In reviewing Joe Brainard's book, I don't want to criticize him, pro or con. I want to quote him.
I remember laundromats at night all lit up with nobody in them.
I remember when I decided to be a minister. I don't remember when I decided not to be.
I remember how very black and white early "art" movies were.
My work never turns out like I think it is going to. I start something. It turns into a big mess. And then, I clear up the mess.
I remember angel food cake and wondering why the hole in the middle HAD to be there.
I remember finding things in glove compartments I had looked for before but not found.
HOW TO BE ALONE AGAIN: Read. Drink. Don't think too much. Or else think a lot. Write.
TODAY: For once in my life, today, I dropped an open-faced peanut butter sandwich that landed right side up.
I remember not understanding why people on the other side of the world didn't fall off
I remember wondering if girls fart too.
Joe Brainard was the ultimate minimalist. He never tried to get fancy with his prose. He just wrote things down as they came to him, whenever he decided to write something. Occasionally he worries about boring the reader, and boring himself. But then he doesn't care, because this is his time to write, and he'll write. His writing has a hypnotic quality. At some point as you're reading him, you feel he's writing about you, or maybe that you're writing the book. He knows more about you than you do. He only ever wrote about the present moment. Even his masterpiece I Remember is not about the past. It's about Joe remembering, right now. Read as a whole, the memories feel universal. They're mine, they're yours, only we don't remember them until we read Joe. Then they seem obvious.
During his brief lifetime, Joe Brainard was known as a prolific graphic artist who occasionally wrote. From reading this book, though, one gets the impression that his writing gradually became more important to him, and he doubted the worth of his art the more success he attained. Joe quit doing much of anything in his late thirties. The self doubts that feel like anyone's doubts in his writing appear to have overtaken him, and he refused most requests to do works of art.
Reading Ron Padgett's collection of Joe's writing has the effect of making the reader think about the present, the moment, and to start living in it instead of worrying about the past (depression) or the future (anxiety). The Collected Writings is like a tonic, or the newest miracle psychiatric wonder drug: take it along with you, you feel transported into a world of NOW where somehow your own doubts, worries, anxieties disappear.
My favorite piece in the Collected Writings, other than I Remember, is Joe's account of a bus trip he took from New York City to Montpelier, Vermont. It's every bus trip you ever took, and at the same time it could only be Joe's. That's his magic. The Collected Writings is a gift from the Library of America to anyone who cares to receive it. Read it, and you'll never be quite the same again. The best summary comes, of course, from Joe himself: "Outside my window snow is falling down, against a translucent sky of deep lavender, with a touch of orange, zig-zagged along the bottom into a silhouette of black buildings. (The icebox clicks off, and shudders.) And it's as simple as this, what I want to tell you about: if perhaps not much, everything. Painting the moment for you tonight."