She gives me what I didn't know I needed. I don't know if I can do the same for her...
For years, I've lived as a broken shell of a man, the Prom Night survivor who doesn't deserve to live. I continue my stolen life for my family's sake, but my silent world is a dark one full of terrors, with no respite to be found anywhere.
Then Liaden comes along.
She's my polar opposite. An extroverted, highly successful professor, always smiling, always a sparkling ray of quirky pink sunshine. This woman makes me feel things I never even felt with the girl I lost. The girl who died in my arms many years ago when the world exploded around us.
The girl I failed to save.
Liaden, though... She draws me to her like a magnet, pulling me into the light in ways I don't deserve.
But I'm broken, weak, sinful. I can't even speak the words to tell her how much she means to me.
Lizzie Stanley writes steamy romance with dark themes, and likes to collect the tears of her readers.
When not writing, this chaos goblin of a human tells her husband how much he reminds her of a goth Keanu Reeves, cuddles her disabled dog, and reads. Tons.
She's housetrained and friendly and loves to hear from people. Feel free to hit her up on Instagram or TikTok, or by emailing lizziestanley.author@gmail.com.
There's no denying it Lizzie is THE EVIL WOMAN , SENDING me on a rollercoaster that is the Wishbone Tattoo series. I knew she was a wonderful writer from book1 ( EmEli story ) and I knew I would fall in love with Dean even more than I already did from the glimpse,we had in what we deserve but wow the prologue floored me and I am very rarely rendered speechless and I actually had to process what I read for few minutes ( that is a good impactful way the scene was written) . Always,said a Great writer can make you care about side characters as much as,the main characters and Lizzie is a master when it comes,to making you care. For example: book one, it was Dean who jumped out at me and made me look forward to reading his story. This time it was Leo and his shenanigans which were much needed in light of Deans darkness. Now as much as I am Team Dean forever I have mad respect for Eli I honestly thought Eli and Dean were brothers not cousins. Love Leo for being comic relief in the story and for caring enough to help a friend. . I would give 100/5 stars if I could.
This is new author for me, and I so glad to have found her. I loved this one so much I went back to the first book in the Wishbone Tattoo series, and I’m so excited for the next one! Heed the trigger warnings on this one, because parts of it, while vital to the story and character arc, can be difficult to read.
Our hero Dean is a troubled character. Due to a trauma he suffered, he's barely going through the motions, and that takes every bit of effort and determination he can muster. He has a terrific, small group of friends who understand his unique needs and watch out for him. He's also a skilled tattoo artist and works with his cousins at Wishbone Tattoo.
Liaden O’Brien is a linguistics Professor University of Foxton, and she's decided it's time for her first tattoo. A friend recommended Dean, and she's immediately taken with him. She's not only talented when it comes to words, but it seems everything she tries, she excels at. She's the perfect sunny disposition to Dean's darkness, and she fits in well with his group of friends. An unlikely pairing maybe, but she's the Yang to his Yin.
This compelling romance is raw and gritty and deals with extremely difficult subjects, but it’s also surprisingly beautiful and incredibly sweet. This found family holds each other up, always has each other's back, and welcomes new members into the fold with open arms. Dean is like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, his story one of overcoming past pain and trauma, and one of new beginnings. Profound, emotive, and unforgettable, these extraordinary characters will own your heart and live in your soul long after the last page.
This book is SUPERB! Worth the wait! I have been waiting for Dean's story since reading What We Deserve. What We Need was so lovingly crafted and cared for. The subject matter is a bit tough but handled so gently. I fell in love with Dean in book one and never dreamed of how he could find his happy ever after. Well Liaden is his soul mate for sure. Bright, funny, outgoing, beautiful and crazy smart yet also harboring her own hurts. Dean and Liaden "get" each other. There are hurdles to jump and tears to be cried. But this is a beautiful story of helaing and love. Though it is nice to have read book one for an introduction to the characters it is not necessary in order to enjoy book two. Please check the trigger warnings!
I was looking forward to this book so much. I absolutely loved Dean in What We Deserve and wanted him to have his HEA too. Unfortunately, the pairing in this one didn't work for me.
Liaden is written as the ultimate manic pixie dream girl and I hate it. I get what the author was trying to do, making Liaden a counterpoint to Dean's quiet angst, but holy shit this character is ANNOYING. It's the cliche trope of a MPDG magically healing a damaged man. It feels wrong, somehow flippant, to use a cartoonish love interest given the story's background.
The opening sequence was so well written, so moving, that the letdown was massive. Liaden is basically a caricature of a person. So much so that I could only make it to the 15% mark before DNF.
Like, I get that Dean's background and ongoing PTSD is VERY heavy and the author felt that she needed to counter that in some way, but I feel like she went waaaaay too far in the other direction with the love interest. Liaden is immature and incredibly shallow. It would have made so much more sense to have a calm, mature, stable character for Dean to love. Someone that would be a port in a storm for him.
All that being said, I still love What We Deserve. The characters were perfect for each other. I just wish I could have said the same for Dean's story.
Wow! I wanted this book so badly. I knew it would hurt, but it is soooooo worth the tears I shed (and I shed a lot). I fell so hard for all these characters, but Dean has always had my heart. I wanted to reach into the book and hug him almost every page, ok it was every page. He is strong, he is a fighter and this book is absolutely incredible.
First Lizzie Stanley you beautiful, strong, amazing and incredible writer! You left your heart and soul on the pages of this book. Thank you for this beautiful story. Thank you for Dean, Liaden, Eli, Em, Sadie and Leo! I wish I could be a part of their friend gang and sing karaoke with them!!!
Dean you beautiful, strong incredible character. I cannot thank you enough Lizzie Stanley for the courage and heart it took to write this book and the fight you put into a character like Dean! He struggles, he goes on a rollercoaster ride if emotions, heck I felt like I was on thst ride with him. But the outcome was worth the pain.
And Liaden you are the breath of freshness we all needed. I mean obviously Dean needed you the most but I am soooo glad Dean found you and you found the Wishbone family.
I can’t wait for the next book! Lizzie writes with such emotion. She bares everything on each page. Even describing little details she paints such a vivid picture. This was was emotional, heartfelt, inspiring and soooo incredible!
💗Tattoo Artist MC 💗Professor/Wicked Smart FMC 💗Found Family 💗PTSD/Survivor’s Guit 💗Overcoming Trauma 💗Incredible Love Story
**please check triggers are emotional topics are discussed!
Title: What We Need (Wishbone Tattoos Book 2) Author: Lizzie Stanley Hero/Heroine: Dean & Liaden Tropes: Opposites Attract, Second Chance at Love, Angsty, Mute Hero, ASL Rep,
tw/cw: graphic depiction of a school shooting, depression and anxiety, PTSD, survivors guilt, substance abuse, self harm and suicidal ideation from a first person POV, workplace sexual harassment,
✨the good ✨
I don’t think that there are enough words to justify how much I adored this book. After reading What We Deserve, I knew that Dean’s story would be heartbreaking, however I didn’t realise how much. This was a character so tortured and torn about events from his past, that he refused to allow himself to feel any sort of feelings for anyone. Until Liaden.
Content with going to work at Wishbone Tattoos, spending time with his friends and family and staying at home, Dean never planned to meet someone that would change his life so inexplicably. Liaden, wanting a very intricate and detailed tattoo, ends up in Dean’s chair and its heart eyes for her from here on out.
When I say that this book had me in a chokehold, I mean that this bitch had its arms round my neck and was squeezing for dear life. It was worth every month I had to wait to read it, the author did not disappoint with Dean and Liaden’s story. I don’t want to go into too much detail in my review for fear of giving spoilers away, however I will say that you need to read this book. And the first in the series. Tell you what, just spend a weekend binge reading both, trust me, you won’t be disappointed. The depth of emotion portrayed throughout this story was incredible, a few times it had me convincing myself that the reason my eyes were watering was due to hayfever…
This story will stay with me for quite a while, and it’s safe to say it will feature right near the top of my favourite books of 2024. Beautiful. Poignant. Heartbreaking. Uplifting. There just aren’t enough words to describe my love for this story. Bravo Miss Stanley, Bravo.
✨ the bad ✨
Mitchell. Massive twat.
Thank you to the author for providing me with a copy of this to read. This is my honest review.
✨overall thoughts: heartbreaking. poignant. beautiful. uplifting. this book was definitely worth the wait ✨ 3rd act break up: sort of? ✨ heat level: 🌶️🌶️🌶️ ✨ star rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🧁Hero Who can’t speak 🧁Trauma / PTSD 🧁Quirky and Confident Heroine 🧁Virgin Hero (it’s my favorite trope)
Oh my gosh, I’m sending Lizzie my therapy Bill! Holy smokes she definitely had me crying from the prologue alone. The prologue could be potentially triggering for some, so just be sure to read the warnings if violence in any form is triggering. For me it wasn’t, but it definitely made for a deep emotional impact… this is the scene that shows us the trauma and ptsd Dean our MMC deals with on a regular basis. How the scars from that night live with him, both externally and physically… he is physically unable to speak, and has to sign… he has things that still trigger him and cause him to spiral and have episodes where he breaks down completely. He is scared to let anyone in, with fear that he could harm them or just not be good enough. Gosh I just wanted to give him 5000 hugs.
Dean works at wishbone tattoo, just living his life through the motions, when a bright light of a woman comes into his tattoo room for a consult Liaden, who is bubbly and quirky… a pink haired woman who loves language and communication. One who also has felt like she doesn’t belong, but takes an immediate liking to Dean. They form a connection to him right away. They have this mutual attraction and connection that forms stronger and stronger as the story goes on. One where Dean is able to slowly open up and let some of his walls down.
I’m a sucker for a broken character and seeing the moments where only that one person brings calm and peace to their life. That was very much Liaden for Dean. This is a beautiful story of love and putting yourself out there for it again… when you don’t feel worthy, still starting over again. I definitely recommend!
I was really excited to see this book come out. I was eager for Dean's story. And I loved the first book, What We Deserve. That being said, I did not like this book. And that's more of a reflection of my tastes than the quality of the author's writing.
I think my issue was that I didn't like Liaden as a partner to Dean. Liaden on her own is a great character, but I just couldn't like her for Dean. I mean she knew the basic details of Dean's trauma (from the handout prior to the tattoo appointment) and her whole internal dialogue centers around whether she can have a fling with him. Just no! That seemed a bit insensitive to me. I fell in love with Dean in the first book and thought he deserved better than Liaden as a partner. Just my personal feelings.
The best parts of the book for me was the relationship and interaction between Dean and Eli as well as the bits with Sadie, Leo, and Emily. I also thought the first part of the book describing the shooting incident was well written.
I started ugly crying within the first couple of pages of this book. It broke me. They slowly, my heart was pieced back together. I can’t imagine what Dean had to live through, nor do I really want to. Bravo to this author. You didn’t just jump, you leaped - leaped so far that you wrote such an amazingly beautiful story that I know will be on my re-read list forever. How you pieced Dean back together was a work of art and bringing Liaden into his life - well - simply perfection. She was exactly who Dean needed to not just live but to reclaim his life that an awful trauma took from him. I can’t say enough about this read. This is the second book I have read from this author and I will be a forever fan of hers. This book blew out my expectations and I think that everyone should read it!
Phenomenal book that was worth the wait and tears! Rollercoaster of emotions on the realistic topic of anguish, tragedy, trauma, PTSD, anxiety and heart-wrenching theme. Dean is a damage soul who is suffering in silence for a traumatic past. Liaden is an beautiful soul that help him heal and find love. ⚠️ Reading Triggers Warnings ⚠️
Waw! Just came across this book on TT. And waw again. I fell in love with all these characters. Storyline is to be found in all other reviews. But I just love the flow and style of this author. Going back for the other Books. Because this was so easy to read concerning a dark, triggers full on story. I’m not a reader for real life stories, but this. I can follow and feel the characters in their sorrow, pain, love, friendship….
Lizzie Stanley is a very new author to me, so I wasn’t sure what to expect going into this. I am so glad I have crossed paths with her. This book took me on a roller coaster of a journey, it was emotional, gut-wrenching, heartbreaking and full of pain but I also found it beautiful and incredibly sweet.
Dean is the main hero in this story and he struggles with trauma and has gone through a lot in his life and struggles a freak deal. Not many people understand him, however, he has a small group of friends who do. He’s also an amazing tattoo artist and works with his cousin at a store called Wishbone Tattoo.
Liaden is a linguistic Professor and wants her first tattoo. A friend of hers recommends that she go and see Dean and the moment they meet, they connect and immediately get along well. Liaden is pretty smitten with Dean. What’s even better is that she fits in well with his group of friends.
These two were opposite, they couldn’t be more different, but Liaden’s brightness balances out Dean's darkness and they bounce off each other. Their connection and chemistry are there and you can’t help but cheer for them. It was incredible to read and made my heart happy. I love a good romance that is mixed in with mental health, trauma, heartache and overcoming pain and Lizzie mastered these aspects especially the mental health and trauma side of it very well. It was extremely well written and I fell in love with not just the main characters but the secondary characters also. It’s beautiful. I highly recommend taking a chance on this author! I do not regret doing so!
This book was profoundly beautiful, extraordinary, heartfelt, inspiring and unforgettable. Definitely worth more than 5 stars!
I had such high hopes as I loved book one and was so endeared to Dean after his role as a side character is book 1.
This was definitely a triggering book for things that I didn't even realize were triggers for me. Also I really didn't like the FMC. I feel like she only focused around her physical attraction to him and sexualized all experiences of them together (and oh how I loathed her verbiage for her body parts, the first one or two were funny but then became so ridiculous that it completely pulled me out of the story). A huge pet peeve of mine is when the the FMC forgives the MMC after the big conflict without really discussing the issues... just seems so unlikely.
I feel like Dean deserved better but to me there was no way they could just pick up their relationship and continue... bleh.
It's been a while since I've loved and adored an h. I thought Liaden's character was a bit over the top at first, but no, she grew on me to be perfect for Dean. She was the ray of pink sunshine that he needed.
But more notably, the care taken with Dean's story is impeccable. I've never read a story that delved so deeply into a character with PTSD and survivor's guilt and done so with such empathy and grace.
Dean and Liaden are so not the ideal. But theirs was a story from the heart and such a hard fought road to an HEA for Dean.
A little sluggish with the pacing at times, so my attention wandered. Still a great one to read. Mind the triggers.
I have been waiting for this book for so long and it was worth every single minute of that wait. What We Need by Lizzie Stanley was more than I could have ever imagined it to be...I absolutely Loved Dean before when we Met him in book One(What We Deserve)..But after reading his full story I LOVE him even more. It is a story that is sometimes not easy to read so take heed of the trigger warnings,because Dean has gone through hell and his history is tragically emotional. Dean is Mute because of an horrendous and devestating life changing event that almost killed him..he lost everything that day including the ability to communicate through speech. Escaping to the U.K along with his cousin Eli he needs to get away from the ghosts of his past..Now thanks to Leo he is now a very talented Tattoo artist..but still a very broken man living with PTSD Understandably. Liaden strolls into Wishbone Tattoos seeking her first tattoo and changes Both their lives forever...she is so full of life and quite the opposite to Dean. A linguistic professor at the university she loves language and is quite the chatterbox..as soon as they meet there is a crackling chemistry between them that both of them cannot explain. For the first time Dean WANTS a woman and loves being around her,but he can't seem escape from the shadows of his past.He lives with survivors guilt and doesn't feel he deserves anything good in his life...Liaden is definately a slice of heaven in the hell he lives in everyday,this pink haired beauty has captured his heart and she is so perfect for this broken and tortured man. Liaden coaxes Dean out of his comfort zone..she brings him back to life makes him want to live instead of just existing. I Loved Liaden's personality she may have the IQ of Einstein but she has a heart of gold and the patience of a saint...she handles Dean with a gentle touch. I actually related to Dean I also have a milder version of PTSD and I completely understood his self hatred..Through-out this book my heart went out to Dean and I just wanted to comfort him,hug him and help him. This book is not all darkness though LEO the best friend is just so freaking Amazing ..I want a Leo in my life,his quirky sense of humour is the much needed light relief within this heavy book of drama and angst...I am already excited for Leo's story hoping that Sadie finally sees the light. I love the friendships in this book the way they all support and protect Dean..He has a lovely relationship with his cousin Eli..I wish I was a part of this Wishbone crew. This is such a BEAUTIFUL story of Love Redemption and forgiveness...Thought provoking and soul shattering and impeccably magnificent in every way. Lizzie Stanley's writing is exquisite and so touching at times but also very witty and funny too..Lizzie is an extremely talented storyteller and I love the way she writes and shapes her characters...Making them feel so honest and real. What We Need is my favourite book so far this year..It will remain one of my top reads EVER !! I LOVE this series so much and highly recommend it. A Superb read. Perfection. It deserves a galaxy of Stars.
Prepare to be swept away on an emotional rollercoaster with What We Need by Lizzie Stanley, the stunning second book in the Wishbone Tattoo series. Set against the backdrop of deep-seated trauma and the power of love, this novel dives into the complexities of healing and the beauty of finding solace in unexpected places.
At the center of the story is Dean, a man haunted by the ghosts of his past, living in the shadows of a tragedy that shattered his world years ago. He exists in a state of numbness, merely surviving for the sake of his family, unable to break free from the chains of his own guilt and anguish. Enter Liaden O'Brien, a vibrant force of nature whose sunny disposition and unwavering optimism threaten to penetrate the walls Dean has built around his heart. As a linguistics professor with a penchant for adventure, Liaden is the polar opposite of Dean, yet their connection is undeniable.
The author masterfully crafts their relationship, portraying the delicate dance between light and darkness, hope and despair. Dean's reluctance to embrace happiness is palpable, his inner turmoil mirroring the storm raging within him. Liaden, on the other hand, is a beacon of warmth and understanding, offering Dean a glimpse of light in his darkest hour. Their journey together is fraught with obstacles and self-doubt, but it is also imbued with moments of profound tenderness and genuine connection.
What sets What We Need apart is its exploration of the human spirit's resilience and the transformative power of love. Through Dean and Liaden's evolving relationship, Stanley delves into themes of redemption, forgiveness, and the healing balm of acceptance. Theirs is a love story born from pain but tempered by courage, a testament to the enduring strength of the human heart.
Moreover, the author’s portrayal of the supporting cast adds depth and richness to the narrative. From Dean's loyal friends to Liaden's infectious enthusiasm, each character contributes to the tapestry of emotions woven throughout the story. The sense of camaraderie and found family is palpable, serving as a poignant reminder that healing is often a collective effort.
Overall, What We Need is a poignant and evocative story that will resonate with readers long after they've turned the final page. With its richly drawn characters, heartfelt romance, and poignant themes, this novel is a true testament to the power of love to heal even the deepest wounds. Whether you're a fan of romance, drama, or simply compelling storytelling, What We Need is sure to leave an indelible mark on your heart.
I need to start this review by making it crystal clear that this book is a masterpiece. I cannot remember the last time a story moved me the way this one did. I savoured every word. I wept like a baby. I swooned. And now, finishing the final page, I am utterly shellshocked in the best possible way.
I read book one in the Wishbone Tattoos series, 'What we Deserve,' and loved it so much I bought the signed paperback. Ever since, I have been waiting for the next book in the series, knowing I would be in for another incredible read.
And I was.
In my experience, many romances written in first person present tense have characters that are indistinguishable from each other and also from characters in other author's books. There is nothing that makes them stand out as different people. Lizzie Stanley's characters have such different voices I can instantly tell who is speaking and feel that I know them as real people.
Liaden is utterly unique and also utterly believable and real to me. Dean is so heartbreakingly genuine and raw, that what he thinks and feels and says, sunk down to my bones. And each of the other principle side characters; Eli, Emily, Sadie, and Leo are so fabulously written they leap off the page and into your heart.
Now the content warning... This book deals with extremely dark and difficult subjects and you must read the content warning before diving in. I also recommend if you are sensitive like me, avoid the prologue and skip straight to chapter one. However, I must also stress that Stanley handles these themes with exquisite sensitivity, acknowledging how complex people are and that the road to healing is never straightforward.
The way in which she also handles Dean's communication in all forms is nothing short of a perfectly researched, judged and executed masterclass in how to write someone unable to speak.
As well as the angst, drama, and high emotion, Stanley is also brilliant at humour, and What we Need had me cackling out loud in many places. The WhatsApp group chats are particularly hilarious, as well as Liaden's various descriptions of her 'pink falafel'...
There are also several sections of this book which should be printed out and handed to young men as a training manual before they attempt to pleasure a woman in bed. Honestly, the scene where Eli and Leo advise Dean, and then Sadie weighs in is GOLD.
If you think you can handle a book that deals with the psychological fall out of a horrific high school shooting, then I urge you to read What we Need. It's a beautifully crafted, brilliantly written masterpiece that will stay with me forever. Just DO IT.
This took me on a rollercoaster of emotions that had my teenagers coming out to find out why I was crying. This book is not for the faint of heart. The prologue for this book is confronting and visceral but necessary to help readers understand Dean better. The image of Dean trying to put Callie’s brains back in her skull so she can wake up is something that will stay with me for a while. Dean is a tortured hero. Living what he feels is a stolen life after a mass shooting at his high school prom not only took his voice but left him one of eight survivors in body count that hit triple digits. A tattooed acronym serves as both a reminder of the day (a day he can never forget) and a balm to bring him back to reality after a panic attack. The meaning of the letters is probably not the best way to soothe a tormented mind. But Dean’s survivor’s guilt is so heavy, that he feels like he deserves it. The exploration of how Dean’s physical and mental health affects those he loves is more prevalent than in Book 1. Here we see how Dean feels like a burden and it’s not until he hits absolute rock bottom that he sees any hope. Liaden is a wonderful character. I might have a bit of a crush on her. She’s unapologetically feminist, confident, sex-positive, and compassionate. Her desire to get a tattooed replica of the Rosetta Stone on her whole back serves as both a catalyst for her introduction to Dean and a symbol of how she unlocks Dean’s heart. Her almost instant friendship with Sadie and Emily is fantastic. I am so here for strong female friendships in books. The scene where Leo and Eli are giving Dean realistic advice on how to have sex is such a beautiful portrayal of how close their bond is. The cousins don’t make fun of the fact that Dean hasn’t had sex at all, and they stress how important communication is in addition to giving him pointers to help with the physical side of things. Virgin heroes are becoming a popular trope for contemporary romance authors. Which is a nice break from virgin heroines. The scene where Dean and Liaden have sex for the first time is so well done. Stanley handles it with sensitivity and makes it sexy. There are so many wonderful things about this book. It’s authentic and realistic and a brilliant read.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
This is the second book in Lizzie’s Wishbone Tattoo series, and it can be read as a standalone. I have not read the first book, but I was easily able to follow along and understand the dynamics of all the characters. However, with that being said, I plan on going back to read 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘞𝘦 𝘋𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦, because Eli and Emily’s story has me really intrigued, and I can’t wait for Leo and Sadie’s book next!
Before diving into this book, I highly suggest checking out the TWs. Lizzie discusses some very dark and extremely heavy topics that can be difficult to read. The Prologue will absolutely decimate your heart and leave you an emotional mess. Lizzie does a fabulous job in exploring the main character who experiences PTSD and the repercussions of it while also trying to overcome and rise above with the utmost tender care.
This story 𝘪𝘴 Dean’s story. He has suffered the most unimaginable tragedy at a very young age, and these demons dig their claws into the depths of his soul and never let up. He lives in the shadows of his past, deep-rooted mental health issues, and survivor’s guilt. He truly believes he’s not worthy of having a life to live, and this is touched upon when we witness his struggles from night terrors, flashbacks, and triggering events. But when a pink haired linguistics professor stumbles into the tattoo shop, he works at wanting him to do her first piece, a light sparks in Dean’s heart. Liaden is the balm to his scars, his penchant for embracing happiness, and showing him how resilient he is and his ability to come out the other side of the tumultuous storm.
Dean and Liaden’s love story is raw, emotional, gut-wrenching, and riveting, but it is also healing, beautiful, and full of love, understanding, patience, and forgiveness. Dean and Liaden were meant to cross paths and form an everlasting relationship. Liaden is the light to Dean’s perpetual darkness, and with her kindness, support, and gentle soul, she helps Dean grasp his demons and fight them head-on. By the end, he was able to find some semblance of peace in the aftermath of devastation. Their love story will leave an everlasting mark on your heart and soul, even long after reading the last page.
Lizzie Stanley developed the emotional tone from the very beginning of the book. It felt like silence with only a buzzing noise ringing in my ears. Were the hallways dark? Were they lit up? Was it MY heart that was loud? Or Dean’s? If you waited for Dean’s story, IMO you will not be disappointed. The story of grief that continues even after the bullets are fired, after the mirror balls are nothing but shards of glass, is done so thoroughly and with so much heart the author will have you hugging your kindle. (Please do read the trigger warning, think about it esp before reading the prologue)
Dean was a tragic hero. He had all this character, talented in his art and tattooing. His brown copper hair and blue eyes once shown so bright. He was full of life, and it got buried deep. How could it not. Innocence was robbed that night. Everyday he survived, but he deserved so much more. For me, it was like witnessing a beautiful man with a blinking exit sign above his head. He had one foot in and one foot out the door. A soul that was still bright but burdened. To think someone else was responsible for so much destruction and yet you feel so much guilt. To see the gang of Wishbone Tattoos was everything. They are a family. A family that wants to hold on to Dean each day until a pink haired, fairy looking, intelligent, Liaden walks into the tattoo shop for Dean. Now she wants to be the one to hold his hand. I loved the group interactions. So much fun. I enjoyed Dean and Liaden falling in love, the way they touched, I felt that in my soul.
Dean was capable of feeling, he felt for the young Liaden who felt lonely as a child. He was always capable of feeling and doing.
His world of grey explodes in shades of pink, and light. Liaden fills the room up with her words, and learns ASL, love changed his world. But it’s not easy. He struggles with the good. He only thinks he can handle temporary. He has his demons, and chases relief, and near the end of the book he realizes it may be difficult to heal but it starts with loving yourself first. He says tough goodbyes and She waits for him. Dean’s love needed no words.
What did I like? Everything! I loved every single thing about this story. Lizzie Stanley writes such heart-wrenching emotional stories and characters. She breaks your heart and then mends it by the end of the book. In this case, I felt heartbreak for Dean, and super sad for Liaden. Dean, facing the experience of on-page school massacre and the severe fallout from that experience, and how it changed the trajectory of his life. It was so painful from Dean's point of view, and all that he was unable to experience in life as a result of the school incident. Liaden also missed out on so many experiences in life, as a result of her brilliant mind and what was seemingly detached parents. Not that they ignored her, they didn't. They simply did not help her to have a normal childhood, and as a result, she was so far removed from her peers that she has gone through life with no friends.
Liaden is perfect for Dean, and he is perfect for her. He needs her, and she needs to be needed. Their connection is beyond incredible. It is so satisfying to see Dean make necessary changes to be better for Liaden, to give her the man who *she* needs!
Lizzie addressed such a sensitive subject (high school massacre) with integrity and realism. She did not flinch away from touching on the aspects that are horrifying to everyone, and does so with grace. Everyone needs to read this book and understand what it can be like to survive a school massacre, what it does to the survivors. Lizzie addresses the need for gun reform in the USA, but this is not a political stance, it is rooted in the necessity to stop school massacres from happening to any more people, something that does not happen in other advanced societies in the world. This need for gun reform is not from the author's viewpoint, but rather from Dean's viewpoint and based solely upon his experiences. It is a 100% realistic view from survivors who have been through what Dean went through.
Everyone needs to read this book. First read the trigger warnings, and proceed cautiously. Be prepared to sob and have your heart torn right from your chest. Just know that Lizzy will make it better before the story ends.
"A taste both familiar and brand new, as though something has finally clicked into place and now I’m where I’m supposed to be."
What We Need by @lizziestanleyauthor is definitely one of those books that you need to pay attention to the precautions before diving in..this one is heavy..make sure to do self care...because this one reaches topics that are hardly ever discussed and @lizziestanleyauthor took ultimate care with those topics and I thank you for that, Lizzie!! The first part is hard and yes it is jarring to learn what happened at the prom 15 years prior to Dean..and why he is in such turmoil and why is not able to talk..and what causes the major panic attacks and throws him back into the past when he is faced with certain triggers...he seems fine with his solitary life until Liaden..the pink haired professor comes in wanting a massive piece tattooed by yours truly Dean...she awakens in him what left him the moment he lost his high school girlfriend..she brings forth what scares him...bringing someone else into his life that he has the potential to hurt...unintentionally...but his defenses slowly are brought down and he gives in..and like years before Liaden becomes his crutch...
This book hurts..it is not an easy read at all..I usually have no triggers except for a couple...and this one did touch one of them..I had to step away for a moment..to gather myself..it brought me back to my teenage years..but I came back so I could finally see Dean get his happy....to live through hell each and every day for 15 years after the worse night of his life..he is one who deserved happiness and my God it was Perfect!!
@lizziestanleyauthor thank you so very much for the opportunity to read Dean and Liaden's story..I fell in love with Dean in What We Deserve and longed for him to find the happiness that he longed for..I highly recommend read What We Deserve before reading What We Need..you have a more understanding and it works you up perfectly to Dean's story..
I am truly at a loss for words over this incredibly amazing book! Never have I read a story so emotionally charged, so gut wrenching, and yet so profoundly beautiful! I knew going in that Dean's story would hurt but, Lizzie made it hurt so good.
To see Dean overcome everything...to love himself and let love back into his life was just everything....
Liaden you beautiful pink haired ray of sunshine! I loved your intelligence, quirkiness, wit, and confidence but, I loved you most in being exactly what Dean needed. How you drew him out of his darkness with your light, giving him a reason to see that life was truly worth living again.
Eli, you made me ugly cry and had my heart in this one. There’s so much love, care, and devotion towards Dean. Watching you as Dean finally found his happiness made me an emotional wreck as much as it filled me with absolute joy!!
Leo...my GAWD, you make me laugh and steal my heart every time you're on the page! I loved seeing beyond your playful and gregarious sides to the man that lies underneath.
This book destroyed me in the best possible way. Heartbreaking and emotional, raw and gritty, bright and beautiful...It's an absolute unforgettable reading experience that's left an indelible mark on my heart and soul forever. I've never been so ecstaticly happy to see a couple find their happily ever after!!!! *I'm not crying, you're crying! 😭❤️😍
This series continues to be an absolute stunningly beautiful mosaic love, laughter, friendship, and chosen family that I can't get enough of! It's a superb and glorious ride that I hope never ends!
Lizzie my love, bring on Leo and Sadie because this is one gal who definitely needs MORE from the Wishbone crew!
“I will never forget the look he gives me. Devastation and terror mixed with defeat and resignation. When he nods, I see something that gives me hope. I see his love.”
🖤 Mute & Traumatised MMC Tattoo Artist 🧁 Confident & Caring, Professor FMC 🖤 Opposites Attract Romance 🧁 Sexual Tension / Slow Burn 🖤 Angst / Very Heavy Themes & Topics 🧁 Family / Found Family / Friends 🇬🇧 UK Setting 🇬🇧 📚 In Kindle Unlimited
How do I even begin to write a review on this amazing book, who knows?!?! But here goes…
Wow, what a thought provoking, gut wrenching, emotionally charged story this was. My heart absolutely ached for Dean the MMC. He was permanently and irrevocably, both physically and emotionally damaged from an a catastrophic and senseless event that happened when he was 18. Now as an adult, a shadow of his former self, he is “living” but no longer a living a life in the here and now. Then he meets the vivacious and confident, Professor Laiden O’Brien the FMC. Through perseverance, patience and love she slowly brings him back to life and shows him all that life can offer. Laiden, what a strong, astute, confident and caring character she was. She was exactly what Dean needed to see that he could have it all, he just needed to believe he was capable and worthy of a life that was not shadowed and marred by the past.
5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️Raw & Beautiful Stars!!! This is a story that will stay with me and will think about often.
*Please* Read the authors note and trigger warnings at the beginning of this book because it deals with some very harrowing and heavy topics but if you are strong enough to carry on and read this book in its entirety you will be rewarded with the most beautiful love story.
This was an emotional read. The prologue was gut wrenching, it gave me goosebumps and I felt like I was there with Dean. It also helped me really understand Dean and the demons he lives with on a daily basis. If anyone deserves a happy ending it is definitely him and his happy ending was hard fought and sweeter because of the effort it took to get there. Liaden is such a unique character - I love her outgoing personality, her constant chatter, love of words, and she is so in tune with herself! She is the perfect foil to Dean’s more subdued personality, and she definitely brings out a side of Dean that has been hidden behind his walls for years. There were definitely some moments that made my heart hurt, there were moments that made me smile, and moments that left me stunned as I read this book. I enjoyed that it was told in multiple POV as it really allowed me more insight into each character and the dynamics in the relationship between Dean and Liaden and also their group of friends. While I enjoyed reading this book and seeing Dean get his HEA. I think the one drawback for me was that the pivotal moment that ultimately leads to the HEA was so close to the end of the book! I would have liked to see this moment happen sooner than 75-80% into the book. It is integral to Dean getting his happy ever after and I would have liked more details on how he worked to get to that point. Overall, if you enjoy books that will take you on an emotional rollercoaster and rip your heart out before putting it all back together then this is a must read! I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
I had to really take some time to think about what to write for this review because I don't think I've ever read anything like this before. It is such a well-written story, exploring trauma, mental health, recovery, and romance in a raw and gritty yet gentle way too. The author really immerses you in the characters' world using not just different POVs of the two main characters but the close-knit friend group as well, and she also includes flashbacks, nightmares, text messages, journal entries, and letters just to really add to the reading experience. Dean's journey in this book honestly blew me away, and the support he had from other characters was beautiful. At the age of 18, Dean attended his high school prom with his girlfriend, Callie. While at that prom, a disgruntled teacher went on a rampage and shot the school up, killing the majority of staff and pupils, including Callie. Dean was gravely injured but survived; however, he has been left unable to talk because of it. The book is set 15 years later, when he's relocated to the UK and is working as a tattoo artist but is living a shell of a life, suffering from PTSD, survivor guilt, and lots of mental health issues. When he gets a new client, Liaden, his interest is sparked for the first time since the terrible night of his prom, and he has a chance to get his happy ending if he can just leave his demons behind. As you can imagine, there are some incredibly triggering moments throughout the book, so I recommend paying attention to those, but I feel the author did those with similar experiences to the main character Dean justice with her sympathetic and emotive writing.
5 ✨ WHAT A BOOK!! I MEAN I DON'T HAVE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL!!! just briliant writing and plot.... everything from the plot to the dialogues to the chemistry and angst , everything was perfect 🤌🏻 the progression of their relationship and the how real it was just amazed me.... often times author tend to make the mmcs too perfect which feels really unrealistic....but here the author managed to make the MMC swoon-worthy but also very realistic and rooted in his struggles... this book focused more on the MMCs trauma and then navigating their relationship through that...which was very refreshing because most of the books these days Focus more on the fmcs trauma and struggles.... the panic attacks, the depression, the suicidal thoughts and just everything that Dean struggled with , I really felt like I was there with him , which made it even more impactful... And the way Liaden supported him through it was but also always knew her boundaries and has a spine...she knew that even though he went through a lot and could ( and wanted) to give him some leeway for the things he sometimes did or said, she never did that..she was always very firm about her boundaries which was again extremely refreshing and great to see🫶🏻 i honestly could not find a single thing wrong about this book ...🫶🏻🥹 the way it made me soo emotional 😭🥹 Dean my baby , I'll always love you🥹🫶🏻 honestly very few books make me write a review this long and make me completely obsessed with them 🥹🤭and this is one of them.. this is just one of the books that I can keep reading again and again and never get tired of 🤭 definetly one of my favourites of the year 🫶🏻
I loved the MMC Dean from the first book (you do not need to have read the 1st to read this)
Dean has had to live a nightmare that some would never even think was possible. The victim of school massacre at his prom, his survivors guilt is what has become his identity. No matter how hard he tries he can’t move past the terrors he saw.
The FMC Liaden has always been smart, but with the above average IQ comes a loneliness and sense of never fitting in. She’s getting her first tattoo and she’s lucky enough to be under the care of Dean. Maybe it’s because she doesn’t know how to stop talking and he can’t but there’s something about him that makes all her senses fire.
The book was strong and hard. It has some major trauma, something that as a British person I couldn’t imagine the fear for people who have suffered it or have to think of it in their day to day. The strength that Dean showed trying to get over his past, trying desperately to be ‘normal’ to want what he could feel with Liaden to be real.
Deans was so strong to try and get help but it didn’t mean that Liaden had it any easier falling for a man who needed support even against himself sometimes, sometimes love can conquer all.
I also loved that for once it was the MMC who was a V, it was such a nice read that for once it wasn’t the man who ‘was doing the teaching’
Loved this book, loved this series. The writing is strong and in capturing and you just fall into this world with such ease. I hope there’s a book about Leo!!
It took me a while to read this book. Not because I didn’t love it but because it broke my heart. I knew I would love everything about Dean from the moment I picked up the first book. He is well rounded, deep and full of complexity. A truly wonderful character to read. The first segment of this book took me the longest to get through simply because I sobbed so hard I couldn’t see the words. I knew it was going to be emotional but I wasn’t ready for how beautifully it would be written. Beautiful is a strange way to describe the horrors of the prom scene but despite all the harrowing moments, it was beautifully written. To see Dean’s struggles and triumphs really gripped my heart. His relationships are wonderfully written and so deeply felt. This book would be a 5 star read for me but I simply couldn’t find it in me to love Laiden. I found her lacking in almost every way and, if I’m being honest, a little cringey. I understood the reason for developing a character that could been seen as the complete opposite of Dean but I didn’t feel the connection past the physical. It just didn’t work for me. Personal preference, I’m sure some readers adored her. The supporting characters were incredible, as in the first book. I love that we get their POV mixed in with the main characters, it adds depth and understanding we might have missed without it. I’m looking forward to reading the next instalment. Leo is, of course, going to be a hoot but I’m ready to see all his dimensions come to life. Thank you for Dean. He is a truly wonderful character, thank you for his story.
What we need by @lizziestanleyauthor is out and you guys omg these two are AMAZING 🖤💗 We knew when we first started our wishbone tattoo journey a few years ago that deans story was going to be special🖤 dean holds our hearts ! His journey to happiness was HARD ! Like soul crushing heart shattering need to hold him hard🥺 the daily hurdles he had just to make it through the day breaks your heart but also makes you love him so much more.. he is so strong but not scared to lean on his family when he is struggling 🥺 we love this group so much and were so excited to be back in their world ! They are the definition of NO MATTER WHAT 🖤 deans trauma made him feel like he couldn’t be as happy as his family but Liaden came in and said watch this 🤣🖤 she awakened a side of him that he thought he would never get ..they are the perfect compliments to each other!! She was the missing piece to unlocking dean 🖤 the way she was with him right from the start was amazing! this story is heartbreakingly beautiful 🖤 there is so much love & support you will be wishing these characters are real so you can find them & join their group 🖤 we loved how much you get to see of everyone even though it is deans story .. we are so invested in them and can’t wait for Sadie & Leo ! Wishbone tattoo series is a must must read !!!