**Many thanks to NetGalley, Gallery, and Pip Drysdale for an ARC of this book!**
"Because everything dangerous starts with warmth: fire, hope, love. Even hypothermia feels warm before it kills you."
Zoe Ann Weiss is in a bit of a dry spell...personally AND professionally. After a whirlwind romance with present day Hollywood hotshot but then unknown, bartender Zach, her relationship evaporates as quickly as it started. She had moved to L.A. to pursue a writing career, and although her debut novel had promise, lackluster sales have proven to Zoe that maybe her dreams were TOO big, too ambitious, and perhaps she doesn't have what it takes to cut it in a cut-throat industry after all.
But all of that is in the rear-view...at least, for now. Zoe is working at a flower shop to pay her rent, and although this is far from her initial dreams of Hollywood glitz, glamour, and opulence...at least she gets to VISIT fancy homes. (Sigh) Her agent has not quite given up on her, but her demands for more pages have been met by a whole lot of silence from Zoe...and she is borderline desperate for some inspiration. Well, as fate would have it, her next flower delivery was destined to drop it RIGHT in her lap. When she opens the door, she is met by none other than her former flame, Zach, who has skyrocketed to fame...and although HE dropped her before, the two reconnect intensely, passionately...and privately. Zoe is forced to sign an NDA before she even enters Zach's party, and although she finds this a bit strange, her heart takes the wheel and she thinks that these illicit, passionate rendezvous might be JUST what she needs to give her writing a bit of a jump start.
When the paparazzi snap a picture of the pair, however, rumors begin to fly, with the internet quick to scorn Zoe for coming in between Zach and his most recent Hollywood romance. Once her name begins to be Googled incessantly, the internet sleuths then find her novel, managing to make it a BookTok success....practically overnight. This all seems to good to be true...until Zoe gets a call from Zach's publicist DEMANDING she no longer contact Zach in any form or fashion. Zoe is heartbroken, confused, and frustrated...but the NDA she signed is never far from her mind, and she attempts to comply. But being entangled with Zach has also put a target on HER back...as Zach appears to have a stalker who knows ALL about Zoe. So much so, that she actually starts REENACTING scenes from Zoe's thriller novel...which just so happens to have been ABOUT a stalker. With an unknown enemy on her heels, a forbidden love that she just can't shake, and of course, her next NOVEL at stake, is Zoe willing to risk EVERYTHING for love...even her own life?
New to Pip Drysdale, I was a bit unsure of what I would find in these pages. I'll admit, I requested this one SOLELY based on wanting to 'dip my toe' into this author's work...and let's 'face' it, that cover is a stunner. (Okay, so I ended up with not one but TWO accidental puns referencing the cover...I can't help it!) Despite feeling a bit leery about yet ANOTHER story that involves social media (to an extent) the premise of a random stranger bringing the horrifying events of an author's novel to LIFE to terrify her? JUST different and interesting enough to feel fresh, and I knew I had to give it a whirl.
Well...when I say this journey is JUST as exciting, as scintillating, and as unexpected as the most SCANDALOUS Netflix documentary about an illicit, dangerous, Hollywood romance with all the snap, crackle, and pop of an action flick....it's NO exaggeration!! 🍿
From the opening pages on, it's easy to connect with Zoe. I think we as readers secretly LOVE having an author MC: for one, it's fun to get sort of an unfiltered and brutally honest look at the behind the scenes 'drama' of book publishing, whether it's the pushy agent, the aches and pains of writer's block, or in this case, the way a twisted fan can become very, VERY dark. (And yes, this is fiction, I know...but with the way the world is these days, it doesn't REALLY seem that far fetched anymore, does it?!) Throw in her on-again-off-again 'forbidden' love with Zach, and there's something utterly spectacular and relatable about this connection. As a reader, you can see why Zoe is sort of lured into it, despite her better judgment, and you both want her to run away screaming AND stay because it's juicy and fun, and NOTHING is a more potent bookish cocktail! 🍸
This is also one thriller that is PERFECTLY paced. It doesn't waste time on meandering backstory, pointless side conversations, or ancillary characters that don't matter...and I LOVE that. I had a clear sense of what was happening, what to expect, and who our characters were from jump. Sure, there were plenty of surprises along the way (and one character I was SURE had diabolical intentions turned out to be nothing more than the requisite red herring; I both love and hate being wrong! 😁), but also the knowledge that EVENTUALLY the perp would be revealed and our MC would escape her tormentor. (PROBABLY, anyway...I can't promise you anything! 😉) Drysdale's writing is efficient, exciting, and to-the-point; don't expect any long flowery soliloquies here. There's action a-plenty (with a little bit of romance tossed in) and the denouement reads action-thriller like no other, with a final 'act' that will get your pulse a-pounding like the Little Drummer Boy after too much cocoa! 🥁 ☕
My one quibble with this one and the reason I bumped my rating down from the 4.5 I was SURE it was going to get for about 40-50% of the book, was due to the aforementioned action-packed ending...and the only reason for THAT is that the pace slowed down significantly at this point. I felt as though once some of the reveals happened, we had to sort of sit around and watch the 'fight sequence' play out...which is fine, but just wasn't as exciting as all of the intrigue that lead up to the big reveals, so the intensity dipped a bit. I think if this material were to get adapted for the screen (and it is RIPE for it, based on the subject matter, premise, and setup...are you LISTENING, Netflix?!) this would be less of an issue, because it would be scarier to WATCH all of the tussling play out in real time. Despite this, the book has a satisfying ending and left me with that sly, happy grin I always get finishing a clever thriller...so if you're asking if the juice is worth the squeeze, the answer is a resounding YES! 🧃
And if there's anyone who deserves a moment in the spotlight and her very OWN Close-Up....I present to the Academy, for your consideration, the one and only, Ms. Pip Drysdale! 🏆
4 stars