This is a truly fucked up, reverse harem, dark/bully romance novel, the first in a the series. It ends on quite the cliff hanger. And it was awesome. Please make sure you read the trigger warnings before you read it. The full list of warnings is on the author's website. Mackenzie and her mom are on the run after Mackenzie defends herself from an ex-boyfriend. They find themselves at Verona Falls University, a college for mafia sons/daughters. Domenic is going to be her new step brother, since her mom has made a deal with the dean for protection in exchange for marriage. Domenic is a part of a group known as "The Devils" and all three of them are their own levels of fucked up. Despite her best efforts (she really doesn't try that hard), she finds herself the center of their attention and falling for each of them. Despite their connection, Dom still wants Mackenzie and her mom gone. He commits the ultimate betrayal, exposing her mom for past sins, and causing Mackenzie's illness to flare up. It was a fantastically well written (for a dark romance college scene book) and I can't wait to see what fucked up thing happens next, I downloaded the next book immediately. I'm a sucker for a good dark romance. The spice is legit too, like a 3/5 with some kinks thrown in there as well. Smut and a why choose bully romance? Obviously I couldn't resist.
So, earlier in the book, it's brought up how smart Mackenzie is and how she's done in her classes at her previous college. But she can't be that smart ... because it took her 70% of this book to figure out she was attending a Mafia college. Seriously, there are so many signs that point to it being that, and Mackenzie just thinks that it's an unorthodox school? Jesus Christ.
I'm not entirely sure why the author keeps Mackenzie's epilepsy as a secret until she has a seizure pretty far into the book. She continually refers to it as her "illness" or "getting sick." I understand that it's a secret to those around her since it's a weakness (in her mind; I personally don't think of it as a weakness) for anyone besides her mom to see that. I just felt like it was a weird choice, especially because the reader does find out before the characters in the book. Dunno why it bothered me so much, but it was something I was thinking about after her first seizure.
If she hates these guys as much as she claims, I'm really not sure the reasoning behind continually falling into bed with all of them. She goes on and on and describes in great detail on she can't stand them and how much she loathes them and then *BAM* falls onto a dick. And repeats the cycle with each of the devils. I suppose you can hate someone and still fuck them ... but maybe not as frequently or with as much gusto as Mackenzie does and still not recognize that you just have feelings for someone. But I'm sure she'll have that revelation at some point in either this book or one of the others in the series. And then after she finally sleeps with Dom her thoughts are, "maybe I'm as fucked up as him?" Yes. Yes you are as fucked up. Not even really a question.
I cannot stress this enough. There NEEDS to be ANAL PREP before an anal VIRGIN takes a dick up her ass for the first time. All they did was a small amount of prep that was immediately followed by her first ever DP encounter. And then they tell her to "just relax" and it will be easier. So fucking unrealistic. They would have ripped her in half. Take the time to do anal right ... prep is key! I do get that it's a fictional novel, but even fiction has it's freaking limits.
If dark romances are your jam, definitely try this one out. It's got a ton of great tropes - mafia, why choose, college, illness, & bully romance. I'm sure I'm probably missing some. But it was great and I enjoyed it; I recommend!