What do you think?
Rate this book


238 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 7, 2014





I must have missed the synopsis because when I read this, I'd expected it to be a teen novel. And when it wasn't I was pleasantly surprised. I guess the twelve years caption on the cover should have alluded me, but yeah.
So, in short, Delilah A.K.A Dee A.K.A Junior (to Hugh only) when a teen, has to be a bridesmaid for her nemesis Darcy, because their mums are friends. She has been assigned the role of junior bridesmaid—I know, didn't see that one coming, right?—and to top off her misfortunes, the groom is the man of her dreams. Her nemesis, Darcy, is more than aware of this and does everything in her power to show off her winning hand and degrade Dee whenever given the chance. Poor Dee as a teen is not exactly endowed in the chest department; there's a funny scene in the dressing room about it—"Madonna me!"—you'll get it when you read it. So when the dress maker/designer suggests for her to wear "lamb chops" which I know of as 'chicken fillets', to boost her non-existent assets, you can see something very bad is about to happen.
Does tripping and faceplanting on the church aisle at the wedding, causing the chicken fillets to burst out of the top of your dress and catapult down the aisle and then in a fit of embarrassment and rage shout out that Darcy is a cheating whore because she slept with Hugh's brother and has a bun in the oven constitute as 'something very bad happening'?
Then you can see my point. And yes, Darcy cheating on Hugh does happen. Dee finds out and can only hold it in so long because she cares about Hugh.
And my next point, with the above paragraphs as evidence, is that this novel is not shy of cringe-worthy moments. I mean, I had to literally pause, wince, recover and then force myself to carry on reading through the train wreck of face-reddening situations. Situations no girl should ever have to endure. But Dee handles it with her unwavering determination, humour and grace. Okay, she is pretty ungraceful and clumsy and her inability to speak out leaves her in difficult situations that she could have got herself out of had she had a little more faith in herself.
But that's why I love her. Because she's not perfect and yet you can't help but love her for her faults. They make her who she is, and they are the reason we're able to read such crazy situations.
The wedding event, which left her regretful and consumed by guilt for voicing a secret that she had sworn to keep, and revealing it so openly in front of all of Hugh's friends and family—it leaves a lasting mark even twelve years later when she's a successful businesswoman in New York, far away from her hometown.
But then she gets a note at her place that addresses her as 'Junior' and though it isn't signed, she knows it's Hugh. He always called her Junior, and the events from that time in her life send her in a panic. She's always been in love with him but believes he hated her for embarrassing him at the wedding and destroying his life. Though it turns out that her interpretation of that day is different to his. And he has feelings for her too.
Aside from that back-story, there's rivalry in Dee's office, betrayal, catfights and people out to destroy her life. They almost do, until Dee believes in herself and fights back.
It's a cute romance and was a lot of fun to read. I laughed and cringed in equal measures. The characters were decent and all pock-marked with flaws and insecurities. Hugh was not my favourite hero, because he was quick to judge and make assumptions quickly, and he was pretty hot-headed, but that just adds to his character. I don't mind hot-headedness but if I put myself in Dee's shoes, it doesn't seem right that my childhood nemesis would say something (or show a note as is the case in the book) that would accuse me of something out of character, and then show it to Hugh—who I've just spent a lot of bedroom time with and shared loving words with—and he immediately believes what it says. He doesn't stop to ask Dee or to see her side. He just gives her the stink-eye which sickens her to her stomach and leaves her stunned, then he storms out.
She doesn't know what the note says and she feels so deflated because whatever it did say, he shouldn't have assumed the worst about her. I admired her for this. I applauded her even more when he finally realises the accusations are false, and he comes back to apologise and she says 'You should have believed me'. She doesn't just jump back into his arms and take him back. That was by far the best part of the novel for me. She just suddenly grew in my eyes from someone who is quiet and bends around other people, to someone who makes a decision no matter how hurtful it is for her and stands up for herself. For her self-respect.
It was well-written, funny, emotional and the characters were great. I did find some things a little bit far-fetched such as Darcy being on the balcony with the note in her hand, or how Dee conveniently forgets to tell Hugh his brother called her place. I understand it was to add suspense and to fit into the plot the author had in mind but it did verge on the bizarre. Apart from that, I really enjoyed it and I recommend it to lovers of sweet romance, humour and those that can stomach awkward, cringey situations.