I’ve never been the type to live by society’s standards. Always been the one to move to the beat of my own drum. The way I carried on through life may not have been what most would approve of, but I didn’t care. My life was just that, my life.
I knew that I didn’t have control over much, but I did have control over what most was to afraid to speak about openly and that was my sexuality. I didn’t look at sex as an intimate act, it was simply a transaction between two people maybe more if that was the mood I was in. I was a heaux. Or at least that’s what I’ve been told.
An emotionally detached woman using people for pleasure. If you asked Jia, she would say I was heartless. If you asked Josiah, he would tell you that I was pretending to be something that I wasn’t.
I was cool with that but then Fabeyon came into my life turning my ish upside down. Like my name, there was a gravitational pull towards this man that made me desire him. There’s so much more I can say but baby I’ll let you find out on your own because pooh this ish is messy, sexy and as scandalous as it gets.
Wow! It’s crazy how things turned out. It was one turning point after another. Nonetheless, I was happy Desire found genuine love and made significant progress as far as coming to terms with her past. I just know things can only get better from here. Great book!