There is something dream-like in Donald Antrim's writing. Things are real enough, but with the usual real issues of loss and despair and sometimes surrender. Then, unexpectedly, things turn surreal. A car wheel slides in the mud and we are not on the same road at all. A different dimension, perhaps, or someone else's story. And it is so hard to get that traction. Sometimes we get back on the real road. But sometimes we don't.
The first story in this collection is very much like the author's three published novels, in the way I have just described above. The rest of the stories, less so. I liked five of the stories fairly well, but I won't bore you with plots. I think you should know, though, that the protagonist of the first story, Reginald Barry, is the great-great-great-grandson of the Reverend William Trevor Barry. A nice homage, that.
The final, seventh story, which happens to be the title story, begins with a longish paragraph of two sentences, one very long and one short, broken up, copiously, with commas, semi-colons, and even hyphens, all having the effect, to me at least, of a pounding; a pounding. Here:
In less than a year, he'd lost his mother, his father, and, as he'd once and sometimes still felt Julia to be, the love of his life; and during this year, or, he should say, during its suicidal aftermath, he twice admitted himself to the psychiatric ward at the University Hospital in Charlottesville, where, each stay, one in the fall and one in the following summer, three mornings a week, Monday, Wednesday, Friday, he'd climbed onto an operating table and wept at the ceiling while doctors set the pulse, stuck electrodes to his forehead, put the oxygen meter on his finger, and then pushed a needle into his arm and instructed him, as the machines beeped and the anesthetic dripped down the pipette toward his vein, to count backward from a hundred; and now, another year later, he was on his way to the dump to throw the drawings and paintings that Julia had made in the months where she was sneaking off to sleep with the man she finally left to marry, along with the comic-book collection--it wasn't a collection so much as a big box stuffed with comics--that he'd kept since he was a boy. He had long ago forgotten his old comics; and then, a few days before, he'd come across them on a dusty shelf at the back of the garage, while looking for a carton of ammo.
Maybe the Ativan in his pocket will help; if not him, then someone else, someone who needs it even more than him, someone out there after the wheel slips, and the emerald light in the air finds him.