I wanted to love this book, but it missed the mark, slightly. I enjoyed it but felt like it was a really great novella that found itself lost in the page count of a novel. The central plot point, the two being taken hostage and offered as sacrifice, doesn’t even show a glimmer of starting to happen until we are more than 40% done with the book. Everything before that is spending time with our characters as they escape their respective homes and hit the road. This time is used to develop the characters and fill in their backstory, it isn’t wasted, it just spoon feeds the audience way more than we need and goes on too long. And some of the scenes in the car get to be a bit much… We get a list of novels in one of our character’s bags, then a list of the albums available in the car, then we go back and forth between song lyrics and reading from a novel aloud? It felt really forced, and I felt like it was telling me a lot more about the author than about the characters. So, I didn’t love that. I feel like the story would have been much more visceral if we had only one or two of these setup chapters and then got right into the central conflict, letting more of the characters’ backstories leak out as they fought for their lives instead of having it all front-loaded.
Once the characters meet the central conflict the pacing was good. It felt a little disheveled and disconnected, but that was mirroring the characters’ experience and it worked. Both of the protagonist’s were very lovingly and honestly created, and they did both feel genuine and real. Sometimes they felt a little too easy or convenient, showing two different sides of the teenage trans experience in a way that felt like a clear set-up. Still, I felt like I knew them both, and the chasm between their personal experiences did factor into the story, though it felt like it came up and was resolved more quickly than I would have liked. If anything, they just felt young to me. Both are 18, and this story is right after they have graduated high school, but for a good portion of the story they both read younger, as maybe 16, or so, and it is a little hard to really accept their logic and decision-making when they are actual legal adults. There just felt like a discrepancy, and while characters in horror stories always get a little leeway with their decision-making, and while both characters had their own personal traumas and internal conflicts mediating their decision-making, I still felt like they were ignoring their hard-earned, lived experiences and acting in ways that felt more like sixteen-year-old kids who stole their parents’ car.
The writing itself was mostly fun, save for some cringey moments quoting songs and poems. It kept my attention and propelled the characters forward in ways that I wasn’t ever bored. I liked the central conflict and the symbolism it offered, how the dangers in the woods and the dangers of the humans around you are different types of threats that can prove equally deadly. The central protagonists weren’t particularly interesting, they felt expected and a little boring, but they served their purpose in the story. The way the central conflicts were resolved felt a little too easy, and also not very surprising. That isn’t to say the ending was unearned, or not fulfilling from a reader standpoint, I just hoped for a little more. Considering the symbolic elements of the central creature in the woods, the fear of “normal” society, and finding the inner strength to save yourself against society, there was so much more viscera to be scooped out and gobbled up in the never-ending night of those Kentucky woods.
When all is said and done, considering the topic, this story felt very gentle. There is nothing wrong with that. I have read a decent amount of other queer- and trans-horror, including stuff classified as YA, and many of those felt more graphic and threatening, for the characters and the readers. This felt more didactic than experiential. I didn’t feel like I was put in the place of these characters, I felt like I was given a lecture about what these characters experienced. And that is fine, the characters were compelling and won me over. The bloody action in the woods was well-done, whether fighting humans or beast, and the ideas around what they experienced and why were all fun to think about and play with.
I want to thank the author, the publisher Delacorte Press, and NetGalley, who provided a complimentary eARC for review. I am leaving this review voluntarily.