This is certainly an interesting piece of writing. There is the naiveté of the primary MC, Clyde, and yet not. Clyde and his brother, John, contract to cut timber locally in Maine. They live with their mama and the family is somewhat rough around the edges. Clyde loves his brother, but maybe not just in a brotherly fashion. He thinks it's more than that. But when they hire Evan it starts to sink in that what Clyde feels for his older brother is quite possibly nothing more than brotherly love, mixed in with some youthful confusion. What he's feeling for Evan is more significant.
I guess the most confusing aspect for me was that Clyde felt he loved John when he also feared his reaction. Knew John could be a bit hot-headed, thought he would be aggressive along with homophobic once he found out Clyde was gay. Anyway... People don't always react the way you think they will.
Clyde is sweet, Evan the same, and John was a pretty good guy when push came to shove. Besides, you have to love guys who love their mum.