'Somethings forced her deeper into the dark. Fate placed her into my path, weaving our destinies together. No denying it now, little hacker. I'm coming for you' - Yes SIR.
What to expect from this book -
- Forced proximity
- Mc, ex military mmc
- Smart, fiery hacker fmc
- spicy spice
- Tension
- Trauma (toward fmc - torture, abuse etc)
- Fmc on a revenge arc
- Gripping plot
Ellie makes me laugh. Misandrist queen. She goes through perverted, horrific horrors up to the age of 16. Being in a cult, groomed for violence and assault, with a restricted education (only taught to serve men, yuck, pass), only to lose her mother when she tried to save Ellie from such a fate. Then Ellie becomes absolutely hilarious. To put it simply, she becomes somewhat emotionally inept, people are a science project to her, and letting them in, is a whole other ordeal. She's more of a 'logic and numbers girl'.
"No one can love me. You cannot fall for someone who can't feel. It's impossible" - Oh how wrong she was.
Instead of hiding from her demons, Ellie hunts them with full force. Thanks to her mother she learned how to read, do maths, form her own opinions (god forbid), and thrive in normal society. Which she does, somewhat. I live for her fire and sarky humour. Honestly she's one of my top 3 fmc. She's so selfless yet cannot let anyone reciprocate the loyalty she has to those , very few, she is close to.
"i've never been anyone's anything, but he is my everything" - I SOB
I love hunter and Eleanor so much. From the banter, to the sass she throws his way left, right and centre. She has this man jumping through hoops and running circles around her instantly. He came to her rescue, and tore those walls she built right down. Hunter saw right through her mask and called her out on her cyborg, emotionless bullshit. He pulled her out of her darkness, refusing to lose her to it, and showed her it is okay to love. The way he was CONSTANTLY double checking if things were okay or if she was sure, without even knowing the extent of her trauma. AND the mouth on this man... Pure filth. Don't even get me started on the spice.
The way these two complimented each other so well, both damaged, riddled with shadows and guilt but also loving each part of each other, unconditionally.
"If you can't be selfish for yourself, then I will do it for you. Let me be your guiding light. Let me hold you up and be the immovable force at your back as you slay your demons" - This man is all for Ellie getting her revenge UGH.
"I am not some knight in shining armour looking to slay her demons - I'm the man who will protect her back while ensuring her blades are always sharp"
Fox, Honor and Gail, We love you. They all put up with Ellies hard exterior but know, deep down, that she isn't as strong as she seems. Allowing her to fight her demons is a big fat no from them. They are also absolutely hilarious. I need to read Fox and Honors story asap.