MAJOR Plot spoilers ahead. Read at your own risk.
4.5 stars
I have been looking to reading more M/M romance because I have been interested, and I haven’t read any M/M romance where the M/M romance was the focus. In fact the only real M/M romances that I have read have been from the Shadowhunters universe, which even though the romance was important it wasn’t the focus of the entire story. I was just really in the mood for a M/M romance and kind of jump into that type of romance. So for the past month or so I was looking for a good M/M romance to dive into, but the things I found didn’t really appeal to me or were too short that I knew I was probably not gonna like it because it wouldn’t be enough for me like most novella type of stories are. After a month of searching within my means, I kind of gave up. Then I came across this story and immediately became intrigued. Not only was it a M/M romance, but it was a shifter/paranormal romance, which I seem to have been into as of late. So, I decided to pick this one up and read it.
Let me tell you I was not disappointed at all. It hit all the right spots that I needed as I was reading it. It had everything that I wanted and more so. It wasn’t just one thing that made this good. It was everything combined to make for an interesting and very compelling read. It had a lot more tropes than I thought it was going to from the synopsis, making for a great and most welcome surprise especially since those were tropes that I completely dug and wanted. It just made for a really satisfying M/M romance and just romance in general. This was the perfect gateway to the M/M romance world and makes me want more especially if they were like this one. It just really impressed me.
Now let’s get into the details of why I liked this:
First off, I really, really liked the fact that that these two had feelings for the past eight years for each other since Gil came to work for this shifter rescue squad. The attraction between the two of them was immediate and intense, yet the ignored it. For one, they were co-workers, and there was a non fraternization policy at work, though that was a less obstacle than the other one. Secondly, Both Gil and Nate didn’t believe that the other was attracted to them. Yes, they flirted, but neither found the other serious especially in Gil’s case who seemed to be a natural flirt to Nate and nothing more. So, they just thought there would be no way they could be together because it wasn’t mutual, but that didn’t stop them from fantasizing about the other over the years. So, all this sexual tension just kept building and building and building until every time they were next to each other they were internally on fire for each other. Just that heat and chemistry just was so good, so good. But it wasn’t just the physical attraction that kept building, but their feelings for each other kept on growing and growing. They developed and deepened over the years that became very intense and strong. There was love there even if it was recognized or realized at the start of book. So, just all that tension, longing and angst was great.
Another thing that was really great about them was the rapport between them. Even though they were co-workers, they were friends too. They had this nice level of respect between them that that I really enjoyed seeing. They understood each other to point, which came in handy as they worked so closely together over the years. There was a connection and bond there as well. They were just really a big part of their lives. I thought it was adorable when Gil stayed home from work, and Nate’s first reaction was “Where’s Gil?” He was a little sad that Gil called from work, and he missed because Gil had become a big part of his work life, and when that was gone he missed it. I just thought it was cute too.
I really enjoyed the flirty moments between them. They knew how to get under each other’s skin and tease each other after all those years working together. It was fun to see Nate, who was as straight laced and very much a ruler follower, flirt back and play the game along with Gil once their attraction between them came to forefront. It just showed off the hot sparks between them as they banter back and forth. That cockpit scene where they were with the team in the helicopter, but Nate and Gil only could talk to each other due to their coms, which was their own personal line they used while flying, was so freaking hot and spicy I nearly had to fan myself. They didn’t touch each other. They just used words, but they aroused each other so much that it was a wonder that helicopter didn’t catch fire and go down. It was that was sexy. I’m not usually a fan of dirty talk and sometimes if it’s too much it can turn me off of a romance, but their dirty talk totally worked for me. It was hot and steamy, let me tell you. It just previewed what was going to come for these two down the road.
Even though this build up between them had been happening for eight years, they didn’t just skip to the sexy times stuff. There was a moment in the club that I thought they were going to go there right away, but Gil stopped it because he knew he wanted more with Nate. He told Nate that he wanted more than a roll in the sheets and wanted to date him because he really like him. Nate agreed so they started dating and took it slow. The dating between them was so cute and adorable yet hot and spicy at the same times. Some of the little dates nights that they had together were just really sweet and loving. I loved how Nate came over to Gil’s house to cook for Gil and his dad. That made my heart swoon. I loved the stuff with the nephew. They really got to know each other, discovering more beneath the surface that they never came into contact with before because they never went this deep. They started to get what made the other tick as well as issues and insecurities that they other had that neither of them realized even though they had known each other for the past eight years. I really appreciated that because not only did it show the increase of emotional intimacy between the two of them, but it showed how important it was to have a relationship that was more than just based on the physical. So, I really liked the dating stuff, and it was more than other romances that I have read had.
But just because they were doing the dating thing, didn’t mean they weren’t doing the spicy thing either. There were some sexy moments between them that just continued to build and build the more time they dated. Those dancing scenes in Gil’s living room were very sensual yet very hot. There were some heated make out scenes. They were some sexy touch-touch moments that resulted in a lot of pleasure for both. There were just lots of caresses, kisses, and touches that really brought up the heat level between the two of them. It got more intense and fiery as they went on. It was so good. I really liked seeing that steady build of both the physical and emotional combined together in equal measure. It made for a nice balance between the two, which I really appreciated.
When their actual full blown love scene did come, it majorly satisfying because of that building of both those aspects in their relationship. Their relationship very much became that loving and caring relationship that I felt deep in bones and in my heart. So when they did consummate their relationship, it just felt like a culmination of what they built together the last eight years as well as when they started dating in this story. It was that satisfying for both of them after all that sexual tension that had been between them as well as the deep feelings they had for each other. This was just a physical representation of what they felt in their hearts. It was very loving, intense, spicy, and bonding. They finally got the ultimate closeness with one another that they had been yearning for so long. Plus it was a really hot scene so couldn’t go wrong there either. It just was great scene for so many reasons.
There were other things that I enjoyed also aside from the romance. I liked the fact that this had military vibes to it, which I wasn’t expecting. There were this group of shifters that participated in search and rescue. They were a secret part of the Coast Guard. Nate was a lieutenant, which I thought was cool and showed off his high position, making him even sexier. I loved whenever Gil would call him lieutenant because he would do it in such a flirty way that it just would make me chuckle and put a smile on my face whenever he did it. Just think of Nate in a military uniform just made him even more sexy in my opinion.
Not only was he lieutenant, but Nate was also a seal shifter, which was why he was in the special group. I have never read a seal shifter. I didn’t know going in how I was going to feel about it because I’m used to either wolves or cat that were more of the conventional, aggressive predator family with a more alpha feeling to them. However in this story, Nate being a seal shifter totally fit the story perfectly since he was a search and rescue that mainly rescued people from water. So with him being a seal shifter he could help people by looking for them in his seal form. It wasn’t weird or strange. It just was who Nate was. I appreciated that it was unique from any shifter romance that I have ever read before. Plus they were two really cute moments when Nate was a seal. One was when Nate took Gil and his father to fish, and he turned into the seal swimming around the boat doing tricks in order to please Gil’s father and make him happy. Then there was the scene were Gil and Nate took a sensual, midnight swim together with Nate being a seal and swirling around Gil. Plus it was cute to see Gil tickle Nate’s seal whiskers. So I really enjoyed that too.
Overall I really did enjoy this read. This was what I was looking for in a M/M romance. It was sweet. It was tender. It was caring. It was loving. It was sexy. It was sensual. It was intense. They plenty of build up between them over the eight years they had known each other as they fought their attraction to each other. I loved their hot and steamy chemistry. I liked it was slightly forbidden being that they worked together. I loved the intensity in the story. I liked their flirty banter as they tried to push other’s buttons, which just made it all the more sexier. I loved that they dated before they consummated their relationship. They had some really great and special date moments like the dancing or the midnight swim. Things that weren’t of the sexual nature, but as a means to build intimacy between them. I enjoyed that this was a paranormal romance with a mix of military that added to the story without taking away from the romance between Nate and Gil. It wasn’t an overly complicated world either being that this took place in real world, yet hidden from the “regular” people. Don’t get me wrong I love world building in paranormal romances, but I did like the simplicity of this one. It was just enough without being too much. I really appreciated that. It was just a good, fun and entertaining time that made me smile and chuckle and raise my pulse while reading it. I would definitely consider this a win in my book. I could see myself reading this one again if I wanted a sassy, sexy, and sweet read all combined in one. This makes me want to try more M/M romances in the future with the hopes it would be like this one.