Meredith hasn't left her home in 1,214 days. She works from home, exercises, has a cat, a few friends visit, but she is bound to the four walls that contain her.
This is the story of a woman, functioning the best way she knows. She's made a full life for herself, by herself.
Her best friend Sadie, comes to visit often as well as Tom, a worker from Helping Hands. She also makes a friend, Celeste, online--and connects with others healing from trauma.
You would think this story would be boring, how much can you write about a woman trapped in her home, but Claire Alexander writes with honesty about a woman's struggle to enter back into the world.
As the story unfolds, we learn Meredith's past has been complicated. Trigger warning for child abuse, sexual violence, and domestic violence.
I loved this book. Simplistic writing, raw, and poignant. Meredith is a kind, soulful woman, struggling with herself and the world, forcing her to step outside, literally.
Her sister and mother hadn't been in touch with during her isolation—we learn the dark, gut-wrenching reason for their abandonment. The story is told between the present and past building into her trauma.
Meredith's courage is inspiring. Luckily, she has people (while few) that have rallied around her, championing her through the struggles.
This is a story of friendship, hope, recovery, and acceptance. An important read, one that draws you to empathize with the protagonist.
I laughed, I cried, and I rejoiced. Meredith draws a line between living alone and being lonely, which is an important idea. It’s ok to live alone, but painful to be lonely.
Interestingly, I had a discussion with a good friend who's sister is struggling with anxiety. I listened as she talked about the frustration she felt. It made me think, sometimes, when a friend/family member suffers with mental illness, our impatience, without realizing, can be hurtful, detrimental to the sufferer.
Helping those with serious trauma, mental illness' requires more than just patience. It requires you to ask yourself, how would you want to be treated? The cast of characters that stand by her are an example of what that would look like--empathetic.
4.5/5 stars