✰ ✰ ✰. 5 ❀°
First of all, I want to give a huge thank you to Love Notes PR for the incredible opportunity of receiving this arc, especially because it was my first.
The first thing that drew me to this book was the cover but don't be fooled because it has some dark topics so be sure to check the trigger warnings. Another disclaimer, it is said that this book is spicy but, in my opinion, it's not. It is a slow burn and, overall, there are 2 or 3 sex scenes and it's not until like 80% that it occurs, so if you don't like smutty books, you can still give this one a chance.
Even though I gave it a 3.5, that is not a bad rating, and it doesn't mean I didn't enjoy the book. I did. This story follows Aliyah, an adopted princess who doesn't want the balls and the forced marriage her parents want her to get because she wants to get married out of love. Enter Elliot, who hates the monarchy but after some events in his life ends up working in the palace as a gardener. Their paths cross in an unexpected way and from there they start to build a friendship, but you follow them through the story with the twist that Elliot does not know he met the princess.
➵ Elliot Harper:
Elliot was such a sweetheart and such a golden retriever. He would do anything for her and did everything he could to make her feel safe and protected; I loved that about him. He was so down bad for her it was everything.
“A lifetime’s worth of questions flit through his head so quickly he can barely hold on to them, and with what he thinks might be the last moments of his life, nothing but her flashes through his mind. There are no childhood memories, no regrets, no lost loves. Only her.”
➵ Aliyah Giorgia Juliet Panimiro:
She was such a strong female character, who was open to love and to trust another person after everything she went through, and it shows you that even in your darkest moments you can find a little light to keep going. Even after everything that happened to her she was always giving herself to others, always helping and looking for ways to be different than her parents because she knew how it felt to be alone and to be judged and abused just because of the color of her skin. She was also so relatable at times:
“She hates thinking about things she has no control over, even though those things take up most of her life. She needs to breathe.” REALL
➵ Their love is so strong and pure that what started as something forbidden grew into so much bigger.
“Usually when someone looks at her, they’re waiting to find a complaint, desperate to tell her she shouldn’t have eaten bread four days ago, or that her outfit does nothing to help her figure. Elliot looks at her like he couldn’t find anything wrong of she gave him a decade.”
“Elliot, you would always turn my head. In any room, in any lifetime, I would have looked at you.”
“Like I am jealous of the moon because it gets to see you every night. Like I cannot breathe when you look directly at me for too long. Like I would read every poem on earth just to figure out the correct way to tell you that you are breathtaking morning, noon, and night. Like I wander around this kingdom and see you in everything beautiful thing I see. Like if we were in sixth grade, I would be writing your name next to mine in a notebook.”
➵ Plot:
The thing that made me give it this rating is because I was not a fan of the plot regarding her family, instead of leaning into the forbidden aspect of a commoner marrying a royal, I think it was just way harsher than it needed to be and it just wasn’t my cup of tea. Especially because the conflict never really got resolved, because after everything her mother did she just backed up so easily after Elliot confronted her? It didn’t make sense to me. Also, the story had such a rushed ending when I could have been better and others parts could have been cut since it dragged down at times.
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Again, huge thank you for the opportunity and for the enjoyment of the book. ᡣ𐭩