If I had listened to my heart, would I have forgotten my dreams so easily?
For fans of Lucy Score's Things We Never Got Over and Beth O'Leary's The Road Trip.
Lena is coasting. Ignoring. Avoiding a life she feels too guilty to live—until, thirteen months after a fateful phone call, she is forced from her hiding place in Oregon to drive a vintage Volkswagen van back to its rightful owners in Florida. As Lena grapples with grief, unexpected engine troubles, and a broken ankle, a stranger comes to the rescue. Lena is left with no choice. Someone else has to drive the van to Florida. But not without her.
Palmer is often the first to help and always has a plan. But when he discovers the family’s furniture business has declared bankruptcy, his perfectly crafted future shatters in front of him. Angry at his father and frustrated by his uncertain career, Palmer makes a new plan to leave the state. Fortunately for him, a fascinating woman he’s met needs a driver to take her and her van to Florida—a perfect opportunity to leave town and scout for reclaimed wood.
What follows for Lena and Palmer is a winding journey of self-discovery, as life breaks open and all that's left is their dreams.
Dream for a Second is a contemporary fiction novel about the difficulty of healing, the intimidating possibilities of change, the fear of letting go, and, ultimately, the path toward one’s unrealized dreams.
Hi, I'm Jes ... … a perpetual blusher (not shy, just painfully awkward), and a habitual coffee mug breaker. I’m quiet but goofy, or so I’ve been told, and like to think my slight wit and low-key sarcasm even out my giggly nervous side.
I’m a big fan of Rebecca Serle and Penny Reid, adore the power of a simple quote delivered in very few words, and wish I could speak as openly as I write.
Like painting with both hands—an inspiring masterpiece on the power of healing into love.
I found the writing style in this book to be one that is both comfortable and profound. While the author’s dominant hand shades in the rich depth of her characters with masterful grace, the other hand builds the possibility of exquisite transmutations. The narrator does an exceptional job tinting the dark red hues of a Michigan cherry, the gradient from the shadows coming together perfectly, when suddenly, pop! It’s not just a cherry she was crafting, but cinnamon and whiskey, and something far more meaningful than a quotidian existence.
The male and female perspectives throughout are tastefully crafted, not underserving or overindulging either side too much. There is a clear intimate alchemy that readers of any walk of life can appreciate and adore in the beautifully moving perspectives of two characters re-learning how to love. With music and poetry so clearly woven throughout the story, there's just enough room in what comes together for us to be left to wonder about our own dreams along the way. I'd recommend this book wholeheartedly to anyone in search of something more.
If Time for Once was Smyth learning to be an author, Dream for a Second is her excelling at it. The distinct growth that is captured in this sophomore novel is nothing short of inspiring. I am certainly going to be re-reading this one for years to come!
VW van as a character, slow burn, he falls first, roadtrip, mutual love of coffee, are just some of the things you'll find in this touching novel.
It's been 13 months since Lena's fiancé died, and she's still just as lost as she was when she got the call. She drifts, keeping people at a distance and ignoring her life, afraid to live because of the guilt. When she receives a call from her fiancé's parents, asking her to drive the VW van her late fiancé bought for them to vacation together in, she is forced to rely on Palmer to help her get it there. Or, should I say, him, since the van is Douglas.
Palmer notoriously puts others before himself and is eager to help to a fault. And driving Lena to Florida helps him avoid his distraught family and uncertain career path.
I loved how both Lena and Palmer are on their own journeys of self-discovery, but they circle each other along the way. Lena's chaos in light of her grief and Palmer's unending patience made me root for them all the more. And the tension and angst...ah! It was so good!
This book is everything I hoped it'd be and more. And I'll never look at a VW van the same way again. Long live Douglas!
I adored Dream for a Second even more than A Time for Once, and while it takes place in the same world following Palmer, you don't need to read ATFO in order to read this.
I have not read other books by Jes Smyth, but I certainly will in the future! That being said, it is not necessary to read Time for Once before reading this book.
While I am primarily a fantasy reader, I do enjoy the occasional contemporary fiction and romance novel; and this book was definitely a highlight of this year! Dream for a Second follows Lena and Palmer on their individual and mutual expeditions of self-discovery. Contending with healing, change, and ultimately following the path to their dreams, these two (and Douglas!) find their way through grief and eventually towards each other.
Full of tension, a slow-burn, he falls first, and all the banter - this book is one for everyone. (And can we talk about a like from the very first chapter: “The trouble is I’m pretty sure you’re about to ruin my heart and I have no intention of stopping you”?!?!)
Oh my gosh this book is so good!! Life has been hitting pretty hard this year and it feels like being in a never ending shit storm sometimes. I couldn’t even make up everything that’s happened. Sometimes I think my family was made for reality TV. All of that to say that in this time, this book was a very comforting read for me. Have you ever felt embraced by a book? This was definitely a warm hug I needed; reminding me that time heals all things.
Lena and Palmer are two people just going through the motions of life. Lena is trying to power through her grief and guilt. Palmer is just doing what is expected of him day in and day out. They embark on this road trip together. It’s a trip where they decide to be the people they are when no one is watching.
On this journey they face truths, leave some guilt behind and heal their souls. Add two attractive people in a 1983 and a half year VW van, the open road and endless possibilities…
I highly recommend you snuggle into a comfy chair and read this one!
“You see, the trouble is I’m pretty sure you’re about to ruin my heart, and I have no intention of stopping you.”
Are you kidding me? This line, in the very first chapter?! Incredible.
Smyth does such a great job portraying grief and the journey of overcoming it/living with it. I was invested in the story from the start and absolutely loved the character development.
Palmer and Lena have such a realistic relationship. I truly love when an author can capture what people are actually like down to mannerism, and little quirks.
Lena still grieves for what could have been. She does have a difficult time making decisions. Palmer has some tough decisions to make about where he wants to go in life. The drive to deliver Douglas to Florida was one of my favorite aspects of the book. There’s nothing like a good road trip to put things into perspective, for Palmer, and make them even more opaque for Lena. I have to confess I yelled Leap Lena more than once during my reading. I was ready to push her toward the light if necessary. My favorite character was Douglas the VW. Poor thing he endures a lot in the book but his personality shines through. I also liked Gregor because he had the magic touch with Douglas. I hope the next book involves more of him. And Eliana. Thanks to Jes Smyth for the advance copy.
I’m happy to be a part of @KateRockBookTours tour of Dream for a Second by @jes.smyth This book is a contemporary fiction slow burn romance that features a VW van named Douglas.
Lena’s fiancé died and thirteen months later she’s still floating through life, avoiding family, friends and feelings, too guilty to do much of anything. When her fiancé’s family asks her to drive his vintage VW van to Florida, she’s finally pushed out of her cycle of doom. Along the trip she meets up with her sister, breaks her ankle, and meets Palmer, her brother-n-law’s friend. Palmer has his own issues, including grappling with family drama and an uncertain future in his career. Palmer offers to help Lena drive the van to Florida as long as they make stops along the way for him to scout out material for his potential furniture building business.
Lena is closed off. Palmer is an open book. He’s someone that goes out of his way to help people and always puts others first. Lena isn’t used to that and is hesitant to let him in. There is definitely a connection between the two. As they travel to Florida, that connection slowly grows, and they begin to open up to each other and get close. I liked how they were both going through their own thing and were able to open up to each other and start healing. Palmer was so sweet, giving, and caring and it was frustrating how long Lena kept him at arms-length, but I understand because it was consistent with her character.
If you like a slow-burn, he falls first contemporary romance, this book is for you.
4.5 stars This book! I don't even know where to start! The author has such profound prose! When describing Douglas, the VW van as "friendly round headlights to his bug splattered windshield. Traveling through life was messy, wasn't it? Like hitting insects at 70 miles per hour for days on end. And I definitely have to give props for the love of coffee..."And caffeine made everything seem less impossible. This is the story of Lena who lost her fiancee over a year ago & she is taking Douglas the VW van, to Florida to his parents. Enter Palmer who insists on going on this road trip for his own reasons. Both end up figuring out many life decisions on the trip. More lines I loved in this book: "A person's strength does not depend on their size." "We both have to let go in order to let go." "Who said the truth was inherently ugly? Truth is honesty." "Humans were no different than wood. Both were susceptible to the wear and the tear of life." "Ghosts weren't a concern of hers, she was haunted enough by her memories." "When we love, we love messy. Everything in us scatters when love comes around. Love makes us vulnerable. It's supposed to." "It looks like a mirror, but it blurs it all." "I read o ce that loss is love's souvenir. Without it, we wouldn't know the value of love." Thank you Kate Rocks Book Tours and Wellum Publishing for the book to read and review.
I preordered this book as quickly as I could, excited to get to know Palmer, a character we meet in Jes's debut, Time for Once, even more.
I wasn't disappointed!
This book was a reflection on how complicated life can be and how our relationships complicate our lives even more. I instantly connected with Palmer once again, eager to learn more about his story, his family and his own dreams. He's the kind of guy you wish were real and you root for from chapter 1.
Lena was imperfectly herself. Grief is one of those really complicated pieces of life and her journey of going through the world with grief by her side was real. At times you want to shake her & tell her that everything will work out if you give it a chance. But she just needed to realize she has the gift of time and that gift will bring her to everything she hoped for.
I loved how their stories intertwined and went off on their own. There were so many tiny moments that were grand and the way they all tied in together to bring us to the grand finale was beautiful.
I read this book so slowly, not wanting it to end. I'm still a little sad that it's over but so happy I got to read it. This will be a re-read for sure.
Dream for a Second is a contemporary fiction novel about the difficulty of healing, the intimidating possibilities of change, the fear of letting go, and, ultimately, the path towards one unrealized dreams. This right here sums up this beautifully written book so well.
The MCs Lena and Palmer are on a journey of self discovery. They are both trying to find their way after hard times and grief. Palmer, that man is a saint, he’s got some major patience. Lena, poor sis, was really going through it.
The trip they take in the VW van “ Douglas”, listen, I love Douglas… You’re probably thinking I’m crazy, but Douglas is a character in the book and I love him. LOL The road trip that they take was full of slow burn, he falls first, banter, all the tension and angst. I’d love that they were able to eventually bring out the best parts of each other.
Jes Smyth writes in such a way that it feels almost poetic it’s truly beautiful. She’s so descriptive and has a way with vivid imagery. I highly recommend that you read this amazing book.
A story of love, loss, and struggling to discover your dreams, this book features the cutest vintage Volkswagen van, Douglas. Told from the point of view of each of the characters the readers are brought into their thoughts as they try to work through their challenges and figure out life. The characters struggle to figure out life and its messiness and heartbreak is what makes this story memorable.Lena is a stubborn and fiercely independent character who uses these traits to isolate herself to try and survive loss. Palmer is a people pleaser and fixer that has no idea how to create the life that he truly wants and not the life he thinks he should want. Douglas, the VW van, is a compelling character and what brings Lena and Palmer together. I could picture it and I adored that he was such an important character.Can they figure out how to have the life of their dreams and find a way to trust each other? I recommend this book to readers who like their romance to be realistic and include real life struggles.
Thanks to the author and Kate Rock Book Tours for providing a copy for my honest review.
What a lovely adventure! It will definitely tug your heartstrings. I started it and couldn't put it down until I was done. It was lovely to revisit the world and some of the characters from Time for Once, but see the world from a completely different angle.
Smyth expertly crafts a multi-perspective story. She guides the reader on this journey with Douglas, Lena, and Palmer. It's a great reminder that people can heal together, but they also may need time to heal apart too.
It was refreshing to have characters, that clearly care about each other, understand that they need to work on their own issues while trying to help each other. A romance that is about the individuals as well as the couple feels rare and beautiful to me in the scape of "I can't live without you novels."
You don't need to read Time for Once to enjoy Dream for a Second, but I highly recommend it. It makes a deep world richer. I can't wait for more stories from Smyth!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I should start by saying this was my most anticipated book of the year. I find Smyth's writing captivating and enchanting. While I loved Time For Once, Smyth's first book and my first introduction to her writing, to be poetic and heartbreakingly lovely, Dream For A Second stood on its own. We have characters we've met before, yet have been fleshed out and made so utterly relatable. Admittedly, though I was not a Palmer stan in TFO, I loved him in DFAS. His familiar obligation, his white knight syndrome, and his complacency in what he thinks he deserves are so very human, I couldn't help but fall for him. DFAS showcases the author's ability to devote from a particular style of writing while keeping true to her form. From the midwestern front to the Florida heat, DFAS captivated me and held me just as securely as a snug little VW camper van. My favorite character was Douglas. By far. I wish him all the best. Excuse me while I go plan my road trip.
Jes Smyth has done it once again; she's written a novel that sucks you in immediately and keeps you reading chapter after chapter. It's interesting. It's intoxicating in all the right ways. This story has so much heart. And Douglas; love it!
Lena is such an interesting character. The way she deals with her grief was written so real, so relatable and so respectful. Going along on her journey was healing in some way to me as well.
And, I never thought I would like Palmer (let's say I totally understand what Lena sees in him) after I first met him in Time For Once (Jes her other novel). Because let me tell you, I hated him with a passion in TFO. And now, that I got a better look at him and how he goes through his own growth in this book, I like him a lot!
I'm sure this novel will stay in my heart for a long while longer. Or maybe until Jes's next novel comes out because her writing skills seem to be ever growing.
I was an ARC reader for this book. I haven’t read any other books from Jes Smyth, but I can tell you now, I absolutely will in the future.
I’m most frequently a fantasy reader so this book was slightly out of my realm, but I was blown away by the sincerity, beauty, and charm of it. It was humble in its poignancy, yet unabashed in its commentary.
The central conflict was thought-provoking and the two MCs flawed in ways that were relatable and served the plot to almost perfect degrees.
Jes Smyth is an exquisite writer and if there’s any book that should be your introduction to her talent, artistry, and creativity, let it be this one.
Dream for a Second was a phenomenal story, and I wish we could all have a Douglas in our lives to make the hardest and loneliest journeys just a little bit easier.
Thank you to the author, @jes.smyth for the opportunity to read this #advancedreadercopy in exchange for my #honestbookreview! This book is available May 7.
This is a contemporary fiction wherein both main characters are working to resolve unprocessed trauma and grief. There is an excellent supporting cast of characters but the FMC is extremely frustrating and temperamental. The lesson here is an all too relatable one wherein we explore that grief is a tricky beast that if not addressed will still our joy and plans for life. These two characters massaged one another into realizing what they want out of life and to chase after it. Highly recommend for contemporary fiction fans, closed door romance fans, and anyone working through grief.
TWs: regret, loss of a loved one, resistance to help, grief, more
This book was hard to read at first, losing my mother-in-law tragically only a month ago, but I am so glad that I did. This book is about love, loss, healing in the most unlikely of circumstances. This book is told from the POVs of Lena and Palmer. I liked knowing how both characters felt and seeing the story told through both of their eyes. Lena’s fiancé dies tragically 13 months ago, and she has just been coasting through life since. She must drive Walter, his VW van to his parents in Florida. Palmer her brother-in-law’s best friend is always trying to make everyone happy before himself. When Lena finds herself unable to drive the remainder of the journey, Palmer steps in and offers to drive her and Walter to Florida. Both discover new dreams along the way and that healing can be found when you least expect it. Highly recommend!
“Dream For A Second” follows the journeys, both separate and together, of two people who are well into adulthood but who are still trying to find and lock into paths in life that suit them best. Both are challenged by setbacks in their lives. Their journeys become both a metaphorical and literal road trip, which adds to the enjoyment of the story. There are twists and turns, and the author does a masterful job of keeping the reader guessing what lies ahead. What I particularly enjoy about Jes Smyth’s writing is her gift for bringing scenes to life with beautiful, well written original phrases. You won’t find her resorting to worn-out cliches. For example, in the book she describes a discussion about a potential opportunity as, “They were standing on a blank canvas inside a beautiful frame.” Another example is when she describes a character overcoming self-doubt as, “Stretching her arms out in front of her, her fingertips grazed upon the space between fear and desire.”
Whereas many novelists try to capture the reader’s interest by relying on exotic locations or high profile careers that few of us have, Jes Smyth is able to create characters and scenes nearly everyone can relate to as she weaves an inviting, intriguing story.
I thought that this was a such a sweet and wholesome story. This felt like a romance, but was also a coming of age in a sense. I think that Lena’s storyline was very interesting. I liked that she had a good character development, as we were able to see how she dealt with grief and how she was able to find love amidst the sad times. I also thought the way it ended was super cute! I appreciated that it was mostly a sweet romance as well!
I felt it definitely had a slow start, so it took a while for the story to really get going. I thought it was a bit on the lengthier side. There were a couple of parts where I felt things were dragging in the plot that didn’t necessarily need to be that way.
What starts as a trip to return a VW van ends up being a journey of overcoming grief, finding love, taking chances, and learning to live in the moment. Lena has spent the past year grieving the loss of her fiance. Palmer is dealing with issues with his father, the family business, and what he wants next with his life. Yet when he meets Lena, he has this overwhelming urge to help her. These two characters compliment each other so well. They balance each other out. I loved every minute of this story and their journey to Florida. I especially loved Douglas, the VW van. He had such great personification. He really felt like another character in this story. If you're looking for a slow-burn romance where characters get to follow their dreams, this is a great one to add to your tbr.
Grab your favorite beverage and be prepared to read this one straight through. It is delightfully unputdownable. With dialogue that moves the plot (think modern-day Katherine Hepburn and Humphrey Bogart in the African Queen) and the mandated journey after a difficult circumstance, Lena and Palmer serendipitously find a way out of their turmoil. Their odyssey grabs the reader and holds them until the very last line. Do yourself a favor and put it on the top of your to-be-read pile. You won't regret it.
Dream For A Second is about Lena & Palmer going on a forced proximity road trip. Together they go through self discovery, grief, and healing. Their journey is so profound, that it brings an unexpected second chance.
Lena did get frustrating at time but her character and grief felt so realistic. I really enjoyed the slow burn between Lena and Palmer. I was rooting for them!
I’m thankful to be a part of this reading journey. I loved the author’s writing style. It was so profound and beautiful and inspiring.
Grief is such a unique journey that while common, isn’t spoken about in its rawest forms. This is especially true for love AFTER grief. I appreciated the relatability of Lena and Palmer. They are both flawed humans that you connect to and fall for immediately. The road trip element adds a really unique backdrop to a truly fun, and all consuming read. If you’re looking for a fun romance that has some real human struggles, here it is! I am typically not someone who goes for a romance book, but this felt so much more than that. Read it and you’ll see!
After reading Smyth’s first novel, Time for Once, I couldn’t wait to dig into this story. It is the second book in the series, but it can stand on its own too.
The story follows two people who are, basically, individually messy. They’re not sure where they’re going or what they’re doing, but a road trip to Florida seems to be the thing that places them both on the right track. And Palmer…you can’t not love him. Definitely one of those stories where the characters stick with you.
A new author to me, Jess Smyth, so pleasantly wrapped me up in her heartfelt novel. Dealing with grief this year myself, I identified with Lena in her feeling of tremendous loss. Her fateful meeting Palmer & the impact they have on each other really made this read profound.
Now I have to read Smyth’s first book to get more of Palmer!
Such a sweet story about finding love after losing it so tragically. The journey Lena and Palmer travel together shows that love can be found in unexpected ways and at unexpected times. A wonderful, non-spicy love story!
“She was ready. Ready to live in the dust that looked like sparkles and ready to take a chance on an idea that felt impossibly possible.” Dream for a Second is an essential exploration of learning to live with grief and discovering how to love again despite it. Be prepared to devour this story!
I enjoyed this book and found it to be a real page-turner. Jes had many insights into human behavior and relationships, especially the miscommunication that can occur between men and women and the problems that can result. I highly recommend it.
Love her writing with the weaving storylines and detailed character development that keeps me engaged and wanting more. The various connections to her first novel, Time for Once, is a fun way to keep the story going.