-lovers fallout.
This isn’t about forgiveness.
It’s about fire.
About letting go of the pain—
but keeping the flame.
About facing the past
and realizing the monster you feared
might just be a man
aching for redemption.
And maybe you’re aching, too.
📚 Tropes: Bully redemption, forced proximity, second chances
🔥 Spice: Enough to make your book spontaneously combust
⚠️ TW: Bullying (past), emotional manipulation
Vivian Mae, you didn't write a romance.
You wrote a reckoning with heat.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫
You called me a freak.
You made me small.
And now?
You’re the one on your knees—
and I’m the one holding the leash.
Ten years later.
Same town.
Same eyes.
But the girl you broke?
She doesn’t break anymore.
Vivian Mae didn’t just write a bully romance.
She wrote a reckoning.
A power shift.
A slow burn, scorched-earth,
can’t-look-away, enemies-to-lovers fallout.
This isn’t about forgiveness.
It’s about fire.
About letting go of the pain—
but keeping the flame.
About facing the past
and realizing the monster you feared
might just be a man
aching for redemption.
And maybe you’re aching, too.
📚 Tropes: Bully redemption, forced proximity, second chances
🔥 Spice: Enough to make your book spontaneously combust
⚠️ TW: Bullying (past), emotional manipulation
Vivian Mae, you didn't write a romance.
You wrote a reckoning with heat.
April 11, 2025
Warning: ⚠️ please make sure you’re in privacy before you sit down and read this book because you will 100% be red-faced and flustered if you’re around people. 😮💨
Summer has a glow-up from being the girl in high school who gets bullied. The guy she thought was her best friend, turns out to be a bully just to show his friends that he’s “cool.”
Fast forward, he’s a doctor who is still deeply in love with Summer.
But Summer is only out for revenge. To make him her pet. She turns from the “freak” everyone called her in school to the FREAK Rafael will do anything to have.
Revenge turned into steamy love real fast.
And then they found Ivanna….
This is where the book turns STEAMYYYYY.
5/5 🌶️ 🥵
I’m not joking when I say I DEVOURED this book in one sitting. Completely ravished it.
Vivian Mae, I’m officially obsessed with you & your books!!
Summer has a glow-up from being the girl in high school who gets bullied. The guy she thought was her best friend, turns out to be a bully just to show his friends that he’s “cool.”
Fast forward, he’s a doctor who is still deeply in love with Summer.
But Summer is only out for revenge. To make him her pet. She turns from the “freak” everyone called her in school to the FREAK Rafael will do anything to have.
Revenge turned into steamy love real fast.
And then they found Ivanna….
This is where the book turns STEAMYYYYY.
5/5 🌶️ 🥵
I’m not joking when I say I DEVOURED this book in one sitting. Completely ravished it.
Vivian Mae, I’m officially obsessed with you & your books!!
May 13, 2025
This book? Wild in the best kind of way.
Here’s what you’re getting:
• Enemies to lovers with unfinished business
• A high school bully redemption arc
• Sweet, sweet revenge served extra steamy
• Light kink, lots of spice
• And a little FFM to really crank the heat
Summer was the girl they all called a freak. Now she’s the woman in charge. Confident. Sexy. Savage. Rafael was her best friend until he sold her out to look cool. Now he’s a regret-filled surgeon who’s still obsessed with the girl he pushed away.
She wants payback. He wants her. Badly.
The power dynamic flips fast, and it gets filthy even faster.
Then Ivanna enters the mix and things go from spicy to downright sinful.
Quick read. Off-the-charts chemistry. No plot holes, just panty-dropping moments and a whole lot of heat.
Here’s what you’re getting:
• Enemies to lovers with unfinished business
• A high school bully redemption arc
• Sweet, sweet revenge served extra steamy
• Light kink, lots of spice
• And a little FFM to really crank the heat
Summer was the girl they all called a freak. Now she’s the woman in charge. Confident. Sexy. Savage. Rafael was her best friend until he sold her out to look cool. Now he’s a regret-filled surgeon who’s still obsessed with the girl he pushed away.
She wants payback. He wants her. Badly.
The power dynamic flips fast, and it gets filthy even faster.
Then Ivanna enters the mix and things go from spicy to downright sinful.
Quick read. Off-the-charts chemistry. No plot holes, just panty-dropping moments and a whole lot of heat.
April 24, 2025
If you're looking for a quick and captivating escape, this short romance with lots of spice, this is the book for you.
Summer returns home with unfinished business—namely, confronting Rafael, her former best friend and high school bully. But what starts as a plan for payback takes an unexpected turn when long-buried feelings rise to the surface. Rafael, once the source of her frustration, has always harbored a quiet devotion to her—and Summer might just feel the same.
I will warn you, this book took me by surprise with how steamy it got, we’re talking off the charts! 🌶️📈
Thank you @vivanMae for the ARC opportunity in exchange for my honest review, it was a wonderful read 📚💖
Summer returns home with unfinished business—namely, confronting Rafael, her former best friend and high school bully. But what starts as a plan for payback takes an unexpected turn when long-buried feelings rise to the surface. Rafael, once the source of her frustration, has always harbored a quiet devotion to her—and Summer might just feel the same.
I will warn you, this book took me by surprise with how steamy it got, we’re talking off the charts! 🌶️📈
Thank you @vivanMae for the ARC opportunity in exchange for my honest review, it was a wonderful read 📚💖
April 27, 2025
This short scrumptious read has you curled up with a glass of wine,devouring the thrill this story enticed. Young love, revenge romance, and bullies to lovers is a whole new twist on the tropes. The Fmc was commanding, fierce and witty with kinks of her own while her first crush/love was a strong, intelligent yet submissive putty in her hands. A highschool crush turned betrayal into a revenge romance, full of over the top thrills, Jaw dropping spice and slow building plot with more to be had, it still leaves you satisfied . (Warning) This read is not for a weak link, creative intense scenes, heavy in sexual tensions played out and graphically detailed.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 28, 2025
If you're looking for a quick, spicy, smutty read, thos book is for you!
Summer was the bullied outcast in high school, and it shattered her heart when her crush—and supposed friend—Rafael didn’t defend her during one of her most humiliating, traumatizing moments. Now, ten years later, Summer is thriving and successful... and she's ready to show everyone just how much she’s changed at her high school reunion—especially Rafael.
Her plan? Make him regret everything.
What actually happens? A sizzling, spicy, romance that absolutely delivers!
Freak is a fast-paced novella you won't want to put down!
Summer was the bullied outcast in high school, and it shattered her heart when her crush—and supposed friend—Rafael didn’t defend her during one of her most humiliating, traumatizing moments. Now, ten years later, Summer is thriving and successful... and she's ready to show everyone just how much she’s changed at her high school reunion—especially Rafael.
Her plan? Make him regret everything.
What actually happens? A sizzling, spicy, romance that absolutely delivers!
Freak is a fast-paced novella you won't want to put down!
December 13, 2024
This short little novella by Vivian Mae was my first read from her. High school bullying leaving us with the story of Summer and how she was made fun of and then how she came back to her high school reunion. The event in high school that changed her life stayed with her till her high school reunion years later. More powerful, more confident, and absolutely stunning she goes back with a vengeance and a hot sexy one at that. Rafael has his own regrets from his role in Summer's high school pain. He lets Summer have her revenge and the outcome is perfect. This book short but amazing . I can't wait to read more from her.
April 11, 2025
Alright y'all. If you are looking for something quick with high spicy and low plot, look no further!! Now, the plot that is here, is GREAT! And the spice is impeccable!! This was a quick read, but it was really good and I really enjoyed myself going through the story of this book! I loved the characters we got, I liked the story we saw play out, I enjoyed spice, and just overall this was so great!! Highly recommend!! 4.5 stars; 4.5 chili peppers
Tropes:
- Revenge Plot
- Bully
- High School Reunion
- K!nk Rep
Tropes:
- Revenge Plot
- Bully
- High School Reunion
- K!nk Rep
April 18, 2025
Freak is a high school bullying revenge novella filled with all the spice! This second-chance romance is told from multiple POVs and can easily be devoured in a day. Summer, the FMC, is seeking revenge on her once-best friend, turned enemy, Raphael Amada, and all those who bullied her in HS. Now the CEO of her own company, she is finally ready to show them who she has become. Mae has a talent for crafting strong characters and a winning plot in a few hundred pages. This friends to enemies to lovers is definitely another favorite from Vivian Mae.
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⭐⭐⭐✨ rounded up
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
April 7, 2025
Freak is a short and spicy novella, and I love that this has a domme dynamic. I enjoyed that our fmc is a STEM baddie who has taken her school day bullying trauma and made herself the ultimate woman to be reckoned with. I very much enjoyed that she got her day of redemption.
Are there some elements that felt a little rushed, sure, but it's a novella. This is like a palate cleanser if you've been reading a bunch of toxic alpha male character books.
Are there some elements that felt a little rushed, sure, but it's a novella. This is like a palate cleanser if you've been reading a bunch of toxic alpha male character books.
April 6, 2025
Well, well, well, this new to me author is now being st@lked! By ME!
Rafael and Summer's story drew me in!
I was there for the "revenge" Summer was ready to dole out at her ten-year, high school reunion!
Will Rafael let her play out her revenge?
He wants her forgiveness!
So...
One-sitting, spicy indulgence!
Cannot wait to read more by Ms. Mae!
Rafael and Summer's story drew me in!
I was there for the "revenge" Summer was ready to dole out at her ten-year, high school reunion!
Will Rafael let her play out her revenge?
He wants her forgiveness!
So...
One-sitting, spicy indulgence!
Cannot wait to read more by Ms. Mae!
April 11, 2025
ARC REVIEW - 3.5 ⭐️
To each their own.
My therapist will be hearing about this book.
From the moment Rafael betrayed Summer in high school, I was done. I might have read this at a time that my brain was reflecting a bit too much on my teenage years. I thought a bit too much after reading this. But Summer, your younger self is proud of you.
To each their own.
My therapist will be hearing about this book.
From the moment Rafael betrayed Summer in high school, I was done. I might have read this at a time that my brain was reflecting a bit too much on my teenage years. I thought a bit too much after reading this. But Summer, your younger self is proud of you.
April 12, 2025
well...I need a cold shower..lol 🥵 I knew this book was going to be spicy but dang! I didn't think it was going to be SPICY SPICY!! The whole bullying scene from high school was insane. Then she comes back for revenge but ends up reuniting with her freak and taking him home. The threesome scenes were very spicy!
Overall it was a nice, short, hot, and spicy novella.
Overall it was a nice, short, hot, and spicy novella.
April 26, 2025
Tehehe I loved this one so much! From the first chapter finding out why Rafael and Summer are enemies to finally releasing their hate.. whew. Freak is the epitome of enemies to lovers. It resonated with me so much with being bullied in high-school. Everything fell right into place.
The epilogues *chefs kiss* 🥵🥵🥵
Thank you so much Vivian Mae for this ARC.
The epilogues *chefs kiss* 🥵🥵🥵
Thank you so much Vivian Mae for this ARC.
May 1, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
This book is for the ones that need a quickie, in every aspect. I loved how confident grown Summer was, Rafael was deliciously obedient, and Ivanna was the cherry on top. The heat in this book had my jaw on the floor and my husband asking “what are you reading?” 😂 If you’re looking for a quick and dirty, but fun read, this is definitely worth the read! 😘
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
This book is for the ones that need a quickie, in every aspect. I loved how confident grown Summer was, Rafael was deliciously obedient, and Ivanna was the cherry on top. The heat in this book had my jaw on the floor and my husband asking “what are you reading?” 😂 If you’re looking for a quick and dirty, but fun read, this is definitely worth the read! 😘
April 8, 2025
Vivian Mae might be the queen of short stories. She knows how to get to the point in less than 100 pages. This BDSM, Dom/Sub romance, was fun to read but not my thing.I preferred the Epilogue more than the main story.
April 22, 2025
Okay I wasn’t expecting the SPICE but this was a great short SPICY read! Summer knew exactly what she wanted and Rafael would do anything to please her 😍 absolutely loved and hope to read a second book one day because VIVIAN MAE I NEED MORE 😅
May 1, 2025
What can say about this book!! This is enemies to lovers trope and also a revenge seeking book. The spice is off the charts and the vengefulness of the FMC is amazing. The book is just steam and spice and not everything nice. Awesome job Vivian Mae again.
May 13, 2025
HOLY SMOKES! 🥵
Vivian Mae knows how to write smut! Loved the plot and storyline of this novella. I haven’t read a revenge bully, but I’m here for it! If you want a well written, spicy short read, this is for you!!
Vivian Mae knows how to write smut! Loved the plot and storyline of this novella. I haven’t read a revenge bully, but I’m here for it! If you want a well written, spicy short read, this is for you!!
May 14, 2025
well Vivian did not mess around on the SPICE 🔥 Short & lots of hot hot hotness, it was a fun read especially for my reading rut. Definitely more smut over plot but honestly that's exactly what I needed.
4.5 ⭐️
4.5 ⭐️
January 22, 2024
Wow 🙊 that was one quick hot smutty romance 🥵
August 5, 2024
Well that was one spicy little number! Yeah Vivian… I’m going to need a follow up to this 🥹🤣🥵🔥 You must continue this story because I’m fullyyyyyy invested!!
February 25, 2025
This book is incredibly hot. 🥵
If your looking for a naughty novella this one's for you.
If your looking for a naughty novella this one's for you.
April 13, 2025
Hot hot hot. The storyline was perfect. I really loved the characters. I wish we got more of Rafael’s POV.
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