✰ 2.75 stars ✰
“If we lose our stories,’ he wrote, ‘we lose ourselves.”
The Story Collector is told in dual timelines - that of a farmer's daughter, eighteen-year-old Anna of 1910, & one set a hundred years later, where Sarah escapes from the Big Bad Thing that broke her heart and spirit in New York, takes an impromptu trip to the Irish countryside, led by the impulsive pull of a very special hawthorn tree, thought to be ‘an important meeting place for the Connacht and Munster fairies’, and should be protected at all costs for its magical ties to Irish folklore.
“Perhaps that was why some people were so willing to believe in fairies. Maybe they were trying to hang on to something, or make believe that there was more to this life, beyond death.”
It's a bit odd to explain why and why not this was not really a great read, but it would feel wrong to write it off entirely. It is towards the end where I really feel the validity of the way the story was depicted, but I do have issues with the writing tone and format for certain parts. 🙅🏻♀️ Anna's narrative of how she volunteers to assist Harold, a young American researching Celtic folklore and translating the stories of the Good People into English, is presented in diary form, which was a bit troublesome for me. 😕
Diaries that read as actual scenes don't quite appeal to me. It would have benefited greatly, if the author could have simply told us that Sarah had found her journal, and we could have stepped back in time to her life, rather than having us believe that she actually wrote everything out as a story. I can't imagine anyone writing everything out with such fine detail as she did. 😅 I certainly didn't! So, it just feels off to transport the reader back in time with a journal entry; switching the timeline - even in first person would have been much better. The writing also had a slight modern feel to it that also seemed out of place of that time period, that made it harder to relate to. 🙍🏻♀️
But, her backstory was compelling; we get invited into her life and the people close to her to get that glimpse of how magical and reality merge and inadvertently change her life. The mystery surrounding the Thornwood mansion was intriguing, and it tied in nicely to the myth of fairies. '‘It was demind, the old ways and the new, like two worlds coming asunder.' 🥺 It leads us deeper into the danger that it presents and how one has to make the right choice, in order to save another. The presence of the fae and this overlying presence of mystic and mayhem was captured intensely. The characters definitely felt more fleshed out in the past, than they were in the present.
“Even a broken heart still feels... And in her own mixed-up way, she thought that by fixing someone else’s, she might heal her own.”
Sarah was -- Sarah; a dispirited and heartbroken alcoholic who somehow felt that coming to this quaint little cottage would somehow ease the pain in her heart and the wounds of her soul. 'Self-awareness continued to elude her and the obvious still presented itself like a surprise.' I'm not sure if I was too keen on the romantic interest that she struck a fancy for - honestly, it would have been fine without it - but there was something that tied her to him that made it somewhat make sense. Yet, at the same time, her chapters felt like they were trying too hard to be whimsical and magical that it felt unbelievable. 🤔
But, as her character slowly learns to let go, I started to see what had led her to be in denial of her own pain; and I felt for her. I felt for her and accepted her gradual realization of enduring through the tragedy that grieved her so. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 How painful memories don't entirely fade, but 'but instead of a hardness, it can become a tenderness. Your heart will make room for your memories and you won’t be afraid of them any more.’ I felt like it was a calling for her to find Anna's journal and help her overcome her own guilt and shame of what she had lost and accept that even grieving is okay. As those hints surfaced, I began to appreciate her a little more and see how she changed for the better because of it. Of how she learned the joys of following her heart, rather than others leading her to happiness. 🫂
I wasn't quite a fan of the ending being relayed to us; it felt underwhelming and too rushed to really appreciate it. Even the time jump did very little to feel satisfactory, even if it was a happy one. When it comes down to it, I do appreciate the reasoning of both perspectives and the heartfelt message that it delivers. 👍🏻 It's not exactly a grand story, but perhaps, the beauty of it lies in the quiet simplicity of what it was depicting; through a sense of magical realism to it that would allow both characters to overcome their own grief-stricken pasts, but still cherish the memories of those lost forever. Why she needed to be here and feel the magic of her surroundings to get over her own grief. Much like Anna who shouldered her own pain, to accept it was something that resonated with me and made me appreciate the meaning behind the story collector's intentions, after all. 🫶🏻