I don’t remember if I read this book in high school or college (late 1990s or early 2000s). The first few chapters were an eye-opener. I, as a pro-life person (even now as a pharmacist, but I wasn’t even thinking about a career in healthcare at the time I read this), found myself empathizing with her & hoping she could get to the clinic for the “pro-choice procedure”!
As the story continued, it became so much more than a story about the plight of a pregnant teenager, or pro-life vs pro-choice. It was about how Nikki was ultimately set free by giving her life to Jesus, & getting to know Jesus on a personal level like she had never encountered him before. It was also good to see that her friends & her grandparents were a lot more supportive of her than Nikki expected. (She thought they would just be judgmental.) I liked how one of her friends introduced her to Jesus in a way she hadn’t considered (maybe she had heard of him, but still thought of him only as the “judgmental God”).
And I also liked how her Grandma knew about the baby from Nikki’s confession while the Grandma was unconscious in the hospital, recovering from a stroke. Grandma was even sympathetic to Nikki’s plight, even confessing to Nikki that she was in a similar situation. She was engaged to Grandpa, then Grandpa went off to war, & when Grandpa came back, Grandma was crying because she was pregnant by another man, & assumed Grandpa would want to break off the engagement. But Grandpa still wanted to marry Grandma, & accepted the child as his own—the child who was none other than Nikki’s Mom!
When Nikki’s Mom (who was not a believer) found out, she took Nikki to the clinic for the procedure. But Nikki was a believer by then & started praying for a miracle to save her child. At that moment, the nurse bumped into some other nurse, mixing up the paperwork, & it ended up being just a routine ultrasound—but Nikki got to see her child! She even found more peace in fighting to save her child than she thought she would find in terminating the pregnancy.
Her Mom still wasn’t crazy about it, but Nikki’s Grandma stepped up & let Nikki live with her for the rest of the pregnancy (or as long as needed), reminding Nikki’s Mom that she would’ve never been born if Grandma had terminated the pregnancy before Grandpa got back from the war & found out about it.