Some of us read for the escape.
Some of us read as a way of meditation - it calms them.
Others, read for the amazing characters and authors who invent them
I am a reader for the calming escape AND for the amazing
characters. I also read for the journey and THIS book took me on one super ride!!
5 stunning ***** from someone who took the journey!!!
This is a full-length stand-alone. There is no cheating in this book.
NOTE: I want to make this review as simple as possible so not to give the story-line away. If, no when, you decide to read this sensational book, you'll be happy I didn't reveal too much!!
I've got to be honest...when I first started this book, I was not a fan. You can see I gave it 5 stars...so what changed? That's where the journey come in. It was breathtaking, it moved me. Moved me to confusion, frustration, intrigue, happiness, tears, and I one point I think my heart literally stopped beating. So many bloggers, readers and even authors ask for books that are like nothing they've ever read. This, my book friends, is that book. It's a New Adult Mystery...and mysterious it is.
The book starts with Ann Leigh, AKA Ana Lisa, in a dream-like state. Reading those first few chapters was tough for me as I wasn't sure about the whole premise of the story. I kept thinking, 'where is this going? This better not end lame.' But the weird thing was - I just couldn't stop reading it! I couldn't put it down. Like all those eCards - 'Just one more chapter'. That was totally me!! Ana feels like she doesn't know who she is. She awakes from a 'nap' and she's in Italy, she knows enough Italian to get the gist of a conversation and communicate back, yet she was dreaming or having a flashback of a time in Nebraska. The states. How did she get there and what happened? Was it real? Is it still real? Is that where she really belongs? When she begins her home life in Italy she continues with the flashbacks and it sets her on this panicked whirlwind trying to figure out who she is.
"Who taught me?...To tie my shoes. Somebody had to have shown me how. Who? Where did I learn?...I don't know. I don't remember."
I had this extremely leery feeling about Tommy. We have this woman, early twenties, who has lingering memories of her current life. When Tommy exposes her to something of their daily life together, she remembers. However, Ana keeps having these wild dreams or are they memories? And they consist a whole other life. Across an ocean. In Nebraska. It was strange, how Tommy just tried to go on. Business as usual. At first, he seemed to write it all off although, he was almost overly kind. The whole book is a roller coaster regarding my feelings towards Tommy. He never says he doesn't believe her but tries to steer her back to THEIR life. I didn't feel like he was doing this with malicious intent. There are times when I'm just completely confused. Is Tommy a good guy or a guy out to keep her from some of the truths Ana is seeking. At some point, I was swayed with all his nurturing actions. Then, I would find myself not so sure of him again. Looking back, now that I'm re-reading my notes and quotes I highlighted, I think it was the way the author plays with words - and she does so in the most captivating way.
"Ana, we have built a lovely life together...I will give you whatever your heart desires."
The Making of Nebraska Brown is a book that makes you feel when and what the characters feel, as all great books do. The difference between this book and other great ones is simply verbiage. There are no lulls in this book. It's constantly winding, twisting, moving you along in this terrific path that you have to no choice but to follow along in the darkness that is mere mystery. Both, Tommy and Ann Leigh are enchanting characters who are brilliantly written. I read this book with a constant scrutiny as I tried, and failed, to figure out the madness. There were many tearful moments. I wanted to hug Ann Leigh and tell her that whatever the outcome of all this craziness, it will be okay in the end. As I was nearing the end of the book - I was disappointed it was almost over - but I was wistful regarding the outcome of Ann Leigh's story. I knew that this was the right way to end this journey, but that didn't make it any easier on my heart.
"I don't want to think it was you, Tommy. I don't want to think for one minute that YOU did this to me. That you did something to make me forget. Did you, Tommy? Was this all your doing?
Thank you Louise Caiola!! What an amazing journey!!!