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368 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 14, 2014
It's only in hindsight that we can point, as easily as finding a town on a map, to the moments that shaped us - the moments when choices between yeses and nos determined the people we became.
I have no illusions. Even knowing everything, I would have chosen the same.
"I don't belong here, Sebastian. I'm just a visitor who stayed too long."
I was becoming that girl. The one who drops all her old friends when a new, exciting one comes around. I knew what I was doing and I couldn't help myself. I didn't want to.

Had I known the heights of the joy and the depth of the hurt to come, perhaps I would have been smart. Perhaps I would have left the beach that day and taken the ferry for the safe world I had always known: a world of art made in a garage, car parts on the kitchen table, and Latin tests. Perhaps I would have been rational and chosen to have no more to do with the Buchanans.
But I have no illusions. Even knowing everything, I would have chosen the same.
It's only in hindsight that we can point, as easily as finding a town on a map, to the moments that shaped us--the moments when choices between yeses and nos determined the people we became.


"So self-assured were they all by nature that it never occurred to me to doubt that their perfection was predetermined by forces I did not understand. They were all royalty. They were all gods. They were all broken."
It's hard not to fall in love with the Buchanans. They're a big family, they're close to each other and they have each other backs no matter what. To let someone else inside the way they did, Charlie, it's not easy for anyone, but they did and they all really cared about Charlie. And Charlie felt the same way about them. Maybe Julia was her best friend, and Julia's brother Sebastian was her boyfriend, but she cared about them all, deeply.
"I could not tell you now, or really ever who I loved more - only that I did love her, and him, and them all with a fierceness that I didn't know I was possible. They say there is nothing like your first love, but they have little to say about loving two people at the same time - or an entire family."
I don't have much left to say about Even in Paradise, except that it was truly a remarkable read and you'll just have to experience it for yourselves. A friendship that is hard as a rock, a love that is bittersweet, and life that is surreal. I believe this book may appeal to fans of My Life Next Door by Hunteley Fitzpatrick, so if you liked that one, you should give Even in Paradise a try.



”They were all royalty. They were all gods. They were all broken.”But when she befriends Julia Buchanan, everything changes.
”Even knowing, as I do now, that grace, power, and yes, love can hide the darkest elements of the human heart, I would do it all again. I would do it all again just to know that for a moment, I was one of the Great Buchanans.”It’s like they’re a drug, and Charlotte can’t seem to stop using. She abandons her old friends and her old lifestyle just so she can spend more time with this popular but enigmatic family. To have someone as rich, beautiful, and mesmerizing as Julia Buchanan be interested in a scholarship kid like her seems unreal, but she’s not about to let it go to waste. That and a magnetic attraction to Julia’s brother Sebastian makes it all the more easy for her to fall into their world. And with Chelsey Philpot’s writing, the reader does exactly that as well.
”They say there is nothing like your first love, but they have little to say about loving two people at the same time- or an entire family.”Is it possible to be so fascinated not only by the sights and settings of a story, but of the people surrounding it? Well, if you read this book, you’ll be intoxicated by all three.
Mom: Did somebody say Conor Kennedy and Taylor Swift?You asked. She answered. Please welcome Mama Grizzly to the review space, in which we discuss the doomed romance between Ms. Swiftie and The American Prince himself.
Me: Oh no, here we go again….
Mom: Conor wasn’t a cad. What are you saying?I’m not even kidding when I say that I’m 99% sure, deep in the recesses of the author’s mind, Conor Kennedy wasn’t some sort of inspiration for Sebastian. Take note of her description of him:
Me: No Ma, the character of Sebastian is a cad. He has a girlfriend but tries to kiss the MC anyway.
Mom: What kind of baked potato does that?!! Is this what they’re teaching them at those fancy boarding schools?
Me: Yeah, pretty much. And did you just call him a baked potato?!
”A boy about my height maybe a little taller, stood just a foot away from me, his hand still reaching out from touching me. A pair of aviator sunglasses hid eyes and his curly brown hair stick at all angles from his head like he had just taken off a winter hat. He had the thickest lashes I had ever seen on a guy.”COINCIDENCE? METHINKS NOT. The fact that there’s a blonde and a brunette girl on the cover (with the brunette being Julia) doesn’t lessen my suspicions of this theory either. I’m telling you all, this is clearly the author’s wish fulfillment fiction about their relationship.
Mom: So does Charlotte buy a house across the street from him as soon as she met him and then when they break up sell it for a profit?I think it’s time to end the review. Anyhoo, if you love The Great Gatsby, East Coast living, intoxicating wealth, beautiful prose, and shipped Conor and the T-Swift, you’ll probably like this book.
Me: Ouch, that’s harsh. But no, she doesn’t.
Mom: Good. Never trust a fictional character who does that. Not to mention it wasn’t even a profit. If you buy a house for $6 million, and you list it for $5 million, and it sells for $4 million, that isn’t a profit. That’s a loss.
Me: Yeah, I’m horribly bad at math, but that doesn’t sound like that great of a deal to me.
Mom: But most importantly… DID SHE WRITE A SONG ABOUT HIM?!!!
Me: Nope, nothing like that. Poor kid; every time he walks into Kohls or rides around in his car he has to listen to that stupid song about him. HE WAS JUST A BABY.
Mom: OK, we need to break some of these things down.
Number one: The kid knew what he was getting into. He knew that he was going to date this chick, she was gonna break his heart, and an aforementioned song would be written about him. It’s what she DOES. Her modus apporandi.
Number two: There’s no way in hell he goes to Kohls. Nice little Irish Catholic boarding school boys don’t shop at Kohls department stores with all their coupons looking for the greatest deal. No, child; Hilfiger and Klein are probably more his avenue.
Number three: What are you talking about, poor Conor Kennedy. Poor ME!!! Every time I step into the Kohls department store, I have to be the one to listen to that stupid song!!! EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME, WITHOUT FAIL, I STEP INTO THAT STORE, THAT GOD AWFUL SONG STARTS PLAYING. IT’S LIKE THEY KNOW I’M COMING IN; SO THEY PLAY IT JUST FOR ME AND I FUCKING HATE ITTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Please don’t go Incredible Hulk on me mother. It’s unbecoming and not appropriate since we’re supposed to be worshiping at the altar of Wonder Woman right now.
Mom: Don’t you dare get me started on that….
Beautifully wistful, full of soaring hope, and bittersweet love this book will grip your heart in the palm of its hand and never let it go. It's emotionally compelling in every way and you will find yourself wrapped up in the greatest love story of all, even if it's only for a fleeting moment. Wonderfully human and full of flaws, Even In Paradise, will show you what it's like when you find out that you're only human after all and that sometimes life can be unnaturally cruel. I loved falling in love with this story from the moment that I picked this galley up and began reading it. It's one of those books where you just feel like you're watching what's happening roll by in vibrant technicolor before your eyes, streaked with pain, guilt, glamor, and the feeling of just wanting to belong to something you normally wouldn't be a part of, even if only for a moment.
Told in a brilliantly stunning past tense point-of-view through Charlotte's (Charlie's) eyes and reminiscent of the Gatsby concept, Even In Paradise, possesses this charm and magical appeal to it that makes the you want to fall in love with the Buchanan's too the way that Charlie has. She's a girl on the outskirts of their world, skating along the fringes and is accepted into the fold once she befriends Julia, who is beautifully broken and tormented in so many ways. Together these two form a close bond that seems as if it cannot be severed, but through lies, hidden half-truths, and secrets step by step they seem to lose their footing. Through growing up, getting lost in who Charlie feels she's supposed to be as the Buchanan's see her, and dealing with the anxiety over having to always take be the one to look out for and take care of Julia, this book is hauntingly tragic just as much as it is timeless and magical. All of this is compounded with Charlie's first love being, none other than Julia's brother, Sebastian Buchanan. These two are dizzy and drunk on each other, sweet and charming, and so much fun to read about. It's a wistful sort of windswept romance, that will pull at your heartstrings and make you want these two to last as long as the time will allow.
The story that Chelsey Philpot weaves throughout the narration of Even In Paradise is both intoxicating as it is thrilling. There is so much more to this emotionally intense story, than just a fleeting moment in one's life where they were caught up in such a dizzying frenzy of wanting to belong and then realizing they had come and then overstayed their welcome. It's almost hard to sum up these feelings without borrowing a line from the book itself, "I don't belong here, Sebastian. I'm just a visitor who stayed too long." It's a story of so much more than just survivor's guilt, wanting to escape the pain that you feel you're trapped in, experiencing love for the first time, traversing the waters of a friendship that you feel will always be there that's been built on half-truths and lies, and being enamored with the things that you can't have - the beautiful people - and being accepted into their circle. It's about hope, love, loyalty, friendship, discovering who you are and where you belong in life. It's a book about a precious moment in your life that you will never forget and always look back on fondly, even if it only lasted for a mere moment of your life. It isn't a story that's riddled with regrets, it's a story of what is just is and it's a beautiful one.
Even In Paradise is the absolute perfect summer read to get swept up in this summer when you're sitting poolside or spending a day at the beach. It's a read that will leave you dizzy with hope and longing.
They were perfect. They were flawed. They were scarred and beautiful. They were too familiar with death and clung to life by clinging to one another. The Great Buchanan's were only human after all.
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After Charlotte helps a drunk Julia Buchanan one night, she finds herself being invited into the Buchanan's crazy world. She falls in love with the Buchanan family and gets swept up in their life of parties and summer homes. This book has a definite Great Gatsby vibe to it, if that wasn't obvious enough with the use of the name Buchanan. But when reading it that definitely is the first thing that comes to mind, and I'm almost certain that's where the author got her inspiration from. It also reminded me of We Were Liars, with the summer home and the family hiding things. It's interesting to see Charlotte get accepted so readily into their world and how much they want and need her there. There's a romance in this between Julia's brother Sebastian and Charlotte, it's quite cute and well done but never takes over the story.
My negatives with the story were mostly to do with the end. I know a lot of people loved the ending, but it didn't completely work for me. I felt like the drama got to be too much at the end, it started to feel a bit like a soap opera to me. It's also a story that you have seen before, so it doesn't feel too original when you read it. But that's probably going to be the case with a book that feels like it takes a lot of inspiration from The Great Gatsby. My other negative was the fact that I felt we barely scratched the surface with the characters. I did enjoy the characters, but I felt like we could have gone a lot deeper with all of them. I wanted more development when it came to the Buchanan's, but then this book would have been a whole lot longer.