For the ones the world has been waiting for; this is a story of discovering the power of being a woman, the deep mysteries of period blood and the power of following the heart.A deep, wise and thought provoking journey through loss, self-discovery and soul initiation, the reader will learn deep and wide lessons that will enrich life in new ways.A deeply personal story of reclamation, death and rebirth, initiation and purpose; the journey follows the Author on her personal pilgrimage through life to discover who she really is, leading her to New Caledonia, South America and to the wide veins of her own heart."Darling girl, these judgements and criticisms are from people who live in a world of self-hate.You must not let their own darkness penetrate your aura. You were born for shiny things. Sparkly things. True things.You must carry on, doing what feels right and true to you. Your soul knows the way,You have a unique light that is here to make the highest difference. Breathe out the bad and the negative projections these people have put on you, and stay in the place that rains with love and pure joy, your heart.Don’t go giving your energy and magic to just anyone, darling.You’re far too pure for that. Do not forget that you are light.Not everyone will understand you - and that is more than okay. You are not made for everyone - and people can only see you to the extent at which they can see themselves. You will trigger everything that is less than love in these people - but you must remember your role is not to validate anyone, nor is it to make anyone happy. You are not responsible for filling anyone’s cup. Your role is to focus on yourself and continue to fill your cup, and continue doing everything that makes you happy. You were born to shine. Don’t stop creating, out of fear of what others might think. Create to celebrate you, and create to unleash the joy that is so eagerly awaiting to ooze out from you.You have too big a purpose to be swallowing in the shallows with these weak people. Keep being you, and the right people will come, you must remember to always celebrate yourself and how far you’ve come.You are the one you have always been looking for.""Trusting is a process that requires courage. It is an act of faith, a jumpingness into the unknown - not knowing if the ground will be there to catch us when we fall. It is knowing that we have wings to fly."