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Big Daddy Energy #1

Ruin Me, Daddy

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The best man I’ve ever known told me he loved me—and I rejected him.

It’s been months since that night, when he showed me what it was to kneel at the feet of a man capable of incredible tenderness and delicious agony in the same breath.

Months since he opened his heart to me. And months since I crushed it without a second thought.

I thought I was doing the right thing. Sacrificing what I so desperately wanted for the sake of our band. For the sake of his friendship with my cheating jerkwad of an ex-boyfriend, who just so happens to be our lead singer.

Now, he’s disappeared. And I’m desperate to find him, to tell him how wrong I was. If he wants me on my knees again, begging for forgiveness the only way a good girl knows how, then that’s what I’ll do. Whatever it takes to bring him back to me.

Let our love ruin our friendship. Ruin everything.

Ruin me, Daddy.

348 pages, Kindle Edition

Published September 13, 2024

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Stella Moore

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Profile Image for Rhonda Hicks.
4,664 reviews83 followers
April 12, 2025
Ruin Me, Daddy is the first book in the Big Daddy Energy series, and what an awesome start it is! Ice and Silver made their debut in the Black Light Roulette Finale anthology. It is not necessary to have read that story to enjoy their second chance at a relationship.
Ice has taken a sabbatical after Roulette to come to grips with the repercussions of their actions. Silver and the band have been offered an amazing opportunity, but preparations need to start immediately. The problem arises when the only person who knows how to contact him is ignored. This means Silver is asked to go to South Carolina to bring Ice back to California.
Their chemistry, love, and friendship are evident from the start, but so are the angst, guilt, and determination not to succumb, creating a tension-filled read. Supported by their friends, especially Lottie and Braden from the Cherry-Popping series, they stumble and ultimately fall into each other's arms. However, before they achieve their happy for now, they must navigate the fallout ... and what a hair-raising, suspenseful journey that is! I couldn't turn the pages fast enough, stayed glued to the edge of my seat, and breathed a sigh of relief at the end. Now, I eagerly await the second book in the series, 'Bet On Me, Daddy'.
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3,408 reviews61 followers
February 9, 2025
"The kiss that said, Oh, there you are. I've been waiting for you. "

Melt my heart - dry my eyes 💞
I wasn't sure what to expect going in.
But it was nothing I expected and everything I didnt know I wanted
Well written with an engaging storyline and such wonderful characters you can't help but feel captivated.

"The chemistry is something else. You've got the whole damn curriculum, girl."
The need that burned just below the surface with these two.
Accepting the forbidden doesn't necessarily mean you still don't covet it.
And these two -
Lots of coveting going on 😏

"You're the strongest woman I know. But It's okay to let someone else be strong for you every now and then."
Silver had been emotionally beaten down for so long and the timing of incidents with Ice was the balm she needed to heal those wounds
The BDSM aspect was well written.

Enjoyed their best friend-to-lovers evolution. It wasn't some quick capitulation it took time and there were consequences for their decisions. It was a bit messy, a touch bumpy, and at times highly emotional - but the progression felt so natural. Their love came at a price.

Oh and the secondary characters! They were such a blast! Okay, their Daddies might have been meanies at times but...

And back to the idea of consequences a certain someone's mom set me off in so many ways. I know her "state of mind" was a bit off but that was still not acceptable
Also the ex?
You may have gotten lucky this time but I know the karma bus will eventually find you

I admit I stopped reading this genre because it felt like there were no solid stories anymore - this read has drawn me back to the genre and I am looking forward to the next in series
Profile Image for Doris.
3,621 reviews138 followers
February 11, 2025
Ice and Silver

OMG! Hold on for this one because it pulled so many emotions from me my head was spinning at times. Talk about angst and everything else that went in to make this a book I couldn’t put down. Betrayal, guilt and steam also made this a page turner. Ice and Silver’s story wasn’t an easy road for them but all of chemistry for each other was winning out but at what cost.
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153 reviews6 followers
September 29, 2024
4.5 ⭐️. elias turner the man you are <3
3,149 reviews
May 20, 2025
This is a captivating read; action packed with wonderful characters you’ll love reading
I loved this book it has been a wonderful read from beginning to end and I have to say that it had me captivated from the very beginning and it held me captivated right to the very final page. The interaction between the two main characters Ice and Silver is a strong and extremely pertinent read right from beginning.
They are a simply wonderful couple that are filled with a number of insecurities that they need to face including facing those regarding Ace, they have had a very honest conversation they have so much heartache and they have continued to deal with various incidents.
Silver knows that she is facing a terrible dilemma and she decides to the part in an auction at the club, she seems to be expecting Ice to react to her being in the auction however, her continual teasing and taunting has led to unforeseen outcome.
It has taken a great deal of time for Ice that is a Dom and a daddy to Silver. And even though at times he was infuriating it was also without doubt nice to see him dealing with his feelings for Silver and you cannot help but feel for him he really is trying.

I thoroughly enjoyed the book and look forward to reading any future publications; keep up all the wonderful writing.
Profile Image for Louise Car.
204 reviews5 followers
September 10, 2024
Wow!! What a ride this book by Ms.Moore was. It captivated me with its many twists and turns and held my attention to the last page, which is no mean feat. I loved the soul, kink, fantasy, and explicit sex scenes built into the storyline. The depth of emotions between Ice and Silver is a theme that runs through the story, as well as their struggles with insecurities and guilt regarding Ace. This couple continually faced their demons, but if they had an honest conversation, so much heartache could have been prevented.

How far would you go to compromise your values to be with the person you love? This is the dilemma Silver finds herself in as she participates in the auction at Club BDE. She was looking for a reaction from Ice; she got more than she bargained for after she taunted him.

It took time for Ice to live up to my expectations of a Dom and a daddy to Silver, and at times, I felt like kicking him, although he was dealing with a guilty conscience, which, in my view, was unnecessary.

It took me a while to get lost in this book, but it was pure magic once I did. It has a touch of everything: love, humor, danger, angst, conflict, passion, sizzling chemistry, colorful secondary characters, a sexy Alpha Daddy, and a lost but strong little girl.
694 reviews6 followers
October 18, 2024
More like 4.5 stars -- I went back and forth on this one.

Ice and Silver are bandmates in a very hot rock band. Ace is another bandmate and Ace and Silver have been sometimes loves with VERY dramatic breakups over the years. Ice is Ace's best friend (well, basically non-blood brother), and Ice and Silver had a very hot scene at a Black Light Roulette event.

Yeah, OK, Fleetwood Mac on steroids, right?

Ice flees to get his head together. Silver finally tracks him down to South Carolina (conveniently to the BDSM club where the Cherry Popping Daddies stories are based).

Very hot sex. Very hot punishments. Lots of spankings.

The middle of the book sort of dragged for me, because, of all of my kinks, watching people wallow in angst is simply not one of them.

The final confrontation was fast and deeply intense. And then the final "Ice and Silver getting their heads on straight" section was great.

Oh -- one other quibble.



But, yeah, a very, very hot book. Especially if you are into high-angst stories.
Profile Image for Joe Kendall.
734 reviews9 followers
September 17, 2024
Rock boots

I loved this book in the new Big Daddy Energy series.
This book is full of angst, fire, and passion. Ice and Silver are great characters. This story is a culmination of years of longing and heartache.
Ice is hiding from his band, Deviant Whispers. After having declared his love for his bandmate Silver. Silver has been dating his brother for years.
The culmination of his declaration was running. And now he was hiding in South Carolina and frequenting Club BDE, which is where Silver finds him.
This is not going to be a sweet, honest reunion. Ice is torturing himself, and Silver is hiding many secrets. But can the friends he has made, and the friends she is about to make, help them find their way to each other.
I loved this story. I love the connection between Ice and Silver and all their friends at BDE.
I love the BDE world from a previous series, and it is so nice to see these characters again.
The story is beautifully written with a great story and attention to detail.
I loved this book and can't wait to read more in the series.
I highly recommend this book and author.
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3,768 reviews63 followers
September 7, 2024
WOW!!! What a story. We met Ice and Silver in a Black Light Roulette Anthology and now Stella Moore has given us their full story. I got so sucked into this story and couldn't put it down. Both of them had feelings for each other but being members of a band, they put those feelings aside because they didn't want to tear the band apart. Wrong move but the story that follows is awesome! I loved that I got to revisit the characters from the "Cherry Poppin Daddies" series that Ms. Moore wrote with two other authors. There are twists and turns that will keep you turning the pages and the story is just amazing! I loved the part with Beckett. (I need his story now) And if you are a fan of DD/lg stories, be on the lookout for a little Easter Egg. Not saying who, what or where but it's perfect for that particular scene! This story blew me away. There could possibly be a few triggers and while they aren't that bad, just be aware of them. Trust me, this story will have you laughing, crying, getting ticked off and getting hot and bothered!! Just get it!
1,595 reviews13 followers
September 9, 2024
Ruin Me, Daddy is the 1st book in the Big Daddy Energy series and what an awesome start it is! Ice and Silver got their start in the Black Light Roulette Finale anthology, but it is not necessary to have read the story to immensily enjoy their second chance at a relationship. There's chemistry, love and friendship from the first, but also a lot of angst, guilt and determination not to succumb, making for a tension-filled read. Helped along by their friends - especially Lottie and Braden from the Cherry-Popping series - they stumble and finally fall into each other's arms. But before they find their HFN, they have to survive the fall-out - and what a hair-raising, suspenseful time that is! I couldn't turn the pages fast enough, stayed glued to the edge of my seat and breathed a sigh of relief at the end. Now I can't wait for the next Daddy in line to get his story told and I sincerely hope we'll get updates on Silver and Ice ...
I was lucky to have received an advanced copy from the author and am leaving this review voluntarily and honestly.
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2,289 reviews21 followers
September 15, 2024
This is a beautiful story. It starts as a story in Black Light: Roulette Finale, Jammed. Silver has an off-again/on-again relationship with her bandmate Ace. They are off for good, according to Silver, when Ice (another bandmate and Ace's adopted brother) is paired to play together. Ice and Silver play together, and then their world explodes when Ice tells Silver he loves her, and Silver tells him they can't be together because of Ace. And that leads to this book.

Ice has been gone for months, licking his wounds. Silver comes looking for him to get the band together for a special performance. The two link up, and if only they communicated, it would have been much less painful for them both. They ended up having their HEA, and I enjoyed their journey there.

The sexy times between Ice and Silver and another couple at the club were fun to read about. I liked how most of the submissives were brats, and their doms liked them that way. I'm looking forward to future books with more characters we've met.
463 reviews
September 11, 2024
An emotionally complicated love story.

Hmmm, I found Ice to be frustratingly self-sacrificing at times, thankfully he Daddied up before it was too late. He has his reasons, and they are valid, they guide the interactions between Ice and Silver to a large degree.

A complex personality, Silver tries to hide some concerning behaviour, very reminiscent of real world social problems. She is conscious of previous adverse events, using therapy to begin her healing process. She has a need to be loved by a Daddy of her own.

However I felt about the characters, and I liked them a lot, the point is they did make me feel something, and that is the tenet of a good well written story. The characters had definite personalities, you loved or hated them.

I really enjoyed the journey this couple took to reach their HEA, it wasn't easy and it was a bit convoluted, but it was worth it.
571 reviews10 followers
September 13, 2024
Turns out the private lives of rock stars is not all that it’s cracked up to be, but it certainly makes for a great read in this case! Ice and Silver have a one night “affair” that they both feel should never have happened, even though secretly they both feel it was so right in every way!! Their lives are very complicated in that she is in a relationship with Ace, their band’s lead singer, and Ace is also Ice’s best friend and almost family. Ice bolts, Silver finds him (at Club BDE), and their world explodes. A captivating read with strong BDSM tones, much darker and more graphic than most of Ms. Moore’s stories but still a loving DDlg story at heart. A little heavy for my tastes but the depth of the characters and their emotions cannot be understated. Graphic, sexy, and totally enjoyable. 5 Stars
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10 reviews2 followers
September 14, 2024
I hadn't read the initial short story this is a continuation of, but enough back story was included to make that okay. I will go back and read it, though. I always enjoy Stella's books, and this was no exception.
Silver and Ice had a bumpy road to travel. Both of them had insecurities and guilt. There was a fair bit of miscommunication that could have been avoided if they had just been open and honest, but I get that wasn't possible until they worked out the situation with Ace. Both were so worried about what everyone else thought that they bottled up their own needs and emotions. Silver didn't want to destroy Ice's relationship with Ace, since Ace's parents were more family to Ice than his own ever were.
Loved the blossoming friendships they both began to form with the members if Club BDE. Potential for more stories, there.
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Author 3 books14 followers
January 7, 2026
I DEVOURED this book.

Ice and Silver? Absolute perfection. Dark, intense, unhinged in the best way. The chemistry was feral, the tension was tight enough to snap, and the spice… yeah. HOT AS F. Every scene had me gripping my Kindle like it owed me money.

And Ace.
Listen. Ace is such an asshole. Like, a capital A Asshole. The kind you hate and scream at
This book gave me everything I want from dark romance: obsession, power plays, morally questionable men, and that delicious “I shouldn’t like this but I LOVE IT” feeling. If you like your romance dark, dirty, and emotionally charged with characters who live rent-free in your head… this one’s a must.

Still thinking about Ice and Silver. Probably will be for a while.
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1,845 reviews5 followers
September 9, 2024
Complicated relationship

Ice is definitely a hot alpha Daddy.
Silver is sometimes a brat but still loved by her Daddy Dom.
They have loved each other for years but could not act upon their feelings because of who Silver was dating.
All that has changed and now everything they feel for each other is out in the open.
The dynamic this couple has is phenomenal.
They can almost tell what the other is thinking without words.
Unfortunately the 3rd wheel makes an appearance and has a breakdown and injures Silver.
Ice is there for her 24/7 and will not abandon her for anything or anyone.
Ice has definitely ruined Silver for anyone else.
1,795 reviews38 followers
September 13, 2024
I’m not sure where to start with how much I loved this story! My heart is full and I’m a bit emotional, which to me just proves how fantastic this story truly is and how talented this author is. I first met Silver and Ice in a Black Light Roulette story and I had hoped this author would make it full length, and I am so happy she did! These two have been friends for years and are in a band together. The issue is Ice is afraid to make a move on his best friend’s girl, but will that truly stop him? When Silver is tasked with getting Ice back onto the stage, she never expected what would happen. I thoroughly enjoyed the push and pull and how Silver kept Ice on his toes. You could feel the intense chemistry between them deep down in my soul. This story is about second chances and I loved every minute of it. I truly didn’t want it to end! If you are a lover of BDSM/Daddy style stories, then this one is for you! Riveting and brilliant!
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611 reviews10 followers
September 21, 2024
Rockstar Daddy

I loved this friends to lovers, rock-star, Daddy dom story. I was happy to see the return of Club BDE and associated characters. I am a sucker for a good BDSM club series and this is shaping up to be one of my favorites. Ice and Silver are just such wonderful characters that I was enraptured from the prequel and they had me in their clutches until the very last word. Also, the spice was just top notch, like multiple cold showers needed hot. The couple gets a HEA in the end but I am sure there will be more from them in upcoming books. Book two cannot get here fast enough.
88 reviews2 followers
March 14, 2025
This is a awesome read from Stella Moore.. When Ice decides he needs to take a break from his band and from the love of his life Silver the drummer in the band who at one time was the GF of the lead singer and his best friend ACE. silver is sent to go find and bring him back to the band but things never go as planned.. Follow these too on their journey to finding each other..And as they do start this new chapter in their lives together not only do they find true love but Silver finds the Daddy she never knew she needed!!! This book was def hard for me to put down
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1,863 reviews6 followers
December 24, 2025
Abusive ex

This is a tangled story with past abuse, forbidden love, career over self, secrets, and danger. Silver and Ice belong together but they're denying it since she was with his best friend. Unfortunately, they're both cowards and instead of facing her now ex head-on they hide what's going on. Lots of spankings and other BDSM elements as they bury their heads in the sand. The story is somewhat unfinished because we don't know what happens with their band. An epilogue with that information would have been appreciated.
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14k reviews162 followers
September 11, 2024
We met Silver and Ice in the Black Light Roulette Finale anthology and trust me; the rest of their story was definitely worth the wait. I loved these characters, and my heart just ached terribly for them. The blend of angst, drama, emotion, steam, heart, humor, kink, danger, action and twists was so smooth and seductive that it got my pulse racing and temperature climbing while keeping me all up in my feelings. Terrific start to this new series.
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1,240 reviews33 followers
September 14, 2024
I loved the prequel story about Ice and Silver (Blacklight Roulette) and was so excited to get to know more about their relationship. When Silver tracks down Ice to Club BDE there is still some attraction there they think they need to work out. There are so many barriers to them being together, specifically Ace. Silver's ex, Ice's best friend and their bandmate. I loved these two characters together. Great HEA.
206 reviews2 followers
September 15, 2024
Ruin Me, Daddy is an extremely well written and highly captivating series starter with at whole lot of atmosphere.
Drama, humor and passion, some danger, a little suspense along with a bunch of kinky hotness and so much emotion; this book has it all. With amazing characters, a fantastic build up and a natural flow this second chance page-turner is not your typical ddlg romance - it is so much better.
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2,030 reviews16 followers
October 10, 2024
I'm so glad that Ms. Moore extended Silver and Ice's story from the Black Light: Roulette Finale. They were one of my favorite couples, and their story is fantastic. It's a friends to loves romance, with a bit of a twist since Silver is also Ice's best friend's girl. It's full of emotional scenes that had my heart all over the place. I love the push and pull between these two, and the chemistry. It's an amazing beginning to a new series.
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1,449 reviews12 followers
February 10, 2025
Wow! I absolutely loved this book. Amazing characters and wonderful plot. Very beautifully written and easy to read.

I read this book in one sitting and I loved every second of it. The chemistry and passion between Ice and Silver was undeniable and sizzling. They were made for each other.

Overall I loved this book very much. If you’re looking for a friends to lovers, band mates romance then you’re going to love it.
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4,852 reviews100 followers
February 12, 2025
What a great story! I almost didn't read it because the characters were in a band. Petty, maybe, but I was disappointed before, but I am so glad I gave it a chance. Wonderful characters and a story that kept me interested and invested. Silver and Ice each had their own hangs up and demon to face but what they could have and the need they had for each other had to come first, even tho their story wasn't easy or smooth. Beautiful story
352 reviews
October 1, 2024
Yes! I've been wondering about Silver and Ice ever since their night at Roulette. This book was everything I was hoping for and more. The chemistry is off the charts and I love the way the author takes you slowly through the realization that they can't live without each other. This is a sweet, hot, angsty love story for all of time.
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181 reviews4 followers
September 13, 2024
Wow have been waiting so long to see the rest of Silver's and Ice's story and it was totally worth the wait. Such a complicated story so many emotions. Really loved how intense the interaction between Ice and Silver were. This one is definitely a keeper.
1,514 reviews11 followers
September 17, 2024
This is a story that will take a grip on the reader and will not let go until the last page. I loved Silver (Amanda), she is a sweet protective brat. Ice is even more protective and dominant and loving. Their love and hot erotic scenes will blow the readers mind. This book is so well written that the characters come alive, the descriptions evoke steam, horror, steam and tears. I received an advanced reader copy of this book and am leaving an honest review. This is an entertaining, interesting and very enthralling story.
630 reviews2 followers
September 14, 2024
I loved Ice and Silver in Black light and I am so happy that they got their story it was so captivating from beginning to end and the steamy scenes were well written I am looking forward to the next book of this series .
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