Had it not been for the Goodreads FirstReads program, I would likely not have been aware of this gem of a book. So first, a big thanks to Goodreads.
When did I surrender to this book? Perhaps it was when Emily, a socially awkward and unpopular middle school student with a crush on the most charismatic boy in the class, is pelted with food during a cruel cafeteria food fight…reminiscent, in certain ways, of Stephen King’s Carrie. Or maybe it was when Wyatt, an overweight and equally out-of-touch aging factory worker and the butt of his co-workers jokes, is taken over the state line, plied with drinks, and then left behind, incapacitated and left holding the bill.
My point is this: The Next Time You See Me is not your typical mystery, not really. At its core, there IS a mystery: Ronnie Eastman, an unconventional “party girl” in a small Southern town goes missing, setting alarm bells ringing for no one but her more traditional sister, a teacher named Susanna. Susanna and a man she once liked but felt forced to reject – a black detective named Tony – battle their own demons as they strive to find out what happened.
Most mystery readers will know early on “who dunnit”, and the psychologically astute will also glean the motivation. So for those who are seeking a mystery with a wallop at the end or a feel-good book need to know: this isn’t the book.
This IS, however, the book for those who enjoy a character-driven analysis of how life can get off track in a small town. It has a lot to say about “pack mentality”, about bullying, about how one feels to not be “normal” in an environment that thrives on “doing the right thing” and “not rocking the boat.”
In many ways, Emily and Wyatt are mirror images of each other. She is a young girl who still may have a chance and he is an older man whose chances have long come and gone. Both are pathetically and poignantly seeking love and human connection. As the lives of these two – and indeed, the other characters – begin to connect, Ms. Goddard paints a palette of the selves we keep secret and how one life can impact many others.
I thought this book lived up to Gillian Flynn’s blurb of being “simply mesmerizing.” Once I got started, I couldn’t stop. I’m giving it 5 stars and my rating is based on an “apples to apples” comparison of The Next Time You See Me with other books in the mystery/suspense category.