Sometimes the mere act of creation reveals truths about what it describes!
A friend on GR yesterday was enthusiastic when he saw I was reading this book. I said to him that I couldn't understand it.
But now, writing this, I think I know why...
The Dolphin, for me today, is unreadable. I can read Lowell's early poetry, because passionate, and if passionate, literature becomes relatable. This work is neither. DNF. I regret my not persevering, but see now by now Lowell was Chronically Schizophrenic.
It was no longer possible to live with him. His wife, Elizabeth Hardwick appealed to him emotionally, but he no longer understood emotion. His life, as his schizophrenia became chronic, became unworkable, as only cerebral.
He must have lived in hell. His wife did now too, and ended their marriage.
Hardwick has co-authored a parallel book called The Dolphin Letters, in which she has her own say. A famous poet in her own right, she valued her unhindered life - not Robert's life of perpetual conflict - and left him. She had tried everything.
Folks like Lowell, who negatively emotes more intellectually than viscerally, rely on an eternal "sane" naysaying. It's a world of hurts out there, but they no longer feel them. They have no empathy for the world, being beyond its emotional reach.
My bipolar reading has saved me from a dead finish like these chronics face, and - incredibly, kept my reading imagination young and sybaritic - so my illness is now in remission. And qua emotion, has finally taught my impulsive heart maturity.
And so now my meds only put into balance my emotions and common sense.
But Lowell no longer had an emotional investment in the world. Or in his marriage. Though his brain was hyperactive his heart was dead.
And that is why his Dolphin leaves me cold. Lowell was no longer connected with civilization and its awful emotional discontents, the reading about which had fuelled my bipolarity at first and has now belatedly healed me empathetically.
And I could not discover why someone else showed interest in reading a book of the dead (for that's what it is).
That's when I began this, saw the reason, and completed my review, as if to respond to him.