Wow, so S. Rodman really decided to throw us all for a loop in this roller coaster of a story. Cai is by far the most complex of the three men and this is really shown in the story.
"A hero would sacrifice you to save the world, but a villain would sacrifice the world to save you."
Without giving any spoilers, I will say I thought of this quote while reading, as Cai is not a hero, but also not a villain. He's somewhere in the morally gray area of reality, trying to do his best for both the world, the people who rely on him, and the men he loves.
Cai isn't a perfect male lead, not even close, but there is something very real, relatable, and raw in his character.
I did deduct a star for a few reasons:
- I felt like the pacing of the story was a bit off. There were multiple issues being addressed so it was almost like there were multiple climaxes in the plot, but a lot of times it felt like so much build up only for things to be resolved quickly with little detail/explanation. Like we were being told about it after the fact instead of experiencing it with the characters
-The ending was unexpected, it wasn't bad by any means, but I don't think anyone thought the story was going to go where it did. While I'm thankful it didn't leave me sad, I also didn't feel as fufilled/happy as I should have when finishing a trilogy where was absaloutly in love with the characters and dragon riding world. It just felt a lackluster, like the author had reached an imaginary page limit and was trying to wrap things up quickly. I really wanted more details and insight on what happened after the final climax that I can't explain without spoiling. I did read the bonus epilogue for all books accessed through her newsletter and while it helped, I still feel the same way. I think the final chapter just needed more.
Overall:
I still liked this book, and I loved this series. The first book and having Kirby as a narrator were still my favorite, and I do wish we had more of his POV. While I was a bit disappointed in the ending, I think it's more a personal taste thing as I was still captivated by the read and would recommend the series to others.
As always, the smut scenes between the triad were amazingly spicy well written.
As a side note, I read the first book when it was new but then decided to wait for the series to be complete before finishing. I went back and re-read the first book, then the next two over a span of 2 days. So, a lot of little details were very fresh in my mind, allowing me to notice things that the typical reader like wouldn't notice or care about.