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435 pages, Paperback
First published April 11, 2024
Then she was holding me differently, and the final secrets between us fell away, swiftly and simply and with greater tenderness than I could have ever imagined. The things we did that evening amazed me so much that I felt helpless – but I felt entirely safe in my vulnerability. I wanted Sylvia to have all of me, in that moment and forever. And although I knew that Sylvia hadn’t fully healed – how could she, how could anyone? – it didn’t matter, because she knew she was safe too. I was inside her, and she was inside me, and there were long moments of perfect, blissful release.
After October 1999, there were crucial, untruthful narratives that came to live in my mind as the truth, and my moral compass spun so that truth-telling was no longer an imperative or even a priority.