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Never Give Up: The Autobiography of a Survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
Never Give Up Part 1 is the autobiography of svali, a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control. In it, she describes what it is like to grow up as a child in a cult programming facility, and her relationships with both the programmers and her peers. This book describes her memories of the years between birth and age 14, years when structural foundations and beliefs are instilled in a young child, until it ends with the author’s marriage to Satan. While this book is graphic and detailed in its descriptions, it can provide a unique glimpse into how one well-funded, organized occult group – the Jesuit Order – programs its children with a lifetime impact into the adult years.
315 pages, Kindle Edition
Published February 5, 2024
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October 9, 2025
Svali is the pseudonymous identity of a woman that grew up in the Jesuit Order, one of the most powerful factions of the Catholic Church. At their core, the Jesuits are a deeply occultic organisation that has long excelled in developing advanced methods of psychological control, refined over centuries of study. This sentiment is echoed by Cathy O’Brien who describes the Jesuits as true masters of mind control.
This was a deep and illuminating exploration of the intricacies behind their methods. It offers the clearest description I’ve encountered of how dissociative identity disorder is induced and structured internally to achieve total control over an individual raised in the order. It was fascinating to see how “love” functions in their techniques, revealing a far more sophisticated approach than conventional trauma-based mind control.
Many elements of this book come across as fantastical and may be difficult for an uninitiated reader to accept. The reality of demons and the Jesuits Order’s worship of them is one such example. Through worship in combination with extremely sadistic sacrifice, the Jesuits are granted knowledge and powers that appear to defy a conventional understanding of reality. Those familiar with Gnosticism will find the parallels intriguing.
Ultimately, if adepts such as Jesus, Parahamansa Yogananda and Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri can exert similarly extraordinary control over the physical world, the idea that entities from other planes could do the same begins to seem less impossible.
That aside, Svali demonstrates a deep and technical understanding of mind control that could only be informed by her role as a trainer in the Jesuit order. Thus, her descriptions possess a clarity and precision rarely found in accounts from survivors who experienced mind control but did not practise or administer it themselves.
Overall an absolutely fascinating read and I recommend to anyone seeking a deeper understanding of mind control.
This was a deep and illuminating exploration of the intricacies behind their methods. It offers the clearest description I’ve encountered of how dissociative identity disorder is induced and structured internally to achieve total control over an individual raised in the order. It was fascinating to see how “love” functions in their techniques, revealing a far more sophisticated approach than conventional trauma-based mind control.
Many elements of this book come across as fantastical and may be difficult for an uninitiated reader to accept. The reality of demons and the Jesuits Order’s worship of them is one such example. Through worship in combination with extremely sadistic sacrifice, the Jesuits are granted knowledge and powers that appear to defy a conventional understanding of reality. Those familiar with Gnosticism will find the parallels intriguing.
Ultimately, if adepts such as Jesus, Parahamansa Yogananda and Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri can exert similarly extraordinary control over the physical world, the idea that entities from other planes could do the same begins to seem less impossible.
That aside, Svali demonstrates a deep and technical understanding of mind control that could only be informed by her role as a trainer in the Jesuit order. Thus, her descriptions possess a clarity and precision rarely found in accounts from survivors who experienced mind control but did not practise or administer it themselves.
Overall an absolutely fascinating read and I recommend to anyone seeking a deeper understanding of mind control.
January 2, 2025
we live in an evil world
This book explains something that has long been considered a “conspiracy theory.” It speaks to the truth of just how far and what lengths Satan and his evil followers will go to bring about the New World Order. If you think satanism doesn’t exist and the elites of the world don’t engage in it you better wake up.
This book explains something that has long been considered a “conspiracy theory.” It speaks to the truth of just how far and what lengths Satan and his evil followers will go to bring about the New World Order. If you think satanism doesn’t exist and the elites of the world don’t engage in it you better wake up.
October 11, 2024
unimaginable information
This book reveals the real evil in the world at its deepest sadistic levels. It’s unreal information that unfortunately is real to many. With the help of Jesus the only hope of this world to overcome this darkness.
This book reveals the real evil in the world at its deepest sadistic levels. It’s unreal information that unfortunately is real to many. With the help of Jesus the only hope of this world to overcome this darkness.
June 28, 2025
A beautiful Raw and Honest account
Svali was so very brave to reveal all that she endured as a child in the occult. This is very hard to read, but necessary for others to know they’re not alone and to bring to light what was hidden. Thank you Svali!
Svali was so very brave to reveal all that she endured as a child in the occult. This is very hard to read, but necessary for others to know they’re not alone and to bring to light what was hidden. Thank you Svali!
February 14, 2024
Thank you!
Thank you for having the courage to share your journey with us and may other survivors gain hope and true confidence in the power of true Jesus Christ, our only hope!
Thank you for having the courage to share your journey with us and may other survivors gain hope and true confidence in the power of true Jesus Christ, our only hope!
April 28, 2024
Riviting and Horrifying
Excellent read. Absolutely astonding what evil exsists out there in the world. May God help heal you and all other survivors.
Excellent read. Absolutely astonding what evil exsists out there in the world. May God help heal you and all other survivors.
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